061 Spend the full moon
The night was so dark that the sky hung with a crescent moon.
Wang Jingshu leaned against the window, all the sounds were silent, and no matter how lively the entire imperial city was during the day, it was also swallowed up by the night.
Mama Huifen put on an embroidered cloak for her, "It's cold this night, it's time for the master to add clothes, don't catch a cold." ”
"It's a good night, I'm not sleepy, you all go down." It was another lonely night, Wang Jingshu married into the palace for a few months, and gradually got used to it, used to the emptiness around her, and used to closing the door and only her. Every night, she felt that she was still the unmarried girl in the boudoir. With such a good night, she should have enjoyed the moon.
A rustling sound came from near and far, dissipated for a moment, and then squeaked softly. I think the palace maids have all retreated, and Wang Jingshu is the only one left in this room.
- No one is born to be a wife......
- No one likes a cold woman.
——Dignified and decent for others, not for one's husband......
In the silence of the room, she suddenly remembered what the queen had said, and what she had taught her the way of husband and wife. Even though she has no feelings for him, she also wants to learn the way of husband and wife, maybe because she has to get along with him for the rest of her life, or maybe she is unwilling in her heart. In short, if you can learn to live peacefully between husband and wife, this is the way of a husband and wife.
But where will he go today?
Is it the Zhao family, or is it the Guo family?
Or in the main courtyard, missing the Chen family in his heart? No matter where you go, you won't come here. This is extremely strange to her.
The Zhao family's small family is jasper, the Guo family is very good at pleasing people, and the Chen family, I heard that she is elegant and calm, so as a wife, what kind of attitude should she have to face this husband?
I once thought that being dignified and decent was her best posture. But in the past few days, the queen's words have appeared in her ears countless times, reminding her over and over again, telling her that she has to face up to her relationship with the prince. But what if she faces it squarely, she doesn't seem to be able to solve it, maybe as the queen said, the way of husband and wife needs to be slowly pondered and learned by herself, so that she can solve it little by little.
I don't know how long it took, the night was still that night, but Wang Jingshu suddenly remembered the poem 'The night is as cold as water, sit and watch the morning glory Vega', and think of the scene of learning this poem when she was a child, and her heart is sad. Morning Glory and Weaver Girl...... For some reason, tonight's mood is different from when I was a child.
The cool breeze blew, and the cold swished for a while, awakening her sleepiness, and lonening her heart, like the brightest star in the night sky, because there was only one, and she had only one.
I'd rather sleepiness swept over again, but she didn't want to sleep after all. Every night when she was lying in bed, the other side was always empty, and at that moment she felt very lonely in her heart. Suddenly hugging the cloak, her heart became even colder as her body warmed.
There was a 'squeak', and the door suddenly opened. Wang Jingshu looked at the night sky without raising her head, "Mama, go down to sleep, don't keep watch tonight," there was a hint of sadness in her tone, "I don't want to sleep yet, don't wait." ”
Zhu Pei drank wine, and after a few glasses, he got drunk, and the little servant helped him into the princess's courtyard. He suddenly broke into the inner room, and vaguely saw only a faint figure in the distance, who was it? The first thing that came to his mind was ...... "Yan Yan ......"
Yan Yan?
Wang Jingshu was stunned for a moment, she thought it was Mama, but when she turned her head, she saw that it was the prince, or the drunk prince, she walked over crookedly, she immediately stepped forward to greet him, and helped him for a moment, "Wang, Wangye... How are you drunk? ”
Who is Yan Yan? Wang Jingshu was full of doubts, could it be that Chen?
Zhu Pei hugged her, and the whole person leaned on Wang Jingshu's shoulder, she almost fell down because she couldn't bear the weight, and her shoulder hurt badly, "Wang, prince, you are drunk, and the concubine asked the palace people to prepare sobering soup." ”
As soon as the words fell, he held Wang Jingshu's face with both hands and lifted it up, forcing Wang Jingshu to look directly at him with a tough posture, she looked at him directly, he stared at her, in the eyes of the two of them, I have you, you have me, and it seems that even time has stood still for a while. Only the candle flame was shaking in the room, "Yan, Yan, I miss you, I, I, I want you, I want you......"
"I, I'm not, Yan Yan ......" She doesn't want to be a stand-in! This was Wang Jingshu's instinctive reaction. added another sentence: "Concubine, princess, Wang." ”
The drunk Zhu Pei held her face, and his eyes seemed to look at a stranger again, "Wang? ”
Wang Jingshu felt a pain in her heart, but she still took care of the overall situation, and said softly, "Lord, concubine, concubine...... Me, I...... I, still, asked someone to prepare a sobering soup. ”
In an instant, Wang Jingshu's lips were blocked by Zhu Pei, and he kissed her fiercely. With a tough attitude, he quickly plundered her mouth, as well as her territory.
In this situation, Wang Jingshu's mind was instantly blank, and she didn't know what to do, responding to his kiss, she was forced to do so.
At this moment, she had forgotten everything that her grandmother had taught her how to serve before the wedding, she didn't know the initiative, she was just forced, and it seemed that she was even suffocated from breathing.
He kissed it hard, his eyes closed, and his mind went blank. A row of teeth bit down hard, Wang Jingshu was in pain for a while, instinctively refused, tried to reach out to push him, and struggled again and again, she just wanted to refuse, refuse his kiss. But he wouldn't let it go, "You let it go...... Let go! ”
Instead, Zhu Pei ripped off the cloak on her body at once, and fiercely ripped off the gauzy red clothes, all of which fell to the ground. And she seemed to be naked, only hanging a belly pocket embroidered with mandarin ducks playing in the water, showing her perfect figure.
When Wang Jingshu's face was hot and red, she lowered her head and blocked it with both hands, while Zhu Pei moved her throat, reached out and tore off her belly pocket and fell to the ground.
Wang Jingshu's mind was blank, and she didn't know whether to put her hand down or reach out and push it away, facing Zhu Pei like this, she only felt ashamed. Her instinctive thought disgusted and rejected her, and she bent down to pick up her clothes.
As soon as she picked up her clothes, her whole body was taken into the air, and she was half frightened to death, and she screamed, "Ah-" The clothes in her hand slipped to the ground again, and the fiery red was reflected in the candlelight. But looking at Zhu Pei's drunken red and thin and sad face, she no longer dared to speak, looked at him blankly, and hugged his neck tightly.
Zhu Pei hugged Wang Jingshu and strode into the meteor, and immediately let go, she was slammed on the bed when she landed, and the brocade quilt instantly floated up due to a gust of wind. Startled again, she looked at Zhu Pei cautiously, grabbed the brocade quilt tightly with both hands, and was scared, she was completely at a loss what to do next.
Zhu Pei jumped up, his hands trapped her whole body, he closed his eyes and kissed her directly.
Everything fell into place, the two of them lingered and sympathetic, reflecting the moonlight outside the window, spending a good moon and a full moon, and fulfilling the unfinished ceremony at the wedding that day.
The intermittent sound came out of the tent of hundreds of sons and thousands of grandchildren...... The clouds outside the window obscured the moonlight.
When she was about to be ugly, Wang Jingshu had already lost her energy, her whole body was sore, and she collapsed on the bed, but she couldn't sleep with her eyes open. After a moment, Zhu Peijiu, who was lying on the side, had woken up, closed his eyes and turned his back to her, and his whole body exuded indifference and indifference, but she still unconsciously leaned towards him and hugged him. They have become skin-to-skin and have become a real husband and wife. Husbands and wives should snuggle up to each other.
But Zhu Pei, who was only guilty of the woman he loved at the moment, shook his whole body, and immediately shook off her hand in disgust, and pushed her away, "Don't touch this king." A tone of disgust rushed out of his mouth with the words, "You are not worthy!" "Get out of bed quickly.
His sudden anger caught her by surprise. He shoved her away so hard that her whole body was knocked to the side of the bed, and the pain was unbearable again. Nene didn't know how to look at him, "King, lord...... It's late at night, so you should settle in early. ”
"This king has done what he should do, and you can go and give an account to the queen mother."
Intersection ......
Wang Jingshu sat up from the bed, her body was covered by brocade, and her mind hadn't turned yet. What did she do that made him so misunderstood, could it be that he thought that she had told the queen about the unrounded house? and misunderstood her like Guo's thing...... Her heart ached indescribably. In the past few months, he has not had the slightest love between husband and wife, and he can't see her clearly after all...... Then I heard him say again: "It is a joke that you, as a princess, dare to talk to this king about conditions." If this king doesn't touch you in this life, won't he be able to marry a side concubine? ”
In order to marry the side concubine and welcome the Chen family, he had a round house with her...... This is the condition, this is the exchange.
The disgust in his eyes finally stung her, and he held back the tears in his eyes to meet his eyes, she never recognized what she hadn't done, "The concubine doesn't know what you're talking about, and the concubine didn't stop you from marrying the side concubine." Three obedience and four virtues are not allowed, and neither is the royal patriarchy. ”
Zhu Pei didn't mind making it clearer, "If it weren't for you, how would the queen mother know that you and I don't have a round house, and how could my father refuse the excerpt of this king's concubine?" Isn't all this because you, the princess, you eat this king and use this king, why don't you listen to this king, just like your father Wonder. He's called stubborn! You don't know what to call it! ”
He sneered, "I know why this king doesn't touch you, because I think you're dirty, Wanda is really a good tutor, and he actually had a private meeting with the prince to seduce the prince's daughter, so how good is your daughter?" If you weren't assigned to get married, I'm afraid you're going to go to the river, I'll see if the three girls of Wangfu can still be allowed to ......"
"Now that you and I have a round house, you can't stop this king from welcoming the concubine in the future."
The night of the round room should have been as beautiful as the flowers and the full moon mentioned by the ancients, but his disgust, his anger, his indifference, despaired her heart, and finally he slammed the door and left, making her cry, and the messy clothes scattered on the ground confirmed this night, this is not a good night. Wang Jingshu would rather not have it before, and maybe look forward to it.
At this moment, she no longer has the courage to learn the way of husband and wife, she seems to have no face to see people. Crying bitterly in the brocade quilt, you can't even cry in this palace.
Another sleepless night exhausted all of Wang Jingshu's mental strength.