Chapter 12: Just Right
Everyone listened, and their eyes were as sad as midsummer...... Everything fell silent in the clear and melancholy voice of midsummer:
Nanfeng called early this morning and asked me to wait for him.
I waited for a long time, and finally I saw the south wind holding a bottle of cherry blossoms, and he walked straight to me. I was a little surprised and asked, "What is this?" "Nanfeng doesn't know, in fact, I also have such a bottle of cherry blossoms, which was given by the big bad wolf Gu Jing. I was just thinking about it, it's roommate A's birthday today...... What is he going to do with the south wind?
"You mean that?" Nanfeng smiled and pointed to the bottle of cherry blossoms and said, "This, but it's a gift from him to Su Xiao!" Do you think that a person is so affectionate, today is obviously his birthday, but he actually gave something to Su Xiao, who will be born three days later. β
I remember his obsidian eyes as he spoke, sparkling like stars. I said to him, "Oh, it's quite affectionate, let's go, my Mr. Southwind." β
I pulled him and walked forward slowly, because there was the school radio station not far in front of me, and the Su Xiao we were looking for was in it. As we walked, we chatted, and Nanfeng took me by the hand and held the bottle of cherry blossoms in his arms like a treasure.
I quipped him, "Don't you love me anymore?" Do you still have me in your eyes? β
He put my hand on his heart, "Why, I put you in my heart, don't you see?" "I laughed at him for being sour, but it was sweet in my heart. We talked a lot along the way, and he and I were planning things like dreams for the future.
"Southwind, what are your dreams?"
"Being a painter is not just my dream or my father's dream......"
That was the first time Nanfeng mentioned to me his father, who had the same dream of becoming a painter as he did, and his father had won many awards, and he thought that one day his dream would come true. He was born, and his father, in order to support him, gave up the paintbrush in his hand and opened a dentist's office.
His mother, after giving birth to him, left him behind and married someone else. Over the years, his growth has also had a great relationship with his father, so this is why he wants to be a painter, in order to fulfill his dream and his father's dream.
Then he asked me, "So what are your dreams in the middle of summer?" β
"My dream is to be a guitarist, you don't know it, I can play the guitar!"
We spoke our minds freely, unaware of the impending crisis. Just as we were about to get to the campus radio station, we encountered the bikers.
A speeding red-and-black motorcycle sped by, and before I could even react to it, it crashed into us, and I even heard the south wind say, "Be careful in the middle of summer." β
They all seemed caught off guard, and when I reacted, the south wind had already pushed me away, maybe the south wind pushed me too hard, and I fell to the ground unexpectedly. That's why my hand hurts, and I found out that I had a long scratch on my wrist that had been cut by a stone next to it.
I didn't care about the injury on my hand, so I went to find the south wind. But by the time I passed, the south wind was already unconscious. There was a lot of blood oozing from his chest, and I tried to help him up, and I wanted to take him to the hospital, but I don't know if it was because he had fallen too hard just now, and his right hand had no strength at all.
I noticed that Nanfeng was bleeding from the back of his head, as well as his hands and legs, and I couldn't even hear Nanfeng's heartbeat. Obviously, the motorcycle crashed into me, and if Nanfeng hadn't saved me, he wouldn't have been so badly injured. I was really scared at that time, so afraid that my south wind would leave like that.
I subconsciously called 120 and I stammered our address.
My dear Nanfeng was lying there quietly, and I could do nothing, and I was crying, and I saw that he was still holding the glass bottle of cherry blossoms in his hand, and I knew that it was very important to Nanfeng and a. I touched it lightly, intending to help Nanfeng and A put away the glass bottle, but I don't know why......
As soon as my fingers touched it, the glass bottle exploded instantly, and all the glass slag was pierced in my unconscious right hand, and I picked up those cherry blossom petals in panic......
At this point, Midsummer didn't have the strength to continue, and kept sobbing. She blames herself now, but she can't save Nanfeng if she blames herself now. Who can tell her how to be safe with Nanfeng The operation in the emergency room is finally done.
The attending doctor walked out tiredly, and he said, "The operation was successful, but there is a slight regret, this boy is a painter, right?" A few years ago, when I went to the parent-teacher conference at the high school where he was, I found out that the kid was actually a young painter. β
Speaking of which, the attending doctor sighed for a long time and continued, "It's a pity that he can't draw anymore, I told you before, part of the nerve tissue in his hand is damaged, and ordinary writing or something is fine, but it is estimated that he can't ...... this kind of high coordination in painting."
The doctor's words were like a bolt from the blue, and a teenager's dream was shattered. Because Sheng Xia couldn't accept this fact, she fainted unsteadily, and Su Xiao helped Sheng Xia to see a doctor.
Everyone is like having a dream, in the blink of an eye, things are wrong, the cherry blossoms are still there, but why are people ......
"Doctor, are you telling the truth?" A still finds this truth unacceptable, and he repeatedly asks the attending doctor who cruelly defined Nanfeng for confirmation.
"I'm telling the truth, I don't believe you can go to another hospital, or go abroad directly......" The attending doctor still said his hopeless 'facts' unkindly.
Gu Jing persuaded A to let go, "Forget it, A." But how can the current A let go? If he hadn't asked Nanfeng to deliver the cherry blossoms, maybe Nanfeng wouldn't have been injured, and Nanfeng's dream wouldn't have been shattered by the doctor's admission......
"Midsummer, you're finally awake." The big bad wolf Gu Jing subconsciously wanted to touch her head, but she avoided it indifferently. When the big bad wolf Gu Jing reacted, he put down his hand standing in mid-air and said, "You are obviously anemic, why do you still ......?"
She interrupted the big bad wolf Gu Jing with some impatience and was about to say those words of concern, "I'm just anemic, it's no big deal, has Nanfeng woken up?" She knew that Gu Jing was worried about her, so she would ...... But now she only thinks about the south wind in her heart, and there is only the south wind.
The big bad wolf Gu Jing was not angry, but replied to her good-naturedly, "Nanfeng is still in a coma...... You'll wake up soon, so don't worry. β
"What about Su Xiao?" Midsummer didn't see Su Xiao for a long time, so he asked.
"You've been asleep for two days, and I'm afraid you'll be hungry when you wake up, so I'll let Su Xiao and A go buy you a bento together...... Finish. β
The big bad wolf Gu Jing's words still stopped on his lips to say it, and when he said it, Midsummer had already gone straight to Nanfeng's ward, heh, she still only had Nanfeng in her heart, could she not even take her body to heart, everything was not as good as Nanfeng?
The big bad wolf Gu Jing sighed, and smiled like a clown like a self-deprecating, he knew that his laughter was more ugly than crying, did he count as crying and laughing? He muttered to himself:
"South Wind...... Do you know? This girl we all love loves you so much...... Even if she will lose her life if she donates blood to you, even if she can't play her guitar anymore, she still loves you as always, she loves you, you love him, as a bystander, I can't face you and her with confidence, I am ashamed of you. β
At this time, Midsummer must not know that someone is following her. The big bad wolf Gu Jing quietly followed the pace of Midsummer behind, standing quietly outside Nanfeng's ward, he secretly looked at Midsummer like a thief. However, he just watched, did not break through the door and did not disturb her and him inside.
Her soft voice is not for anyone, only for him, his hard work, only for her, they are really an enviable pair, the big bad wolf Gu Jing thought.
In the room, she whispered softly to him, "My dear Nanfeng, when will you wake up?" As he spoke, he gently covered the quilt that was blown aside by the wind for the south wind.
"I know you can hear me, you're just pretending to be asleep...... You're so good, but sometimes you play with a child's bad temper. She smirked wistfully, "My dear South Wind, thank you for coming to my world at all costs, do you know how important your presence is to me?" If it weren't for you, I wouldn't believe anyone would be as beautiful as the sun, because you are my sun! β
She continued, "I know you can see me, and you're just testing my patience...... Right? I know there's a long, long line between you and me, you're an honor student, I'm a scumbag, and you're so handsome, and I'm not very good-looking - that's why I ran away when we met again. β
Feelings and obsessions begin to pour out, can you hear the south wind? Your midsummer is sayingβ
"I'm a coward, at least until I love you. But after loving you, I began to believe that I was a sunflower and a blooming sunflower, and gradually I began to have the courage to spend the rest of my life with you, all because I loved you! Love your attentiveness, love your warmth, love your occasional childish temper, I love your superficial perfection and inner imperfection......"
"If I could, I'll confess to you when I travel! I think you must have had a deep impression of me at that time, right? However, I was a coward at that time, we didn't meet early enough, but fortunately it wasn't too late, and our love was just right. β
Midsummer tells about their love, and the girl who was once closed off has been able to reveal her heart at this time, maybe this is growth.