"We've known each other for more than two years, and we've never sat down together to have a good chat, at least we've never had a heart-to-heart chat."

After Chen Hua and the others left, Fang Shiyun smiled slightly and held Yang Zixi's cold hand.

Yang Zixi smiled happily and asked, "Here, isn't it particularly hot, if you talk for a long time, can you stand it?" ”

Just kidding, Dongguan is now in the twenties, many people are wearing short sleeves, and the air conditioning in her room is turned on to thirty degrees, there are two small suns on both sides of the bed, and there are electric blankets on the bed.

"It's okay, I can stand it, it's a big deal to drink more water." Fang Shiyun said.

Yang Zixi smiled: "It's hard for you." ”

"It's okay." Fang Shiyun shook her head and began to open her heart and said: "To be honest, I'm quite sorry for you, if it weren't for me, the relationship between you and Chen Hua wouldn't have deteriorated, and the two wouldn't have come to this point." ”

"The point is, I still hated you, hated you, and even scolded you in secret, thinking that you are brainless and too stupid, I would rather believe Han Ziping's nonsense than believe Chen Hua's truth, Chen Hua has suffered so many crimes."

But later, Chen Hua's words woke me up, after all, who can be without sages and sages? Besides, standing from a different angle, looking at things differently, you are a fan of the authorities, I have also empathized, if I were you, in that desperate situation, was saved by a man, and this man's enlightenment made me ignite hope for life, I will definitely trust him like you, and feel that a person who saves himself is definitely not a bad person. ”

"So everything you did was not wrong, and it was only because the people's hearts were too sinister that they drove you into the abyss step by step."

"To tell you the truth, you are really brave, you can disfigure yourself for the sake of innocence, you are also very kind, you fall into the hands of Han Ziping, and you can think about us and make yourself pregnant with the child of the person you hate."

"In short, if it were you, I wouldn't have been able to do as well as you, so I sincerely apologize to you for the fact that I have hated you, scolded you, and even excluded you."

Speaking of this, Fang Shiyun stood up and bowed deeply to apologize.

"Don't do this, don't apologize, sit down." Yang Zixi smiled.

Then he said: "Actually, I also hated you, thinking that you snatched my husband away, and after knowing that you were pregnant, I have been panicking all day, always worried that one day Chen Hua will marry you instead of me." ”

"Since then, I have begun to dislike Chen Hua, I like Chen Hua before I had a relationship with you, because I think that Chen Hua is the man who reassures me the most and gives me the most security."

"At that time, Wang Heng asked me, why do you want to keep a waste and not divorce, I said that he can give me a sense of security, because he is a waste, I don't have to worry about him cheating, I don't have to worry about him leaving me alone in the empty room, and I don't have to worry about him being good to other women but not to me."

"But since you had sex with him at Royal Entertainment that day, that sense of security in my heart has disappeared, but I know that he is a man, I didn't give him what he wanted, and it was reasonable to fall in that situation, so I still have a glimmer of hope for him."

"Until you were miscarried, he was angry at me, told me to get out, drove me away, from that moment on, my sense of security was completely gone, special loss, special sadness, special sadness, and special despair, so I chose to end my life, thinking that I would not have to be so painful."

When she said this, she couldn't control her feelings, and tears welled up like a spring. Worry-free love book network

Fang Shiyun's eyes were moist when she heard this, and she could especially understand Yang Zixi's feelings, so she took out a tissue to wipe away her tears.

Yang Zixi continued: "At that time, I had already jumped off the overpass, but I was pulled back by Han Ziping, pulled me back from the Ghost Gate, and said a very philosophical word to me, I thought he was quite a gentleman at the time, at least the first impression was quite good." ”

"During my most painful time, it was he who kept enlightening me, and when I knew that he liked me, I even thought about it, maybe let go of Chen Hua and let him be with you, and I would settle down with Han Zi, so that you can find your home, and I don't have to be so painful."

"However, when I thought that Chen Hua was so good to me before, in order to save me, he did not hesitate to use his life to help me prevent the disaster, and almost died, and then in order to save me, he did not hesitate to trade with the Dongying people with trillions of property, thinking of this, I felt that if I was with Han Ziping, I would be so sorry for his dedication to me."

"So the love between me and him is constantly chopping and chopping, and it is particularly difficult to be caught in the middle, I feel that my life path is very confused, and I don't know where to go, so I am confused all day long, and I don't have my own thinking, I was played with by Han Ziping in applause, and I was used and bewitched by him again and again, Chen Hua suffered a lot, and killed a lot of people, for which I felt deeply guilty, and finally was saved by Master Mo Yan, and I chose to escape into the empty door."

Speaking of this, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "But after all, I underestimated Chen Hua's love for me, he just didn't let me go, and he kept pestering me, but how could I let him go?" ”

"I understand." Fang Shiyun nodded: "I know that he only has you in his heart, and he is not afraid of your jokes, he has slept in the same bed with him several times, and he will always dream in the middle of the night, hugging me, and shouting Zixi in his mouth, so his love for you has never changed." ”

"It's right that he made mistakes, because he is a man who has no parents since he was a child and has suffered a lot, so he has a special affection for his children, and it is understandable to be carried away by anger when he learns that his children have been aborted, because he doesn't want his children to suffer since he was a child, but no matter how hard he tries, he still let his children suffer, and almost died, how strong that kind of self-blame is, we can't understand it, and that's why it hurts you."

"So I hope you can understand him, forget the harm he caused you, and live with him for the rest of your life, and I will sincerely bless you both."

Fang Shiyun's face was serious, harmless to humans and animals.

Yang Zixi smiled and shook her head: "It's too late for Shiyun, I know my physical condition best, I will leave you today, in addition to talking to you, I have some last words to explain to you." ”

Fang Shiyun was stunned.

Although she knew that Yang Zixi might have a terminal illness, she still couldn't accept Yang Zixi's words, so she clasped Yang Zixi's hand and said, "Don't think nonsense, you will definitely get better." ”

Yang Zixi shook her head: "It's not okay, I hope that after I die, you can help me take care of my father, don't let him do stupid things, enlighten him more, and let him get out of the pain of losing my only daughter as much as possible." ”

"As for Chen Hua, you will be comforted, I don't have to worry too much, but I also hope that you will let him out of his pain as soon as possible."

"Another point, when I can't speak, you have to persuade Chen Hua to keep the child in my belly no matter what, even if it is moved to someone else's belly and let someone else give birth to the child for me, because this child is not Han Ziping's, it is Chen Hua's."

"What!"

Fang Shiyun was stunned!

"This kid is Chen Hua's?"