The death of her granddaughter made Wang Jingshu become suspicious, and wherever she went, she felt that someone was trying to harm her, and it would be more dangerous to stay in this palace for one more day.

She thought that the days were too fast, but now she felt that the day was so long for twelve hours, and every minute was so tormenting.

On the 8th day of the first month of February, the two princes and their wives and concubines temporarily lived in the imperial city, and they were going to participate in the marriage day of the sixth prince on February 15.

The next day, the weather was getting warmer, and Princess Wu Ningfang suddenly visited Ning Wangyuan, and the busy Wang Jingshu was startled, "Ouch, sister, you scared me for nothing, why did you come suddenly?" ”

Immediately, he ordered the palace people to add tea and pastries and immediately welcomed her into the inner room, "My outhouse is messy, my sister will go to the inner room and sit." ”

As soon as Wu Ningfang entered the inner room, she took her hand and said, "I met the Queen Mother in the morning, so I will come to your place to take a look." I've heard that you're going to the fiefdom at seventeen. ”

Wang Jingshu smiled and sighed in her heart, "Yes, it's set for February 17." Fifteen is a good day for the sixth brother, and sixteen is when I and the prince are going to receive a visit from the new siblings, and the seventeenth is going to Pingzhou with the family. I don't know when I'll go back to the Imperial City next time. ”

"Reluctantly?" Wu Ningfang also experienced it, and she was relieved and comforted her, "You, you should move to a new home, the imperial city is a temporary residence, and the fief is a lifelong home." If you think about it this way, you won't feel sad and feel at ease. ”

Wang Jingshu smiled vigorously, she felt that her second sister-in-law was a little plump, "How is my sister-in-law lately?" The face is full of red light, but there is a happy event? ”

Wu Ningfang's face smiled even sweeter, "I have it on me, it's been less than three months, so I can't make a noise." ”

Wang Jingshu was busy congratulating her, and asked the palace people to withdraw the tea and replace it with warm fresh milk, "Sister's wish has come true, no wonder her face is full of red light, it turned out to be a great joy." Congratulations! ”

"Don't make a noise yet, I'll discuss it with the prince, and I'll report it when it's stable. Now that there is the East Palace, my father is very happy, and all eyes are on that side, so let's keep a low profile and live our own lives. lest you become a target for others. ”

Wang Jingshu is really happy for her, and can feel her eagerness, "This road is bumpy, my sister has to take care of herself." ”

"This is natural, we plan to go back at twenty," After Princess Kang's experience of raising a fetus in the palace but having a miscarriage, Wu Ningfang did not dare to wait for childbirth in the imperial city, "Princess Kang's matter is a lesson. ”

Everyone in the imperial city privately mentioned that Princess Kang had a miscarriage after being killed, and the biggest suspicion was in the East Palace, but because the emperor didn't care about this matter at all, and King Kang's mistake made the emperor angry, so no one dared to mention this matter, even Princess Defu, who has always been fair, pretended not to know.

Wu Ningfang's heart was like a mirror, "I can't tell this matter clearly." Then he said: "Princess Kang is bad in that mouth, I can't wait for the whole imperial city to know that she is the only one in the father's daughter-in-law, and she has both children and daughters, doesn't this poke her backbone, I don't care, the East Palace doesn't mind it very much." There is a way that sickness enters from the mouth, and misfortune comes out of the mouth. ”

Wang Jingshu couldn't deny it, and then heard Wu Ningfang ask, "I heard that there are three more concubines in Ning Wangyuan, and the side concubines are Liangdi." Even the granddaughter of the eldest princess Wen Rong ......"

"My sister knows Concubine Chen, the prince has identified her early on, she is very quiet, she never takes the initiative to cause trouble and seize power on weekdays, Kang Liangdi is the granddaughter of the eldest princess Wen Rong, she only entered the Ning Wangyuan a few days ago, and there is a Sun Liangdi, who is not easy to get along with." Since beating Wang Jingshu to become a princess, the women in King Ning's courtyard have increased instead of decreasing. She has not been in good spirits recently, and when she mentioned the concubines who made her feel bad, her heart unconsciously felt a little painful, and she finally lowered her head.

There will only be more women in the future, and it will be more difficult to get along. Wu Ningfang thought that she was sad and had the heart to persuade her, but she didn't say more, some things have to be experienced by herself to understand what to do next. She took Wang Jingshu's hand and quietly put it on her lower abdomen, and whispered softly, "Maybe you should have a child." ”

Child......

Will she have?

Wang Jingshu once dared not imagine, but now she suddenly looks forward to a little life, and she suddenly wants to have a child to accompany her through life.

"It's better to have a child than anything else. My mother said that everyone else will leave you in the future, only the child will miss his mother when he goes farther. What a blessing it would be to be remembered by someone in this life. ”

Expectation is expectation, Wang Jingshu also recognized the reality, no is nothing, this is not what you expect. Gently pulling a hand from her clenched hand, she sighed heavily, "I...... The second sister-in-law might as well ask the side concubine. When it comes to the heir, her face is full of loss, and it turns out that there is something she can't do.

Although Wu Ningfang guessed it, she asked again, "What, is she very favored?" ”

"It's not obvious. It was so easy for the prince to get his wish come true, and he finally welcomed her as a side concubine. Can you not be pampered day and night? Wang Jingshu put her hands on her cheeks, and her half-sour and jealous look was revealed in Wu Ningfang's eyes, she felt strange for a while, and it seemed to be expected, "Sister, is this falling in love with someone?" ”

Love......

Falling in love with someone -

Wang Jingshu was stunned for a moment, and immediately retorted, "Who do I love...... I love...... What is my sister talking nonsense. ”

But I heard Wu Ningfang say half-jokingly and half-seriously, "You are in love with your prince." Otherwise, how would you eat the vinegar of the side concubine......"

Fall in love with your lord......

Wang Jingshu immediately became excited, and her mouth retorted sonorously, but her face turned red uncontrollably, "Marry your husband!" Where do I have to choose when I marry the prince, so I didn't eat the vinegar of the side concubine...... What my sister said nonsense, I wasn't jealous. If the prince loves him or not, who loves him...... I wish he hadn't come all year round. ”

Seeing this, Wu Ningfang shook her head with a smile, "You, you," are young, have never experienced feelings, and don't even know what it's like to like someone. "You still say you're not jealous. I see, the red face betrays you. ”

"Dead duck has a hard mouth!"

Wang Jingshu suddenly smiled and couldn't refute it with a smile.

In her sixteen years of life, she has never even tasted the feeling of liking someone, what is that kind of taste. Although she and Brother Lexian are familiar with each other, she never thought of marrying him. As long as she wants, she can ask her grandmother to make decisions for her in her early years. As for her and the prince......

Wu Ningfang saw that she was stunned, and stopped joking with her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Does the second sister-in-law like the second brother? Do you love him? ”

Suddenly, Wu Ningfang became sad and liked... Love...... Secretly stroking the bracelet, "Once, like, loved." ”

Once—what a pale and irretrievable word.

"It was he who personally went to my father to ask me to marry him as his wife, and I swore an alliance with him. Can... After all, it has become a sea of things. Like it or love it, feelings will be endlessly consumed in the days and nights of waiting, until it is exhausted, until I am just his princess and just do my duty. ”

"Do you know why I always wanted a child? I just feel that my child can accompany me through long days and nights. If someone is with you day and night, why do you have to have a child? ”

"What a woman looks like depends on what the men around her do to her."

Wang Jingshu could only hear a sentence in her words, and the red face was not old and grace broke first, and sat in the smoke cage until Ming.

Wu Ningfang, as a person who has come over, as a sister or as a sister-in-law, she advised, "If you don't pay your feelings, although this life is dull, you can spend it soberly." And give feelings, although this life will be empty and sad, but you will also feel no regrets. The choice between the two is up to you. ”

The word emotion, Wang Jingshu wanted to think about it thoroughly, but she didn't dare to think about it thoroughly.

The topic was quickly revealed, and it was not mentioned again. But Wang Jingshu also left traces in her heart.

Late at night, she tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, so she simply chatted with Aoyagi, who was keeping vigil in the house, "Aoyagi, you say, what are people's feelings like?" ”

Affection...... Aoyagi didn't understand what this relationship meant, "I have feelings for my sister." I hope my sister is doing well outside the palace, and I will feel at ease in the palace or when I go to Pingzhou. ”

"What about women and men?" Fortunately, the candle flame was not lit, otherwise Wang Jingshu's burning red face would have been seen by Aoyagi.

Aoyagi gritted his teeth and said, "Actually, master, I once had in-laws who were married to me. ”

Wang Jingshu was shocked, "What about later?" ”

This is the first time Aoyagi has talked about the past, "Later, with the death of my parents one after another, the man saw that I still had a younger sister and refused to admit it, and canceled his in-laws. ”

This is really something that Wang Jingshu doesn't know, "Do you like that person?" Have you met him? ”

"I saw it when I was a kid. I can't say whether I like it or dislike it. ”

It doesn't seem to be anything to say to Aoyagi, she is younger than Wang Jingshu. Wang Jingshu sighed lightly, but listened to Qingliu's words, "Master, do you mean you and the prince......

It turned out that Aoyagi understood her words.

Wang Jingshu turned around when she heard this, "Don't talk nonsense...... "This is a wide bed, without him, he went to Sun Liangdi again tonight."

Aoyagi crossed his hands on his hips and looked very understanding, "I'm not talking nonsense." Recently, the master has been in a bad mood and in bad spirits, isn't it because of the prince. ”

"Who said that...... Not really. Wang Jingshu suddenly nestled into the quilt again, "Sleep!" Don't talk about it, it's boring! ”

Whoever said it was because of him, it wasn't because of him, it wasn't.

The two stopped talking.

Before she knew it, Wang Jingshu called Qingliu twice, but she didn't wake up, it seemed that she was asleep. At this moment, she said to herself, "What does it really feel like to like someone and love someone?" Experiencing love and love in this life is called a life without regrets......"

No one answered her, what is the relationship all about, what is it like to like and love someone...... When I closed my eyes, I suddenly remembered the scene when I saw the love of my parents when I was a child, and the scene when my mother died.

- I brought you your favorite pastry when I went down to court.

——This hairpin was given by your father, I have worn it for many years, and your father said that seeing this hairpin is like seeing people.

- Mother, don't sleep, don't sleep, I'll only let you sleep for a while and your father will come back.

- Your father has been the world all his life, I don't blame him for not coming back to see me, I understand him, don't blame him.

- Tell your father that I have brought this strand of hair into the coffin, and that I will be his wife if I have the next life.

- Don't cry, kids. There will always be such a day, and it is not in vain that you can love and be loved in this life. Only suffering you, your brothers and sisters must unite and work hard to live every day in the future.

……

This night, Wang Jingshu dreamed of her parents again, until she was woken up by a voice outside the hospital the next day, her mind was still chaotic, and she opened the curtain, "What's the matter?" It's so noisy outside? ”

Mama Huifen knocked on the door and entered, "Master, you are awake." Do you want to wash up and make up first? ”

Wang Jingshu was woken up and was inexplicably irritable, "Who is outside?" Quarrel like this? What time is it? ”

Mama Huifen was also really worried, "Back to the master, it's already two o'clock. Standing outside was Kang Liangdi. was muttering about the princess's waist card and preparing to leave the palace. ”

It's Kang Liangdi again...... Wang Jingshu's tone was full of irritability, "She's going to leave the palace again......"

"I said I was going to visit the eldest princess Wen Rong."

In the entire courtyard of King Ning, the princess and princess have a waist card, and the prince is generally used by himself, and he needs to go in and out of the imperial city many times at any time. And Wang Jingshu's piece is often borrowed out of the palace by the concubines, and sometimes the palace people have to be asked to go out of the palace to buy. "Isn't the waist card at the side concubine?"

"Exactly, yesterday the side concubine said that she would return the key to the palace after returning to the palace, but it has not been returned. Early this morning, I went out of the palace again. This time, the prince will also go. No, Kang Liangdi is dissatisfied and is making trouble. ”

You can't get out of the palace without a waist card and a warrant, and even a good family background is useless. Kang Liangdi was making trouble outside the courtyard at this time, and the waist card was borrowed by Concubine Chen.

Wang Jingshu was also helpless, "Where did they say they went?" When will it come back? ”

"I heard that Concubine Side's mother was sick, and Concubine Side was about to follow the prince to the fiefdom, so she thought about meeting the prince. It probably means to be orphaned. ”

Tuo Gu ......

It seems that the Chen family has Chen Eryan as a daughter in their hearts, and they are all married, and their mothers do not forget to entrust Gu to her husband.

Wang Jingshu really didn't know about this, "When did it happen?" How did I not know that her mother was sick? ”

"As far as I heard from Ah Sui today, although it is not a serious illness, Mrs. Chen insists on seeing the prince. The side concubine went to Sun Liangdi early in the morning to invite the prince, and the prince promised her, telling her to go back to Chen's house first, and the prince rushed to the court after the court. ”

It seems that Mrs. Chen is afraid that she will not be able to see her daughter again in this life.

Since the waist card is not here with her, Kang Liangdi is not interesting to make trouble, "You go back like this, I don't have a waist card to borrow, she can go to someone else to borrow the waist card." Waist cards can be used, but the warrant can only be taken from the queen yourself. ”

Mama Huifen was obviously a little embarrassed, "That's what the maid said, but Liangdi didn't agree, and she had to ask the princess to get her a waist card." ”

Wang Jingshu sighed lightly, "What's the matter with her...... Recently, I have been out of the palace. ”

"I heard ......"

Mama Huifen hadn't said anything, and suddenly the door of the house was kicked open, and the other party had already entered the inner room with lightning speed, standing in front of Wang Jingshu, Wang Jingshu saw that the people who came were angry!

It's Kang Liangdi!

"Kang Liangdi, what crime should you be guilty of trespassing into the princess's inner room?"

Only then did Mama Huifen react and ran to the side of the bed, "Kang Liangdi, what are you doing here......"

Kang Yixuan quickly pulled out the hairpin in her bun and aimed it at Wang Jingshu's neck, "What do you say I do!" ”

Mama Huifen was frightened, "Kang Liangdi, are you crazy?" Dare to assassinate the princess. "Turn around and call someone to escort you.

Although Wang Jingshu was also afraid, she was not frightened, "You'd better think clearly before you start, your Kang family will not pay for the princess's life!" ”

Kang Yixuan suddenly burst into tears, "My mother died, all because you didn't give me the waist card, I couldn't go out of the palace to see my mother for the last time, you still have leisure and fun to sleep!" Are you sleeping soundly? I want to see, if I kill you, will the emperor want my life?! ”

Just a moment ago, the news of her death outside the palace reached the palace, and her mother, Mrs. Kang, the daughter of the eldest princess Wen Rong, passed away.