Chapter 1269: Regret

Lu Jinyan heard the knock on the door and went out to open the door, and saw that the people standing outside were Pei Ziyan and Lu Shen, his face changed suddenly in anger, and he wanted to close the door directly to turn them away.

But he did the same, but he was stopped by Pei Ziyan, "I mean, my mother really knows that it's wrong, my mother shouldn't have gone home to visit you for so many years, and my mother shouldn't have told Lu Shen that you are his son, and you have lost your current happiness." ”

"Now that you know I've lost everything, why did you come to me?" Lu Jinyan was very angry, if it wasn't for Lu Shen coming back to make trouble, then he would still be in the Song family, and his life would not be so hard.

"What does it mean to lose everything? Could it be that you still want to be dead all the time in the Song family? You are the child of our Lu family, you have to go back to the Lu family with me. Lu Shen said.

"Get out of here." Pei Ziyan pushed Lu Shen away as soon as she stretched out her hand, "Back then, if you paid the living expenses to the family on time, I wouldn't leave it behind, we couldn't even eat rice at home, but you spent all the money on people outside, people like you deserve to be a husband?" Is it worthy to be a father? I would like to say that my mother has been taking care of me all these years, does it have anything to do with you? ”

Lu Shen's face showed a look of remorse, he really didn't dare to think about it, he went out to be happy by himself, what kind of life his family was living in, he was really too happy at that time, where did he remember that he had a wife and children in his hometown!

Now that Lu Jinyan is an adult, he also begins to regret it, but regret is useless, because Lu Jinyan's grandmother hung them up and disappeared many years ago, and then broke off all relations.

is afraid that they will come to Lu Jinyan to support them when they get old, none of them have raised Lu Jinyan, so Lu Jinyan has no obligation to support them, it can be said that Grandma Lu is also a ruthless character, and directly cut off their back road.

"You don't want to do these frivolous quarrels in front of me, my only relatives are my grandmother, and everyone else is strangers." One or two are living a good life outside, so they let their grandmother work hard to raise him, grandma is so old, she should be taking care of her for a long time, but she still has to work hard like a young person to earn money, I don't know how much pressure and white eyes my grandmother has endured.

These two people have never known better, and now they are fighting for each other, maybe only for their own interests, but by no means for his good.

"I beg you, since it hasn't appeared for so many years, then don't appear in the next few decades, won't it? I really get a headache when I see you. Lu Jinyan, who couldn't close the door, left directly, leaving Pei Ziyan and Lu Shen standing by the door.

Pei Ziyan has always been with Song Qianli, and she is still hidden abroad, eating and drinking spicy food, and she can't use up the money, but she never thought of getting a penny for her old mother and son.

And Lu Shen has always been with Tang Xin, treating Su Linyue as his own daughter, looking at his parents, brother and son, and forgetting that he is a married woman.

Why would a selfish and unconscionable person like them come back alive to bother him?

He was used to life without them since he was a child, and even if they came back, he didn't want to get what they wanted from him.

Lu Jinyan walked forward slowly like this, the past things emerged from his eyes like a movie, the first time he saw Song Lili, he felt that this girl was very beautiful, the first time he saw Song Lili dancing, he felt that she was like a fairy, Song Lili smiled at him, Song Lili helped him solve difficulties......

But I don't know which day, their friendship will have a turning point, and then it will start to go further and further.

The pictures in his mind appeared one by one, and Lu Jinyan realized at this time that no matter how many people he was ambiguous with, he still had Song Li's separation in his heart.

But the two of them couldn't go back to the way they were.

From the first time he didn't stand up for Song Lili, it was decided that it would not be possible for them in this life, because he was so irresponsible that he didn't even dare to protect the people he liked.

The weather is unpredictable in summer, the sun is shining one second, and the next second it can be pouring, Lu Jinyan didn't walk outside for a while, and he encountered a downpour, but Lu Jinyan didn't hide from the rain, because after the rain, he could see the past more thoroughly, and his mind was clearer.

He didn't know if his previous actions had hurt Song Lili, anyway, he knew that he had hurt himself severely, if his relationship with Song Lili could always be so good, then now he would be appreciated by Song Lili like Lin Ping'an, and he would never be as depressed as a dog like now.

Although Song Lili didn't like Lin Ping'an, he treated him as a family member, and he used to give him a lot of help, and now he is even more, but Song Lili has helped him many times more than Lin Ping'an, but he didn't cherish the opportunity.

Lu Jinyan walked around like this, walking aimlessly, and I don't know how long I walked to the gate of the medical university, now the students are on vacation, only some students in the senior grades are still staying in the school to do experimental learning, and there is no one on campus.

He didn't know why he came here, as if he was looking forward to a chance encounter with her, but he could understand how much Song Lili hated him, because for a while he also disliked Song Lili very much.

At the time, he didn't know why he disliked it, but later he found out that it was because of low self-esteem.

walked slowly like this, and after a while came to Zhao Qianjing's clinic, Zhao Qianjing saw him, thought he was sick and invited him in, and then went to get a big blanket for him and let him wipe the rain on his body.

Lu Jinyan draped the big blanket over his shoulders, but did not wipe the water on his head and body, and then looked at the clinic, thinking that Song Lili was here with Zhao Qianjing every day, Lu Jinyan was full of regret and envy.

"Does Song Lili come here every day?" After a while, Lu Jinyan asked.

"Why do you ask this?" Zhao Qianjing was very unhappy, although he didn't remember what Lu Jinyan said before, but Song Lili said it later.

At a young age, he recruited bees and butterflies, surrounded by a bunch of girls, did not accept or refuse, and enjoyed the fun of girls revolving around him, this kind of talent is really scum, delaying the time and youth of other girls.

Now that he inquired about Song Lili again, did he want to harm Song Lili?

"It's fine." Lu Jinyan didn't say anything, he was actually looking forward to meeting Song Lili here, thinking that the excellent Imperial Hangdu could only go home, he knew that he didn't have any chance, but he still wanted to meet her and talk.

"I'm telling you not to think about things that have nothing to do with you." Zhao Qianjing reminded, "Don't forget how you left Song when you became the young master of the Song family. ”