Chapter 6 She Hasn't Risen Beyond Fear
Yi Yue leaned back, leaning against the bed, a little nervous, thinking that this announcement was probably to inform people to go home from work and rest.
Immediately found that it was impossible to see the situation clearly while staying by the bed, wiping off the snot, Yi Yue directly used the instinctive primitive action mode of intelligent life humans, trying to make all the limbs move and maintain balance, shame or something, I don't care.
Climbed straight to the glass door, only to find that there was an iron-gray aisle about a meter wide outside the door, at first glance there was no railing, Yi Yue didn't hold it steady for a while, and the angle of light refraction changed, only to find that there was actually one, but it was transparent, and it was integrated with the air at a glance.
Looking farther away, you can see the leaden gray ground, which is very narrow in the line of sight, and if you stand up, you can see a little more, Izuki looked up at the smooth glass surface that had no point of strength, and gave up this idea.
Looking sideways, you can see that people have begun to walk between the two buildings, wearing the same blue-gray long-sleeved pants as her, walking towards different small buildings and entering different small rooms.
Yi Yue's tense spirit relaxed a little, she was not the only one in this place, and the sight of so many life activities soothed her panicked and empty heart.
The afterglow swept over her small reflection, she was so small now, her parents would definitely be startled when they came back, but it was not a problem for her to convince her parents that she was their eldest girl.
Yi Yue struck a fierce spirit, her face pressed against the glass, the moisture between her breaths condensed into a blur on the glass, and she looked at the crowd of people moving in the unfamiliar building in the distance, and her heart was a little numb.
It's not that she's getting smaller, it's that she's crossing.
How did she forget, this body is not hers, even if her parents come back, it is not her parents, and the object of adult care is not her.
The parents of this body are coming back.
Itsuki began to get nervous, every child was a treasure for their parents, how was she going to explain that she had this body? She didn't mean it, but who would believe it?
Once again, fear crept into my heart.
Yiyue trembled, her limbs swayed a little too much to support her body, as if something was twisting her stomach, making her vomit, but she couldn't vomit anything, and her stomach was empty.
Will she take the initiative to confess the truth or will she accept the care caused by deception?
She...... Want to cheat on a pair of parents?
She...... If you have to be honest, if the original parents ask her to pay for their children's lives, then she will never see her parents again, right?
Izuki's heart trembled.
If, if her own child is occupied by someone else, can she bear the other party's concealment?
- No, you can't.
As a mother, she will escape the fact that the child is no longer there, as long as the child's skin is alive, she will walk, run, cry and laugh, and be filial to herself like a parent, can she ignore the truth that the body is not her own child?
- No, it's not just no, it doesn't look like your own child anymore. To recognize fake children, to some extent, is to erase one's own children with one's own hands.
Then, if you are the original owner, will you generously agree that a stranger occupies your body to live?
- No, I won't give my things to anyone else if I destroy them. We are all human beings, so why should the purpose of my coming into this world be to fulfill you?
Yi Yue retorted in a low voice - then I am already dead, and I can't use my body myself, and others can still be filial to their parents......
- So how can you be sure that your death is not due to an intruder?
Izuki was silent and stopped asking and answering herself.
His thoughts froze for a moment, staring at a faint light in the distance for a long time.
Yi Yue's heart was full of sadness and guilt, but she wanted to laugh inexplicably, God was playing with her.
In an accident, she was sorry for five people, her own parents, the original owner, and the parents of the original owner.
Inexplicably, she was wrong to even live.
She used to think that living was wrong, and most of them were innocent moaning and exaggerating sadness, seeking attention in the form of self-deprecation.
She's an idiot.
When she was pushed into this situation by the mistake of fate, she knew what kind of pain and helplessness was contained in that sentence.
Forget it, her parents let her be born into the world, can she still leave this world alive?
Eighteen years later, I'm still a good man!
Izuki patted her face and pushed her cheeks up with her fingers, smiling at the reflection in the mirror.
Tsk, if you want to cry or not, you have to laugh or not, it's so ugly.
Yi Yue lightly touched the reflection on the glass, no matter what, she didn't use her own body now, no matter what, she had to say sorry and thank you to the original owner, and she had to say sorry to the original owner's parents.
Yiyue has never been a person without responsibility, her own mistakes, her own problems, admit it calmly, and take the initiative to face it. It's not her body, she is not qualified to occupy it, if the original owner has a way to drive her out of this body, she will bear it.
Izuki wanted to smile, but tears slipped into her mouth, and she couldn't taste if it was salty.
She actually began to believe in metaphysics, how could there be such a thing as a soul.
But if there is no such thing as a soul, what the hell is her situation now!?
If there is no way to get rid of her, then the worst she can do is to be killed by the angry parents of the original owner.
It's almost like being sent to a research institute, turned into a guinea pig, being studied on how souls are exchanged, and then dying.
Or a better parent will say that they will live well for their children.
It is right to die, and she earns it when she lives, this is the debt she owes to the original owner's parents, and she pays it back herself.
Yiyue was so scared, afraid of this strange place, strange people, strange breath, in this place she couldn't find the slightest sense of security, the boundless helplessness enveloped her, powerless to the extreme, she just wanted to cowardly escape, seek relief.
Maybe...... She knew it was a self-consolation for the weak, but she was willing to take this infinitely small chance of happening as a definite future.
Thinking of this, Izuki felt much more relaxed, and staggered back to the edge of the bed and sat against the bed, waiting for the upcoming judgment.
Both hands unconsciously pulled the sheets out of the flowers, and Yiyue thought that her parents would never see her again, and she would definitely be sad.
Don't be sad, at least she is eternally young, and she can reach out to countless things that emperors dream of.
Ten years later, twenty years later, thirty years from now, even seventy years from now, people who can remember her will just say, oh, that seventeen-year-old child, not that seventy-year-old woman.
Izuki quietly looked outside.
There were people passing by in the aisle at the door, all of them were tall men, all wearing blue-gray long-sleeved and long-sleeved trouser suits, some were wrinkled, some were dirty and hard, and there were no wrinkles between walks, and some were clean and white.
One, two, three...... Five people walked over, one stood in front of the door of a room, the glass door automatically opened to greet his master, and no one entered the other person's room, as if they were following some kind of rule that Izuki didn't understand for the time being.
No one looked more into the room she was in, and Izuki waited for a few more minutes before anyone came.