Chapter 145: Rupture (10)
The funeral ceremony of the Marquis of Zhenbei, like his identity, was grand and magnificent.
The ancestral tomb of the Jiang family is like that, and Xinyue, as a person watching the ceremony, is just standing on the periphery, waiting for the coffin to be placed before going back.
Crescent Moon kicked her legs a little tiredly, not knowing why she was following here, but she still had to watch the situation ahead.
Feng'er handed over the tea and glanced at Xinyue with some embarrassment, Xinyue had just scolded her, and she was looking at Xinyue's face carefully.
The crescent moon said goodbye to the broken hair in her ears, and did not take the tea, there was a shed specially set up for the female dependents in front, and the crescent moon said, "Go to the shed and drink, and you can use some snacks." ”
Feng'er saw Xinyue covering her abdomen, as if she was hungry, but looking at the situation, she could only say goodbye on the return trip.
Walking to the door of the shed, Xinyue was about to lift the curtain, but saw Jiang Feng standing a few steps away from her, as if he had come specifically to find him, Xinyue walked over and called him, "What is Childe doing here?" ”
"I, I just passed by." Jiang Feng raised his head and refused to look at the new moon.
Xinyue smiled, but felt that this was not the place to laugh, so she straightened her face and said to Jiang Feng, "Okay, then the son will go where you are going, I'll go first..."
"You are not allowed to go," Jiang Feng pulled Xinyue's sleeve.
"I'm not going to leave, I'm just going to get you something to eat first, but I'm hungry?" Crescent asked.
"I'm not hungry, can you come with me somewhere?" Jiang Feng asked.
Xinyue frowned and looked around, although it was the ancestral tomb of the Jiang family, there were still a lot of wasteland and farmland around, where did Jiang Feng take him?
"You'll find out with me." As he spoke, Jiang Feng walked forward.
Crescent Moon followed behind him, and the two of them walked forward for a long time, and Crescent's feet were sore when they walked, and this was already in the Jiang family's cemetery.
Now passing by the tablet of the Queen Mother's parents, Xinyue paused, and further inside, it was the cemetery of the juniors, and Xinyue also roughly guessed where Jiang Feng was going to take her.
In the blink of an eye, sure enough, the tombstone of Jiang Feng's mother Zhang appeared in front of Xinyue.
Xinyue patted her body, when she knelt down just now, her soiled clothes stood in front of Zhang's tomb, Xinyue felt a pang in her heart, stood up straight, and asked Jiang Feng, "Why did Gongzi bring me here?" ”
Jiang Feng stretched out his finger and pointed, "This is my mother"
"I naturally know it's your mother," she said, and Crescent Moon looked at the words engraved on it, more certain.
"Mother" Jiang Feng was still a child after all, leaned over and sat in front of Zhang's tombstone, whispering to Zhang's tombstone, Xinyue saw endless attachment in his eyes, Xinyue didn't dare to rush forward, but still stood on the side, stretched out his hand, and touched the head of this child who needed comfort, "Little boy, it's not appropriate for you to bring me here." ”
"But I want you to meet her." After hearing what he said, Xinyue looked at Bai Yu's tombstone, lowered her gaze, and bowed to the elders, who generally met for the first time, and the salute "I have seen Mrs.
"It's useless for you to do this, she can't hear you." Saying that, Jiang Feng stretched out his hand and grabbed Xinyue's hand, and asked her to sit in front of the tombstone like himself, Xinyue naturally wouldn't be like this, but Jiang Feng still insisted, Xinyue couldn't, and there was no one around, so he sat down, "Little boy, this is not etiquette." ”
"But you sat down anyway?" Jiang Feng smiled at Xinyue.
Crescent lowered her gaze and smiled at this, she didn't hold on.
After sitting down, Crescent Moon felt as if something was really different, as if there was a sense of calmness when her eyes were level.
"Lord Crescent Moon..."Jiang Feng frowned, and Crescent Moon said, "Just call me Crescent Moon." ”
"It is not polite to call a person by his first name." After Jiang Feng finished speaking, he remembered what he had asked for just now, and plucked up the courage to say, "New Moon"
"Did you miss her?" Crescent asked.
Jiang Feng pouted, "I've never seen her, but I think she's a person related to me, so I come to see her every time." ”
"This is your mother, and it is naturally related to you. She must have loved you very much, and gave birth to you with her own life. Crescent reached out and touched his head.
"My father often told me that, but maybe there was no turning back?" Jiang Feng gave up so much on himself, which Xinyue didn't expect.
"Listening to your tone, are you complaining a little bit about your mother giving birth to you?" Crescent asked
"I just feel like that's not fair to her. I often heard my grandmother, aunt, and two aunts talk about how much my father loved her, and maybe without me, my father would not be so depressed, and he was still with her, and he was very happy. Jiang Feng picked up a fallen leaf in front of the tombstone, crushed it in his hand, and threw it out a little impulsively.
Xinyue saw that his face was flushed, and the more she talked, the more excited she became, although she didn't quite understand why Jiang Feng was talking to herself about these things, but since she heard these words, she had to open his heart knot, "Little boy, the joy of Tian Ding is something that every couple is looking forward to, it's just that some people are not very lucky, just like your mother." But I think that every mother who truly loves her child will not regret it at that moment. Your little hands, in her belly, when you slowly swim like this, when you breathe with her, her heart beats, she should have made up her mind and is willing to give everything for you. Don't think so, little boy, you are not the murderer of your mother, and you have continued her happiness and joy. She and your father are in love, and you are the best witness and crystallization of this happy relationship. Xinyue touched Jiang Feng's little face, which was as smooth as milk.
"What about you?" Jiang Feng asked.
Crescent didn't quite understand what he meant by this question, "What's wrong with me?" ”
"If you had a child, would you be willing to give your life for him?" Jiang Feng really asked Xinyue about this, Xinyue thought about it, and said with a rare open heart, "Because I haven't had a child yet, I can't answer your question." I only know that my life is also precious, and it must be something more precious to me in order to exchange my life. ”
"Then I am more precious to my mother than my life?" Jiang Feng's voice trembled a little, and after a while, he fell on Xinyue's lap and cried profusely.
Crescent Moon touched his smooth hair, what a beautiful little boy, crying so cute.
"Yes, you are the most precious." Crescent Moon comforted.
Xinyue heard the sound of footsteps, and as soon as Pu looked up, he saw Jiang Yang who was walking this way, and Jiang Yang was attracted by Jiang Feng's cry. There was an anxious look on his face, but when he saw Jiang Feng beside Xinyue from a distance, he let go of a hanging heart.
Jiang Yang walked over in a few steps, and Xinyue patted Jiang Feng's shoulder, "Your father is here." ”
Jiang Feng's face was flushed with tears, and he looked at Jiang Yang with tears in his eyes, Jiang Yang felt a pain in his heart, walked over, bent down and hugged Jiang Feng, Jiang Feng sobbed, and said to Jiang Yang, "Dad, I miss her so much." I want her to touch my hair gently, to touch my face gently, I want her to talk to me. ”
Jiang Yang has always been an iron-blooded person, who is as hard as iron, but in the face of his crying son, he is still quite emotional to him, "Good boy, Dad can't do these things for you." But don't give up on yourself because of this, and feel that no one loves you. Although Dad is not by your side, you will always be the most important person in my heart. Moreover, it is the test of fate that makes you stronger and more cherished. ”
Xinyue stretched out her hand and touched his hair again, "Although it can't replace Mrs. Zhang, it's better than nothing." ”
Jiang Feng nodded in Jiang Yang's arms.
After a moment, Jiang Feng straightened up from Jiang Yang's arms a little uncomfortably.
Jiang Yang patted him on the back, "The people who follow you are looking for you, in the future, you are not allowed to leave without saying a word, on an occasion like today, you can't be willful, you know?" ”
"Yes, yes, my son knows it's wrong." Jiang Feng was a little choked, but he still admitted his mistake in time.
"Go, go find them."
"Yes" Jiang Feng glanced back at Xinyue, and then ran away.
Xinyue wanted to stand up, but was stopped by Jiang Yang, "I also have something to say to you." ”
"It's not very proper, isn't it?" The new moon still wants to hold on.
Jiang Yang sighed: "When did you become a rule-abiding person?" ”
Crescent Moon was dumbfounded, then nodded "Yes"
Jiang Yang was silent for a moment, stretched out his hand to tidy up the weeds on the grave of his deceased wife, and finally made it to the opposite side of the crescent moon, and began by saying, "I never thought of bringing someone else here, especially a woman. ”
"I didn't come here by accident, and in that case, you didn't bring it." Crescent Moon wondered if saying this would make him feel better.
"The day she just left. I felt that the sky was dark, my life was like the middle of the night, and the only light was extinguished. I've been in this darkness ever since. My father said that I never take it lightly when I fight, but as soon as I do, I am ready to tear everything up. In the past ten years since she went, I really look forward to another battle that can tear everything up, and maybe I can also passively end this fate. Jiang Yang took a deep breath, and his eyes turned red.
Xinyue looked at his eyes suspiciously, is this still the same Jiang Yang as rumored?
"Do you know my mother?" Crescent asked.
"I knew her before you knew her, and she's my cousin." Jiang Yang said.
"She had the same thoughts as you after losing my father. And she did so, leaving me and my eldest brother behind, and ending her own life like this, ending this hard-won and very precious thing. She couldn't accept the loneliness of the lights out. Fortunately, you didn't do this, otherwise you would have left a big hole in Jiang Feng's heart, you should pity this, you were born without a mother's child, but fortunately, you also survived. Xinyue stretched out her hand, and although she was a little fund-raising, she still patted Jiang Yang's arm.
"But this pain has lasted for a long time, really long." Jiang Yang looked at the "Tomb of the Dead Wife" written on it and sighed deeply.
"It's really not a good fit for me to come here today, but since I'm here, I also want to persuade you a few words, I originally wanted to say that you don't suffer like this anymore. But this sentence must have been told to you by a lot of people, and you are still like this, and it is obvious that you will not listen to it. You can only figure it out by yourself, but I think that maybe just one person in your heart is enough. When you're at a loss, it's also a blessing to be able to show a face that comforts you. Xinyue said from a perspective that no one had ever treated him so much, and it could really comfort Jiang Yang.
"Crescent, I feel like I'm going to apologize to you." Jiang Yang said.
"Where's the apology?" Crescent doesn't quite understand.
"That's what I want you to marry me. Actually, I seem, in my own subconscious. Think of you as a medicine that can heal heartache, but it's not fair to you, I also felt at the beginning that you have to find someone who is dedicated to you, I already have someone else in my heart, so it is unlikely that the two of us will have a good relationship. It was only in the contact between the two of us that I saw your goodness and realized that you are a very perfect wife. Just now, I thought of what my father said to me, and he said, I should have seen the results of the last man who only treated you as a wife. Indeed, you are so good and deserve better. I think our marriage has broken down, and I will ask Your Majesty to revoke it if you feel that it is possible. You don't have to worry that I won't dare to bear the consequences, since I pulled you in, I should also promise to take you out. So you don't have to be sad, you can live freely as you want. Jiang Yang seemed to have suddenly opened his mind, in fact, he realized these things early on, in fact, his heart was too uncomfortable, and too lonely, thinking that he might have another wife, maybe he could forget it, but when he saw this tombstone just now, he understood that this tomb not only buried the Zhang family, but also his heart to love someone again. Jiang Yang stretched out his hand and stroked Zhang's name, which he strongly asked to engrave, the red paint on it had fallen off a lot, he rubbed it one stroke at a time, and it was so gentle, Xinyue was really envious of Zhang's at this time, and then felt that it was really wrong to think so. If two people can stay together for a long time, who is willing, leave the other one and go first.
However, the first thing that plagued Xinyue had been satisfactorily resolved, that is, Jiang Yang was no longer obsessed with marrying her. They can follow the original plan, let the Queen Mother leave with peace of mind, and cancel the marriage contract when everything has subsided.
Xinyue and Jiang Yang looked at each other and smiled, Jiang Yang said, "I think you have a maturity that doesn't match your age, and you're so smart, you should have been because of the death of your parents." I have suffered a lot. ”
Crescent Moon thought for a moment and shook her head, "Maybe I'm just trying to make myself strong." Don't just leave the person I love and make him as sad as you are. ”
Jiang Yang nodded, "You are really a very good girl." ”