307. Trapped

Seeing Pan Simi coming, Ning Xueqing just raised her head, then quickly lowered her head to look through the information, and said, "Simi, you sit down for a while, I'll be a little busy, I'll talk to you later." ”

Pan Simi saw that the entire company was busy, and also saw the beads of sweat on Ning Xueqing's forehead. The anxiety and irritability on her face was so clear.

At this moment, Pan Simi subconsciously grabbed the shoulder strap of the satchel and held it very tightly.

Ning Xueqing is working hard and fighting for life and the future.

And when I came over today, it was a disaster for her.

What would she have done if she learned that her husband was actually a scumbag and didn't even let go of her best friend?

Ning Xueqing's life is not easy, and she has been frugal for several years. In the best years, she did not enjoy too much beauty and happiness in life, and was immersed in trivial things every day, and the collision of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

Pan Simi knew all these things, and he was very sympathetic to the experience of this old classmate and friend.

Otherwise, after she came back from abroad, she would not have contacted Ning Xueqing immediately.

It is impossible for a woman with no money to go for psychological counseling, and Pan Simi did not contact her to make money, nor did she want to use them to expand interpersonal relationships like meeting other classmates, but purely based on friendship.

Including this test of Huo Bufan, in a certain sense, the same is true.

It is precisely because she went abroad to further her studies that part of the reason is that she misunderstood her boyfriend and her good friend's betrayal, so she doesn't want to see another good friend also deceived by love.

But now, Ning Xueqing seems to be starting to become happy.

Whatever she knew or didn't know, at least at this moment, she was happy.

Do you really want to tell her those things?

Sometimes, the truth is not necessarily the answer that others want to know, and if you don't know the answer, you will be happier.

And the profession of a psychiatrist has never been to block anyone.

The most important thing is that when she saw Ning Xueqing, Pan Simi suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of guilt in her heart.

She always felt that she was a little sorry for Ning Xueqing.

Although she tried very hard to comfort herself in her heart, she would do it to help her, but she knew in her heart that the real truth was not the case.

Not entirely, to be exact.

The early stage is to help Ning Xueqing, so what about the later stage?

Especially in the last two meetings, do you dare to guarantee that what you said to Huo Bufan has no personal thoughts at all?

She even began to wonder if she really thought that man was a scumbag, or was she jealous of Ning Xueqing's husband who was so good, and like those ordinary people, she hoped that the people around her would be unhappy, so as to achieve a distorted balance psychologically?

The concept of right and wrong can no longer be faced correctly, and for a psychiatrist, this is tantamount to subverting professional quality.

In a foreign country, she may be ordered to carry out self-psychological counseling first, and she can no longer engage in this profession until she solves her psychological problems.

There are no such strict industry regulations in China, and there is not even the profession of a psychiatrist, only a plausible psychological counseling room.

In the absence of professional rules, Pan Simi didn't know if he could really assert himself.

It's like now, knowing that I have some problems, but I still come.

It's just that after I came, I didn't dare to say it, and I couldn't bear to say it.

She could only find a place to sit down, Jian Sisi poured tea over, and said politely: "Please drink tea, Mr. Ning is indeed very busy now, wait a while." ”

"It's okay." Pan Simi took the teacup, hesitated, and asked, "Is there something wrong with you?" ”

"Something did happen, but it could be fixed." Jane replied.

She knew that this mature and beautiful woman was Ning Xueqing's friend, but it was better not to tell too much about the company's affairs.

Afterwards, Jane Sisi returned to work and continued to fight.

After a long time, I don't know if it's an hour, or two hours, or more.

Ning Xueqing finished combing through the part of the store information, she stood up and stretched, turned her head, but saw that the sofa was empty.

Pan Simi didn't know when she left, Jian Sisi poured tea and brought it to her, and said, "That sister has been away for a while, saying that you are too busy to let me tell you." ”

"yes, got it." Ning Xueqing nodded, took a sip of tea to moisten her throat, and then picked up her mobile phone and dialed Pan Simi.

"Simi, I'm really sorry, I'm just done. Why don't you tell me when you're gone, I'm so embarrassed about it. Ning Xueqing said apologetically.

The more her tone was like this, the faster Pan Simi's heartbeat on the other end of the phone: "It's okay, you're so busy, I'm embarrassed to make a mess." ”

"Is there something that came to me today? Is it about Shuheng? Ning Xueqing asked.

Pansimi was back in the office, looking at the notebook in front of her, which was a paused video. And the content in the video is the picture of her kissing Huo Bufan.

Since she came back from this video, she has watched it several times unconsciously, and every time she watches it, she can feel a fire in her heart, as if her whole body is also burning. This kind of heat makes her a little addicted, and some can't give up.

Now that Ning Xueqing called to ask, Pan Simi's heartbeat accelerated, and her guilt skyrocketed.

She instinctively closed the notebook and said, "It's nothing, I just feel like I haven't seen you for a long time, so I want to talk to you." ”

"Oh, okay...... Ning Xueqing paused, and then asked, "That Shuheng...... Is he better now? ”

Since Huo Bufan gave the ring in the restaurant, the relationship between the two has become more and more solid, and they will hug each other and sleep almost every night.

Ning Xueqing could also sense that her husband was actually reacting, but he didn't do anything, as if he was trying his best to endure it.

Based on the previous incident, Ning Xueqing did not force him, for fear that persecution too hard would have the opposite effect.

But everyone knows that the ultimate of love is marriage, and the foundation of marriage is not only love, but also the intimacy between husband and wife.

Although man is wise, he also has animal instincts. Inheritance is an instinct that is hidden in the genes and cannot be taken away.

There really isn't, Ning Xueqing won't give up Huo Bufan because of this, but if there is, it's naturally better.

She is not an innocent twenty-eight girl, she knows what she needs and what she doesn't need. In front of your friends, there's no need to hide it. Otherwise, he would not have taken Huo Bufan to Pan Simi for treatment.

Hearing Ning Xueqing ask this question, Pan Simi's heart beat faster.

She really wanted to tell Ning Xueqing that your man has no problems at all, he is healthy like a mad cow, and he can conquer everything!

But when the words came to her lips, she swallowed again.

Huo Bufan's health is a fact, but Ning Xueqing doesn't know, she may still feel that her husband has a health problem.

If she knew that her husband had always been healthy, but she, as her best friend and Huo Bufan's psychiatrist, had not told her the truth, what would she think?

Could it be that she is deliberately hiding something?

If she told her about having some intimate contact with that man, would she mistakenly think that she was actually deliberately trying to humiliate her?

Huo Bufan's worries at the beginning, now Pan Simi also has them.

It can only be said that once there is a gap in people's psychological defense, it is difficult to maintain perfection.

Not to mention being a thief, at least it won't be so real.

Therefore, Pan Simi could only say in the end: "His physical recovery is still quite good, and the specific effect depends on the interaction between the two of you." ”

"Interactive?" Ning Xueqing repeated it, and then after reflecting on the meaning of this word, she couldn't help but blush a little.

Whether or not she wants to pretend to be a lady in front of her friends, this kind of private matter between husband and wife will still make her feel shy and unbearable.

And Pan Simi, who said this, also suddenly felt depressed in his heart, and he was even more faintly painful.

Huo Bufan is a healthy man, he can do whatever he really wants.

Thinking that Huo Bufan might "just get back together" with Ning Xueqing, Pan Simi felt a little difficult to breathe.

Her face turned a little pale, because she had realized that she had more than simply wanted to prove something to that man.

She herself is probably already trapped.