"You, do you still have a comrade?"

How many years? The words of the old lady that day were like the shackles of memory, forever imprinted in her mind, and every time she thought of that person, she would think of this sentence in her mind.

In fact, as long as he confessed himself at that time, maybe he would be able to have a glimmer of life. But he didn't.

Is it because he is also the only point of light in his life? She's his only friend, isn't she? But that's just the end of it.

Moon Carving Sand has insomnia all night long, and sometimes, she will even be bored by herself with a flower branch, dipped in water and write on the mahogany table, because of the mapping of mahogany, those fonts look like blood characters, which frightens many children who come to her room to play. Since then, Simon's children have rarely come and gone in her room.

It's really a bit infiltrating to say, inexplicably I saw a line of blood words in some places, and then when I went to ask someone to come back and look at it again, those words disappeared again. Some of Simon's men were religious, so they thought they were seeing these things because they were cursed.

Even if he has left, some of the influences on her life can actually help her invisibly, I really don't know if it's a coincidence or fate.

How could you be humbled like this? Moon sand said to herself. On weekdays, even if she touches him, he doesn't mind it very much. The text says that he doesn't want him to be a lowly person who stains Madame Simon's hands. Mrs. Simon? Oh, how much nobler is Madame Simon than these people?

All the dirty work is to let him come by himself, blood, let his hands be stained, but he has never felt that he is a tool used by her, he has always been hardworking, carefully guarding and maintaining, for fear that this only bit of good for himself will be diluted. When he heard that Yue Kaisha said that she was willing to ask him to write, he smiled so innocently and innocently, as if he were a child.

She approached his world, brought him sunshine and warmth, chatted with him, helped each other, and made him no longer alone and silently endure everything. And she also got the salvation of the soul, the mute who looked like a big fool, and it was also the reason why she had been persevering in Simon.

The moon sand carefully calculated everything, as well as the death of the old lady. The old woman must die, but she must do it herself, regardless of the consequences. Because, she hated this old lady Simon to death. Since she married into Simon, the old lady has never given her a good look, and what she has been given is always a contemptuous gaze.

On that day, she hugged the old lady's body, looked up to the sky and smiled, laughing and crying.

Yan Qi, I have avenged you, for you, I have taken revenge on this ruthless Simon, and I have taken revenge on this world. The world treats me unjustly, treats us unfairly, the world is so big, Simon is so big, there is no place for you. I don't ask for anything, really, I just want you to be safe, and I, I can live in my place, it's already me, it's very satisfying.

It's a pity, in the end, even this thing has to be deprived. When I stood at the highest point of Simon's power, I realized that you had long since left me. The servant who crawled beside me, beside me, is no longer there.

Perhaps, this is God's punishment for me, for the bad things I did to survive, I am to blame, I know.

Just a slave, what's the ...... So sad.

Simon is getting bigger and bigger, and I'm getting what I want, what I want, what I want, and the best. The flower bed outside the window has been replaced by a manservant, but unfortunately, the flowers are not as good as you built and watered, so I punished him and punished them until the bones under the flower bed were enough to provide the flowers in the flower bed with beauty.

I am selfish, even the only piece of pure land you left has been defiled by me, you are afraid that your lowly status will pollute me, in fact, in my eyes, you are as pure as white paper,

I've heard that when you were blunt at the banquet, it was for a young lady to come out and blame some young masters for misbehaving. There were so many people present at that time, and there were countless servants, but only you mentioned it. It doesn't matter if you're dumb or not, in my heart, every word you write has only been seen by me, engraved in my heart, and your righteousness and bravery are incompatible with this filthy place.

Every year on that day, I plant a seed of a white rose for you, and watch it turn blood-red day and night in the blood, and then change another one. Because the one I want is always spotless, and no matter how much I irrigate it, it will remain pure white.

Old lady, haven't you always wondered who his comrades are? Now, I can tell you, it's me, the one that all of you look down on, sent by the Yue family, a substitute for Yue Shumin-Yue Sha.

Someone asked me why I was able to kill these children of my own, and I want to say, how can I love a child who is used to deal with certain people in my heart with a child who I don't love or know at all? It's to deal with it, just like Ximen Yunting, he has no extra emotions for these children, he is ruthless, but he still has to pose like a strict father in front of the old lady. Actually, everyone is acting, tear off that mask on their faces, what's wrong? Will it never be recovered? She'd already experienced it.

What can I do to preserve myself? There is only power, and only a place in the Simon Gate.

It is said that poor people must have something to hate, she is a poor person, but in order to live, she has harmed more people than she can count. Who is innocent?

As long as she can live and let her do something, she is also willing.

At the last moment of her life, she smiled mockingly, it was for this cruel world, for those cruel realities. And for her parents, they are like selling their daughters, and after receiving the money from the Yue family, they lost themselves to the Yue family, and finally became a substitute for marrying into the Simon family. Anyway, the daughter who marries out is like water spilled out, she is always a wealthy family, and she is always ...... It's good.

In my life, I have never been happy, I have lived in the exclusion of the Yue family since I was a child, the family is not rich, and then I was sold to the Ximen family, and finally there is a person who has a heart, but I died again in suspicion, what happened in the end? The brothers turned against each other, and even openly hostile to themselves, wanting to put themselves to death, but in the end, it was in the hands of the eldest son. It can be regarded as a debt I owe him for so many years.

Yan Yan, I'm sorry, Mom knows, you are a girl, but Mom has to live. If Mom doesn't do that, both mother and daughter will suffer, you know? So...... Still can't forgive me. You know what I've been through compared to what you've suffered? Are you tired of being alive? In fact, when my mother is alive, there is no moment of ease. Seeing you endure the pain of the competition test on the riding and shooting field, my heart is also dripping blood, but there is nothing I can do.

I'm not a qualified mother, as early as after Ah Xiu was born, I should have let you leave early, or send it away secretly, or do it yourself, it's better than letting you grow up like this. However, Mom thought about it again, a person, since she came to this world, no matter what purpose she was born for the purpose of her elders at the beginning, she has the right to choose life and death.

Therefore, I put this right into your hands, and it is up to you to decide, whether to go or to stay. Even if it is, it's good to hold a grudge against me, I thought that the four killers could deal with you, and before that I said to them, if you can, let your death be easier, it turns out that I was wrong. This world will never be what I expected, the first time, it took away the best and most important things and people in my life, and the second time, it finally found me.

Grim Reaper? I'm not afraid, because the cowardly have already comprehended countless deaths before facing death. I am a coward, I am afraid of death, I am afraid of loss, but at the last moment, I actually feel that I feel as if all of a sudden, suddenly it has become clear, and everything has become unimportant.

The sun, the air, the things I once cherished the most, the most afraid of being rejected even this little need, now, at the moment when I can't avoid it, I feel tired of it. The world is indeed beautiful, but I don't have the opportunity to experience it, because my fate in this life is bumpy, and I can't afford to enjoy the scenery along the way. I have lived for decades, since I married into the Simon family as an adult, there is no moment of glory and wealth, there is not a moment that I do not enjoy, but the pain is also with me, it is my shadow, as long as there is still a glimmer of light in my heart, as long as I still yearn for the light, it must accompany me for a long time.

I'm tired, I'm sorry, I'm missing you so much, I'm thinking about one, insignificant dumb. He couldn't say anything, but the love in his eyes couldn't be hidden. has been silently guarding and paying, just like a knight who marries a princess, but I'm not a princess, I'm a sin witch.

I remember that the rose rain that year, my happy appearance, fell in the eyes of Ximen Yunting, and he actually felt a little amazing. Am I beautiful? My most beautiful appearance only wants to bloom for you alone. It's a pity, we're ...... It's people from two worlds.

If there is an afterlife, my Rose Knight, I hope that I will be able to meet you again, to be able to ...... I met you earlier, and then, I have an unforgettable love with you.

From a rumored bloodthirsty demon Lady Simon's own story.

cruelty, that is to commemorate the tenderness that has died;

ruthless, that is, deprived of one's own feelings by the desire to survive;

Evil, that is the only good thought in the heart, has long been expelled.

Sometimes, some wicked people are expelled because they have no choice but to embark on the evil path. So, these words I said, these feelings, and to whom? After all, in the midst of escape and force, I spent my whole life, and the scenery is indeed very beautiful, but I only hope that in the next life, I will not return to the world.