I'm not leaving
Why do people love each other? Is it because of love itself, or because of loneliness.
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The annual bitter north wind blows, with a whistling whistle and a whooshing sound, and it is about to become a refinement.
In the Northeast, Lidong hasn't really started to get cold yet, but the north wind blows from time to time, screaming and scaring people. Bebeser cowered in the direction of home, she was a little dressed, the wind seemed to tear her clothes, it was almost too thin to resist, she felt like she was in decline.
As she walked through the grove, beside the stout tree, she saw Peng Cheng, who was also cowering and waiting there. He stood on his side, leaning against the side of the tree, his shoulders rising with the rhythm of the wind, he frowned, his ears were red and red against his black hair, and he held a cigarette between his fingers.
How did he get here?
The girl's pace slowed down, and she thought to herself, whether good or bad, that she could not avoid it, so she walked over to him.
Peng Cheng is very thin, he has worn so much in winter, and he still can't see the legs in the trousers, and the thinness also makes him more afraid of the cold than ordinary people. The girl walked over, and the sound of Xu stepping on the branches startled him, and he found her, and when he turned around, his vicious eyes were suddenly full of spoiling again, and he came up and down.
"Daughter-in-law, you cover me. He stretched out his hand to Beibei, with a suffocated and aggrieved face, waiting for the girl who looked like heaven, so merciful, she could save him.
Bei Bei didn't have the heart to take care of the hands he stretched out to her, so she asked him with a cold face, "What are you doing here?"
There was no warm welcome, but Peng Cheng was not discouraged, Xu is Nayuan was not what he expected, he pouted, rubbed to the girl's side, and forced his hand into Beibei's coat pocket, she didn't cooperate, he was not annoyed, grabbed her coat, grabbed her, he said: "I'm frozen, I've been waiting for you for a long time." β
He took out his left hand, which was red from the cold, and shook it in front of the girl's eyes, and there was no injury on this hand, and the green fingers were about the same as those of a girl, white and beautiful, but they were red and red by the wind. Roughly frozen, the fingers curled up inflexibly, and after a little shaking, he hurriedly inserted it into the pocket of the girl's coat, and pulled the woman closer to him by the way.
The distance between the two is close at hand, and Peng Cheng's face is poking in front of Beibei's eyes, and the fluff on his face is clearly visible in the position of less than two hundred. A good white little face, with clear skin, a tender green background, and a delicate boiled egg, blown by the north wind, and the cheeks were flushed.
They were all startled by the sudden approach, and the four wide eyes stared at each other, and everything was silent in the forest as if it were a cassette. Suddenly, a gust of wind came, Peng Cheng closed his eyes tightly, and his limbs stiffened in the moment of the wind. Bei Bei felt that the person in front of her was stretched into a stick, and she stared at him with her back to the wind with wide eyes, and the scar was even more hideous in the raging wind.
The wind still died down in the end, the more it shouted, the more it couldn't last long, Peng Cheng relaxed his body, he looked pitiful, as if the wind had taken away something he couldn't reluctant, he was a little stupid. He helplessly stared at Beibei's expression, and when he saw that she was also looking at him, he hurriedly turned his face away, he would always deliberately avoid her naked gaze.
I couldn't take him home, so the two of them went to the tea restaurant last time.
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"You're not going to leave?"
Peng Cheng didn't dare to raise his head, he only whispered, and seemed to be very weak-hearted, he generally felt that it was an unspeakable word.
"I want to be with you, I want to marry you and let you have a baby for me. He swallowed what was in his mouth and slammed the spoon on the table, and Bebe's words must have hurt him, and he leaned back in his chair angrily, and turned his head away, unwilling to speak again.
"No, you have to go home, your mother let you out like this, she didn't care about you?" the girl leaned forward, she didn't tell the truth, although the result was the same, it was not a reason for her to refuse him. But she looked right, staring at Peng Cheng's girl-like face, but he didn't show his timidity.
"Cut, you don't care about this, you just say what you think?" he always had the courage to face it.
"No, you have to go home, I don't like you. His eyes burned like a torch, and the girl could not hide.
"That's fine, I like you. The young man paused: "You don't have to worry about my mother's business." He pulled his arm under the table and tapped it gently, turning his head to the side.
"I don't care, okay, then it has nothing to do with me if you run out?"
"Well, no, I'm willing to run out myself, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to worry about anything. He lit a cigarette, threw the lighter on the table, clanged, and looked out the window to smoke.
The words were not speculative, both of them leaned back in their chairs, and they were both angry.
Peng Cheng's grievances and frustration were like a fox that had been stripped naked, looking at his own flesh and blood in pain, and he seemed to have been discarded by her. He just sat back in his chair, and everything in this world required him to do his best, and he didn't necessarily get anything.
A despicable feeling of betraying her comrades also made the girl very annoyed, although she couldn't speak, but her heart was sad, she couldn't let him stay!
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One day, when we get old, you will find that the most touching thing is still those things when you were a child, those who were naΓ―ve and willful, are the most suitable for your heart, and it is you who have struggled to get rid of it, the ignorance of the world, but only the wanton youth when you were young, which makes people sigh.
"Then what are you going to do? How do you want to live if you don't go back?" Bei Bei pushed the shrimp dumplings in front of her towards Peng Cheng, she felt extremely powerless, as if she was tied up by something, she seemed to be unable to break free, she didn't know what else she could do to reverse this bad situation, she felt that she couldn't convince him.
"I'll figure it out myself, you don't have to worry about it. The young man seemed to be in a hurry, he glanced at the girl, picked up a shrimp dumpling and ate it, like a plush toy with a fire in his stomach, he chewed so hard that smoke almost came out of his mouth, and he said: "Wen Beibei, you are really good, you are really good!"
All of Peng Cheng's facial features were united, which made his anger look more clear, and after saying that, he leaned back in his chair and lowered his head, trembling all over.
Bei Bei stared at the handful of hair on Peng Cheng's head, deep luck, she felt that it was difficult to ride a tiger, she never promised anything, didn't she?
Peng Cheng picked up the tissue with the trademark and rubbed it near his eyes, which caused people to reverie, Bei Bei suddenly softened, and before she could adjust, he wiped his mouth clean, as if he was very backbone, and said: "Okay, let's go! I'll send you home." β
"Thank you, you should go home quickly! I know my family, I don't need you to send it. Bei Bei stood up, but felt that it was also a ball of anger, a girl who is strong when she is strong, what qualifications does he have to shout at her, she wiped her mouth, thought that love will not die, picked up the bag, turned around and left.
How she hoped that Peng Cheng would disappear immediately, as quickly and completely as the renminbi. Don't appear in front of her anymore, say something out of tune, don't go back, watch yourself here, is this going to elope?
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Seeing that the girl hurriedly picked up the satchel and pouted her ass and ran to the door, Peng Cheng was immediately blindfolded. Maybe in his expectation, Bei Bei should come to coax him at this time, like a loving mother, even if he didn't coax him, he didn't expect that she didn't have the slightest unbearable feeling to leave him.
The young man tightened his brows, how could the world with her be different from what he had seen before, he was very confused, he didn't understand where Wen Beibei's anger came from, and he didn't understand how she could leave herself ruthlessly, he was here, she really didn't care about him, let him fend for himself?
He followed Bei Bei and walked to the door, he thought that Bei Bei would turn around and look at him, but unfortunately she didn't, it was almost at the door, Peng Cheng pinched Bei Bei's arm: "Wen Beibei, why is your heart ruthless? I can't send you?" He suddenly roared angrily.
"I don't need you to send me. Bei Bei's eyes were full of tears, and she cried so much that he couldn't explain it. Bebe knew that maybe she should have told him sooner that she didn't like him, that it might be the only thing she did wrong, and that if she did, it wouldn't be like this.
Despite the girl's struggle, Peng Cheng didn't let go, until Bei Bei met his eyes, and what he wanted to say choked back. He didn't expect her to cry, why did she cry, he stared at her tightly, wanting to know the answer, but it was really not easy, and suddenly he whispered: "Take the aisle, I'm still in that Internet cafΓ© tonight, you know." β
He and she stayed up all night.
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The next morning, the morning dawned, and the morning fog had not yet been dispelled, and she had insomnia all night, and at last she fell asleep. She didn't sleep for a while, she woke up again, she opened her eyes, and when she unconsciously rolled around on the bed, the phone rang. There is no need to look at it, the girl has never been so sure, she knows that it is Peng Cheng's phone.
"There's an old lady who went out again, carrying a purple and white leather strip braided, that's a basket, daughter-in-law, she can look at me!" Peng Cheng said tepidly.
It was a naked threat, a trick of this kind, and the young man had always used it with ease, and he hadn't slept much this night anyway, so it was not bad for a while in the morning, the girl thought so, and got dressed and went downstairs. Maybe she would have gone downstairs without his threat, but he did give her the best excuse, good enough to hide it from herself.
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In the corridor in the early morning, there is always a smell of dampness, like something fermented in the air that has not moved all night, and the large particles of air mixed with the soil cross the nasal cavity, and Bei Bei can't help but sneeze.
Peng Cheng stood against the wall in the corridor, following the sound and looking up, his forehead tattoos fell all over his forehead, and his neat pants were rubbed with a piece of black, and cigarette butts were all over the ground.
"How long have you been here?" asked the girl, in a hoarse voice, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she cleared her throat again.
"It's been two hours, and I guess you called you when you were almost awake. He narrowed one eye and took a sharp puff on his cigarette, like an authentic rascal.
"Smoking so much?" she said, glancing at the cigarette butt on the ground, kicking it lightly, and feeling a little impatient.
"Be my daughter-in-law, I will listen to you whatever you say, and if you don't let me smoke, I will quit. The young man put down his words and went out the door.
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Out of the building to the avenue, walked a long way Bei Bei didn't speak, a few words that broke up unhappily yesterday, she doesn't know what to say now, the whole night has passed, she seems to be calmer, and her mouth is naturally not so hard.
On the side of the cold road, there seems to be a layer of milky white slurry, and it is better to look at chaos in the morning than in the daytime. The viscous air seemed to have been washed by water, sticking to the body, cold, but far from the coldness of the night. They walked away without speaking, and walked far away, so far away that Bei Bei could no longer see home.
"Daughter-in-law, do you think I'm good to you?" Peng Cheng suddenly asked her, he stopped and looked sideways at Beibei, the girl pretended not to care, she just hummed, and continued to walk forward until he grabbed her arm.
"I'm asking you!" it was like a supplication.
Bei Bei didn't want to answer, she swallowed her saliva in embarrassment, this is a question that most of the female ghosts in horror movies would ask, and she felt creepy. How could she answer him, because of his humility, he fell into the dust, and she could not fool him, she could not bear it. She took two more steps forward, Peng Cheng was okay with herself! At least Bei Bei was good at using this, but could she really tell him?
"Hey, I beg you, you speak!" Peng Cheng stood still, he couldn't hold her, so she was going to go away, and all he had left was a feeble shout, which was almost the only thing he could do.
"Well, what's the matter?" said the girl, who could not hide, and stared at the young man in the eye, and yelled at him to see what else he could say.
"I think you're annoying me. He lowered his head, as if he understood, and was very humble, and no longer wanted to face the harm she had done him, and the girl suddenly felt that she was quite uncomfortable, and she said no more.
Suddenly, Peng Cheng took Beibei's hand, and no longer bothered about the question of whether it was good or not, he went straight forward, stirred the viscous air, and ran quickly.