Chapter Ninety-Four
Of course, the real situation is not as Moshan said, he is just looking for an excuse to get past, saving this kid from asking again, this time he goes back to Butterfly Valley, and he can't take Su Tianfang with him no matter what.
Su Tianfang smiled brightly and said to Moshan: "Then I think they should thank me more, otherwise they will be bored every day and don't do anything, I'm afraid they will be prone to depression." ”
Confused by the unfamiliar words again, Moshan was obviously stunned, and then waved his hand.
"Anyway, this time, you don't have to follow me back, and I also heard from them, someone told me that only when my sister took you there, you only went to those shops once, and you yourself didn't go to see those shops again, since you are idle, you just find a chance to take a look, no matter what, your people still have to see more, how familiar and familiar, and it is better to contact when they want to come in handy in the future."
And then he left, this can't be a conversation on the same line, it's really difficult.
In the end, Su Tianfang was left alone in the courtyard.
After Moshan left, Su Tianfang also took off his disguise and looked tired, of course, looking at Moshan's departure, Su Tianfang actually felt lonely inexplicably, for the first time in so many years, he was disgusted and stayed.
It's good not to go back, those kids are tired every time they deal with it.
Adults too, all kinds of problems.
And the hundreds of years of internal strength in his body, such a long time has passed, but he still hasn't been able to control it well, sometimes it will always get out of control, if you have to go back this time, there will be no chance to be alone along the way, if it is known, the big guys will have to worry about it again.
The fish food in the small bowl in his hand had slowly bottomed out, Su Tianfang simply sprinkled all the remaining fish food into the pond, and watched the fish in the pond competing for fish food...... In this world, there is competition everywhere, and you can't stay out of anything.
Su Tianfang called Ala, who was sitting on the side, and wanted to leave-
"Fang'er." Lin Guan shouted Su Tianfang.
"Huh?" Su Tianfang replied, and then looked at the voice.
"Mother."
"What are you thinking about here?"
"I didn't think about anything, just feed the fish." Su Tianfang responded to Lin Guan.
"You're here to feed the fish?"
After Lin Wan approached, he looked at the empty bowl in Su Tianfang's hand, the little fish food that was originally floating on the surface of the pond had already been snatched by those fish, so now it was calm again, and the fish were swimming around there without a sense of direction, or sinking to the bottom of the lake.
Lin Wan stretched out his hand, took the empty bowl in Su Tianfang's hand, then poured half of the fish food into it, and then returned the bowl with half a bowl of fish food to Su Tianfang.
Su Tianfang originally wanted to leave, but seeing that the bowl in her hand now had fish food, looking at this situation, Lin Guan must also have something to say to herself, so she accepted the heart to leave.
This Lin Wan suddenly appeared, Su Tianfang didn't have time to change his face, and then in such a state of half melancholy and half sadness, it was easy to remove the disguise, and if he wanted to put this outfit on again, it was not so simple.
In order not to let Lin Guan see it, this was in contrast to such an obvious state on weekdays, so she also looked at the fish in the pond and did not look at Lin Guan.
Lin Guan asked, "Why did you suddenly think of coming to the backyard to feed the fish today?" ”
Su Tianfang replied: "If you have nothing to do, you will come to this back garden to see the fish, thinking that at this time, I will also bring some fish food by the way." ”
"Seeing that you are a little depressed, are you worried about the affairs of the Yu family?"
After hearing this, the corners of Su Tianfang's mouth rose slightly again, and the smile was very faint, but it was obvious that he had already smiled.
"Of course not, this is just a piece of cake, as long as they are willing, I can help them directly at any time, of course, after taking the position, I don't know if those ministers are willing to support him."
Lin Wan naturally heard a hint of something wrong when he heard this.
"What do you mean?"
"Now that the Tang family is in power, and the Tang family is all dead, isn't this position vacant? How to get on the throne at that time is not their Yu family's own business? ”
Su Tianfang complained directly.
Lin Wan didn't know how to answer for a while, why didn't he find out before, this girl can still do things so strongly? What gave her the courage to make her feel that it was such a simple thing to seek a dynasty and usurp the throne? Over the years, the dynasty has changed, and which generation can only fight hard without countless wars and countless bloody battles on the battlefield.
Su Tianfang didn't know that she was thinking about things too simply, but she did it on purpose, to depict things so lightly, in her opinion, the more detailed things are, the easier it is to create too much pressure on herself, and in the end, only she is overwhelmed.
Therefore, no matter what she wants to look at simply, only when she looks at things simply, she will be fearless in her heart, and if she looks easy to conquer, she will have a greater desire to conquer, otherwise there will be a big level in front of her, and she will be scared before things start, and she will not be able to take the next step.
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Lin Guan also felt Su Tianfang's perfunctory handling of this matter, and he was obviously a little unhappy.
"I think you should still pay attention to it, don't take things too simply, these years...... Maybe it's because we've protected you so well over the years, and many things have been paved for you before you get started, so you feel that all this is so simple, but in fact, you have to know that behind all this ease, everyone in Butterfly Valley is carrying it for you, and you ......"
"Mother, I know, you think that I haven't suffered anything because of your paving the way for everything over the years, so you think that I look at things too simply, but in fact, everything is not as superficial as I see on the surface, right?"
Lin Wan said: "Over the years, everyone has repaid everything to you because of their debt to your mother......
"I know." Su Tianfang once again unceremoniously interrupted Lin Guan's words, Lin Guan was obviously a little angry, but Su Tianfang didn't intend to pay attention to it, but continued to say his thoughts.
"Over the years, everyone has paid a lot of money to protect me, I am very grateful to everyone in my heart, anyway, the last time I went back to Butterfly Valley, since everyone has made such a big decision, then I must have chosen to believe and recognize me, I feel that I have such ability, can afford such strength, since I have already done this step, then please mother, also believe me, I can handle things well, and finally give everyone a satisfactory answer."
The fish food in Su Tianfang's hand kept sprinkling into the pond, and soon the half bowl of fish food was about to bottom out again, but Lin Wan's had not started to move, and both of them were like this, silent for a while without speaking.
"Fang'er."
Lin Guan's voice was very gentle, and this sound made Su Tianfang a little unable to adapt to it all of a sudden.
"I looked at you from a distance just now, but I actually found that you were not happy, for the affairs of the Yu family, has this time always made you feel very tired?"
Su Tianfangyun said lightly: "Mother, I said, their family's affairs are not a matter at all, you don't have to worry, I can handle it." ”
"When I came, I saw your Uncle Mo, she told me, you just smiled heartlessly and happily, he couldn't resist you, so he hurriedly left, I also came here with fish food, I want to talk to you, but I looked at you just now, you are not as happy as your Uncle Mo said, no matter what, you are still just a child after all, we shouldn't have let you carry so much."
This time, Su Tianfang obediently did not interrupt Lin Guan's words, but waited for her to finish speaking, and saw that Lin Guan really had nothing to say before Su Tianfang opened his mouth to continue.
"Mother, there is nothing to be happy or unhappy, no matter what you think well, then he is good, if you think badly, then he is not good, the Yu family's affairs The Yu family is a big deal, and it is a big deal for people in the world, but for me it is really a piece of cake, you don't have to worry too much......"
"We don't care about the Yu family." This time, it was Lin Guan's turn to interrupt Su Tianfang's words.
Su Tianfang didn't know what to say for a while.
Lin Guan said slowly: "Your father has been spoiling you all these years, so you are obviously very close to your father. In fact, I also want to spoil you, but I can't let go, I can't let go of the old things in my heart, and I also pin all these hopes on you, so the requirements for you over the years are also very strict, so that you are obviously so tired, and you have to deal with my various tests of you, I also feel it, you are a little rusty with me, in short, relative to you, for your father, your feelings for me are obviously much lighter, sometimes think about it, I don't feel good in my heart. ”
After hearing these words, Su Tianfang began to think about it, and suddenly felt that his memory was actually blurred, why didn't he feel so obviously? Is it really alienated from Lin Guan? Probably not, every time I come back, I will go to her, and I always take the initiative to find her, why does she feel that she is alienating her?
"Every time I ask your dad to find you for something, relatively speaking, your dad is more fond of you, so he will be more relaxed with you, I always feel that when you are with your dad, you are far happier than when you are with me, you can joke with your dad, but you won't joke with me."
Su Tianfang was shocked, what was the situation? Isn't that too thoughtful? Is this what the girl's family thinks? What do you think about so delicately? Even the slightest difference in this subtlety can be clearly noticed.
Su Tianfang began to smile innocently, and then carefully defended herself.
"That...... Mother, I guess is there some misunderstanding? ”
"Huh?"
"No, mother, I have never thought of it like this, and I have never alienated you."
Lin Wan smiled bitterly: "Child, I'm putting too much pressure on you." ”
"Not ......"
Su Tianfang cried in her heart, how could it be so good, just like that, things actually developed in an uncontrollable direction? What is estranged at all, at most...... At most, it's the so-called opposites attract, plus it's my own father, that's a man! Male! Su Yu is good-looking, and he naturally can't help but get closer to him, and wants to tease him, so he is spoiled and joking.
And Lin Guan, after all, is a woman, and it can even be said that with her own psychological age, sometimes she treats her as a sister, but she has never talked to her, how can she become estranged here, this psychological activity, Su Tianfang has a headache.
Su Tianfang was a little confused now, thinking about how to explain things well, his brain turned quickly, and he stabilized his mentality, Su Tianfang said slowly.
"Mother, there is no one who is alienated from anyone, don't think too much, I don't joke with you, and I don't mess with you, just because I consider your physical condition, my father also said, you have some hidden diseases, so it's not suitable to be too tired, you will always be my most beloved mother."
Lin Wan saw that Su Tianfang in front of him suddenly had such a big contrast, and he blamed himself even more in his heart. Sure enough, have you put too much pressure on your children over the years? So much so that now, I only said such a little thing, which made this child so nervous, and he was usually too strict with this child.
Su Tianfang didn't know what Lin Guan was thinking at this time, if she knew, she would vomit blood.
Lin Guan is too, if she knew that her daughter coveted her husband and played with her husband, it was just because she coveted her husband's beauty, presumably she needed to vomit blood in her heart, and she had been raising a rival for herself.
In fact, it is true, every time Su Tianfang comes back from Butterfly Valley, Su Yu spends a lot of time accompanying Su Tianfang and giving Su Tianfang psychological counseling, for fear that this child will be unhappy or something, so he has no time to accompany Lin Guan, and it is precisely because of this that Lin Guan has the habit of raising fish later.
"Fang'er, my mother has seen it, I really won't care about you anymore in the future, I know that you are really grown up now, and you are no longer a child, so for what decisions you have made, I believe you can pay for the consequences of your decisions, so I will not force you to do anything, this Yu family's matter, since you know it, you have not been very happy, you can rest assured, my mother will solve it for you."
No, what the hell is going on? How do you feel more and more chaotic? It's going to fly! Su Tianfang complained infinitely in her heart.