When my grandmother was a child, she was abducted by traffickers to be a child bride, and after giving birth to a son, the man who was twenty or thirty years older than her died.

Grandma raised her son alone, because the family was poor and her son was uneducated, so she married a daughter-in-law in her thirties and forties.

The daughter-in-law who married couldn't stand this kind of hard life, and after giving birth to a child, she divorced.

The couple died in an accident because of a quarrel.

The infant grandson became the grandmother's only spiritual support.

Grandma had a miserable life, and now even when she leaves, she is sick.

In the last few minutes of consciousness, grandma began to be delirious again, and her cloudy eyes looked straight at Jiang Yu.

With a closed mouth, he leaned closer and heard clearly, it was Che'er, her grandson.

He handled his grandmother's funeral alone.

After taking a leave of absence at home for three days, he kept his eyes open and did not sleep for three days.

When he stepped out of the room again, Jiang Yu completely changed.

A gloomy and gloomy aura shrouded him, with his head bowed, like a wolf who could not bear it, hiding under the nose of the hunter and putting away all his claws.

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Knowing this for a long time is a moonlight that pierces the darkness of Jiang Yu's life.

Jiang Yu forgot when he first saw Jinjiu.

In high school, his eyes were full of hatred, and his mind was full of how to persevere until he graduated from college, and then retaliate back little by little.

That night, he happened to get up to go to the toilet and heard Zhao Qin's movement, so he opened the door to look.

Under the moonlight, there was no light, he could only see a cold eye, and the person's face could not be seen in the dark, and he did not recognize it immediately.

That night, he saw an unbelievable scene, the man jumped out of the dormitory directly with Zhao Qin in his hand.

Everyone has secrets, and later, the events of that night, he chose to rot in his stomach, as if he didn't see it.

Zhao Qin's reputation was ruined, and he was very happy.

Several glances collided, and he recognized her.

Imakyu...... Imakyu......

He had read the name in his mind several times, and it was so nice.

People who thought they would never intersect, suddenly, they directly intersected.

The rescue of the alley, the beginning of their involvement, is also the beginning of his fall.

She proposed cooperation, just a stone.

That stone was something he had memorized, and it had accompanied him through the orphanage until now.

Jiang Yu didn't know why Banjiu knew about the existence of the stone.

But he agreed.

Not because of cooperation, but because of her, how could he bear to refuse her?

What kind of person is she?

It's cold, and it seems that you can't put anything in your eyes.

Even Xie Lian, who has always grown up with her, has nothing in her eyes.

But he just liked it.

He began to secretly pay attention to her.

Pay attention to all his habits, wash well.

Her routine is sometimes inaccurate, basically going to bed at 10 o'clock at night and getting up at 5:30 the next day, but once something delays her sleeping time, then she is very likely to go to bed at what time in the morning, or even not sleep all night.

She likes to lower her eyes as she thinks, her fingers unconsciously slowing down.

She likes sour, and she hates sweet.

Drink only unsweetened lemonade without ice for fruit juice and espresso for coffee.

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Jiang Yu, you are really a greedy person.

At first, I thought it would be nice to be able to get close to her.

After getting closer, I began to think that it would be nice to be able to get along day and night.

got along day and night, and began to think again that she only had him in her eyes.

But he couldn't do that.

She couldn't put anything in her eyes, including him, and he knew that very well.

The same gender, so he can only hide all his likes in his heart, and dare not let people find out.

Jiang Yu, you are really a coward.

When she arrived at the university, Xie Lian went abroad, and she finally had him by her side.

However, in the university, there were many people of all kinds, and Jiang Yu stayed by his side for half a long time, driving away the men and women who tried to talk to him.

She is so dazzling and has attracted so many people to covet her.

As soon as he began his freshman year, he began to secretly intercept the love letters sent to her.

Love letters are mostly sent by girls.

Envelopes of various colors, with different handwriting inside, but they all contain a girl's heart.

Of course, there are also boys who send them, and the sentences in them are either vulgar, or most of them are excerpts from the Internet, and some of their own sentences are added.

Every time he received these envelopes, Jiang Yu would always be in the room, read them one by one, and then tear them to pieces or burn them with fire with a fierce and gloomy face.

He did all this secretly, afraid that she would know, and even more afraid that after she knew, she would doubt his intentions.

Jiang Yu, you are so cowardly and incompetent!

But he was so afraid, afraid that she would know his filthy mind and turn away from him.

Afraid to see any dislike and disgust in her eyes.

So let him be timid and cowardly.

Jiang Yu thought that he would have a crush for the rest of his life, and he kept this secret in his heart all the time, even if it was rotten, he would bear it alone.

However, on the night of my senior year, everything was revealed.

That night, he ruined Jiang Yuan's eighteenth birthday, but because he thought that he might leave in the future, he drank wine and completely drunk himself.

That night, drunkenness made him no longer able to suppress the bone-crushing feelings in his heart, and he said it in one go.

I don't know if it's joy or loss.

She didn't dislike it, she didn't accept it, and it was as if nothing had happened between them.

He held his breath in his heart, but he was reluctant to face her no matter what, so he aimed at the Jiang family.

The Jiang family was imprisoned, and all of a sudden the dragons were leaderless, and they were soon taken away by him.

The little prince, who was once arrogant and arrogant, scolded him, and he looked at him with a blank gaze, so that the security guards threw him out.

The little prince who grew up in a honey pot since he was a child lived a life of brocade clothes and jade food, and when did he suffer a little bit of hardship.

Soon Jiang Yuan cried in front of him.

But he didn't want to see him again, so he threw him in another province and left him alone.

Left the present house and returned to the Jiang family.

The huge villa, he lived alone and empty.

During the day, she was busy with work, desperately trying to find something to do for herself, and she was afraid to think of her.

However, whenever he lay in bed, the thoughts of the bone-eating soul drowned him.

Imakyu...... Imakyu......

He read as he spoke, curled up in the corner of the room, like a lost child, with mad, paranoid love in his eyes.

This time, this time, he likes this time.

He really, really wanted to, as if he saw him.

Moving the Jiang family to Province Y was a decision he made to rule out public opinion.

Others speculated, but few knew that he was just for her, to see her sooner.

When he hypnotically told himself over and over again that it was enough to look at her for the rest of his life and that he could no longer be greedy.

…… She's gone.

He had been restless all day that day, and in the evening, it worked.

She, she's gone, completely gone.

Know what it's like to be hopeless?

It was as if in an instant, the air around him was sucked away, his world collapsed, and although people were alive, their hearts were dead, completely dead, and the walking dead were nothing more than that.

Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu, you are mine, whether you are a man or a woman.

When Imaki told him about his true gender, he was stunned and couldn't tell what it felt.

No anger, no anger, only one thought in his head, it turned out that he liked a girl.

Xiao Jiu, wait for me, wait for me.

The book said that if you die in the same hole, you can continue the front edge in the next life, so he drank the poison and lay down with full expectations.

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If the pain and despair of the first ten years can be exchanged for your arrival in the next ten years, then I am willing! - Jiang Yu