Chapter 52: Tossing Yourself
Bai Yumo subconsciously reached out to grab An Hanchen's sleeve, which seemed to be able to grasp a life-saving straw. She had countless words to ask An Hanchen in her heart.
There are countless questions to confirm with An Hanchen.
"What's wrong?" An Hanchen looked back.
But after finally letting go of his hand, Bai Yumo shook his head. "Nothing." There's no way to ask now. Her grief was like a butterfly with broken wings, falling to the ground alone. Butterflies can't fly, which is worse than death.
But she thinks butterflies really die.
She wasn't asleep, her ears were always listening to what was happening in the bathroom.
The sound of sparse water flows.
Finally, the water stopped, and An Hanchen came out of the bathroom.
A little surprised, "Yumo, why didn't you fall asleep?" ”
"I can't sleep."
"Close your eyes and you'll fall asleep."
Bai Yumo's eyes were full of disappointment. If the person usually teases him, he will say, "Little thing, is it because you don't have my arm that you can't sleep?" ”
Today, there is no such sentence.
That ordinary sentence seemed to suddenly create a chasm between the two people, separating them from each other.
Bai Yumo turned her back to An Hanchen, and the man she was expecting did not hug her from behind.
It turns out that's true. She didn't even need to ask An Hanchen if what Sofina said was true.
In the dark, when she heard An Hanchen's shallow breathing beside her pillow, she asked softly, "What are you busy with?" "Coming back so late?"
"A little thing in the company." An Hanchen replied nonchalantly.
The answer is almost perfunctory.
After a long time, he said: "I am going on a business trip to Europe tomorrow, about half a month. ”
"Hmm."
No unnecessary conversations.
Bai Yumo suppressed the pain in her heart, closed her eyes, and forced herself to sleep.
When I woke up, there was no temperature around me. Bai Yumo reached out and touched the empty pillow. No one greeted her in the morning and said good morning, and no one enthusiastically imprinted a good morning kiss on her forehead.
She came to the living room in slippers, Zhang's mother was cleaning, and there was no An Hanchen in the living room.
"Mother Zhang, where is Han Chen?"
"Mr. Ann left an hour ago."
"Oh."
Bai Yumo looked up at the clock on the wall, and the time was 7:50. In other words, An Hanchen got up at six o'clock and left without saying a word to himself. The whole room suddenly became empty, and so did the heart.
She stared out the window at the golden sunlight that reflected into the room, but the sunlight was soaked in cold.
"By the way, madam, Old Man An called you to eat at night."
"Oh well, I see."
The intention of the meal was obvious, just to congratulate the success of this beauty contest, he was very happy and admired Bai Yumo
As usual, only Mr. An and his mother are not there. Since An's mother saw Bai Yumo go crazy once, Bai Yumo didn't see An's mother every time she came to him.
"Yumo, you did a great job this time. Daddy toasts you. Old man Ann, he picked up the cup.
Bai Yumo naturally picked up the wine glass.
"That's what I'm supposed to do."
It took him more than a week to get her over for a beauty pageant. It seems that the ginger is still old and spicy. You fire him not only to observe the success at that time, but also to observe the trends and developments next week.
"Yumo, with you and Han Chen, the An clan and the Bai clan will only develop better, I'm relieved." He giggled, pretending to be angry again. "Han Chen, this boy has hard wings, and he went on a business trip to me today. I wanted to ask him to accompany you to dinner. ”
Bai Yumo remembered the empty home and the cold sun, and her heart became even colder. It was as if someone had dug a gap in her heart, and as a result, a large area of cold wind blew directly in.
"Well, I'm busy at work, and there's nothing I can do about it. Daddy, please forgive me. Isn't this me going to eat with you? Bai Yumo concealed it well, had a gentle attitude, and was full of respect for him.
A faint smile on the face gives the illusion of happiness.
"Han Chen has always been a workaholic. I think when he meets you, he'll relax a little bit, and he doesn't seem to have any. ”
"Hmm." Bai Yumo replied casually.
The old man, who had no idea what was wrong, poured oil on the volcano again.
She thinks that An Hanchen has reached the other side of the world at this time, and she doesn't know what she is doing?
Mr. Ann added: "He's a workaholic. It's just that I didn't expect Miss Su to be a workaholic too. Miss Su also did a great job in this project. I wanted to invite her over, but I didn't expect the housekeeper to reply that Miss Su was also on a business trip. ”
Going together, on a business trip?
Bai Yumo was suddenly stunned, and the smile on his face disappeared instantly, and soon became dull, as if covered with a thick layer of snow.
"Rain Foam ......"
"Hmm." Bai Yumo quickly regained her smile. "Yes, business trips are inevitable at work." It was inevitable, but they just went on a business trip together.
Luckily, "Where did Miss Su go on a business trip?" ”
"I heard the butler say it's England!"
……
As if facing a head-on, she still remembers that An Hanchen gently said to herself last night that she was going on a business trip to Europe tomorrow, about half a month.
Britain is Europe? Isn't it
After returning from Old Man An's old mansion, Bai Yumo collapsed to the ground as soon as she entered the room, as if someone had exhausted all her strength, and all the anger and sadness pressed on her.
She didn't know if she was angrier or sadder.
She clutched her chest, feeling out of breath.
People say that the first person to fall in love must be a loser. She always thought that An Hanchen was the first person to fall in love, but she wasn't, but now it seems that An Hanchen's love is just fleeting.
She thought of laughing at the four words that Sofina had written, which were not originally addressed to Sofina, but to herself.
"Madame, ma'am, why are you sitting here?" Zhang's mother shook her fat body and hurried to help Bai Yumo
The white rain foam is as soft as a puddle of water.
"Mom Zhang, stay away from me."
"No, ma'am, it's too cold on the ground." It took a lot of effort for Zhang's mother to pull Bai Yumo over
Bai Yumo did not hold steady, but fell to the ground again.
Some black hair covered Bai Yumo's face, and she lay motionless on the ground, like a person on the verge of death.
Zhang's mother still wants to continue to pull white rain foam.
She heard Bai Yumo's voice faint and cold, spreading from the cracks in her hair: "Mother Zhang! I said, "Don't bother me. ”
Although the voice was clear, Zhang's mother knew that she couldn't pull the white rain foam anymore.
Zhang's mother shook her body, ready to report the situation to An Hanchen in the corner.
Took two steps.
"Mom Zhang, don't call Han Chen. If you tell him about my situation, I will fire you immediately. ”
When Zhang's mother heard this, she silently put the phone back in her pocket.
Bai Yumo lay on the floor and slept all night.
On autumn nights, the cold was so heavy that it penetrated through the cold floor to the bones. Zhang's mother got up in the middle of the night and went upstairs, but found Bai Yumo still lying on the floor, motionless, like a dead person.
Silently took the blanket and covered Bai Yumo.
When she woke up the next day, Bai Yumo felt hot all over, took two cold medicines, and went to the company weakly. After looking at the phone, there was no news from An Hanchen.
The man didn't tell himself that he had arrived safely, or who he was with.
Zhang's mother looked at Bai Yumo's unusually pale face and persuaded Bai Yumo to take a good rest, but Bai Yumo refused to listen and resolutely went to the company.
The effects of the drugs made her drowsy, but she still struggled to overcome the drowsiness.
The new company was appointed as Huace Film and Television Company, and it was very busy at the beginning, which Bai Yumo did not need to do. However, she wants to be busy, so she doesn't have room to think about anything else.
It's been a busy week.
She looked at the calendar on her desk, drew it again, and then glanced at her phone. There is still no news from An Hanchen. It was as if the man had vanished into thin air.
Or, the person is enjoying a warm hug from another woman in Europe, where else is there any thought to give her a message.
Bai Yumo obviously felt that her health was getting worse and worse. After taking medicine for a week, she still has a bit of a low-grade fever every time she goes out.
She didn't want to care and continued to look at the papers.
But after all, the body is flesh and blood, and sometimes it can't be resisted.
On this day, when Bai Yumo came home, she felt that her mind was getting more and more dizzy, her legs seemed to be filled with lead, she couldn't walk anymore, she couldn't even change her shoes, so she suddenly went limp,
Unable to hold it up, he fell to the floor.
Zhang's mother saw it. She tried to reach out, but silently retracted. She knew that she couldn't intervene, and she was even used to the situation of Bai Yumo
After midnight, Bai Yumo will definitely fall asleep, and Zhang's mother took a blanket to cover Bai Yumo
The night was extraordinarily long, and the sun suddenly set, and the cold shone into the room.
Unlike the warmth of spring, the heat of summer, and the cold of winter, autumn is the season that white rain foam does not like very much. It's cool, it's cool to the bones.
This morning, she didn't wake up as usual.
The eager voice came to her ears for a long time. "Madame, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Madame, wake up. “
She wanted to reply that she was fine, so don't shake her body, but nothing could be sent out, her body couldn't move at all. The whole person is like being frozen in a lake.
I don't know how long it took for the ice to be opened, and I finally felt it. She slowly opened her eyes, where there was his familiar snow-white ceiling and chandelier, which was in the bedroom.
"Ma'am, you're awake."
Bai Yumo turned her head and saw Dr. Xu
"Dr. Xu, why are you here?" The voice is still a little hoarse.
"Don't you know you're sick?"
"Oh, I've got a cold." Bai Yumoguang replied, unimpressed
Dr. Koh was very angry at this relaxed and casual tone, saying, "You have a fever of 39 degrees and 6 minutes, and you still have a bit of a cold. If I had been one step late, I think you would have been burned. "It's kind of hateful.
Bai Yumo smiled slightly. "Thank you, Dr. Koh." After thinking about it, she added, "How did you end up here?" ”
"It's not ...... yet" After a pause, Dr. Xu looked at the fat body in the living room: "It's not Mama Zhang who called me yet, otherwise, you will be burned into a nervous disorder." ”