194 She didn't want to change

Dead.

Anyone would be surprised by the sudden arrival of an uninvited guest in the house. What's more, Chen Eryan was ready to sleep, she had already washed and changed her bedclothes, and suddenly a Liu Zhaoxun came, hurriedly put on a coat, and helped her again, "It's all my rudeness." Why is Sister Liu here? ”

Liu Yingying got up with a smile, "I happened to pass by, and I saw that the candle was still lit in the side concubine's sister's room, so I came in and wanted to talk to you, but unfortunately my sister is going to bed?" ”

Chen Eryan comprehended, just now they all went to the courtyard behind, how could she not know? "If you have nothing to do, it's better to settle early. Ming'er should get up early and hurry. "Pause," I haven't spoken to Sister Liu for a long time. Are you used to being here? ”

Here...... refers to whether you get along well with those women when you enter the door of King Ning's mansion?

Liu Yingying understood, she had a simple temperament, and what she said in her heart, "Those people will only break their mouths." Anyway, my family has been looked down upon by them all my life. ”

Chen Eryan is not the master of many words, but her heart is like a mirror, how can she not know what Liu Yingying said? The Chen family ancestor has no official position, and no matter how clear the family is, he will be looked down upon...... Suddenly, as if he remembered something, he muttered softly, "The more you are looked down upon, the more you have to fight for breath." There was nostalgia in his tone.

After that, he immediately shut up and smiled awkwardly.

The faint flame of the candle reflected her very unnatural look.

Liu Yingying smiled, as if she didn't see the other party's expression, "I understand my sister's words." But some things are predestined, and I don't force them. If you look down on it, you will look down on it. When they looked down on me, others looked down on them. ”

"That's true."

"Actually, let me say something bold, I am the same person as Sister Side Concubine," Liu Yingying boldly said, "Sister don't be angry, think about it carefully, we are always people's daughters." ”

Chen Eryan said, "Heh, that's what I said." Yes and no! ”

Yes and no.

How could she be exactly the same as the Liu family?

They are all folk girls.

But the Liu clan doesn't have her past.

How could Chen Eryan herself not know how those people despised her behind her back? Last time, she beat Zhao in public, and then others didn't dare to talk to her about the premise, but they talked more behind her back.

"It's not quite the same." Liu Yingying held her cheeks, pretending to be helpless, "I know, I have become the talk of their mouths after dinner!" ”

Chen Eryan suddenly felt sympathy, "At this point, I am almost inseparable from you." At this time, she did not hide the past in front of Liu Yingying.

Liu Yingying looked at her gaze, "Some things can be changed!" Then he said sincerely: "What can be changed will be changed, and what can't be changed is like me, it's really okay." ”

In simple words, there is a great truth.

Chen Eryan was gradually stunned, staring at the bracelet on the dressing table in a daze.

That's a stuff of old age.

The gaze wandered, and next to it was a jade pendant.

"There are so many things in this world that can't be changed! For example, we are all the concubines of the prince, and we can't change it in this life. Soon she looked at Liu Yingying's searching gaze, "There is no way to do it after all, no matter how you can't change it." ”

There are so many things in this world that you can't change, and you can't even make your own decisions.

"It's not early, Sister Liu should go back."

Soon, Liu Yingying walked out of the house, and she was almost pushed away by the side concubine. In this regard, she could only leave helplessly in the moonlight.

She didn't know that the people in the house were watching her as she faded away until she disappeared at the end.

Chen Eryan came back to her senses, Qinglan wanted to step forward and close the window, "Master, it's colder in the north, close the window." ”

"Such a good moonlight," it was bleak, as if the moon here was not as bright as it was in the south. Chen Eryan didn't feel sleepy, "I'm not sleepy yet, let's enjoy the scenery for a while." ”

There was no one else in the house, so Qinglan dared to mention it, "Master, they are all in the north, and the south can't go back." As soon as you arrive in Pingzhou, it is a new beginning, so it is better to make some changes. ”

Change......

Another change!

Chen Eryan didn't know the meaning of changing the two words, "The moon is still the moon." How do you tell me to change? After a pause, "Why does everyone want me to make a change?" Why do I have to be the person you want me to be? ”

She didn't want to change.

But everyone is persuading her to change, to change into a woman who can live in the palace, to change into a woman he no longer knows, and even to change into a woman who has forgotten all the past...... Why does she have to be at the mercy of others?

Qinglan coughed lightly, "Madam said, people should look forward." You must not make a mess of your relationship with the prince, then you will lose more than you gain. If you continue to be stubborn and wait until it becomes a dead knot that you can never untie, then it will be too late to regret it later. ”

Chen Eryan was enraged, and her angry appearance was reflected in the moonlight through the window lattice, "Madam! Madam! Your mouth will always be a lady! After a pause, "Are you here to accompany me, or are you here to control me?" ”

"One misstep will turn into a thousand years of hatred, and the unmarried girls of the Chen family can't afford to let you do anything wrong. You can only have the prince in your heart, otherwise you will really anger the prince, and the Chen family will be bleeding. Madame said that even if you can't get the heart of the prince forever, you should have a son and a half daughter when you are favored, and you will be a backer in the future. Take 10,000 steps back, even if you have someone else in your heart, you should have a child, otherwise you will ...... back."

Madame again!

Chen Eryan felt that her brain was about to be driven crazy by the word 'madam'.

She has already married into the royal family in accordance with the holy decree, and followed King Ning to this unfamiliar place, but why does the Chen family even care about her heart to the end?

Who said she didn't have family worries.

She interrupted viciously, "Then do you think I still have to be spoiled now?" ”

Qinglan was silent for a while.

Chen Eryan looked at her eyes, she couldn't understand, she was obviously a person who had been with her since childhood, but now why Qinglan would listen to her mother so much? Now that they are in the north, Qinglan does not forget to say the words of her wife over and over again, "Get out!" Get out! ”

Qinglan sighed lightly, but was helpless after all. Qing Yu, who was standing in the inner room, heard the movement outside, opened the curtain and entered, and stepped forward, "Master." You're tired too, settle in early, Ming'er still gets up early to hurry. ”

Chen Eryan didn't answer, only turned her head to look at the night sky, and waved her hand for them all to retreat.

Qing Yu quietly pulled Qing Lan out of the house and walked to the place behind the house where there was no one, "Why did you mention those?" I told you not to persuade your master, lest she be displeased. Liu Zhaoxun's words have made her look change, and if you have to mention it again, won't she be annoyed. ”

"It's okay this time, I'm still annoyed with Madame."

She and Qinglan have been with the girl since they were children. They all know about the girl, and they know the girl's heart better. But this time, Zi Qinglan has to go there to persuade her, so she can't just open which pot to mention. She also wondered, why is Qinglan now persuading her wife everywhere? Qinglan didn't say this before.

Qinglan lowered her voice and explained honestly, "No, what Madame said...... I can't help it. I know what the master's temperament is, but the lady insists that I persuade the master more. Tell her to let go of Teng Gongzi as soon as possible. After a pause, he said: "Actually, Madame's illness is not much left, and the girl she can't rest assured the most." That time, instead of asking the prince to go to Chen's house, it also has the meaning of 'entrusting orphans'. "I didn't hold back in front of Qing Yu after all, and I told the truth.

Qing Yu was shocked, thinking that Qinglan was looking for a bad excuse, "Didn't you say that Madame's illness is much better?" When we left Kyoto, Madame was fine. Besides, the lady and the girl corresponded a few days ago. "Because of this letter, the lady persuaded only to persuade, and the girl stopped writing when she was annoyed.

"It's just a strong support, back to the light! If the lady leaves, then this time the master will not be able to follow the prince to the fief because of his mother's filial piety, so he will not have to wait in the palace like Kang Liangdi, how long will it be......"

Qinglan sighed, "I don't think it's been long, when the letter from Kyoto came, it was the news of the death of my wife. According to the rules, if the married girl is too far apart, she doesn't have to rush, but the five-month filial piety period is also there. There are so many things that can be changed in five months of filial piety......"

According to the original words entrusted to her by the lady, she wanted the master to have a child while she was still alive, so that after she died......

"Besides, what did Madame say wrong...... If you don't persuade me, don't tell me. ”

Qing Yu was silent for a while. After a while, he said, "You don't know the master's temperament. Persuasion is also a vain persuasion. ”

This time it was Qinglan's turn to be silent.

Leave alone a sigh.

It's dark at the moment, but what is the end of the darkness? Endless black, or bright?

God doesn't care about that, it just knows that the next morning will come.

Early the next morning, everyone should go on the road again, and this time the side concubine, who was originally silent, rarely took the initiative to greet Liu Zhaoxun, which became a rare thing. Everyone else looked at each other, but Guo Yizhu still laughed, "The folk girl just loves to chat with the folk girl, it's no wonder, what identity person can talk to what identity person, this is also doomed." ”

Chen Eryan was originally a side concubine, and no one dared to point directly at the family in front of her, but now it is different from the past, and a Fengyi who is under her also dares to say things in person.

"Guo Fengyi, who was born in the palace, is only worthy of chatting with the maids," Chen Eryan is not a person who is easy to bully, and walked forward with Qing Yu's hand, "Hey, I keep saying that I am a daughter of other people, but I don't want to think that I am being pressed by a people's girl, wouldn't it be even worse?" ”

The sound is getting longer and longerβ€”

Guo Yizhu was so angry that he wanted to talk to Zhao Zhaoxun next to him, "She, what's this called?" ”

Zhao Wannian sighed lightly, and persuaded her to say a few more words, "Don't say a few words, let's get into the carriage." ”

Sun Fangwei on the side was holding the hairpin on the sideburns, although it was a cheap item, but it was bought by the prince and given to her, and she wore it out for them to see today, "You are also idle, say what they do." It's enough to take care of yourself, and when the prince listens, he should say that you are causing a dispute. Why bother with that? ”

After she touched it several times, she was noticed by Zhao Wannian, "Hey, Liangdi's hairpin is good-looking and tight, and it looks chic." Where did you find this treasure, it looks like it's new? Why haven't I seen you wear it? ”

Guo Yizhu, who was originally gritting his teeth, also heard the sound and looked at Sun Fang's sideburns.

But I heard her laugh twice, "The prince found it in the bazaar and gave it to me." ”

said that it was given by the prince, and the hearts of the other two were sour. Zhao Wannian silently took a step back, she hadn't gotten anything from the prince for a long time.

Fu listened to Sun Fangyi glance at Liu Yingying, who was silent a few steps away, "Liu Zhaoxun can you get it?" ”

Liu Yingying didn't plan to get involved, but Sun Liangdi would not let her go, so she had to pull her into such a right and wrong, "No, it's the prince who misses Sister Sun, how can I get it!" ”

Guo Yizhu said again with a cold nose and cold eyes, "Ouch, that's really ...... Recently, Zhaoxun is a great favorite, and the prince is there from time to time. Why don't you? ”

I didn't know in the past, but now Liu Yingying has also seen a few points. As long as it is against her, these three people can always work together to deal with the verbal humiliation. But on weekdays, there is discord between the face and the heart. So she didn't bother to talk to them.

And Qingsu, who followed behind her, said casually, "What's rare, street gadgets." My master used to be able to buy several hairpins for one tael of silver. ”

Zhao Wannian covered her mouth and secretly enjoyed it, it turned out that this thing was so worthless.

Sun Fangwei couldn't help but be angry, and the hairpin she was holding suddenly burned her heart, telling her to throw it, not to throw it. I thought it would make people envious, but this is good, but it made her lose a lot of face.

"What are you talking about?" Qinglian raised her hand in the past and was about to hit Qingsu, but was stopped by Liu Yingying, she looked at Sun Fangyi, "Sister Liangdi is very angry, as the so-called things are valuable, sincerity is priceless." No matter what the prince sends, it is all the prince's heart. If you get angry because of Qingsu's headless words, then when it reaches the prince, he will think that you dislike his heart. ”

"As long as the prince has a heart for Sister Liangdi, it's okay to send anything. Isn't it? ”

"It's not the same thing as buying it yourself and giving it to someone else!"

These words entered Sun Fangwei's heart, she no longer cared, and only smiled, "Oh, Sister Zhaoxun's mouth is really good at talking." He immediately told Qinglian to retreat.

Liu Yingying calmed down a storm with a few words.

This matter quickly spread to Chen Eryan, who was already sitting in the carriage, which seemed to calm the turmoil, but it caused more trouble, she closed her eyes and commented with four words, "Take care of this and lose the other!" ”

Saying in front of the Zhao family and the Guo family that the prince has a heart will obviously make them unhappy.

Then how can the Zhao family be a person to be messed with?

When you really arrive at King Ning's Mansion, these individuals are afraid of fighting.