268 Enough of being a woman

"Master, the princess sent a pair of "Hibiscus Brocade Chicken Picture" to celebrate your birthday, and I heard Huan Pei mention that it was the emperor of the Song Dynasty, Mobao, and the maid also opened her eyes."

Today, the twelfth day of the first month, the birthday of the side concubine.

Many people in the palace gave gifts, and they were continuously sent into the courtyard. But Chen Eryan didn't care about that at all, those women just saw that the prince had given a lot of gifts, so they followed the trend to congratulate her on her birthday, and they didn't know how much they hated her in their hearts.

After copying the scriptures in the morning, she took advantage of the lunch time to see the mountains of gifts, those congratulatory gifts are almost the same, nothing new. And among so many gifts, only the prince and princess gave a little similar. One gave a Yaoqin, and the other gave a pair of "Hibiscus Brocade Chicken Picture", compared with the two, she admired the Song Dynasty emperor Mobao more. No matter how scholarly the Chen family is, it is difficult to have such genuine products from the early dynasties, and they have been carefully appreciating them for a long time.

She could tell it was the real thing. After a while, he looked up at Pinfu, "This is a good thing, the princess is willing to give me such a good gift, I like it." ”

Zilan looked at the idle Yaoqin, which was made of sycamore wood, "Master, this Yaoqin is also very good, I heard Ah Guang say that it was carefully built by the prince himself." This is the first Yaoqin made at the beginning of the new year in Pingzhou, the craftsman got the order of the prince, and immediately sent it to the palace after it was built, do you want to try it? ”

Nowadays, everyone in the clan and princely family loves to make pianos. Chen Eryan was not interested, but it was not good to refuse directly, she understood Zilan's mind too well, so she personally collected the painting and handed it to Pinfu, and looked at the piano again, "Put this piano first, and try it later." ”

Zilan didn't give up, "You have to try a good piano first." Turning his head and mentioning again, "This is the prince's heart, do you want to give a gift in return?" The prince will rejoice. ”

Chen Eryan scolded sharply with a calm face, and her attitude was ruthless, "Now is the period of filial piety." After speaking, her eyes immediately reddened, this was her first birthday without a mother, how could she be happy, there would be no mother again...... Every time I think about her, I feel miserable. Staring at Zilan carefully, her eyes were slightly moist for a moment, "Zilan!" What are you thinking...... Do you know what you're talking about? Do you want me to be a disloyal and unfilial person? ”

The maids who were looking at the congratulatory gift were suddenly stunned and knelt on the ground, especially Zilan, who was trembling with fear and couldn't say a word, her master has always been kind, and such a strict accountability has never been there, which shows that the master is really angry.

However, Chen Eryan gradually felt sad in her heart, maybe she was too unsuccessful as a master, "No one is allowed to mention this kind of thing again." Now that I am filial to my mother, what piano do I need to play......"

"The servant doesn't dare anymore, doesn't dare to say it anymore." Zilan said hesitantly, "Don't dare to say it anymore, don't dare." ”

At this time, thinking about those things between men and women is not filial piety at all, and it is also criticized by others, but who knows that the big girl she has always relied on has persuaded her to spend all her thoughts on competing for favor, how many times have she been persuaded these days...... She has been annoyed for a long time, but she endured it for a while until today, and finally broke out, whose maid is she Zilan? "Zilan, you go and kneel and think clearly. Are you the maid of the Chen family or my maid Chen Eryan? ”

In front of all the maids, Chen Eryan didn't give half of face to Zilan, who had grown up with her since she was a child, for the first time. Turning his head and looking at all the maids again, "Also, all of you have also figured it out, is it my subordinate from the side concubine's courtyard, or is there another master?" I don't want you to serve one servant and two masters. If you still want one servant to serve two masters, then leave the side concubine courtyard as soon as possible. Or look at the fate of those maids before, don't blame me for not reminding you. There are other women's eyeliner in the whole courtyard, and she knows it at all, but everything is inconvenient to keep filial piety, so she just turns a blind eye and forgets it. This time, Zi simply knocked on the side according to Zilan's matter, so that the maids were restrained, and also made the master behind him sober, she Chen is not a straw bag, and she wants to stretch her hand into the side concubine's courtyard, she will never allow it.

She has no intention of competing for favor and disdains the position of a side concubine, but it doesn't mean that everyone can bully her, that's a pipe dream.

All the maids expressed their loyalty in unison, and their attitude was very humble, "Yes, the maid and other loyal side concubines." ”

It's a pity that Chen Eryan is tired of hearing the word loyalty, "Don't listen to it, you have to use time to prove whether what you say is true!" ”

"Yes."

Chen Eryan waved her hand and told them to go down, Zilan also went down and knelt, she didn't dare to anger her master again. Only left a ring pendant, "Master, you are in a bad mood, don't be like Zilan," and added after a pause, "You know, she is also good for you." This woman's life is like this. ”

A woman's life is like this - Chen Eryan suddenly remembered her mother's last letter, which wrote: This woman, marry a chicken with a chicken, marry a dog with a dog, not to mention that you are not marrying an ordinary person, how long can he tolerate other men in your heart?

Forget all the past and start a new life in Pingzhou - these truths, in fact, Chen Eryan understands them in her heart, but the sincere feelings are really not something that can be forgotten if you want to, if you can forget, is it still called feelings?

Sitting on the embroidery stool, she looked haggard these days, not as glamorous as before, looking at the green tea steaming hot and thinking of him again in a trance, her expression was even more sluggish, and she was silent for a long time before she said in a low voice, "When is this day a head?" ”

Huan Pei is really surprised to see this, the master is a very stubborn person, and the things she believes in her heart can't be pulled back for a few years, and it doesn't work to persuade anyone, "The days will pass day by day, soon." Speaking of other words, "Master, you have been copying scriptures behind closed doors, you must not know that the princess has good news, right?" ”

"Really? It was a great event. Chen Eryan's eyes had a hint of brilliance, "I know that the prince has always wanted to have a son-in-law, and now it can finally be realized." ”

Huan Pei teased her, "Ouch, didn't someone say that the affairs of the prince in this life have nothing to do with someone...... Why, do you remember this? ”

Chen Eryan was stunned for a moment, and she also regretted it after she finished speaking, and immediately changed her words seriously, "I said princess, isn't there a princess here, you listened to it!" I said that when I got out of filial piety, I would congratulate her. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he turned his head and entered the back room, not allowing Huanpei to speak again.

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The days flew by day by day, just like Huanpei's words, it was the Lantern Festival in a few days, and the whole palace burned the Lantern Festival to eat together to spend the last festival in this New Year, and the Lantern Festival was the end of the New Year. As for the lantern viewing festival held at night on Qicheng Street, only Rong Ruofen took the maid to play in a carriage.

Wang Jingshu saw that the sky outside the window was already dark, and countless lanterns hung high to illuminate transparently, "Why hasn't Ruofen come back yet?" ”

"Miss Rong hasn't yet, it must be fun to enjoy the lanterns and guess the riddles and forget the time," Pin Wei knew that she definitely hadn't come back before she saw the little girl, "If you're tired, you don't have to wait, the maid is waiting." It's too late, and the whole palace will have to be keyed. ”

"I'm not sleepy, I sleep too much during the day," Wang Jingshu was worried that a girl's family would come back so late, and it would not be safe to bring the maid after all, "Wait a minute, she knows the time of the king's house, and she should be back soon." ”

Youxiao asked: "Master, when the whole city is about to set off fireworks, do you want to get out of bed to watch?" ”

Wang Jingshu said: "No, you have to dress when you get out of bed, and you have to change it out and go to bed again after reading it, so troublesome." But he asked, "Who and where is the prince staying tonight?" ”

Youxiao said: "I went to Liu Zhaoxun tonight." ”

Speaking of this, Pin Wei was angry. Now that the master is pregnant, it is even more indulgent that the prince goes to sleep in different courtyards every night, except for coming to see during the day, he has not come all night at night, "Who knows the prince, anyway, he has so many women, he can sleep." If he slept two or three a night, no one would dare to say that he wasn't. ”

Wang Jingshu was strange, "What's wrong with you?" Such a big fire. ”

Pin Wei held the grievances for the master, "You are pregnant, he didn't stay overnight once, and he slept with a different woman every night, he will really enjoy the blessings of all people." ”

Wang Jingshu sighed, it was for this, Pin Wei was holding grievances for her, her heart was warm, "You also said that I was pregnant, and I couldn't serve him, he didn't stay overnight and slept purely under the quilt, and he couldn't do anything." So what did you keep him for? Raised his eyes and looked down, "If I'm pregnant, and he's still staying with me all day, those women won't be jealous?!" ”

Although she said so righteous words, her heart was still faintly sour, and she sighed slightly. What woman doesn't come over like this, "A woman's life is like this." I also have a younger brother who is only three months older than my third brother. He died before he was even a year old. ”

Wang Jingshu still remembers that when A-Niang was pregnant with her little brother for about two months, Aunt Zhong entered the Wang family as a concubine, she was very delicate, and her father, who was busy with state affairs all day and was not very close to women, finally bowed down to her pomegranate skirt, almost a special pet, and soon became pregnant...... Ah Niang frowned all day long, for fear that her father would treat her children badly, and finally gave birth to a little brother who was born prematurely and dystocia just seven months ago, so she named Fuzhi, hoping that he could be blessed with longevity and live a long life. But she died before she was a year old, and she didn't even have time to go to the family tree, only her mother almost took half of her life because of that birth, and then she has been suffering from many disasters, and she died when she was nine years old. As for Aunt Zhong, her third brother was sold by her grandmother in her life, and since then, there has been no such person in the Wang Mansion, and she has never heard her father mention a word or a half for so many years, and the man's affection can be seen, but I don't know if my father is ashamed of A-Niang and doesn't mention it or if I forget about Zhong at all?

From the moment she married the prince, she had to keep a calm, or no matter how much she loved him, she would not give her whole heart to him, let alone be depressed at this time because he did not come to the main courtyard...... If this is the case, it will only be bitter for yourself and your children. She didn't want to be like her mother, who had three children at the time, and was still afraid that her status would not be guaranteed, so she was depressed and miserable, and she also hurt the child in her womb.

Youxiao guessed something, the topic of life was very sad, and simply diverted the topic, "Master, so I think it's better to be a man, if people have a next life, I want to be a man." ”

"Not sure," Wang Jingshu smiled, "Men want to protect their families and defend the country and support their families, and the burden on their shoulders does not have to be relaxed by women." If a man has no money, it is difficult to marry a wife and even support his family. In fact, men and women have their own things to do, and everyone has to start a family. The man's karma is outside, and the woman's karma is inside. No one is easier than the other," he said, turning his head and saying, "I don't know if it's good to be a man." But I know that if I have been a woman enough in this life, then I should try to be a man in the next life. ”

Enough of being a woman......

This is a bit profound. Maybe it's because I'm tired of the ups and downs of being a woman that I've done enough.

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