Volume 2 Yiqing Laughs at the Ark of Flowers and Plants Chapter 118 The Abandoned Baby of Fate
"Actually, sometimes I always feel as if I have been abandoned by fate and the world. No matter how hard I tried, it was in vain......"
"How so? At least, you still have me, you can treat me as a family member as a sister, and I will treat you as my dearest sister. β
Luo Zitong raised his eyes and said very innocently: "Then, is it okay for my sister to only have one sister?" β
Xia Ziyuan thought for a while and said, "Although I don't want to admit it, it stands to reason that Xia Lan is also my sister." β
"Xia Lan?" A trace of dazedness flashed in Luo Zitong's clear eyes, and where Xia Ziyuan couldn't see, there was a vague haze.
"It's my half-sister."
When Luo Zitong heard this, a mist appeared in his eyes, and he said to Xia Ziyuan: "Sister, isn't it good to be the only one?" Zitong will be very well-behaved. Except for her mother, no one has ever regarded Zitong as the only one. β
Xia Ziyuan's heart had a strange feeling rising, but she thought that it might be because Zitong didn't have a sense of security, so she reached out and touched her smooth face, and said, "Then Zitong is my only sister, okay?" β
Luo Zitong smiled contentedly, revealing a pair of little tiger teeth, and responded in a milky voice: "Okay!" β
"It's getting late, I'll take you home." Xia Ziyuan raised the car key in her hand and asked Luo Zitong, but she didn't expect Luo Zitong to wrap her hand around her, and said coquettishly: "I don't dare to sleep alone, can my sister accompany me?" β
Xia Ziyuan hesitated for a while, thinking about whether to say hello to Nangong Yi and them, but thinking of Nangong Yi's hostility towards Zitong, Xia Ziyuan still held back.
"Sister, are you embarrassed? I know that Senior Nangong and Jingjing have never liked me very much, if they make it difficult for their sister, forget it. β
"Not really." Anyway, if she goes back to the villa, she will sleep alone.
"Sister, then accompany me, I promise to be obedient and do nothing, and I promise that I will not get too close to my sister in front of Nangong seniors in the future. Okay, sister? As long as my sister takes a little time, a little bit of free time to talk to Zitong, Zitong will feel very happy. β
ββ¦β¦ All right. β
"Great, thank you sister, I know my sister is the best."
Do you want to tell Nangong them? Xia Ziyuan thought about it, and still sent a message to Nangong, saying that she had returned to the villa, and Nangong Yi quickly replied to her that she should rest early. Xia Ziyuan stared at the words on the screen of her mobile phone, and instantly felt a sense of guilt as if she had secretly spent the night outside and refused to tell her parents. However, the guilt is quite enjoyable.
Luo Zitong was overjoyed, and chatted with Xia Ziyuan a lot along the way, and when she heard Xia Ziyuan say that she couldn't get close to the child, Luo Zitong asked her why with some doubts. Xia Ziyuan said that in her eyes, children are little devils, although they are just a simple blank sheet of paper at the beginning, but if they meet someone with evil intentions smearing black colors on this white paper, then the seeds of evil will take root and sprout in their hearts, and they will become out of control. On the contrary, minors will not be punished by the criminal law, and even if they are evil children, the worst and worst will only go to juvenile detention centers.
She thinks that they are born with evil sex, they are lazy, playful, selfish, noisy, and have no order and morality at all, and only by learning and teaching the day after tomorrow, as well as the norms of moral behavior, will they gradually grow up like a "person".
Luo Zitong has a neutral attitude towards her point of view, although her experience is not as old as Xia Ziyuan, but her vision is also beyond Xia Ziyuan's reach.
"There is no absolute black and white, and there is no evil and good, this is what my mother once told me."
"President Luo is right, maybe I'm too one-sided." Xia Ziyuan exhaled lightly, relaxed a little, the car was filled with melodious music, she leaned lightly on the driver's seat, her eyes fell far, far away, there, as if there was a neon flashing, blurred.
"In the past, I was very envious of the girl next door, who had a happy family, who cared for her parents, who dressed up beautifully every day, who was picked up by her parents after school, and who wore a different little dress every day. Later, I went to the United States, and I never contacted her again, and when I went back to City A to go through the procedures for handing over the house and was ready to resell the house, I heard that she had performed abnormally in the college entrance examination and ran away from home under pressure, and never came back. β
"Have any of my family gone to look for it?"
"At first, I didn't, I thought she was just going out in anger, and she would go home after a few days if she couldn't stay outside, after all, she used to be very well-behaved and dependent on her family. After about three to five days, they found her, but in a different way. β
"What's wrong?"
"She committed many thefts, and even worse, she stabbed an elderly man who was picking up garbage with a fruit knife and robbed him of his hard-earned living expenses with his little grandson. I was curious how a person, well, could have become like this. I saw her at the police station, she was still in detention at that time, I went to visit, she didn't expect me to go, and there was irrepressible surprise on her face. I told her that after I had a stable life in the United States, she asked me for money and begged me to bail her out, saying that as long as I gave her money, she would be willing to do anything. β
"Did you help her, shouldn't you? In fact, it's quite simple, how can a flower that lives forever in a greenhouse adapt to the cruel reality outside. β
"No one will have superfluous sympathy and pity, let alone people who have hands and feet and have not lost the ability to work, without work, there is no money, not to mention clothing and housing, and even the most basic food and clothing problems are difficult to solve. How many idle students were in the summer vacation after the college entrance examination? It's hard to find a summer job, not to mention that she doesn't know anything about the trade, and after a few days of starvation, all she can think of is stealing and robbing. β
"It's really, a thought of gods and demons, if she is willing to go back......"
Where did she dare to go back, the college entrance examination is a major event that many people only have once in their lives, and her family must have high hopes for her, and her abnormal performance made her feel ashamed. And, on the contrary, all she could feel was the endless despair in her heart. If you think about it, even her family doesn't come to her, can she understand that these people have been disappointed in her, and even have decided to abandon her? A desperate person can do anything, and when she rummages through the garbage dump for anything that can fill her belly, she sees an old man with a small amount of money in his hand, and calculates how many empty bottles he will have to pick up to support himself and his little grandson. She won't, she has long forgotten all the teachers in the classroom who know the righteousness and follow the rules and rely on her own labor to create wealth, because she can't see the love of others, she feels like an outcast, and the only thing she can do at present is to live for the same purpose as the old man. β
"You really know more about human nature than I do." Luo Zitong's eyes were rare deep, she looked at the traffic on the street, and her fingers gently tapped her cushion sideways, as if counting the countdown to death. "Some things, once changed, even if they are destroyed and restarted, it is impossible to return to the original state. She was convicted of intentional injury, but she was in danger, she had not yet celebrated her eighteenth birthday at the time, so according to the Law on the Protection of Minors, her family only compensated the old man for medical expenses and a sum of mental damages. But that good girl will never come back, she is mixed with society, but she looks good, and sometimes does some shady things. β
"Perhaps, there will be a turning point in everyone's life, a person who has always been successful, her turning point is her failure point, and looking at a person who is destined to fail at birth, her turn is enough to turn everything upside down."
Luo Zitong smiled faintly and said, "Is my sister talking about me?" β
"What do you say?"
"Yes, who would have thought that I, who was once used as a negative teaching material, would become the best among my former classmates."
Xia Ziyuan stopped the car and followed Luo Zitong into the villa, the obvious European style made Xia Ziyuan feel like returning to her home in the UK.
"Sister, I'll have someone arrange a room for you."
"Okay."
"Sister is tired from the day, have you eaten?"
Xia Ziyuan thought for a while and said, "Not yet." β
Luo Zitong said to the maid beside him: "Two steaks, medium-rare, and red wine, take out the bottle that I have been cherishing before." She turned around and asked Xia Ziyuan again: "Sister, do you want to go upstairs to take a shower first, dinner is not so fast, there are clothes in the closet, wear them casually." β
"Wouldn't it be inconvenient?" Xia Ziyuan still asked tentatively.
"No, it's all new clothes, sister don't worry."
Xia Ziyuan wanted to say that she didn't dislike Luo Zitong, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say it, forget it, she should understand. Xia Ziyuan entered the room, sweating all over, and it was comfortable to take a bath. After showering and changing, Luo Zitong came to knock on the door, she was wearing simple light-colored pajamas, her hair pulled up at the back of her head.
"Sister, can we go down and dine together?"
Seeing that Luo Zitong didn't mean to see outside, and that she was dressed so casually, Xia Ziyuan's strangeness in her heart was also reduced a little, and she went downstairs to dine with her. Xia Ziyuan lowered her head and cut the steak carefully, and asked Luo Zitong: "As for my life experience, you are more or less investigated, right?" β
Luo Zitong said a little embarrassed: "Sure enough, I can't hide anything from my sister." β
With the strength of her Rockwell Group, will it ...... Do you know more than she does? Xia Ziyuan was a little curious about her and asked her, "Tell me, how much do you know?" β
"Then I'm wrong, sister, don't laugh at me. My sister was born in a famous family, her mother Yue Shumin is the treasure daughter of the Yue family, and her father is just an ordinary person with no significant family background, but when she was young, she was pertinent, honest, and very diligent in doing things, so she won Miss Yue's favor. But what makes me a little curious is that Miss Yue is a daughter, and she should also know how much impact unmarried pregnancy will have on her reputation. β
"If that's not the case, how can I force my grandfather to agree to her marrying Xia Minghai."
Luo Zitong nodded with understanding, and said: "It turns out that this is raw rice cooked and matured, cut first and then play, the move is really clever, but I don't quite agree with this strategy of killing one thousand enemies and losing eight hundred." At the wedding, a woman stumbled into the auditorium, and in front of her sister's mother and young sister, she said that Xia Minghai's baby junior was about to give birth, and it was a baby girl, which should be the half-sister Xia Lan in her sister's mouth, right? My sister's mother's magnanimity is great, and she actually allowed the existence of the little three, and only a year later, the three gave birth to a son, named Wanglong, which means that Wangzi Jackie Chan means. Xia Minghai is indeed amiable to his sister in front of people, and he also has the image of a good father, but his true heart and soul have long been taken away by Nian Rong. This is also the reason why his sister was kidnapped later, he thought it was a scam call and hung up directly. β
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Xia Ziyuan was startled, the movements in her hands stopped, she looked at her in disbelief, and said lightly: "What else do you know?" β
Luo Zitong's eyes narrowed slightly, and said meaningfully: "When I was in the United States, we had a deep business relationship with the Ximen family, and I found out a very interesting thing from the mouth of the Ximen family. Sister, are you interested? β
"Say."
"This Simon family is also quite interesting, Mrs. Simon's moon carving sand, on the surface, is beautiful, but in fact it is just a substitute for a substitute for marriage. She is bent on power, meticulous, and cruel, and generally people who can't be won over by her will be solved by her one by one in secret. This eldest son, Ximen Yan, is a good example, the tiger is poisonous and does not eat children, but she is as poisonous as a snake and scorpion, and she can be regarded as a beauty. Su Rili likes to bathe in blood, but this is all rumored by the outside world, in order to deepen everyone's fear of her as a countess. However, what she did was more tyrannical and cruel than what she had faked.
She is in charge of the finances of the Simon family, and in order to establish a force of her own, she embezzled public funds privately and invested them in the shadows, and this so-called 'dark place', my sister also knows, is an expert. In order to strangle Ximen Yan, the insider sent four killers, although the task was completed in the end, but the four killers disappeared among the insiders from then on. Some people say that they took the bounty of food and clothing for the rest of their lives, and some people say that they died with Ximen Yan, and there are rumors that Mrs. Simon crossed the river and demolished the bridge. The former insider was not called an insider, but a killer organization called 'Dark Night', that is, after that, it was renamed an insider. Among the insiders, there are five proprietors, namely the West Gate outside the circle, the Su family, the Gu family, the Ye family and the Xia family in the inner city.
However, this later insider, on the surface, the five families all have power, and secretly the Simon family still controls the flow of all killers. You know why? Because the Simon family gave them not only money, but also endless drug profits and a steady stream of weapon support. Where does this stuff come from? Sister, you don't know, right? β
Xia Ziyuan's hand holding the knife and fork gradually became stronger, and the steak was already crumbling under her hand. I know that she will never forget the things she will never forget, the empty eyes of those people, and the smiling faces of those children crying.
"So, Simon's family has a lot to do with that organization."
"It's hard to say, who knows, who really belongs to that organization and Simon? The establishment of the insider is only a matter of the last few years, but the existence of that organization is much earlier than that. β
"You shouldn't know that, it's only going to put you in more and more danger." If Simon's people or that organization knew that Zitong knew so much, Bao Buqi would be wiped out.
Luo Zitong smiled heartlessly, that smile was a little similar to Xia Ziyuan, she said: "Sister, I'm not afraid of danger, as long as my sister is there, I'm not afraid of anything." β
"This is different from the past, without President Luo's protection, it is difficult to guarantee that no one will want to beat your idea."
"It's okay, in fact, I'm different from my sister, I still like children very much, and the smiling faces of children are what I think is the purest thing in the world."
Xia Ziyuan thought about it, and some words choked up in her throat and didn't say it. Anyway, she has experienced the misfortune herself, so why do you have to feel the same way for Zitong.
"Is there a rooftop? In a few moments, you will be able to see the stars in full bloom. β
Luo Zitong's eyes lit up, and he said with some expectation: "Okay, it's the first time I can watch the stars with my sister, sister, you ...... Is it against that organization? β
Xia Ziyuan was stunned for a moment, nodded a little heavily, and saw that Luo Zitong was about to speak, she took the first step and said, "It's none of your business, it's better for you not to participate." β
"I know my sister is looking out for my safety." Luo Zitong said, but did not say whether he would participate.
Xia Ziyuan was thinking about other things in her heart, so she didn't care about the details of this, according to this, if she could find a way to catch Mrs. Simon, would she be able to find that organization? After investigating things for so long, I finally have some eyebrows, but Mrs. Simon, where is it so easy to get into......
After dinner, Xia Ziyuan and Luo Zitong looked at the stars on the rooftop, with various satisfactions on their faces.
"Sister, I really want time to stop at this moment."
"Every time I look up at the night sky, my mood can calm down a lot, as if I can always feel my own insignificance when I see the sky full of stars and the infinite universe, and that little bit of discomfort and grievance is nothing."
"Sister, I will also protect you, just like ...... Gu Shao is like that. "I know that my sister will not accept my deformed love, so let me be silent behind you to protect you.
"Gu Aochen......" Xia Ziyuan's gaze fell on the brightest star in the distance, so dazzling, she reached out and touched it, but what she touched was the invisible air nearby.
I remember hearing a very poignant love story, on a planet, where for some reason the sound could not be transmitted, and the people on the planet wanted to tell each other their love by a very simple action, kneeling down on one knee and holding each other's hand and kissing each other, and if the other party was willing to accept you, they had to respond to you in the same way. It's like, love, it's mutual.
Unfortunately, fate did not give this boy the right to kneel, he was born deformed without knees, and his legs could never be bent. He grew up with a girl since childhood, and later, when he reached the age of love, the people around him began to tell each other about their love. One day, the girl finally couldn't stand it anymore, the girl took the initiative to kneel down to him and kiss him, the boy was very moved, and at the same time very anxious, because he didn't know what he should do to be able to respond to the girl.
The girl who waited for him for a long time but didn't see his response had tears in her eyes, turned away very sadly, and was stopped by the boy, and then, the boy was in full view, gritted his teeth and picked up a steel rod on the side of the street, and forced his legs to be discounted, and when he saw the blood left on his legs, the girl covered her mouth in surprise, and she also accepted his kiss hand salute. But after that, the boy couldn't stand up anymore.
He spends his days in bed, unable to get out, because the planet hasn't invented anything like a wheelchair, but he gets the care of the girls. Every day, he can only look out the window at the outside world, but he can no longer participate in it, and he gives up his future, maybe he will become a teacher, a doctor, a scientist...... However, all of these were shattered the moment he decided to be with the girl. Obviously, he chose the former between love and the world.
The most sincere and loyal love in the world, you, is my whole world, and any choice to juxtapose with you is nothing but self-inflicted humiliation.
At that time, the girls liked this story very much, because the title of the story was called "The World, and You", which belonged to the story of Xia Ziyuan and their time, representing the innocent girls who longed for a boy who would rather give up the world than be by their side, and that kneeling is a lifetime.
In fact, she is also very simple, if he wants it, she will give him everything. She doesn't know what it means to be reserved for a girl, and she has to know how to wait for a boy to take the initiative, and if she takes the initiative, she will seem too cheap. Those old ideas were already more than nine years ago, right? It is stipulated that men chasing women will catch up for a few years, what car and house they must have, how long they can hold hands in a relationship, and then they will not be able to move to the next step until they get married. Everyone thinks that there is nothing wrong with that, that kind of observance is a lifetime, good is a lifetime, and bad is a lifetime.
But now that the times are developing, the pace of people's lives is accelerating, and it can be described in a sentence that can only be seen in people's hearts for a long time. Want to know what makes it difficult to read a person? Circle of friends, mobile phone, games he often plays or TV he likes to watch, see what kind of dynamics he usually has, and how he responds to the things around him...... The post-00s have their own thoughts, and each era also has the laws of each era, what stipulates that you can't kiss before marriage and don't go out privately, in the eyes of the post-00s, it's like a floating cloud on the horizon.
Who has stipulated that you can only accept the words of the matchmaker at the behest of your parents? Who decrees that children must go home every night and flatter their parents? Why, those children who don't return all night must be called bad boys? She will also quarrel with her family and have disputes, but when she is really annoyed, she will leave the house directly and stay in the hotel outside for a few days, and everyone will think carefully about whether she is at fault in what she has done. She just doesn't want to know that everyone is angry, but she still has to squeeze everything under one roof, and they don't like each other.
Sometimes, why not go out for a walk? She doesn't like to follow any moral rules, she just wants to do what she loves. Whoever she loves, she can give it wholeheartedly, and even without asking for anything in return!
These are all the boldness that we dare to do after the zeros, you post-90s, dare?
This is our youth, even if we are betrayed and abandoned, it is also about ourselves, only if we have hurt and loved, we will never forget. We like sweat and tears, that will give us growth again and again, life always has to leave a little something, there is no way to make any great achievements, only the pain of this point, it is worth making our youth when we pass away, when we look back.
Yes, I have loved, I have given up, I have missed, and in the end, I may even pass by, or maybe I have been in love with each other, those are all stories. There's nothing to laugh at, can you not look at it from your worldly eyes, who falls in love with whom, knows what it is to like at a young age, and still holds hands and thinks about it forever, do you think it's ridiculous? Then, it is you who are really ridiculous, just like artists who never care how vain and exaggerated the lines of those painters who follow the rules ridicule them, and they can't fit the real form of things, because they know that real art cannot be viewed with the eyes of the world. It's as if they are ridiculous and funny in the eyes of adults, but for them, if they can, they really want to go forever like that. The most youthful and immature promises, although they know that they will be destroyed by reality in the end, will not hesitate to make promises, even if they can only give each other a little sense of security.
I'll admit I'm naΓ―ve, but what girl of my age isn't naΓ―ve, I've never loved anyone before you, and I've never had a heart for a man. I'll admit that I'm just a novice in love, but I really did my best to give you everything I had. If, in the end, you will break your promise, and I will be left alone, then what? I have the courage to pick it up, will I still have the courage to put it down? You adults often say that love can't be eaten, children love to know something, but have you forgotten, we are not short of food, we have hands and feet, even if it is a girl, in today's society, you can still rely on your ability to find a job even if the salary is not high, now is not the old society, girls do not necessarily have to rely on boys to support.
The reason why we want to fall in love is just to get a spiritual sustenance, not what you say, find a rich husband and you can have no worries about food and clothing in the next life. What we lack is food and clothing? What is missing is just a person who understands us, someone who can go on together for the rest of our lives. This one doesn't work, then divide, the next one may be better, we just like it, don't be good, what do you adults know? You don't dare to pick, because you are afraid, afraid of being gossiped about by others, afraid of being poked in the backbone by others, saying that this person used to be good with someone, and then how did he marry someone else.
Why, married someone else.
"He did promise that he would protect me for the rest of my life until the end of my life. It's old-fashioned, but love itself doesn't need any gorgeous words to describe it......" Xia Ziyuan's eyes, a scene suddenly appeared, it was in the middle of the night, the moonlight fell on her face, and his dark eyes were extraordinarily good-looking, like obsidian in the moonlight. His breath sprayed on her face, they hugged each other tightly, she endured the pain of tearing, listening to him say, in this life will only love her alone, will only be good to her, listen to listen, her cheeks are wet, the sheets are wet with sweat, they are like a hot fire under the scorching sun blending with each other, only thinking about each other, only each other in their eyes, nothing in the outside world, sounds, or anything.
Gu Aochen said to her for a long time, and that was the first time she felt that Gu Aochen, who usually had a frosty face, would actually have such a talkative side. He said that their first encounter, and when he saw Xia Ziyuan for the first time, he was already deeply moved by her unique temperament and beautiful words. He is polite, she is also polite, the more contacted, she is so good that he feels that he is even a little unworthy, she is proficient in everything, excellent is not like words, she guards everyone around her, no matter the wind or rain, she always behaves heartlessly, even if she has done anything excessive to others, she doesn't feel how, in fact, she regrets it to death in her heart, because she will also have a good side, for those who have been hurt by her, she will also think, want to find an opportunity, let her repentto atone for sins.
She was afraid of being hurt, so she could only choose to take the initiative to hurt others, but these were not out of her intention, but instinct. She was, and should have been hurt by someone she trusted. She can put her heart into the people she trusts, give unreservedly, and even give the hacker's code to Ye Jingjing and Nangong Yi. What she cares about is not these, what she cares about is how to find, to find a true self, to be not afraid of harm, to give herself a promise, to promise the future she will become. So, when Gu Aochen asked her, he said, Little Kite, what is your dream? Or, what do you want to do in the future?
Xia Ziyuan's answer is that I used to have no dreams, I just wanted to work hard to improve myself, but now, I think, I have. I want to have a future with you and with you. We walk on the bluestone path, the grass around is still stained with dew, I don't have to look back to be able to feel your existence, because your warmth comes from the palm of my hand, we live a life far from the world, we have a home of our own, there are our children, she will affectionately call you my parents, and will follow us toddler, babbling, that is the testimony of our love, the continuation of our life, we will always be happy together, the final destination should be the grave pile that depends on each other, It's not that you and I are on separate sides. I will be able to see your smiling face every day and then hear our future children praying in front of us and looking forward to our blessings. I will become a cloud in the sky or a bird, but I don't have to worry because you will always be by my side.
When the time comes, I will not be able to hold back my tears, because it is so happy, so happy that I dare only dare to dream about it.
At that time, Gu Aochen kissed her on the lips and said to her, it will all come true, and I will give it to you.
She believes that Gu Aochen, Aochen will definitely come back, the separation is only short-lived, and they will meet again sooner or later. Definitely, definitely.
But...... Sister, Gu Aochen has already had an accident, hasn't he? Luo Zitong looked at the longing look on her face, and she couldn't bear to break her. She originally thought that she would tell her sister the news of Gu Aochen's flight crash tonight, but why...... When the words came to her lips, she didn't have the courage to say them. The sister with a longing on her face is really beautiful, she still firmly believes in her heart, and firmly believes in the future that Gu Aochen said will give her. They'll be together, but will they really be?
Gu Aochen won't come back, now, at this moment, he is estimated to have sunk deep into the bottom of the sea, right? The only thing that can accompany him is the cold sea and loneliness. Sister, even so, do you want to accompany him? So cold, so empty, only an endless sense of falling and emptiness.
I've heard that you have been to the beach, that is, the sea where he left, and you jumped into the sea and wanted to leave with him, but over and over again, you were washed ashore by the waves. You are reluctant to go, you cry and swallow the salty and bitter taste of the sea, as if that were your tears, you let the sea water choke into your lungs, you can't breathe, you think that the closer you are to death, the closer you are to him.
It's really reluctant, I don't want to see my sister like this, so ...... I have chosen to get to know you again, and let you get to know me again. It doesn't matter if we forget the previous things, we can start again, there is still time and a chance to start over between us, but between you and Gu Aochen, there is no chance.
"Na, Zitong, you say, how long will it take for Aochen to come back? I really, so much, so much about him. I want to see him at the first glance when I wake up in the hospital, to see him worry about me, to see him angry for me, and then to teach Zhan Linyuan a hard lesson, because he said that he would protect me, just like that time on the lonely island, with a hail of bullets, and I trusted him so much that I jumped out of the window, because I knew that he would catch me even at the risk of breaking my hands. Because, this is an agreement between us, and we will not leave each other behind, and we will ...... forever"
"Sister...... Sister, are you crying? Luo Zitong reached out and wiped away the tears on her face, put her finger to her lips, her sister's tears were so bitter. This Gu Aochen, what is so good about him? Why are you like this, sister, you have been thinking about him like this, and even receiving psychological treatment has not reduced your thoughts about him in the slightest?
Why?
Luo Zitong doesn't understand, isn't a man the kind of person who only looks for a woman to pass the time when he is lonely and bored? They look for a sense of accomplishment in a woman, and then discard it when they're tired of it. What's so good about them? What's so good about Gu Aochen, why does even his almost perfect sister have to shed tears for him? Why?!
"Sister, I don't understand, what does it feel like to be alone? Why, just thinking about it, brings tears to your eyes? I don't want to cry, I'd rather I don't think about it. If you don't touch it, you won't get hurt. β
"Zitong, do you know that moths fight fires? I don't call it performance art, not to mock it, but to praise it, the courage to go to what you love, even if you know you're going to be burned or die. Love is that you know that you will be hurt, you will wait, and you may be abandoned, but you will still want to choose to love without hesitation. This is not stupidity, but the satisfaction of the heart at the moment of happiness is far greater than the pain experienced at the moment of heart death. β
"Why cry? You said he would come back. β
"Will it? Zitong, these days, my heart has been so panicked, so panicked. Because I always had a voice in my heart, and that voice was telling me...... He, Gu Aochen, I'm afraid, will never come back. The day when my moths will put out the fire, sooner or later, will come after all. β
"Sister, I won't allow it, I don't think my sister is allowed to do stupid things, sister, Gu Aochen, Gu Aochen is not your world!!"
"You're wrong, he's my whole world."
"But, sister, you also said that love is not everything, didn't you also tell Jingjing, saying that some people are destined to be fateless, and we can't keep them, so we can only choose to accept them. Sister, sister? β
"You're right, Zitong, the next road can only be walked by me alone."
"Sister? Sister, what are you going to do? You're going to Simon?! Don't be stupid, you can't beat them. β
"If Simon wants to make a move against Gu Aochen, then I, I must eradicate Simon, otherwise...... Gu Aochen, he is in danger. Xia Ziyuan staggered to support her body, and when she looked at her eyes again, there was a lot of unshakable perseverance in her eyes.
Luo Zitong is a little anxious, Ximen? But...... But Gu Aochen, he has already ......
"This is my choice, I have never tried to fight for others in my life. Last time it was Gu Aochen, and this time, it's my turn Xia Ziyuan, of course, I am duty-bound! β