Chapter 493: Hate to the depths, almost went crazy

In fact, in the process of splicing.

Gu Qichen had vaguely guessed.

But when I watched the complete B-ultrasound single.

When I looked at a small bean seedling in that photo.

Gu Qichen's hands still trembled uncontrollably.

Xia Yangyang is pregnant.

It turned out to be true.

It's their child.

At that moment, he had the urge to cry.

From childhood to adulthood, Gu Qichen has always been calm beyond his years in the eyes of outsiders.

It is as if he was born high, looking down on all living beings with an all-seeing eye.

His emotions were not as intense as others.

There seemed to be few intense emotions in this world that made him excited, shocked, and painful.

He thought he would live his life like that.

But Gu Qichen met Xia Yangyang.

Gu Qichen felt that life could be so vivid.

It turned out that he was also able to laugh and look forward to it.

But later, Gu Qichen found that when he was in pain, he would be sleepless all night, and when he was disappointed, it was like a pinprick.

When you lose it, it is even more piercing the heart.

Xia Yangyang gave him a lot of happiness, but doubled the endless pain he had.

At that time, he didn't realize that he would lose that woman completely.

He cried and laughed while holding the B-ultrasound sheet.

I just felt like I was crazy.

But when this child arrived, his heart was full of joy.

He had never been so happy.

This is a small life, a child of him and Yangyang.

He was so excited that he was going crazy.

For the sake of this child, he can do whatever it takes.

Or rather, he finally found a reason to be desperate.

He had never experienced that feeling in his life, that ecstasy as if he was on the clouds.

He just waited to find Xia Yangyang.

Waiting for a new situation to open, waiting for everything to start again.

But after that night.

Xia Yangyang seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.

Suddenly, the world evaporated, and no trace was found.

During that time, he hated to go to heaven and earth.

I even checked all the airplane flights.

But there was no trace of Xia Yangyang.

The entire city has been dug into the ground by him, but Xia Yangyang is missing.

One month, two months, three months, four months......

to the next year, two years, three years......

Now in its fourth year.

Gu Qichen didn't know how he had spent the past four years.

Anyway, it hurt and it hurt, and then it went numb.

He puts all his time and energy into his work.

And half of his job is to find Xia Yangyang.

Even in the past four years, he has created a huge and complex information network.

But so far, there is still no news from Xia Yangyang.

Sometimes, Gu Qichen really doubted.

A good person, how can you say that disappearing disappears?

The world is too big, and the big one makes him desperate.

Day by day, in the midst of this hope and despair, the mental torture is repeated over and over again.

and the void that the midnight dream couldn't grasp, and gradually brewed a trace of hatred in his heart.

Every time I am disappointed, I have more hatred.

He wanted to catch that woman and ask her fiercely, why was she so cruel!

Why end everything this way.

It was his child, and he couldn't even imagine what he looked like.

When the hatred is deep, Gu Qichen will also tell himself.

Can't think about it anymore, if it goes on like this, he'll go crazy sooner or later......