(330) Self-control

She looked at his back as he left again, thinking about the conversation she had just had with him, and felt her face even hotter. Once again, this back gave her a subtle feeling.

The child she played with when she was a child would never appear again in the same state as she used to be, and neither did she herself. The memories of playing together back then are like two paper kites that are rushing to the sky, flying higher and higher, getting farther and farther away from them, but they are always held by a line, they can't be broken, they can't be lost, she holds the line, he also holds it, and it is naturally held in the flow of time.

The tall back in front of her disappeared from her sight again, but the words he whispered when he turned around still echoed in her ears: "Young Patriarch, hope...... Hope you ...... Take good care of yourself! ”

She thought: You too, take care of yourself!

Thinking of this, she suddenly tasted a touch of sourness from between the lines: we can't play together like we did when we were children, and if we can't go back, we can't go back. After all, if you are not a person all the way, it is impossible to get too close in the future. Even if they go their own way and don't hurt each other, I don't know if they can guarantee it, and it seems that the best state they can achieve in the future is that they are irrelevant to each other and "take good care of themselves". It would be rare if you could still hope that the other party would "take good care of yourself" as you do now.

Wu Xunsheng, who was no longer in Tie Hongyan's sight, seemed to sense the words in Tie Hongyan's heart, and suddenly stopped his steps, secretly introspecting: What was I doing just now? Why would I say that to her? When I was a child, I played together when I was a child, and those have long passed, and how many people can still relive their childhood memories when they grow up? Memories, memories, can only be remembered, not returned! It's obviously not a person all the way, so why ask so much? Just say hello, why do you have to say so much? What if you get closer? Why bring yourself pain? As long as you grow up and never really get close, you won't feel far away in the future, and even if something happens, you won't feel like the two pieces of paper stuck together are torn apart. It's like sticking a very long strip of paper when making a paper kite, if the two parts are not glued together at all, there will be no damage when separated, but if they are glued together and torn apart, they will be destroyed. The torn paper must be very painful! By that time, the paper kite was torn and the good memories could not be kept. Keep a certain distance, although it is impossible to have a future, but at least, at least you can keep the past. But why did I understand when I didn't see her, but I couldn't help but say those things when I saw her? Why can't you control yourself? Could it be that the bigger it is, the worse it is, and the self-control ability is far less than when it was a child?

Wu Xunsheng's face was a little hot, as if the person with a swollen face was himself, he shook his head and walked back to the sparring house quickly.

After Tie Hongyan returned to the Aoqian Palace, he soon received the medicine sent by Tie Wandao. The person who delivered the medicine said: "Young Patriarch, I saw Wu Xunsheng just now, he was walking around there, and the things in his hands looked like medicine, did he get it for you?" ”

"Huh? Where is he? Take me to see it! Tie Hongyan said curiously.

"Yes, young patriarch!"

The man took Tie Hongyan to the place where he saw Wu Xunsheng before, only to find that Wu Xunsheng was not there at all.