110 The angry lion
Wang Jingshu looked at the back of the side concubine leaving, and the doubts in her eyes deepened.
Concubine Side, Chen Eryan, what kind of person is she?
Other people's thoughts and purposes can be seen clearly, but she can't see clearly and guess. If she didn't care, what would she do to Sun? But if she cares, why does she blindly push the prince to go elsewhere?
"Master, wait a minute, the prince said to come here for dinner. The maid has already ordered to go down and cook some dishes that the prince likes to use. ”
It is rare for the prince to come to the princess's courtyard for dinner, Wang Jingshu still remembers that the prince used to say that the dishes were too vegetarian last time, and specially instructed, "Okay, the last time the prince said that the dishes were not very good, this time I will make more good ones." ”
Mama Huifen thought that she was very concerned about this, and she was very happy in her heart, so she let out a 'ouch' and muttered to the princess to change her clothes. Wang Jingshu is not very active in this matter, she has to be busy with the New Year and dowry this day, she is really tired, and she doesn't want to serve the prince at all, but she has to accept his 'grace', "I'm very good, I'm comfortable, the prince doesn't look at it, it's winter today, it's too delicate to look at it." ”
Qingyun on the side didn't understand, and muttered in a low voice, "Isn't it good to be delicate?" That Fengyi always wears pink colors, and the maids look dazzling. ”
Wang Jingshu, you patiently explained, "I'm not a big girl, and my identity is different from others, so I have to dress in a dignified and decent way, otherwise why don't you laugh at people when I wear it?" ”
Qingyun was silent, and Mama Huifen sent her out, and there was no one else in the house. She said with a heavy heart, "This princess did it, and she even wore a dress...... What's the point? Master. ”
But as soon as she finished speaking, she regretted and blamed herself, she had a hard time, if she sighed again, wouldn't this master be even more sad in his heart...... And sometimes she secretly feels sad in her heart, why has life become so difficult? After all, when is the end?
Wang Jingshu is not sad about this kind of trivial matter, "There are no rules, there is no circle." It's just a matter of wearing clothes, it's a trivial matter. She was worried about what was going on in the Imperial City, not about what she was wearing. If this kind of thing is going to be sad, then there is not the slightest happiness in this life......
"Mama, go and keep an eye on the warehouse, there is not an inventory yet, I don't want others to touch everything in the warehouse, so you can only bother with Qingyi Qingliu to take inventory." Now I am the only one who can rest assured of you. There are female history and Qingyun waiting here. "Qingyu, who was not very appropriate, was sent back to the Shanggong Bureau, and Ning Wangyuan began to reuse the younger Qingyun, and Qingyun also wanted to follow them to the northern fiefdom to serve.
As for the treasury, no matter how relieved Wang Jingshu was, she didn't dare to completely entrust this kind of thing, just in case. And Lin Nushi also understood that she simply pretended to be confused and never asked about the things in the warehouse, and if there was anything she wanted to make an idea, she would speak again.
"Hey, hey." Huifen said yes, turned around and exited the house.
After a while, Qingyun came in and waited, and when he saw that the princess didn't change her clothes, she didn't say much, but made the fire in the charcoal basin, which burned very strongly. Soon, another cup of hot tea was served, "Master, this is Biluochun, you can taste it." ”
Wang Jingshu doesn't like to drink Biluochun, or she doesn't like to drink tea, especially in winter, she likes to drink warm milk, "Just put it there." The prince loves to drink Tieguanyin, you go and get it, I remember that there should still be. ”
Qingyun smiled and quipped, "Original master, you still remember the prince's favorite tea." ”
"That's when I went to Fengyi Hall to say goodbye in the morning, and the queen mother mentioned it, I didn't know." Wang Jingshu didn't lie, she did just know, she always thought that the prince could drink any kind of tea, and after listening to the queen, she knew that the prince loved Tieguanyin the most.
Qingyun was young but pretended to be an adult, and Lao Cheng persuaded two sentences, "Master, this is very good, you inquire about the prince's hobbies from elsewhere, and if you do it in the future, the prince will find that it is a surprise." He'll love it. ”
How can such a small palace maid still know this kind of ...... Even teach her?
Wang Jingshu held her face, without the slightest expression on her face, "I don't know if I like it or not, I just keep my duty as a courtier." ”
Qingyun sighed for some reason, "Have you been disappointed for too long and have lost hope?" ”
Perhaps there was hope. When the marriage decree was first issued, she fantasized that she could respect each other with the prince like a guest, and she didn't expect to be like glue, as long as she respected and trusted each other, but everything later made her understand that the words 'respect for each other' were extravagant hopes for her.
Wang Jingshu glanced at Qingyun, who was looking forward to a reply, rather than talking about those who were unreliable, it was better to simply say directly, "I have never had any hope, and naturally I will not be disappointed." I have always been just his courtier, do my duty, take care of all the affairs of the back house for him, so that he does not have worries, and does the responsibilities and obligations of a princess, which is also the responsibility and obligation of the daughter of the Wang family. ”
Balance the interests of all parties for your family, continue the glory of a hundred years, and play the greatest use of a chess piece.
She knew from the moment the decree was issued that she was a chess piece, but how this chess piece would play was her own business.
One has to put oneself in the right place.
In the past, she was the daughter of the Wang family, and now she is the princess of King Ning, although her identity has changed, her responsibilities and obligations are still the same. In this life, she can't escape these identities, since fate has given her identity and status, she should also accept it with a normal mentality and bravely face the helplessness and test of reality.
After that serious illness, she saw through a lot and saw through a lot.
Complaining, hating, and running away won't change anything at all.
Qingyun was silent. The room was silent, like a needle falling to the ground.
In the middle of the morning, Zhu Pei entered, he came in the dust, and Wang Jingshu led the palace people to ask for peace. Zhu Pei personally helped the princess up, and in the eyes of others, their relationship between husband and wife seemed to be good, but this kind of thing is like people drinking water and knowing it.
The palace people retreated.
"Where did the prince come from? Can it freeze? The maid has newly soaked your favorite Tieguanyin, you take a sip to warm up your body and go to the cold. Wang Jingshu went to fetch the teacup and handed it over.
Zhu Pei glanced at her, although his face was smiling, but his eyes were cold after all. There was an inexplicable irritability in her heart, the princess had always been so warm and attentive on the surface, but in fact she was also very cold, and suddenly felt that she was very similar to that woman, she was so cold. But it seems to be different, the princess is at least willing to pretend on the surface, but the woman doesn't even want to pretend, and she is very cold to him if she is warm to everyone.
He didn't know when he would give up the affection in his heart. Maybe one day I will give up because I am too tired to persevere.
A woman's mind is too hard to guess.
Although he has mixed emotions in his heart, he is still a little warm, and there are at least some of his women who know what kind of tea he loves the most. Zhu Pei took the teacup, "How do you know that this king loves Tieguanyin the most?" ”
Wang Jingshu didn't know what it meant, and replied truthfully, "It was mentioned by the queen mother when the concubine went to Fengyi Hall to ask for peace, and she said that the prince liked Tieguanyin the most, and asked the concubine to prepare." ”
Zhu Pei threw the teacup hard, making a noise that frightened Wang Jingshu, and she was at a loss for what to do, she didn't know what she was wrong, which sentence offended the prince? Lowering his head, he always felt that this prince's mind was too difficult to guess.
Maybe he felt that he was particularly unimportant, Zhu Pei was so angry, "Isn't it that you will listen to what the queen mother says?" Could it be that the princess is such an unassertive person? ”
Can you do it if you don't listen to the queen?
Wang Jingshu felt that the prince was using strong words. People live in this palace, and if they don't listen to the words of the above, they are looking for death, and she still wants to live......
What's more, the queen mother only said that he likes to drink Tieguanyin, and she listened to the afterword and flattered him in her heart to soak him in Tieguanyin, which became her fault?
Wang Jingshu was unconvinced!
Zhu Pei was so angry that everything popped out of his mouth like splashing water, he didn't want his princess to have no assertiveness, "Whatever the queen mother tells you to do, you can do it, don't you have any brains?" You live to be a princess, like a puppet! ”
Puppet...... These two words completely chilled Wang Jingshu's heart. The anger in her heart rushed to her head, and she didn't want to be calm and rational anymore, "Yes, I'm just a puppet." I am a pawn in your hands, and a pawn is not a puppet? You told me that I don't dare to go west, I, the princess, let you have the final say, and I never object to anything, is it not okay? ”
"You just want me to be assertive, but not too assertive!"
"What do you think I don't know?"
"From the day I married you, I was just a pawn or a puppet, something for you to balance the interests of all parties. The name of the princess, I don't dare to be it at all, there is no real name, and I can't be any master in your queen Ning's backyard! ”
"You can marry whoever you want, you can take a concubine if you want, have you discussed it with me for half a sentence? No! Besides, this is the heavenly family, the most noble family in the world, you say, can I be the master? ”
"I called the maid to soak Tieguanyin, which made you dissatisfied, which master do you want me to be?"
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One sentence after another.
Wang Jingshu's voice was like pearls sliding down a jade plate, and Zhu Pei, who was able to speak well, was speechless for a while, and couldn't explain half a sentence.
Words like a whining struck him his heart, and the first time he saw his princess so angry like a lion, and the first time he saw her weeping in front of him.
In this sentence, there is a lot of helplessness, depression and pain.
He could tell from her that she was not satisfied with her current life.
For some reason, his words immediately softened, "You also know that this is the most noble family in the world." How can there be a princess who quarrels with her prince like you, there has never been a princess since ancient times. Look at yourself like an angry lion......"
Sometimes it is necessary to accept it when it is good. Now that Wang Jingshu has finished venting, the lunch has passed, and her words have softened a little, "I'm not an angry lion. ”
I'm just a pawn at the mercy of others.
Can......
- Even if it is a chess piece, I will be the most useful chess piece around you.