Chapter 53: If I Say, No

The boring days and life are still going on, but now there are some changes, and I don't know if it's because of hallucinations or what, I can actually see the person I loved before, just looking at her like that, I already know that the real her has passed away a long time ago, but the emotions in my heart still make him can't help but want to get closer.

"Stay away from me, if you touch me, I'll be gone, I'm afraid." Midsummer stepped on the ground with one foot in the air, her body looked close to transparent, the love in her eyes never dissipated, but she couldn't get close to him, maybe everything was to blame for making people.

"Is it necessary to be so afraid? Aren't you just a hallucination? Nanfeng finally let go of the hands that wanted to hug, he didn't believe in any ghosts, after all, he was a future scientist and inventor, naturally he didn't believe in these things that he didn't know where they came from, thinking about it might kill him because he missed it too much, so he hallucinated.

"I've said it eight hundred times, I'm not hallucinating, I've always been by your side, I've never wanted to leave you, even if my body is dead, but my soul has always been by your side, you have changed a lot compared to before, but I know that you are my south wind." Midsummer is still fleeing, but she is still muttering in her mouth, she just wants to tell Nanfeng that she has never left for so many years, Nanfeng is not cooing, Nanfeng has always had it.

"Then how are you going to prove that you're her and not my hallucination?" Nanfeng's expression was solemn but still with doubts and surprises, he still didn't believe it, if it was two years ago, he would definitely believe it, but now how can he believe it when he is indifferent? Believe that it is not over yet? But if it really wasn't over, why did he grow old so quickly and die in the summer of that year?

"Forget it, if you don't believe me, I can't help it, but I tell you, I'll always stay by your side in the future, just like before." Midsummer can't think of any way to prove that there are ghosts in this world, but she has already made up her mind to take good care of her beloved.

The next day, Nanfeng stood in front of the mirror with his tie on, turned around and went to the kitchen to get some food for his breakfast, only to find that it was already simple, and at the same time there was a large Pikachu standing.

"I don't know if you like it, I'm cooking for the first time in two years, you don't mind if a ghost cooks badly, right? You don't mind and you can't help it. "Midsummer is wearing a big doll suit, and looks at the breakfast he made, this is really a dark dish of biochemical weapons, and I didn't expect my cooking skills to be so bad, obviously I still have a lot of confidence in myself, but this time it looks so strange.

"Oh my God, I've hit a ghost, what's the situation?" Nanfeng rubbed his eyes in disbelief, but there was still a miserable breakfast and a large Pikachu in front of him, and everything in front of him was real?

"yes, am I not a ghost? You're right, you're a ghost! Midsummer couldn't understand why Nanfeng was so surprised, she was indeed a ghost, she sat in front of Nanfeng with breakfast.

This familiar unpalatable.......

"I've already believed that you're in the middle of summer, and you're really not as bad as before." Nanfeng took the first bite and believed that the person in front of him was Midsummer, after all, she was the only one who could make breakfast so unpalatable, but she still didn't stop, and tears fell unconsciously.

Midsummer was tightly hugged by the south wind through the doll suit, and it was still a familiar hug, even if he was through the doll suit, it seemed that he could still feel the smell and temperature on his body.

"I miss you so much...... Why are you only showing up now? I really miss you, I thought I would never see you again in my life......" Nanfeng hugged the doll suit tightly, the doll suit was very soft, maybe it was because it was not a person at all, the feeling of fluttering was like their love, and they couldn't hold on to it, as if they were always stunned to lose their love.

"I've always been by your side, and I miss you too." Midsummer's eyes are only him.,I've been by his side for so long, but I can't touch it.,Because it's not seen, it doesn't seem to exist.,But she's really always by his side.。

Midsummer never leaves the south wind.

The days are starting to get strange, and there is one more person by Nanfeng's side, who should be a ghost to be exact.

"I'm leaving, you have to stay at home alone, don't be gone." Nanfeng instructed when he went out, his hand raised and wanted to touch, but he remembered that he couldn't touch it and slowly lowered his hand, it was already difficult to see it, even if he couldn't touch it, it didn't matter.

Nanfeng is going to class as usual, leaving Midsummer at home alone, Midsummer doesn't feel bored, but sits on the sofa and watches the latest idol drama, sure enough, no matter how long it takes, the little girl is still a little girl.

"Why is it that after so long, Lee Joon-gi is still so handsome, I really like a boy like him, he is really an ageless male god."

Midsummer looked intently at the beautiful man with picturesque eyebrows and smiling eyes on TV, maybe this is a way she likes to spend time.

Lee Joon-gi's smile on TV is engraved on the tip of Midsummer's heart, once upon a time Nanfeng smiled so good-looking, just like the sun that happened to be hot in midsummer, people couldn't help but touch it, after all, who doesn't like to hug the sun.

But time has passed, and Lee Joon-gi in the past can still smile wantonly, as if he has never changed in front of the TV, but the south wind in midsummer has lost its vitality like a frozen flower.

Time ticked by, and the door was pushed open.

Nanfeng walked in slowly with a bouquet of sunflowers in his hand, inserted the flawless flower into a vase placed on the ground, and then looked at it carefully, it was obvious that he was quite satisfied with his work.

The layout of the room is simple, only a black sofa, a gray TV, a white bed, and a black vase, and the sunflowers seem to bring a touch of life to the place.

No matter how hot it is outside, Nanfeng's home is still cold all year round, and Nanfeng habitually lowers the temperature of the air conditioner, but he doesn't feel cold but is used to it.

"Wow, was it given to me?" Midsummer jumped off the couch in surprise, she still liked sunflowers as much as she used to, because they all liked flowers.

"Hmm." Nanfeng put down the file bag, picked up a book, walked to the side, set up a stool, sat down and read the scientific research materials of today's class.

She wanted to squat on the ground and pick up the vase, trying to touch the wet touch of the flower with her fingers, but her hand passed through the vase.

"It seems that I really don't fit in with this world, even the flowers can't be touched." There was a hint of loneliness in Midsummer's eyes, she had just forgotten for a moment that she was dead, how could a dead ghost come into contact with the beauty of this world?

Midsummer turned his head to look at Nanfeng, who was still thinking and had a long list of notes written in his hand, at this time Nanfeng had already put on his gold-wire glasses, burying his head and writing things, and he hadn't noticed the loneliness of Midsummer.

I don't know what's wrong, Midsummer always feels that everything has changed, time has passed, things are not people, obviously the south wind is still the same as it was back then, but it has become indifferent like a cold big stone.

Nanfeng finished the information at hand and raised his hand to look at his watch, it was already 12 o'clock at this time, and his stomach was suddenly a little hungry.

I went to the kitchen to order some noodles to eat, but I found that a Doraemon in a doll costume was cooking, and what kind of cooking is this, it's obviously blowing up the kitchen.

"What are you doing?" Nanfeng felt like he walked up and grabbed Naraemon's spatula and began to do it himself, "Didn't I say that cooking is all left to me?" ”

"When did you say that?" Midsummer sat on the ground and looked at the ceiling boredly and said, she didn't seem to be able to help anything, obviously she was so far away, he didn't even want him to cook.

"I said it a long time ago." Nanfeng turned his head and glanced at it, his eyes were still cold, and his words were still not warm, but he still remembered what he said two years ago.

He said...... In the future, they will cook, and this kind of thing does not need to come in the middle of summer, as long as he comes.

"But I don't think I remember." Midsummer walked awkwardly in Doraemon's doll costume, as if she could smell the slightest hint of food.

"It's okay." As he spoke, Nanfeng shoveled out the dishes and put them on the plate, walked over and put them on the table, adding an extra pair of chopsticks by the way.

Nanfeng looked at Midsummer and didn't move, but Midsummer also looked at Nanfeng and didn't know what the two of them were thinking, so the two of them were silent.

Finally, in the middle of summer, I couldn't help it.

"Eat quickly, why are you looking at me? I'm a ghost, I can't eat it. ”

"Hmm."

After hearing this, Nanfeng no longer looked at midsummer, but picked up the food and ate a few bites, but unfortunately it seemed to taste like chewing wax.

"Actually, I'm hungry, it's not that I can't eat, but you need ......"

Midsummer wanted to speak and stopped, she covered her stomach and said, in fact, she also wants to eat.

"Huh?"

Nanfeng raised his head and there was a trace of curiosity in his eyes, the chopsticks in his hand had been put down, and he held his chin with his hand and looked at the person in front of him, looking through the autumn water.

"It just needs to be attached to you......"

"Okay."

Is this what it's like to be human? Midsummer looked at the hand in front of her and touched the face of the body, these hands belonged to the person she loved, and the moment she touched the face, it was as if she was holding his face like she had done back then.

She felt the temperature at this moment, she only felt the cold, she picked up the dishes and chopsticks and ate the food made by the south wind, she seemed to feel a trace of warmth, it was a familiar warmth.

The sober south wind returned to his body and heard the tears dripping and staying.

"Stupid, you shed tears when you eat, where are you?" Nanfeng wiped the tears that fell and realized that Midsummer was no longer in the house, and he yelled at the air, he was really afraid that Midsummer would be gone again this time.

Suddenly she appeared in the corner, and she held herself helplessly with her head down against her bent knees.

"What's wrong?" Nanfeng immediately ran to her side, but still didn't dare to touch her, so he could only stand and watch.

"I haven't been a human being for too long, and I seem to be very far away from you......" Midsummer wanted to cry but couldn't, so she could only keep rubbing her eyes as if she was wiping her tears.

"Nope." Nanfeng put on Doramon's doll suit and hugged her, but his hand still passed through her body, but he could feel the hug.