He's really good, he's an angel from the world, and it's all my fault......

Su Xiao thought like this, she panicked at this moment, she didn't want to lose A, she didn't want A to die, she wanted A to live and live well.

Now that A wants to say something, he knows that he is dying, and death is not so terrible in front of him, and the only ones who can't let go of it are his mother and Su Xiao.

Angel licked A's face as before, but the owner didn't hold it again this time, and Angel walked away silently. Su Xiao didn't have time to care about Angel, the focus was on A, Su Xiao knew that A definitely wanted to say something to scold her casually, but she guessed wrong this time.

When A was carried into the operating room, he suddenly used all his strength to say a word, and he didn't make a sound, but A knew that Su Xiao understood because Su Xiao was covering his mouth and crying.

A looked at Su Xiao and couldn't take his eyes off it, he was pushed into the operating room, and when he entered, he was thinking:

Why is Su Xiao still crying so easily? This time it's actually for me, a, aren't you the last thing you want her to cry? Now she is crying again, but you can't wipe her tears again this time.

anumbly closed his eyes......

Su Xiao did hear it, and A's words to her were:

"I want to give you the courage to be brave and love, to express your heart to the person you like, so that you will be brave even if I am gone, because little mushroom has never been a person to hide."

I don't know how long the operation lasted, from afternoon to evening, even Sheng Xia and Gu Jing came. Sheng Xia comforted Su Xiao distressedly, "Don't cry, he will get better, how could someone as good as him go so easily." ”

Gu Jing said a little deflated: "Why, obviously I was fine when I saw him this afternoon, how can I ...... It's like this in a blink of an eye......"

When the doctor walked out, Su Xiao went up and asked about A's condition.

The doctor shook his head and said indifferently, "The patient died after rescue failed." Then he took out a mobile phone and said, "This is the patient's belongings, there are several documents in it, I think it is for you." ”

Su Xiao was stunned and refused to answer, Su Xiao didn't believe that A died like this. In the end, it was Sheng Xia who took the phone, and the black cat Angel suddenly walked to Su Xiao's feet and licked her shoes, Sheng Xia knew that Angel was comforting Su Xiao, but Su Xiao's face was indifferent.

Midsummer handed Angel to Gu Jing, who was silent on the side, Gu Jing treated Angel as A, Gu Jing hugged Angel tightly, and then Gu Jing actually cried. In Gu Jing's heart, A's existence is like a guide, whenever he is confused, A will say a word, very poisonous and very concerned about others.

Sheng Xia hugged Su Xiao and said, "Xiaoxiao can cry if she wants to, don't hold back." Su Xiao let go and cried loudly, she wanted to cry out all the emotions she had suppressed for a long time, and her eyes were red and swollen from crying.

It's also very sad at this time.,I don't know why.,Even if I'm not very familiar with A.,But it's just sad.。 Maybe like Su Xiao said, A is a very good person, so everyone will be sad when he leaves, and at this time, he is thinking about what would happen if Nanfeng knew, maybe he would be as sad as Su Xiao.

Unbeknownst to Midsummer, everything that has happened since then has something to do with A's departure, and her life has been completely disrupted.

In the midst of the night's starry sky, an insignificant but unique star fell, and that star must have turned into a meteor to fulfill his wish.

A's wish is to hope that his Su Xiao will be strong and that his mother will still smile without him.

Everyone's life is gradually becoming chaotic, looking up at the sky in the middle of summer, it is also gray, looking down at the mobile phone screen, thinking about it, I still have to tell it, some things drag on but it hurts and hurts.

A phone call passed......

Excerpt from the South Wind Blog: You who are blowing by my side with the wind are gently saying goodbye to me, I packed my bags and pretended to be calm, but tears fell unconsciously.

The scenery reflected in front of me outside the window is fading away like yours. I remember you shouting and cheering for me so loudly that my back kept moving forward, and I turned my head to find that you were gone, and I knew that there would be no more of you from now on.

—Epigraph

The moment he received Midsummer's call, his heart cracked open when he knew A's departure.

"South wind."

"Huh? What's wrong. ”

"When are you coming back?"

"Did you miss me?" He looked happy and teased Midsummer with a hippie smile, but Midsummer couldn't laugh at all.

"South Wind...... I'll tell you something, A he ...... "Sheng Xia can't say the word death, she knows the relationship between Nanfeng and A, she knows that Nanfeng knows that A's departure will collapse......

"What's wrong? Sheng Xia said, I promise that I won't be angry or sad when I hear it. ”

"A, he's gone." Midsummer paused and said word by word.

"Where did he go? When I get back, I'll go get him back. He still thinks that A just went to a place and is gone, and as long as he goes back, he can find A and bring A back completely.

"He's dead......" Sheng Xia didn't know how she said this, although it was extremely difficult, but she still said it.

"Smack!" The pile of materials in his hand all fell to the ground, Nanfeng pinched his mobile phone as if holding the last straw, he roared: "No! He didn't die - absolutely not! You must be mistaken, he can't die! Absolutely not, he still has dreams and always likes girls, he won't die so easily! ”

"Nanfeng, calm down, I know this matter is for you-" Before he finished speaking, there was a loud noise in his eardrums, and Midsummer knew that Nanfeng had dropped his phone.

Did it happen? What she feared most happened anyway, and Nanfeng was out of control.

After Nanfeng dropped his mobile phone, his face was extremely hideous and his eyes were red, and his action of dropping the mobile phone woke up his father Nanfang, who was still sleeping in bed. Nanfang tiptoed up and picked up a pile of materials thrown by Nanfeng, these are the foreign universities that he carefully picked for Nanfeng.

Nanfang patiently asked Nanfeng, "Nannan, what's wrong with you?" Why is your face so hideous? Did anyone you off? Nanfeng lowered his head and whispered but resolutely said, "Father, your body is almost better, and I am going back to Chengdu." ”

Nanfang was confused by Nanfeng's words, yesterday Nanfeng also said that he would wait until he was almost recovered after Nanfang's surgery before leaving, why did he say he wanted to leave now? Just as Nanfang was about to persuade Nanfeng, Nanfeng had already picked up his mobile phone, which was almost dropped on the screen, and booked the earliest ticket of the day.

The earliest ticket of the day was at five o'clock in the afternoon, and he bought a ticket from a scalper at a high price when he took off at Shenzhen Bao'an Airport, and it was now three o'clock in the afternoon. So he said that he had two hours to take the car to the airport, and he looked at his father and packed his luggage.

"There's a reason I have to go back." That's what Nanfeng said to his father at the time.

Nan Fang looked at the back of Nan Feng leaving and didn't say anything, Nan Fang didn't know that Nan Feng packed his luggage and cried when he turned around. Nan Fang didn't keep or say goodbye, after all, this is his son Nanfeng's own choice, what parents hope most is that their children can live well, and Nan Fang clearly knows that his son Nanfeng is doing well.

Li Tian, who came to the ward, asked his son where Nanfeng had gone, and Nanfang just laughed.

Li Tian asked, "Where has my son gone?" ”

Nan Fang pursed his lips and replied innocently: "Go and meet a very important person."

Li Tian was a little unhappy, leaning on Nan Fang's shoulder and sulking: "Just left?" I didn't stay long, it's all your fault! Li Tian slapped Nanfang's shoulder painlessly, "Don't you want Nannan him?" It's rare to come back and see, and now it's gone. ”

"But I know that there are not just the two of us who are important to him, there must be a lot of them, right? Or just one or two, anyway, don't worry about letting him go by himself. Nan Fang pinched Li Tian's nose and said.

Gone, gone, let the backs of the opposite drift fade away, and then go to a place that only we know.

On the bus, he sat in a window seat with headphones in his ear, and he watched the scenery outside the window from time to time. Things here are both familiar and unfamiliar, the buildings that have risen one after another have broken the appearance of his memory, the sun is not as warm as before, now it only feels vicious, the only thing that remains unchanged is that these are gradually drifting away from him.

The things reflected in the eyes outside the window alternated and became blurred, the memories walked like a car, and the picture that popped out of the eye sockets was no longer clear, but I still couldn't forget the warmth given by those memories.

Once, when he thought that he and Midsummer would not see each other again, he insisted on comforting him and said, "Don't be sad, maybe you will meet in the future?" It's summer too! How romantic is it to meet her in the summer, to meet her again in the summer? "It turned out to be really the same as A said, he and Midsummer met this summer.

A, who has always been very cold to girls, fell hopelessly in love with Su Xiao, and remembered that A once patted him on the shoulder and said earnestly: "You must not be like me, you like it so humblely, it is worthless and pitiful." A, who had never been in love, was serious at that time and made him want to laugh, but he still didn't laugh because he knew it was good intentions.

A, who likes sarcasm the most, should not be able to say nice things and do anything good in his memory. However, A appeared when he was at his lowest and most embarrassed. It was at the seashore that he had been rescued by the middle of the night, and it was a person who appeared at the seashore and brought him to his own house's shop. In the middle of the night, he was soaking wet, and A made him a cup of durian milk tea, and his heart was warm at that time.

There is an ugly photo of a person in his phone, which he secretly took when a stayed up late to play LOL and collapsed due to physical exhaustion. Afraid that after the photo, he began to help A clean up the mess, but A found that he had been reported several times eight times, and his rank had dropped by half.

In his freshman year, he was reported by the sports committee when he was 1000 meters for boys, and he was so angry that he wanted to hit people, and everyone cheered him on during the game. Halfway through his run, A suddenly ran to the finish line and shouted heartbreakingly, "Come on, South Wind!" Later, he still lost, and even fell to the ground with a foreign appearance, and pulled him with one hand, and that person was A.

A is obviously a technical house warm man, and he has to pretend to be a cold and poisonous man, A is a person who is not good at expressing feelings, sometimes you really want to hate A and can't hate......