When I woke up from a dream, I opened my eyes, since Zhao'er left, maybe earlier, I almost forgot how long I had been, and I hadn't been so relaxed.

If I could, I would really like to get out of bed and go for a walk, maybe on the pool of liquid, and look at the osmanthus at the end of the season.

Isn't it dawn yet? Why is it still so dark, I tried to call him "little minion" from the darkness

"Hey, I'm here." I couldn't see him, but his breath and his hands fluttered.

"Why are your hands so cold, but it's only the end of October, are you cold?" I lifted my hand to feel if he was wearing thin clothes.

"Don't move, the doctor said you have to rest." As he spoke, he possessed me and hugged me.

I felt that he should be cold, so my whole body was shivering, and I reached out and pulled up my quilt and put it on his back, "You should be cold." ”

"Yun'e, I'm not cold." His voice trembled, wasn't it cold, what was that?

He seemed to read my mind and replied, "I'm scared." As he spoke, his arms tightened again.

"Do you think there will be snow in Jinling this year? I remember that there would be a heavy snowfall in the winter when Zhao'er and Brother Tan left, do you think God will give me a snow this year? As I spoke, I reached out and touched his cheek, which was filled with tears, and I wiped it away for him, "You are the teenager you are, cry when you say you cry." Now you can rule over a country, His Majesty the Emperor. ”

"Yun'e, I want to be the young man who has nothing, at least you will always be there." His crying gradually rang out, and my heart seemed to be blocked by something, "I've been with you since I was a teenager, why, haven't you had enough of me?" ”

He shook his head and sobbed, "Don't leave me." ”

"Rong Huan, you have also gone through most of your life, why haven't you seen through how many things in this world can really go your way. I am the most reluctant to believe in fate, but today, this fate is really powerful, and I will not be given a day again. "I thought about it, when was the last time I saw his name, I seemed to call him a little minion from the first time I saw him, this name is more than 30 years.

"I'm willing to give everything, Yun'e, I can't live without you, I can't." He cried like a child, and I couldn't hold back my tears, and then reached out and hugged him, I know, my time is running out, and I also know that I have to say goodbye to him" Rong Huan, you let people light the lamp. ”

"Come on, light the lamp." So saying, he straightened up, and in a few moments the lights in the room came on, and I saw my lover's face again, as I had seen him for the first time more than thirty years ago, with a strange throbbing.

When he cries, his eyes will always be red first, and his eyelids are swollen, which is worse than people crying for a day, I stretched out my hand, he possessed him, let my hand on his cheek, I wanted to smile, but I felt that my cheeks had a thousand pounds of weight, and I couldn't smile anymore, I tried again and again, and finally gave up "Rong Huan, don't cry." Come with me and talk. ”

"Yun'e, I, I will accompany you for the rest of my life, please, you will be fine." As he spoke, his tears flowed down again, he was so willful, and he had always been willful and reckless to me.

"You, you haven't asked me once, if I want to." I tilted my head and wiped the tears from my face little by little for him, "Rong Huan, do you remember the red-clothed dancer we saw in the Fairy Mansion at that time who died of poison." What's her name? ”

"Feixia" always has a good memory, I think he must be looking at people's beauty, so he remembers his name so well.

"I always dream of her these days. Although I have only seen her once, and I have not even seen her dance, I remember her and still dream of her. Feixia in the dream finished the dance, then smiled, gave a salute, and left the stage.

"What did she do in your dreams?" His Majesty held back tears and asked me.

I told him what she looked like in my dreams, and then continued, "She seems to have a new ending in my dreams. The man she loved so much that she could die for him did not leave her, but ransomed her, took her out of the fairy building, and lived happily ever after. Maybe she gave birth to two children for that man. ”

"Yun'e, you are confused, how can that kind of treacherous man live such a life with her." As he spoke, he wiped away the tears that had inadvertently flowed from the corners of my eyes.

I was dazed, and then asked, "Really?" ”

"Yun'e, don't you have anything to say to me?" This really stopped me, I looked at the man in front of me, I really loved, and then said lightly, "What I want to say to you, I have been with you for more than 30 years, and I have no regrets." ”

"What did you say?" He asked me.

I pointed to my eyes, "My eyes, since they saw you, have been falling on you, as long as you are there, it has not looked and thought of not going." ”

"What else?" He asked me.

I put his hand on my heart, "In this heart of mine, there is you." Fill this place, O you. ”

"What else?" He smiled, and then couldn't hold back his tears.

"Rong Huan, my emotions for you are too complicated, there is love, hatred and resentment, but there is no remorse, you are really brave enough for me to be by your side."

We looked at each other, and he lowered his head to calm down his emotions, "Yun'e, I love you too, I only love you, I don't resent or hate you, I have a heart that loves you, you know?" Do you feel it? ”

"Well, I know" Hey, it's so tiring to talk.

I lowered my hand, and then took a long breath, this life, it's really a long time, and I also seem to be really in a dream, in a love-hate relationship, but is it time to wake up now?

But when I wake up, will I ever see these people again? Especially you.

With the last of my strength, I stretched out my arms and hugged my lover.

"Don't leave me, Yun'e, don't leave me." He shouted my name.

"If there is a next life, I am still waiting for you under the porch in the summer, you don't always have to walk with your head down, remember to look up, I may be under the porch to enjoy the shade. This life is really too long, and in this dream, I can't give up you. Goodbye, my love. ”

Chai Yun'e, is my name, it means beautiful woman, my mother is also finally, I am a beautiful woman, just a beautiful woman, it seems that there is always a tragic result, just like the radiant, but falling Feixia.

But I seem to be happy and have regrets, but I can hold my lover and leave forever.