Volume 3 The Ruins of the Shadow Chapter 152 Luo'er and Yun Shu

Chu Luo'er suddenly said with a smile.

"If I could be strong enough at that time, Sister Shaohua would not often hide alone in the room in a daze, no matter how I asked, she just shook her head and smiled at me and said that it was okay."

"If I can be strong enough at that time, I can follow them and protect Xiaoyi, instead of just staying where I am and waiting for the result."

"If I had been strong enough at that time, I wouldn't have watched that person take Sister Xiaobei away from a coma, and I was a poor worm in front of him, so weak that I couldn't even get up."

The girl got up with difficulty, gasping deeply, she looked at Yang Ruonan in front of her, and said in a deep voice: "That feeling no longer tortures me all the time." ”

"Sister Nan Nan, do you understand? I can even imagine that if I had been so weak, that I would have only been hiding behind you, and that all my troubles and troubles would have been in my way forever. ”

As the words fell, Chu Luo'er turned around, took a sharp breath, lifted his calf wrapped in armor, and kicked it the stone pillar.

Thinking about it again, suddenly, Yang Ruonan gently hugged her from behind, Chu Luo'er stood in place in a daze, looked sideways slightly, and met Yang Ruonan's somewhat sad eyes.

"I ...... I understand, I understand, Luo'er. ”

Yang Ruonan whispered in her ear: "You know what? Teachers have also experienced this feeling, this feeling of powerlessness. ”

"I hate myself for being weak, and I hate that I can only watch my comrades die in front of me."

"At that time, I was really heartbroken, and I even gave up the idea of surviving, and I just wanted to find those guys to fight hard and die with my comrades." Yang Ruonan's eyes flashed with a little complexity, and he said slowly: "But when I was in danger of life and death, I was rescued by a person, and he said a word to me. ”

"What?" Chu Luo'er asked subconsciously.

"He asked me: 'Do you want to die with the grief and despair of your comrades, or do you want to live with the hope and future of your comrades?' ”

Chu Luo'er was stunned, Yang Ruonan slowly let go of her, turned her body around, looked directly into her eyes, and said seriously.

"If you forcibly improve yourself by over-exerting your body because you hate your weakness, you think that only in this way can you change yourself and save them."

"But, will things really go your way?" Yang Ruonan said word by word: "You will only completely train your body, and even if they know that you are doing this, they will only oppose your behavior." ”

"But...... I ......" Chu Luo'er was speechless, she lowered her head and was silent.

"If you want to become stronger, from tomorrow, I can personally conduct special training for you, but you must not wear out your body like this in private, your body is already ......" Yang Ruonan paused suddenly, sighed, took off the iron ring on the girl's wrist and the lead block on her back, looked at Chu Luo'er's slender and thin body, and said with some distress: "Look at you, how thin you have become." ”

"Sister Nannan, thank you." Chu Luo'er raised her head, looked at Yang Ruonan and said.

"As long as you can cheer up, that's the biggest thank you to me." Yang Ruonan smiled slightly: "I believe that Mu Bei and Shaohua will not want to see you like this." ”

"I'll take care of myself." A hint of loneliness flashed in Chu Luo'er's eyes, and she said softly.

"Then we have made an appointment, starting tomorrow, I will personally train you in the evening, you must remember my words." Gently patting the girl's shoulder, Yang Ruonan said.

Chu Luo'er nodded.

Not far away, Dongfang Yunshu leaned against the wall, silently stopping the conversation between the two in her ears, at this moment, she had a deep curiosity about the past of this senior sister named Chu Luo'er.

This senior sister who doesn't seem to be much older than her, her past seems to have experienced a lot of things that she can't imagine.

Is it related to the monster called the Red Demon?

She left quietly, and after a while, she returned to the dormitory, looking at the dormitory that was still dark and empty, Dongfang Yunshu turned on the light, sat on the sofa, and gradually understood.

This 0413 dormitory is not only one vacancy, not that there are two other seniors as she thought before.

Instead, only she and the senior sister named Chu Luo'er were left.

Where did the other three go? Could it be......

Recalling what the academy dean said before, there was a danger of death, Dongfang Yunshu shook his head suddenly, impossible, absolutely impossible.

Just from the words of Senior Sister and Teacher Yang Ruonan, it seems that a few names have been mentioned, there should be no accident, but I can't come back for some reason, it must be so.

Dongfang Yunshu was full of thoughts, and suddenly heard the sound of the door opening, she turned around and saw the senior sister walking in with a tired expression, because of the behavior of eavesdropping just now, Dongfang Yunshu looked at her with a little weakness and said, "Senior sister, good evening." ”

"Hmm." Chu Luo'er looked at her and nodded slightly, didn't say anything, piled up all the things on her body in a corner of the living room, and immediately walked into the bathroom.

Dongfang Yunshu sat on the sofa, turned on the TV a little bored, and looked at the picture on the TV absentmindedly, but what he heard before always appeared in his mind.

After a while, Chu Luo'er walked out in a bathrobe, sat silently on the sofa next to Dongfang Yunshu, wiped his hair, and said softly: "Dongfang Yunshu." ”

"Senior sister!" Dongfang Yunshu turned his head and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong with Senior Sister?" ”

"Was that you?"

"What?" Dongfang Yunshu was stunned, and looked at Chu Luo'er with a slightly meaningful look, and suddenly reacted, shouldn't the senior sister just found out that she was eavesdropping.

"It's nothing, it's just that I happened to notice a figure that looks very similar to you in the inner courtyard just now." Chu Luo'er smiled slightly.

"Okay." The senior sister had already hinted at this, Dongfang Yunshu could only nod and admitted: "It was indeed I accidentally passed by there just now, and I saw you and Teacher Yang Ruonan, so I listened with curiosity." ”

"It's really you." Chu Luo'er was surprised.

Dongfang Yunshu's face was bitter, and he said with some grievances: "Senior sister, didn't you find me?" ”

"I vaguely saw a figure that looked a little like you, but I didn't expect it to be you." Chu Luo'er smiled lightly and said, "It seems that you seem to have heard all of our conversations?" ”

"I'm sorry Senpai, I didn't mean to." Dongfang Yunshu hurriedly apologized.

"It's nothing, it's not something to hide anyway." Chu Luo'er leaned back on the sofa, stared at the empty ceiling, and muttered, "I'm just a very useless person myself." ”

"I can only rely on desperate exercise to numb myself and deceive myself, in fact, I have never been able to get rid of the useless facts."

"I always watched others protect me, and I could only fall again and again, and I couldn't do anything."

"Not really!" Dongfang Yunshu suddenly shouted, she looked at Chu Luo'er, who was a little surprised, and said with a serious expression: "I can see that Senior Sister has worked very hard, and those who work hard cannot be denied." ”

"It's just an effort...... What's the use......" Chu Luo'er shook his head with a wry smile.

"But, aren't those powerful people also working hard step by step?" Dongfang Yunshu said.

"Already...... Too late. Chu Luo'er sighed: "In the past, I didn't experience the cruel facts, I always lived under the protection of others, and when I wanted to catch up desperately, it was too late." ”

Dongfang Yunshu suddenly took Chu Luo'er's hand, Chu Luo'er looked at the girl in front of her in a daze, only to hear her blink her good-looking black eyes, her pretty face showed two shallow pear vortices, and said with a smile: "It's okay, senior sister, if you want to open a little, my mother often tells me that you don't have to blindly chase others, just be yourself, and that's fine." ”

"I believe in Senpai."

"One day, senior sister, you will definitely exude your own light."

"At that time, the people you care about will definitely be impressed by you."

The girl's tone was particularly serious and pleasant, Chu Luo'er lowered her eyes slightly, and did not look at her gaze again, but was gently held by the girl's hand.

"Thank you, Yun Shu."

Dongfang Yunshu smiled embarrassedly and said, "It's nothing." ”

"Now that you have chosen to join the Inner Court, the next thing you need to know may be beyond your understanding." Chu Luo'er said slowly: "As a member of the Guardians of Perthvia, there are many choices and decisions you need to make. ”

"Actually, listening to what the dean said today, I feel like I may have some preparations." Dongfang Yunshu hesitated for a moment and said, "However, I have already joined the inner courtyard before I have discussed it with my mother, I don't know how she will react." ”

"Huh? Your family...... Don't you know? Chu Luo'er was slightly surprised.

"I don't know...... Dongfang Yunshu said with some embarrassment: "Actually...... Actually, I ran away from home. ”

"At that time, I wanted to come to the Perthvia mecha department, but my mother was unwilling, so I was angry, so I reported it myself in private, and I was afraid that my mother would stop me, and I didn't fill in any family contact information and identity on the information, so I secretly ran here with the admission letter when the time came."

Chu Luo'er frowned and said, "But if you enter the inner courtyard, you are not allowed to exit." ”

"I know, so I'm just struggling with how to explain it to her." Dongfang Yunshu said helplessly.

"Forget it, I haven't thought about it yet, let's talk about it later."

Chu Luo'er nodded and said, "In that case, you go back to your room to rest, and wait for the teacher to explain more things to you tomorrow, so I won't say anything." ”

"Senior sister?" Dongfang Yunshu nodded, stood up and was about to leave, but saw Chu Luo'er lying on the sofa, as if she was preparing to sleep here, and immediately asked suspiciously, "Why don't you go back to the room?" ”

"Go back to your room, I'll just sleep here." Chu Luo'er turned to the side, turned her back to her, and said softly.

Suddenly remembering that at noon, the senior sister moved things out of her current room, and thought of the three empty rooms, Dongfang Yunshu vaguely understood something, pursed her lips and looked at Chu Luo'er's back, turned around and walked into her room.

There are some things, she understands, her arrival, for the 0413 dormitory, for Chu Luoer, senior sister, seems to be a little out of place, and now the senior sister has not completely accepted her openly, and she can't say anything.

Dongfang Yunshu lay on the bed, thinking silently.

In the days to come, she will definitely try to learn more about Senior Sister Chu Luo'er, as well as what happened to other people in this dormitory.

Her only thought at the moment was to truly integrate into this place and let Senior Sister Chu Luo'er accept her arrival.