Chapter Thirty-Seven: Lonely Confusion
In the early morning, the sun poured in through the open window, casting a faint halo on the face of the sleeping girl beside the white bed.
The girl lying on the hospital bed sighed, woke up quietly, shook her slender and beautiful eyelashes, raised her eyebrows slightly, and slowly opened her eyes.
The girl who was asleep beside her bed felt a faint movement, revealing a pair of ruby-like pupils, looking at the person who had woken up, and smiled slightly: "Luo'er, you finally woke up." ”
Chu Luo'er turned her head slightly, and when she saw Mu Bei's soft smile, her smart eyes suddenly bent into a crescent moon, and she shouted, "Sister Xiaobei...... Oops! ”
Just wanted to move, the whole body seemed to have a sudden cramp, numbness and pain all over the body, and the back was even hotter, Chu Luo'er's tears were about to fall, Mu Bei hurriedly stood up and supported her body, and gently laid it flat on the bed.
"I just woke up, and my injuries haven't healed yet, so don't move." Mu Bei said softly, stroking Chu Luo'er's little head.
"I'm going to call the doctor."
Feeling the little hand behind her head leaving, Chu Luo'er blinked her eyes and watched Mu Bei walk out of the ward, and suddenly felt a little strange in her heart.
"Why is Sister Xiaobei so gentle with me all of a sudden." Chu Luo'er thought suspiciously, and suddenly recalled the difficult battle before, and her expression suddenly became nervous.
Everyone...... How's it going......
Mu Bei walked in with two female nurses in white coats, and finally followed by a familiar figure, and when she saw Chu Luo'er, she immediately walked up excitedly.
"Sister Shaohua." Chu Luo'er looked at Meng Shaohua with a haggard face, and wanted to stretch out her hand, but Meng Shaohua held down the quilt with red eyes to stop her.
"Luo'er, you've finally woken up, it's been a day." Seeing Chu Luo'er wake up, Meng Shaohua should have had some joy in her heart, but she couldn't laugh at all, and her face was full of depression.
"Sister Shaohua...... How did you...... Could it be that someone has an accident? What happened next? Looking at Meng Shaohua's appearance, Chu Luo'er asked with some concern.
Meng Shaohua shook his head lightly and did not speak.
The two female nurses checked the bandages on Chu Luo'er's body, and after changing the medicine, they said: "Her physical condition is quite stable, but she has lost too much blood, and she needs to recuperate well during this time, and try to eat some foods that replenish energy as much as possible." ”
"Thanks, I see." Mu Bei nodded lightly.
After the nurse left, Mu Bei closed the door, and Meng Shaohua sat on the edge of Chu Luo'er's bed, gently stroked the girl's smooth cheeks, and said with a little choked up: "Two girls were sacrificed in the 0410 dormitory, and one was also sacrificed on the boys' side. ”
Even Mr. Wu Ping ...... There are no bones left. The girl lowered her head, and bean-sized tears rolled down, wetting the white sheets.
"How could it be ......," Chu Luo'er muttered dumbfounded.
"It's all my fault...... If I could have successfully fired that main gun, this would not have happened. Meng Shaohua withdrew his palms and clenched them together, and the whole person was immersed in a sad mood.
Mu Bei walked over, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "The lack of energy and the failure of the main gun activation are not your fault." ”
"War, human sacrifice is the most insignificant of them."
"As a soldier, dying on the battlefield is the most glorious thing."
"But! But ......" Meng Shaohua sobbed, "I just stood there, looking through that layer of glass, watching them fall in a pool of blood, covered in bruises from the attack of that group of red demons...... And I'm ......"
She raised her head, looked at Mu Bei, and muttered, "But I can only watch, I can't do anything." ”
"Mu Bei, why didn't you touch it...... Don't you feel sorry for their deaths at all? The girl's voice raised slightly, and Chu Luo'er looked at the two of them with a nervous expression.
"I ......" stared at the girl's stubborn gaze, Mu Bei didn't know what to say.
"I ...... I don't remember anymore...... What does it feel like to be sad. Mu Bei's voice was very low, very light, but very clear. Hearing it in Meng Shaohua's ears made her slightly stunned, and she looked at Mu Bei in a daze.
"Death, sacrifice, mutilation...... These things seem to me to be nothing more than common on the battlefield. Mu Bei said softly: "I'm sorry for these things, I'm sorry, please forgive me." ”
"I can't do it."
"You ......" Meng Shaohua seemed to not understand her life, and said: "Why can you ignore everything so easily, don't you care about anyone's life or death?!" ”
Mu Bei's eyes flashed, looking at her, his eyes swept over the face of the girl lying on the bed, turned his head slightly, looked at the bright sunlight outside the window, and said lightly: "This is war." ”
"Sister Shaohua, Sister Xiaobei...... Don't say any more, my head is a little dizzy...... Meng Shaohua's face changed, and he was about to say something, but he heard Chu Luo'er's voice behind him, and hurriedly turned his head to look at her.
Mu Bei turned around and walked out of the ward, strolling on the corridor of the hospital, beside the busy doctors, nurses and patients from time to time, she walked along the corridor, walked to the end of this passage, and pushed open the door of the ward.
In the ward, Lin Yiyi, who was sitting on the hospital bed, heard the movement, put down the communicator in his hand, watched Mu Bei push open the door and walked in, frowning: "Why are you here, Sister Shaohua?" ”
"Luo'er is awake, she's over there." Walking to the bedside, Mu Bei looked at the petite girl calmly, with a smooth pretty face, gray curly hair tied into a double ponytail, her complexion was slightly pale, and her body had not fully recovered.
Hearing Chu Luo'er wake up, the petite girl seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and suddenly became much more indifferent.
"Is there anything wrong with you?" Lin Yiyi asked.
"You seem to be repulsing me, is it because of Luo'er?" Mu Bei sat on the edge of the bed, looked at her, and said.
"That's right." Unexpectedly, Lin Yiyi said directly.
"That idiot actually used his body to help you block the damage of the explosion." Lin Yiyi looked at her coldly and said, "I don't want to see this kind of thing, so I hate you very much." ”
Hearing her words, Mu Bei was silent for a long time before he spoke: "I hate this too, so you promised me one thing, and from now on I promise that this kind of thing will not happen again." ”
Frowning slightly, Lin Yiyi looked at Mu Bei, stared at the translucent red eyes, snorted coldly, and said, "How can you guarantee it, why should I believe you?" ”
"I will never let my comrades-in-arms stand in front of me, and I am willing to swear with my life." Mu Bei said.
Seeing her silent for a while, Lin Yiyi lowered her head, picked up the communicator and flipped through it, and said lightly: "What's the matter." ”
"Tell me, where did that power in your body come from......" As soon as Mu Bei's words fell, Lin Yiyi's eyes suddenly turned cold, raised her head to stare at her, and said, "This has nothing to do with you." ”
Faced with Lin Yiyi's sudden hostility, Mu Beimian did not change his color, and continued: "If you don't tell me, I can't help you, and if I don't help you, you will soon face an extremely dangerous situation. ”
"I don't need you to care!" Lin Yiyi said coldly.
"I don't care if you know it or not, if you don't control it, it will eat away at your heart, you will lose your consciousness, you will become another person, even ...... A monster that only knows destruction. Mu Bei frowned and said in an accentuated tone.
"Get out!"
"Lin Yiyi ......"
"Get me out!"
The girl shouted with a gloomy face, Mu Bei was silent, turned around and walked out of the ward.
The girl walked down the steps slowly, quietly walked out of the hospital, stood in the sun, and looked at the sky.
The crimson pupils, reflecting the golden light, are strange and mysterious. But the girl's inner complexity at the moment made her rarely a little overwhelmed.
"Miss Mubei, do you have time to talk?"
Mu Bei looked up at the sky, and a calm voice suddenly came from behind him.