Chapter 175: Xia Cicada (14)
"Participate in the queen mother" I looked at the servants kneeling in front of me, today is the third day of my marriage to Your Majesty, these three days, I have not seen Your Majesty, I have only been locked in this gorgeous cage, as if I have to be tempered with patience, so that I can see the person who is now high.
"Get out" patience is always the first thing I consume, I waved away the food in front of me, and it was still hot to kneel at the front of the palace maid, I watched her shrink sharply from the heat, I stood up, wanted to comfort her, make up for her, but I was too angry in my heart, so I just left it at that.
"Niangniang, you can eat a little, you haven't eaten for three days." The hot palace maid is called Si'er, she is the big palace maid in this palace, I didn't bring Yue'er here, I have no choice to jump out of this place, why hurt another person.
Si'er knelt on the ground, her whole neck was already red, and she almost pulled at my clothes, if it had been before, I might have listened to her and eaten something, but I didn't want to, once I arrived in this place, I didn't compromise like myself.
I stood up, shoved the Si'er, then turned and went into the inner room, where I lay down on the bed.
But the splendid thing above my head almost broke my neck, so I sat up, and then ripped them off and threw them on the floor.
I lay down on the pillow, rolled the silk quilts, and kneaded them into wrinkles, and felt that it would be a pity if the brocade quilts were crumpled, so I smoothed them out again.
"You don't want such a good-looking crown, you think it's a pity for this little quilt horn?" Rong Huan walked in, picked up the crown I had thrown aside, and placed it on the table next to him, and then, I felt the edge of the bed sink and he sat down next to me.
I ignored him and just reeled myself into the soft silk quilt.
"Yun'e, I finally got you married." I felt my body sink and an arm went through my arm and hugged me, I didn't struggle, but I made it clear to him that I wasn't going to give him a look.
"Yun'e, aren't you really going to look at me?" He tightened his arms and hugged me tighter and tighter. But I still didn't speak, and naturally I wouldn't look at him.
"I thought of all sorts of things, all sorts of things, but then I thought, why bother so much, I decree that you will come to me. Yun'e, being able to marry you is the most fulfilling thing I have done so far. Don't be angry first, you know me, I haven't been valued since I was a child, and I'm not even qualified to marry you. As a prince, I am not even as good as the son of a vassal king. It was you who told me, people don't give up on themselves, Yun'e, so I haven't given up. As he spoke, he reached out and touched my hair, but I grabbed him, "If you dare to touch me, we will die together." ”
"You won't die, you're so afraid of pain, so kind, you won't." Despite saying this, his hand still fell, and he backhanded and touched my hand, but it caused me to "hiss".
When he heard this, he immediately sat up, took my hand and looked at it, and saw that there was a large mark of burning on the back of my hand, which was poured on my hand when I had just knocked over the dinner table.
"Come" He gave an order, and the person who was kneeling in front of me just now came out again, and Si'er, who was standing at the front, just changed his clothes, and his neck was already red. I didn't know what he was going to do, so I grabbed his arm and told him not to mess around.
"The Queen's hand, what's the matter?"
When Si'er saw it, she immediately knelt on the ground, "Yes, it was Niangniang who overturned the food just now, and I think it was hot..."
"Someone," his voice raised again.
I immediately pulled him in, "If you want to dispose of them, you will take me together..."
"Yun'e, you still look at me" he smiled, still as before, his crystal eyes had a beauty like melting ice and snow. I staggered my gaze and refused to look at him.
"Since the queen has interceded with you, get out." He glanced coldly at the people kneeling on the ground, and those who escaped immediately walked out, and after a while, Si'er sent the ointment for the burns, and I looked at the skin that she couldn't take care of, and still said, "The wounds on your body should be treated well, and until they are cured, you don't need to come and serve." ”
"Yes," Si'er walked out of the inner room, and the two of us were left in the room again.
He lowered his head and began to medicate the water in my hands, and I looked at the shiny back of his head and said, "I was going to marry your cousin." ”
"I know," he said, using a cotton cloth, gently put the ointment on my hand, little by little.
"You are ignoring people, King Yu, King Yu's family will not let you go." I wanted to withdraw my hand, but he took a step towards me and grabbed my hand, I didn't eat anything for three days, and the strength came from there, so naturally I was no match for him.
"It was Prince Yu who agreed. He didn't approve of your marriage to Rong Tan. Now, he has set a new marriage for Rong Tan, it seems to be Xu Yuan'er, the daughter of General Xu. ”
"Is that her?" My impression of Xu Yuan'er is still on the banquet a few years ago, her shy appearance.
In the past few years, she has had a bad life. First of all, his father fell from his horse and died, his mother was not in good health, he couldn't stand the blow, and he died soon after, and his younger brother inherited the title of An Xuanhou of his family, but he was only fourteen years old, and he put on armor and went to war. Originally, when her parents were there, she was in the boudoir, and she was a good bully. The family has changed a lot, and the character has always been stronger. After I listened, my heart sank, King Yu is the leader of the troops, so is the Xu family, such a strong alliance is what King Yu wants, and our Chai family, although there are many queens, but in the eyes of others, especially these adults who hold real power, we are just a shallow family that relies on nepotism and has no strength.
How can I be worthy, the one who was put in the eyes of King Yu and his wife didn't feel sorry for the baby Rongtan.
Yes, I am not proud that I am a queen, but I feel cowardly because I realize that I am not worthy of Rongtan. I curled up, and after Rong Huan came in, I glanced at him for the first time, "The queen mother of King Yu is also the daughter of our Chai family." ”
"You don't have to think so, I will make your Chai family the most powerful family in the entire Great Sage, and your brother also has this ability. You will be able to recreate the glory of your ancestors. ”
"Ever since you married Zheng, I haven't wanted to be with you again. Because you are already someone else's husband to me, I, Chai Yun'e, will never rob someone else's husband. I looked at Rong Huan and said what I was thinking.
"Now I am not anyone's husband, I am only yours, and you are mine." He thought it was a very good thing to solve, so he leaned over, but I pushed him away and got up from the bed, "You think that if you come down with a holy decree, my people will be yours." Yes, that's right, you're Your Majesty, and you can do that. However, you will only push me farther and farther away, I don't like this, and I don't want to be such a queen with you. I have someone I was meant to marry, and so are you. ”
"There is only one person I want to marry, and that is you. When I can't control it, maybe I don't have a choice. But when I have a choice, I naturally won't let you go, Yun'e, I will definitely give you happiness, you know, you must know. When he said this, he was a little crazy, after so many years of oppression, once he was able to raise his eyebrows, it is no wonder that he would be so desperate to get what he wanted most.
I hung my head and no longer looked at him, but at my own hand, where he had been drugged, and after looking at it for a while, I did not speak, lay down on the bed, and ignored him again.
When my mother came to see me in the palace, I hadn't eaten for four days, and I just took a sip of water in the morning. I can't get out of bed now, and my mother saw me crying uncontrollably, and reached out to pat me and said, "How can you be so stubborn? has been so stubborn since childhood, and it is still like this when you get married, so it is better to starve yourself to death now, otherwise in the future, how will you survive in this harem that eats people and does not spit out bones. ”
"Rong, Rongtan..."I looked at my mother and asked her about Rongtan.
"Naturally, as soon as he got the news that you were named the queen, he came to ask His Majesty, but His Royal Highness King Yu was not in the capital, and the ministers who were familiar with him, when this was His Majesty's family matter, no one was willing to anger the new emperor in this matter, he knelt alone outside the palace for a day and a night, and it was the Queen Mother who came that let people put him back. Yun'e, if you want to blame yourself, you don't have that blessing, the daughter of your Chai family just doesn't have the blessing of marrying a good family, and generations have to fill the deep pit of this harem. Rong Tan has really tried his best, but he has no choice. "My mother wiped away my tears, because of the lack of water, I couldn't even shed tears, my chest was so suffocating, I beat my chest with one hand, so that the stuffiness in my chest could be released.
"You don't want to be like this, what can you change if you do this? Now the sky has changed, the first emperor has died, and King Yu doesn't seem to be a person who can rebel, so only His Majesty killed King Yu's family, and there will be no King Yu who will lead troops into this palace. "Mother saw it very clearly, she seemed to understand it all along, but she didn't do anything.
"Mother, let's go. I won't eat, no. I shook my head, then turned around and buried myself in the quilt, because I didn't eat anything, so my body was cold, and I could only curl up.
"If you still refuse to eat when you go out from here today, then mother, you won't go back." Saying that, my mother sat next to me, the two of us spent a long time, I fell asleep in a daze because of physical exhaustion, when I opened my eyes, my mother was still sitting behind me, I sighed "Mother, I only ask you one word, I was suddenly ordered to marry into the palace, did you know before?" ”
Mother nodded, "Your Majesty came to me and told me about his plan, so that there is a follow-up, I have no way to resist if I take care of you so strictly, so I can only accept it." ”
"And so it was. Mother, you never wanted me to marry into the palace, and you worked hard for it. But why did you give up at the end of the day? I sneered, and I knew that without my mother's help, the decree of marriage would not have been issued so quickly, and I would not have been married in such a hurry, with a heavy and heavy phoenix crown, and a phoenix robe that did not suit me at all.
"Do you think that if you marry Rong Tan, you can really get rid of it? I told you from the beginning, don't have a close relationship with the Six Princes, his ambition is hard to find, and in the end he got everything he wants, and in this all, there is naturally you. Child, it's because your mother loves you too much, so you can't even see through these things, that's why you're so obsessed with this bureau and refuse to come out. Good boy, you have your family behind you, and the person you want to marry, and the peace and joy of his life are tied to you alone. You just stay by Your Majesty's side, my mother can see that you also like him, but it's just because he married someone else, and you are too arrogant, so you hid this intention, and now, it's all right. He got everything, and you can get what you want through him. "I used to love my mother touching my hair, but now her hands, like knives, are scratching my scalp and heart, and so that I seem to be doing what she says, staying in this place all my life, by the snort of the man whom I once regarded as a slave.
I don't want to do this, and I don't want to.
After my mother left, I tidied up the desk where I had just written a letter and shouted to the outsiders, "Come on, this palace wants to eat." ”
When he heard the news that I was willing to eat, it was already dark when I arrived, and I was sitting behind the table at this time, taking small sips of whitebait shredded soup, this sour and spicy soup, soothed my uncomfortable appetite for the past few days. The tip of my heart doesn't seem to hurt so much.
"Have you eaten?" I had already drunk the small half bowl of soup, I really couldn't eat it, so I could only put it aside, he sat next to me and shook his head, "No, I haven't eaten yet." ”
"Then you can eat these."
He looked at the dish that I had barely touched and was about to speak, when I interrupted, "What? Now that you are an emperor, you have forgotten the past? Still disgusted that I have eaten it? "I raised my eyebrows as if I was like this before, arrogant and domineering, not allowing anyone to say no to me.
In the past, my mother always said that people have to plant a big heel to be sober, and I seem to have fallen a heel this time, but I don't know if it's a big heel, but I feel like I've lost my previous state of mind, it's the kind of competitive and competitive, and I want to be the most dazzling one in everyone's eyes. It seems that I can't be happier anymore.
"I, naturally, I don't dare to dislike you. You can say anything, you just have to ignore me. As he spoke, he picked up the bowl and chopsticks, as if he was hungry, and took a piece of cabbage and rice, and ate half a bowl after a while. I was about to ask him to eat slowly, but he hadn't opened his mouth yet. He's choked.
He vomited out everything he had eaten, not like a normal choking, like...
"Your Majesty, you want to accompany Niangniang, you haven't eaten anything for three or four days, and your stomach will definitely not be able to stand it if you suddenly eat so much at once. You drink some water first to slow down, and the slave will go to the doctor. ”
I looked at the maid who poured tea for him, and scolded loudly, ", who made you care about him?" Get out! ”
The maid ran out crying, and His Majesty seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "You have eaten here, and you are also a smart person." This servant girl, those who have a heart, took a lot of effort to be placed by my side, and you can see it at a glance. It's you. Rong Huan was a little uncomfortable because of his appetite, and smiled a little hard at this time, I looked at his somewhat pale lips, and I still couldn't help but feel sorry for him in my heart, "Who let you accompany me to be hungry." I just can't think about some things, and now that I think about it, I naturally start eating. No, before you came, I had already drunk a small half bowl of soup, so you should take your time and drink some soup first. "I personally served him a bowl of soup, and he had no appetite at all, but now he has drunk most of the bowl, and he is much better.
The night was already very deep, and I could still feel that the man lying next to me was still not sleeping, and after he looked at me carefully, he quickly looked away, as if he was very curious, why did I change so quickly, or I was afraid that I would run away, or I thought...
"You don't pinch yourself anymore, it's not a dream." I said angrily, but he laughed out loud at the wrong time, "I really never dreamed that you would still lie by my side this day." ”
"It's not up to you to fight for it." I was so tired that I had not eaten anything the other day, and I had exhausted all my strength.
"Can you tell me why?" He was naturally very curious, he turned over and looked at me, the two of us were lying in our clothes, I didn't want to say, I just coped, "If I still refuse to eat, just starve like this, will you let me go?" ”
"I won't, I'll die with you." His words were a little decisive, and I sighed, "There can be no Chai Yun'e in this world, but there can't be no Your Majesty." If you die, the world will be in turmoil, and you will be a sinner to the eyes of the great saints. ”
"But I, Rong Huan, can't live without Chai Yun'e. Yun'e, I originally planned that my life would be like this, my eldest brother is too good, and I also accepted my humble background, but your appearance reminds me all the time that I can't just be willing to be cheap, and besides, I can't be cheap to anyone. It is because of you that I am who I am today, so I don't want to be the emperor, but I can't help but be your husband. Now, I am Your Majesty and your husband, and I think the gods have favored me, and you can also give me this opportunity. ”
I heard the cry of the summer cicada, so loud that it pierced the air directly into my ears, and when I woke up from the dream, the corners of my mouth still couldn't help but rise, this damn cicada, if I can't hear it one day, I really feel empty in my heart.
"What are you laughing at?" Rong Huan kissed my eyes, he was so gentle, I couldn't help but laugh deeper, "Your place is really bad, don't hurry up, dip those damn cicadas for me." ”
"Okay, good, good" He put on a dress and got out of bed, and went to glue the cicadas himself, I looked at the minions kneeling at his feet, and he was covered with leaves, and couldn't help laughing.
A few months later, the Queen Mother will enter the palace. She had been in the palace in Luoyang before, guarding the spirit of the first emperor, and now that the first emperor had passed away for four years, His Majesty couldn't bear to let her suffer in Luoyang, so he took her back.
I don't have too much impression of the former virtuous concubine Niangniang, and now the queen mother, but my brother said in the past that she would definitely not like me, in addition to my character, but also because I am a member of the Chai family, she was born as a servant of the Chai family, so naturally she refused to give me a good look.
I didn't think much of her originally, a maidservant, actually served the master's man, and the son who gave birth also inherited the throne, King Yu still calls her "that dancing girl", but obviously, now I can't show this.
I touched my flat stomach and finally couldn't help but laugh. His Majesty also had a smile on his face, and I couldn't help but say, "Look at your stupid appearance, it's not the first time you've been a father, as for smiling like this?" ”
"No, can your child be the same as someone else's?" As he spoke, he hugged my waist and put his ear to it, and now he naturally couldn't hear anything, "Why didn't he move?" Is this asleep? ”
"He's broken when he has movement now, and he is only more than a month pregnant, where does the movement come from? Let's go! As I spoke, I slapped his elm head twice with my hand, "You said you want to have such a stupid head like you, oh, what should I do?" ”
He was beaten and still laughed, like a fool, "If it's worse like you, you will hit people at every turn, as a prince, it's not good to be too short-tempered." ”
"Too...! Who do you say has a bad temper? I was about to reason with him, but I didn't understand the priority of his sentence at all, and in the end, he took my hand, "Didn't you say that my head was made of elm?" Doesn't it hurt to hit your hand? Yun'e, our child, I must make him the crown prince, and let him be the most noble person in the world from birth, and I also want to teach him how to be an emperor by hand, don't be like me, after sitting on the dragon chair, the foundation is still unstable, and he is bullied by those old guys, so, this is my wish. "His words made me a little speechless, this child is only a little more than a month old, I don't even know male and female, have I prepared such a big burden for him?