Chapter 191: Sprouting Seeds

The girl even scratched her face with blood, but after the wound healed, the red-black birthmark not only did not disappear, but became more and more dazzling.

Ain felt so miserable that she almost lost the courage to continue living, if not for Yate......

Only when Yat genuinely regarded her as a friend, cared about her, and constantly encouraged her, did she quietly dispel the idea of suicide.

But this time, the girl's heart was once again torn apart, and the disgusted eyes of the other children in the orphanage seemed to have done something heinous, but she obviously didn't do anything, just an unsightly face.

She thought of Sister Delinya.

In fact, from a long time ago, she felt that Sister Dai Linya didn't like her, maybe because her face had scared her and made her lose face in front of everyone, and all Sister Dai Linya always deliberately targeted herself.

But she didn't want that.

The cold wind swept snowflakes through the tree hole, and the girl shivered and hugged herself, and a wave of envy appeared in her pale blue pupils.

Ain was very envious of the children who had been adopted in the orphanage, they could go to the bustling city to live, and at her age, it was already time to be adopted, but every time someone came to the orphanage, she always shrank at the back of all the children.

She was afraid of being seen for what she really was, and she didn't dare to appear in the eyes of others in the open.

No one noticed that in the middle of the snowy night, the white moon in the sky quietly flashed a few faint red lights.

A strange wave gradually spread from somewhere.

The girl suddenly felt a burst of irritability, and in her pale blue pupils, two red lights flashed and disappeared, and they were fleeting.

"Ain!"

"Where are you?! Al Ain! In the distance, the shouts of Yat and Grandma Anna could be heard, and Ain looked up, feeling her head groggy, and she shook her way out of the hollow of the tree.

The girl staggered in the direction from which the voice came, and she did not see that behind her, in the dense forest hidden by the wind and snow, a dark figure was silently watching her.

"Finally, are you coming?" A hoarse, old voice murmured.

"Although the seeds have been planted, the waiting time for germination is too long."

"I can't wait...... Then let me help you. The strange laughter was drowned in the vast snow, and the figure quietly disappeared, and there was no trace of it.

Yat and Anna were slightly relieved to see Al Ain come back safe and sound, they returned to the orphanage, it was already the dead of night, Grandma Anna was tired and went back to rest first, and Yat looked at Al Ain and whispered in her ear: "Ain, you promise me, no matter what, don't do stupid things again." ”

The girl glanced at him silently, looked at his sincere eyes, moved slightly in her heart, and nodded.

"Go and rest early, your face will definitely be healed, don't worry." Yat reassured, and he sighed softly as he watched the girl go back to her room.

Ain walked gently back to the room, the children in the room were already asleep, she quietly returned to her corner, looked at the broken blanket that was trampled on and full of footprints, and lay in it silently without saying a word, unable to sleep for a long time.

The howling wind creaked through the window, and Ain closed his eyes, and before he knew it, Delinya's face appeared in his mind.

She recalled that day, Dai Linya was picked up by a wealthy family in Canglan City, and involuntarily substituted herself into it, the girl fantasized that she was Dai Linya, fantasized that she didn't have that ugly birthmark, and fantasized that she lived happily with her parents.

How nice it would be if it was really me......

Ain's heart was full of rich envy, but gradually, that envy turned into a faint envy, and slowly turned into jealousy.

She was jealous of Delinya's beautiful life, jealous of that beautiful and pretty face, jealous that she could return to the orphanage and show her happiness.

Thoughts were constantly surging in Ain's mind, and a faint crimson mist quietly spread in her mind.

This late night was destined to be a sleepless night, and the girl couldn't fall asleep until she was extremely sleepy.

But the next morning, Ain was still asleep, but he heard the sound of laughter around her, and immediately, her little body was constantly kicked, and the girl woke up suddenly, and there were several children around her, they looked at the girl and teased: "Ugly monster, when is it now, you are still lying in bed." ”

"Hurry up and don't lie here and get in the way."

"Go and help Grandma Anna with her work, or the lunch will be ours."

An inexplicable emotion suddenly surged in Ain's heart, she glared at a few children fiercely, those children were stunned, and didn't seem to react, and then realized that the girl dared to stare at them, and several children immediately surrounded Ain, the two grabbed her arm, and the others pressed on her body, and kept punching and kicking the girl.

"You dare to stare at me!"

"Ugly monster, long ability!"

Ain held her head and curled up in a ball, gritting her teeth and not saying a word, even though she was stinging from the beating.

"What are you guys doing?!" At this time, Grandma Anna heard the voice and rushed over, and the group of children immediately ran away, and Anna walked into the room, picked up Ain, who was lying on the ground, and hugged her tightly in her arms.

"I'm sorry, good boy, it's my fault that I didn't discipline them well and made you feel wronged."

Ain's eyes were empty, she silently pushed away Anna's hug, and said softly, "It's okay, this may be my life." ”

She stroked the hideous birthmark on her face, and instead of taking the scarf, she walked out of the room calmly.

"Ain!" Yat ran over, saw the girl, saw the hideous birthmark on the girl's face, he subconsciously wanted to wrap the girl in a scarf, but when he brought the scarf to the girl, he was pushed away by Ain.

"I don't want to wear it anymore." The girl said.

Yat looked at Ain stunned, usually Ain didn't dare to take off the scarf at all, but today, it was like a different person, Yate thought that Ain had figured it out and didn't care about his birthmark, so he hurriedly threw the scarf aside, took Ain's hand, and said, "Ain, you are finally willing not to wear a scarf." ”

The girl calmly raised her head, looked at him, and muttered, "What difference does it make if you wear it or not?" ”

"When I put on a scarf, will they look at me in a different way?"

"No, they'll just remember the ugly."

Yat was stunned, and Ain shook off his hand and walked away silently.

On this day, because Ain no longer wore a scarf, everywhere she went, people were eye-catching, and the children looked at her with strange and disgusted eyes, and even deliberately bullied her much more times than before, even if Yat repeatedly stopped her, there was nothing she could do.

However, the girl did not react to this in any other way.

As usual, she let herself be bullied, but she never showed her aggrieved and cowardly expression again.

Yes, just apathy.

At night, she lay on the ground, wrapped her body in a blanket, and her pale blue pupils were surging with a strange divine light.

A voice whispered in her ear:

They are bullying you, bullying you endlessly, all because you don't have a normal appearance.

If you don't have a normal appearance, you will be discriminated against and ostracized, even if you try to please them, it will not help.

Because...... You've never been in the same world as them......

"If, their faces ...... It's become the same as me...... Will it turn out differently......" the girl muttered to herself.

In her pale blue pupils, a few shades of white quietly appeared, extremely cold.

When a new day came, because the girl was often bullied, all Anna had to take Ain to her room to rest, so when she woke up, she didn't see the other children.

But when she walked out of the room, she met many strange eyes again, Grandma Anna went to the city to buy groceries, and Yat followed, and at this time there were only children in the orphanage, and they saw Ain, and with the same disgusted eyes as usual, a child deliberately came over and tried to push Ain from the side, but Ain suddenly grabbed his hand.

The child was stunned, because Ain actually resisted, he didn't react, and as a result, Ain slapped him in the face, and the thin girl didn't have much strength, but still left a red fingerprint on the child's face.

"Wow! The ugly monster beats people! The child was beaten and suddenly cried, and the children around him suddenly gathered around, they looked at Ain, and wanted to press her to the ground and kick her as usual, but no one would have thought that the girl who had been submissive and unresisting on weekdays would be like crazy today, as long as someone dared to touch her, even if it was a gentle push, Ain also scratched the person's face as if she was desperate, and the children were frightened by her at once, and several people were scratched by Ain desperately.

They wailed in pain, and looked at Al Ain's eyes less with disgust than with their usual fears and resentments.

This farce-like scene ends with Grandma Anna's return, and the children accuse Al Ain of hurting people, while Al Ain keeps her head down and doesn't say a word, and there are even some blood stains on the tips of her fingers.

Seeing this, Grandma Anna finally got angry, not at Ain, but at the other children, she angrily rebuked them, and strictly ordered them not to bully Al Ain again, otherwise they would be expelled from the orphanage.

The children didn't take Anna's words seriously, but they didn't dare to bully Al Ain like she usually did.

Ain seems to have become different.

One night, Ain suddenly got up, she looked at Grandma Anna who was sleeping soundly, her eyes were a little confused, her eyes looked out of the window, it was still snowing outside, but she always felt that something was calling to her outside.

Tiptoeing out, the girl didn't alarm anyone, she followed her knee-jerk reaction and walked towards the snowy woods.

Braving the heavy snow, a misty feeling gradually developed in the girl's mind, and in a trance, she saw a dark figure.

"You're here." Said in a hoarse and old voice.

"Who are you?" The girl asked with some vigilance.

"It doesn't matter who I am, what matters is who you are......" The voice smiled lowly and said lightly: "If you can't wait for that long time, who wants to do such a thankless job?" ”

The girl didn't understand him, but she didn't have time to think about it at this time, and Ain was trembling, and her body seemed to get colder and colder, especially in her chest, as if she had swallowed an ice lump.

"Wake up, if you want to get rid of your current fate, never be bullied again, and have supreme authority, don't think about anything, and immerse yourself in beautiful dreams." The voice murmured slowly, and in the white woods, at this moment, there was a surging crimson light, and at that moment, it was extremely dazzling.