Chapter Seventy-One: The Old Dream
Obviously, everything is going on the good side, and the doctors who have arranged for it assert that the success rate of the operation can reach 70%, but there are always people who are unwilling to move forward, and the person who should be the happiest has started to mess around again.
"I'm not going to coax you, I hope you can think clearly, these things are all for you." Nanfeng picked up the pillow and quilt that Su Xiao threw down, he was used to Su Xiao's capricious sprinkling, he silently picked it up and put it on the bed.
"I don't need you to care about me, what are you now? Betraying Hue? Is it worth it? I feel so disgusting, I don't need you to do this, if Midsummer knows how unhappy she is, are you worthy of Midsummer? ”
Su Xiao roared, at this time she was like a crazy lioness, her hands were still beating the wall, she was so angry that her lungs were about to explode, if she wasn't a blind person now, she would have cramped and pulled out her bones by the south wind.
Nanfeng pursed his lips probably because he was used to being scolded, he picked up a broom to clean up the mess on the ground, and after cleaning, he stood not far away and said to Su Xiao:
"There's no need to say it so ugly, I didn't betray my hue, I just did what Midsummer wanted to do, how unhappy would she be if she knew that you were so angry and didn't have surgery? She cares so much about you......"
What exactly is a betrayal of hue? Didn't he do all this for Su Xiao's good? His heart has always been there in the middle of summer.
"I don't want to see you become like this, you become very weird, I really don't understand you, I don't want to understand you anymore."
Su Xiao pounded her chest and pointed at the darkness, her disdainful eyes were like a sharp blade, she just didn't want to see Nanfeng walking towards others, she stubbornly thought that Nanfeng should always like Midsummer.
"In the past, I took care of you, and you said that you didn't want me to care, so now I want to do whatever I want, please don't think about me, everyone has their own life."
"You ......"
"I still have something to do, now let's go first, you're good at it."
Nanfeng's mobile phone rang, it was Ye Nanhuan.
Let's go to a meal together, right? Nanfeng senior - Ye Nanhuan.
In the blink of an eye, she was the only one in the empty room.
She played with her hair, and she reached out to feel the darkness, which really makes people angry.
She was lying in bed in a trance, maybe she shouldn't have collapsed like this? She thought.
Explore and find the pillow, and fold it over and over on the bed with the fluffy pillow.
I don't know what's wrong, maybe it's really boring, so it's easy to want to sleep, and before I know it, I get sleepy, and I close my eyes and make a steady breathing sound.
So-and-so appeared in the shadows, she might be able to appear in another way, and she lowered her eyes to look at her long-time best friend.
At the bench on the campus of Mingyu University.
"Xiaoxiao ......"
Midsummer spoke first, they should have met a long time ago.
"Midsummer, is this a dream? I see you. Su Xiao patted his face, and had already guessed that this was a dream.
"It's a dream, I'm dead, we can only see each other in a dream." Midsummer's hand gently brushed Su Xiao's face, she looked at her and there was only Su Xiao in her eyes at this moment, and Su Xiao's eyes were only her.
It was a cold touch, and Su Xiao could feel that she was indeed touched by midsummer, like a fish kissed by water.
"Do you know how I'm doing now? If you knew, would you be very angry or would you hate me......" Su Xiao said her own words to herself, her eyes were intertwined with anticipation and anticipation, and the first thing she did when she saw Midsummer was that she was afraid of being hated by Midsummer.
Sheng Xia shook his head and didn't speak, he just watched, looking at Su Xiao with longing eyes, and all the words he wanted to say over the years turned into emotions in his eyes.
"I seem to have unconsciously become the kind of person I hate, and Nanfeng seems to have become particularly annoying, why don't everyone become annoying people?" Su Xiao was like a child who had made a mistake and had a weak heart, she didn't know why it became like this, she held the hand that was caressing her face, and said with a sense of shame and shame.
"But I feel that Su Xiao will always be Su Xiao, I just want to tell Xiaoxiao this time that the past has passed, the most important thing is always the present, and the most important thing for Xiaoxiao should be myself." Sheng Xia took Su Xiao's hand and patted it, she admonished, and the stubbornness in her eyes was a little more tender.
"But...... The most important thing in my heart is you. Su Xiao seemed to sense that Midsummer would disappear again, she hurriedly hugged Midsummer, leaned on her arms and cried.
"No, in fact, the most important thing in Xiaoxiao's heart is not necessarily me, it's just that I left a little bit ago, and I have been beautifying and amplifying Xiaoxiao's heart for a long time, even to a kind of morbid perfection." Sheng Xia patted the head of the person in her arms and said softly, she said the most cruel words to Su Xiao in the gentlest tone.
If she is not important enough, then what Su Xiao has done and paid is just wishful thinking? Is it all redundant? She doesn't think so, so she'll definitely refute it.
"No...... In my heart, you will always be the best! Su Xiao's emotions became more and more excited, and she retorted loudly, for her, midsummer is the most important thing.
Sheng Xia sat on the side of the bench and left a place for Su Xiao, she patted the position and asked Su Xiao to come and sit.
The two of them sat on the bench, and Su Xiao leaned on Midsummer's shoulder, as if nothing had changed, but the air was a little cold.
"Actually, I'm not the best, Xiaoxiao is not the best, each of us has a lot of problems, so Xiaoxiao has to learn to forgive others, forgive Nanfeng, and forgive herself."
Sheng Xia said indifferently that she had already seen a lot, and she just hoped that she could realize her wishes, and watch the people she cared about live a good life, and everyone's dreams could come true.
"Will you leave me, then? Is it that I will never be able to dream of you again in the future? Su Xiao covered her face and lowered her head to prevent Sheng Xia from seeing her injured expression clearly, she had already felt the parting in the dark.
"Maybe, Xiaoxiao, actually......" Midsummer's unfinished words stopped abruptly, and her mouth was pressed against one of Su Xiao's fingers, and she didn't say anything more.
The two looked at each other, but they were silent.
Su Xiao leaned on Midsummer's shoulder and closed her eyes, she enjoyed this second, this was a second exclusive to them, only she was here only Midsummer, and soon she lost her support and fell on the bench, and when she got up, she saw Midsummer standing in front of her.
"Actually, I don't belong here for a long time, I've always been by my side, I haven't left, I hope the south wind is happy and I hope you are happy, so let go of the south wind, right? Let it be. ”
Midsummer's body gradually became transparent again, she stood up, her eyes were alienated like a piece of ice that would not melt for thousands of years, and her tone was still so gentle.
"He keeps saying that he loves you, how can I let him go? Let him run to another person? I think it's a betrayal to you. ”
The unwillingness in Su Xiao's eyes, Su Xiao clenched his fists in his hand.
"But I'm dead, I can't stop him from running to a better person, I know it's very romantic if one person loves another person forever, but I don't want the person I love to be alone forever, I hope he can forget me, including you."
Midsummer smiled bitterly, although she didn't really want to admit it, but dead is dead.
"Do you want me to forget you too? Do you really want the world to forget you completely? But aren't you lonely like this? I'm also lonely, when you leave this world......" Su Xiao chased after the transparent phantom and hugged it again, even if it was uncontrollable sand, even if it was destined to be lost, but she couldn't treat it as if everything didn't exist.
"I don't want it...... I hate it...... I'll never forget your ......"
Su Xiao cried hoarsely, and the tears fell down.
"I know how you've been all these years, don't think about me, Xiaoxiao, you have to accept the fact that A and A are dead, if A is here, it will definitely not stop you from running to the sun."
Midsummer's lowered eyes were a little more distressed, and listening to the stubborn words, she still pushed Su Xiao away.
"But you are my sunshine, you are the light that illuminates my world, how can I forget you when I lose you, you have always been here for me......"
Su Xiao covered her heart, her trembling voice was matched with a lonely look, like a ceramic doll that gave up on herself.
"No, I'm not light, for me, Su Xiao is also the light in this world, and you yourself are the light." Midsummer wiped away Su Xiao's tears little by little, her sincere and warm gaze hit Su Xiao's body, and then took the girl who was crying and didn't listen into her arms, and gently patted her shoulder to comfort her.
"But I don't want to forget you, Nanfeng definitely doesn't want to forget you, if he dares to forget you, I will definitely let him remember you forever." Su Xiao stared at those familiar and unfamiliar eyes, eager to stop time in a moment, she clenched her fists to show the loyalty and blood that she would not let Nanfeng forget.
"Xiaoxiao, I don't want you to be angry with the south wind, because you are all the people I love the most, promise me not to do stupid things and not to meddle in his affairs." Sheng Xia shook her head, and she held Su Xiao's hand.
At this time, the moonlight shone on her face, and the pale face was like a vampire countess who appeared inadvertently in a moonlight serenade, which was fragile and stunningly beautiful.
"But I've done a lot of bad things......" The knot in Su Xiao's heart has been half opened, she has thought about a lot of things clearly, but the knot in her heart is still half left.
"It's okay, Xiaoxiao, you must work hard to become the self you want to be, Xiaoxiao, you are still young, there is still a lot of way to go in the future, don't be rash, go to surgery to see the world again, don't do bad things again."
Midsummer smiled her trademark smile after speaking, and the dimple on the left corner of her mouth only increased pity, it was a sunflower that was about to fall, a beautiful dusk that was about to fall.
The beauty is always gone, the ripples in Su Xiao's dream disappeared, and when she woke up, it was still the familiar and unfamiliar darkness, and she touched the wet pillow at any time.
She was stunned......
Since then, Su Xiao no longer sprinkles, but has cooperated with the economy to strive to see the world again as soon as possible, but he will involuntarily ask Nanfeng a question every time.
"Nanfeng, do you think you'll be happy in the middle of summer? I've tried my best to be a good person, and when I see the world, I'm going to stand on the stage instead of Midsummer and be a very good singer! Su Xiao didn't forget to talk to Nanfeng next to him while eating.
"Poof—sure enough, your dream is still hers." After a dry laugh, Nanfeng caught a glimpse of Midsummer watching in the shadows, and Midsummer should be happier recently, he thought.