Chapter 34: Burn Youth
"Didn't you break up with Nanfeng in the first place? Why are you with Nanfeng again, are you reluctant to have a long-term meal ticket, I know that you are an orphan and have no dependence, who else can you rely on except me Nanfeng? Sure enough, there is no parent to teach, no quality. "The woman is still chattering.
"Nanfeng is not yet an adult, only nineteen, his father asked him to come to Chengdu to go to school, not to fall in love with you. Your appearance is to delay our family's Nanfeng, you were finally admitted to a key university, I guess you also want to find a big money easily, and then you are eyeing my son. ”
Midsummer didn't refute at first, but the mother of Nanfeng on the other side became more and more fierce, she really didn't want to listen to nonsense, and interrupted Nanfeng's mother. Midsummer asked impatiently: "You just want to scold me when you call me, right?" ”
Nanfeng's mother on the opposite side took a moment, "Hehe, Nanfeng's father is sick, so Nanfeng is leaving and going back to Guangdong." ”
Let's go? This last sentence was like a fatal blow, and the "snap" phone fell to the ground.
Midsummer only feels that his scalp is numb, will he not come back when he leaves? She asked herself for a full two hours, and then it was time for her to call Southwind. Nanfeng's answer was even more like a bolt from the blue, and he said, "Probably...... Yes. ”
What could it be, and that's not to come back? Nanfeng himself is not sure, how can he promise her?
Enough crying, she also thought clearly, got up and sent a message:
"Are you really leaving?"
"Yes, would you like to come with me?"
"No, I know you'll be back."
"Yes, I'll be back."
"I'll wait for you."
That's her answer, and the answer is to wait. After thinking about it clearly, she still couldn't wake up, because she saw that there was a south wind in the browsing record, and at this time her heart was like a deer bumping, but the south wind didn't like or comment.
She didn't know what Nanfeng was doing, and she didn't know if Nanfeng would come back.
She wondered, is Nanfeng angry? Or is it as dejected as she is? Or have you already slept? Did you cry a lot in the night when no one was around? However, after thinking about it for a long time, there is still no conclusion, how could she know if she is not him? How would she know if she wasn't with him?
"It's annoying!" She complained.
Midsummer felt more and more bored, so he clicked on the NetEase Cloud Music APP on the mobile phone interface that he hadn't clicked for a long time. There are a lot of favorite songs in the playlist, but I haven't listened to them quietly at night when no one is around for a long time.
The latest song in the playlist is baby, subconsciously clicked to play this song, plugged in the headphones, and the south wind was all in front of me.
I remember one day Nanfeng was playing the guitar she used to have, and it was that baby ...... The baby is finished, and the next song is randomly played in Chengdu. Zhao Lei sang very emotionally, he sang: "Chengdu can't take away only you." ”
Playing the song, she hummed softly to the melody, and in the blink of an eye, it was past five o'clock in the morning.
They are all - listening to songs, sleepless, waiting for people.
The phone showed that the battery was low, Nanfeng turned off the song and pulled out the headphones, he looked at the time It was already five o'clock in the morning, and he was finally a little sleepy.
I don't know if it's subconscious or if the phone is malfunctioning or what, he clicked Midsummer's number. But the next second I played, I regretted it, what if I was sleeping in the middle of summer? What if she doesn't want to pay attention to him?
There was not much time for Nanfeng to regret it, and the phone was answered by Midsummer as soon as possible.
Nanfeng stammered a little and said, "You...... Didn't you sleep? "After you say it, you want to hit yourself again, are you stupid? What are you talking nonsense for?
Midsummer rubbed her eyes and said sleepily, "I'm insomnia, what about you?" ”
Nanfeng also said sleepily, "Me too, I can't sleep, and I want to call you." ”
Midsummer yawned, "What are you calling me for?" Midsummer didn't know what the south wind would say next would make her excited.
Nanfeng took a deep breath and spoke for a long time: "I'll be back, can you wait for me?" The next midsummer answer made Nanfeng confused.
Midsummer said, "Good night, go to sleep." "What is this? Nanfeng thought.
Nanfeng held the phone and wanted to say something more, after all, the phone hadn't hung up yet, he said: "Midsummer, I ......" and then didn't say it because he laughed, and the reason for the laughter was because he could vaguely hear the sound of sleep on the other end of the phone.
Nanfeng didn't know that Midsummer and him both had insomnia because of each other, but he knew that Midsummer slept and he should sleep too. He said to the phone that hadn't hung up yet, "Good night, my Xiaxia, I love you." As he spoke, he had a smile in his mouth and flowers in his eyes.
With that, he hung up the phone and put it down. He could finally sleep peacefully, the smile on the corner of his mouth still did not dissipate, and his eyes could still feel the light even if they were closed.
The day before he left, his friends gave him a warm send-off banquet at A's pastry shop. A, who is the son of the dean, rarely invited the dean, and the dean made a table of good dishes. A complained that she didn't have her mother to make pastries, and A went into the kitchen to make a bunch of desserts.
At the dinner table, everyone was talking and laughing, only the midsummer next to him had been drinking sullenly. He snatched the wine bottle from Midsummer's hand, and he said to Midsummer a little unhappily, "Don't drink it, I don't like you to drink." ”
Su Xiao on the side persuaded him to return the wine bottle to Midsummer, and Su Xiao said to him, "Nanfeng, you are leaving tomorrow, can she drink wine for you to practice?" If she wants to drink, let her drink it," Su Xiao opened another bottle of beer for herself, smiled at Shengxia and said, "I will drink with you today, I hope you will have wine and meat with him in the future, haha." ”
Su Xiao also drank it, he looked at the wine bottle in his hand and then looked at the silent Midsummer, and still returned the wine bottle to Midsummer. Midsummer is still silent and only drinks.
A's mother saw that Su Xiao and Sheng Xia were drinking, and wondered, "What's wrong with them?" Gu Jing replied, "They, one is reluctant and the other is accompanied, one is unwilling to leave Nanfeng, and the other wants to accompany the other." ”
Su Xiao and Sheng Xia seemed to have guessed what was on their minds, and they lowered their heads one after another. He looked at Midsummer, and later was called over by Gu Jing and A to chat, A patted him on the shoulder and said, "Nanfeng don't care about them." ”
Gu Jing first chatted about the topic: "a, what kind of university do you plan to go to graduate school?" ”
A replied to Gu Jing with a proud face: "Xiamen University." ”
Gu Jing said again: "What about you, Nanfeng? Isn't it time for a talent like you to go abroad? ”
He pursed his lips and thought for a long time before he spoke: "I don't know, if I don't go to graduate school, I want to stay here." ”
A was a little surprised by Nanfeng's answer, and A turned to look at everyone, leaving everyone confused.
Midsummer didn't expect Nanfeng to want to stay in Chengdu, is it for her? Midsummer knew that in fact, Nanfeng's father had already contacted a foreign school, and it was clear that he could go to a better place......
Su Xiao didn't expect that Nanfeng would choose Chengdu, obviously Nanfeng could go to Guangdong with midsummer, why should he stay here? Nanfeng's father didn't have a good impression of Midsummer, and even had a misunderstanding, and Nanfeng would definitely be blamed by others for Midsummer's body if he chose to stay.
As the dean of teaching, A's mother said to Nanfeng seriously when she came to her senses, "Chengdu is very good, but you can choose a better one, just like A said to me at the beginning: 'Men are ambitious in all directions' Listen to my advice, I also teach you and Gu Jing mathematics or your dean of education, so I naturally hope you will have a good life." ”
Gu Jing also persuaded A's mother together, "What the director said is right, the director is our teacher, and naturally hopes that we are all well, so can Nanfeng think far away when you think about it?" ”
Gu Jing turned his head to look at Sheng Xia and then at Nanfeng and said, "I know you like Sheng Xia, you don't want to be separated from her, but have you thought about it?" The distance between you, even if you can stay here now, don't you still have to go back to Guangdong? If you like it, you have to stop in moderation, and if you say something nasty, are you sure you can promise each other? Love? How can there be only one person who people have loved in this life? It's like I used to like Midsummer, but Midsummer didn't like me, and then I don't like Midsummer anymore, and no one will always wait for one. ”
Sheng Xia knew that A's mother was now using the role of the teaching director to persuade Nanfeng to choose better, and Gu Jing was talking from the heart as a friend.
You're going to leave, right? What she knows is that no matter how good Chengdu is, it is not Nanfeng's home, and it is only a matter of time before Nanfeng still has to go. If you leave early, it won't be so painful, and it will be even more fatal to give up after having feelings.
"Bump-" A bottle of beer was smashed to pieces with only one handle left, catching everyone off guard.
Midsummer looked up and saw that Su Xiao was holding the handle of a beer, Su Xiao's face still had soybean-sized tears, and then Su Xiao wiped away the tears with one hand and laughed again, Su Xiao said in a thick voice: "Don't be like this, okay?" Why do you want to help Nanfeng and Midsummer plan their future lives, we should support it as friends, Gu Jing I know that you are good for Nanfeng, so can you think about it from the perspective of Midsummer? What the director said was also right, but it was just a suggestion. ”
"Xiaoxiao......" A handed Su Xiao a tissue, but Su Xiao didn't answer, Su Xiao insisted that her eyes were uncomfortable, and she was actually very happy. A sighed and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, silently wiping Su Xiao's tears.
A knew that Su Xiao was very uncomfortable, and he obviously wanted to be with Shengxia so much in his heart, but he wanted to cover it up, but he could turn a blind eye but still helped, and later hurt himself to cry and laugh.
Nanfeng tried his best to Zhang Luo, everyone eats, "Don't talk about unhappy things, everyone eats." ”
Midsummer barely squeezed out a smile on his face that was more ugly than crying and said, "Let's eat together." She actually wanted to make her smile look good, she didn't want to see Su Xiao feel sorry for herself, and she didn't want Nanfeng to see her vulnerability, but why was her smile so ugly?
This meal was hasty, and A was called out by his mother to send Su Xiao home.
When he left the store, A asked Gu Jing if he wanted to go back in his car, Gu Jing said that he was going to meet a schoolgirl, and A turned his head and asked Nanfeng and Midsummer. Nanfeng pointed to his white bicycle, and knew that he didn't need it, so he pulled Su Xiao into the car.
"Still sad?" Nanfeng wiped the remaining eye marks in Midsummer's eyes and said.
"No......," said Midsummer, turning her head and deliberately not looking into the eyes of the south wind.
Nanfeng didn't know what to do with the hard beak of a dead duck in the middle of summer, so he shook his head and went to lock the car. He turned his head to look at Midsummer and said, "Come on." ”
The car had been reloaded into its seat, as it had been when we had first been together, and she had been sitting in his back seat for a long time, and he had been so drunk that he had drunk so much that she had carried him in the wind.
Even now in his car, it was still bumpy, and she threw herself on his back because of the unstable center of gravity, and she smelled the familiar sunflower fragrance, and suddenly hugged his waist.