Chapter 15 Going to the Appointment

Girls' dormitory.

When Midsummer was looking at the clothes in the closet in a daze, Su Xiao came back. As soon as Su Xiao entered the door, he said: "Give me a class, if you don't go, you will be dropped out." ”

Midsummer was not in a hurry, and said indifferently: "By the way, help me see which one looks good?" As he spoke, he took out a piece of clothing from the closet, "Is it this, or is it this?" Su Xiao looked at the clothes in Sheng Xia's hand suspiciously and said, "What are you going to do?" I'm not in a hurry to go to class, but I'm in a hurry to pick up clothes, could it be that Nanfeng has found it? ”

Sheng Xia didn't answer, she was still asking Su Xiao which clothes were good-looking, even if Sheng Xia didn't say that Su Xiao knew that she must have found Nanfeng.

It's all at this juncture, is his south wind really that important? She Su Xiao asked herself, when Nanfeng disappeared before, how many lessons did Midsummer skip in order to find him? And how many times have you been disappointed not to be found? She couldn't help but laugh dryly, and said a little self-deprecatingly, "You wear the white dress you used to wear, he must like it." ”

Midsummer picked up the white dress at the bottom of the wardrobe and said to herself, "Really? Then that one. He smiled as he spoke, "I also wore this dress when I met Nanfeng again in the library......"

Su Xiao was stunned, remembering that when she first saw Midsummer, Midsummer was also wearing the same white dress, she and she used to be the most alienated people, and then inexplicably lived in the same dormitory, when she went to the dormitory, Midsummer was holding a small umbrella, and at that time she and her world had a moment of confusion. Midsummer passed by Su Xiao's world so unexpectedly, and Su Xiao at that time only felt that this girl called Midsummer was so beautiful.

Love is really a thing that makes people happy, how can you in your memory smile as dazzling as the warm sun as long as you think of someone now? Laughing so unscrupulously, laughing so warmly. Or maybe the south wind once gently told me that you are the most beautiful when you smile......

Su Xiao silently picked up the comb and combed Midsummer's beautiful waist-length black hair, patiently and gently combed it, and finally put a daisy ear clip on Midsummer's left ear.

"Xiaoxiao, why are you wearing daisy ear clips for me?"

"Because...... Daisies represent luck......" Su Xiao couldn't cry as she spoke, and suddenly burst into tears, and tears fell like beads of broken threads. Why do you cry? You must be so happy that you finally found the south wind in the middle of summer, and you are finally happy...... But why does my heart hurt so much......

"But, Xiaoxiao, why are you crying?"

"Because...... I'm so happy! Su Xiao wiped away all her tears and said with a smile.

"Well, then Xiaoxiao, I'm leaving!"

"Come back early......" Su Xiao said subconsciously, but the person in midsummer had already disappeared.

On the other side, the south wind has not yet stepped out of the small house he rented in the suburbs. He stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, carefully looking at himself in the mirror, he didn't find the traces of him before, and his face was completely devoid of greenness and sunshine.

Inexplicably, he was a little uncomfortable with himself, as if he was a prisoner who hadn't seen the sun for a long time and suddenly walked out, but it was he who locked him up.

He's hiding, isn't he?

He slowly undid the white shirt that had not been washed for a long time, and in the mirror, he was covered with bruises, a dense mass of wounds on his chest that seemed to be about to heal, and there was a thin streak of blood on his hands, legs, and even his neck.

He seems to have destroyed himself with a knife, his dreams were shattered, he himself was ruined, and now there is no cure, right? Midsummer.

When the water came out of the shower hanging on the bathroom, the water temperature was a little cold, which made the wound on his body more painful, and he endured the cold water temperature and the wound, and took a bath that washed away all the sweat and smell on his body.

After washing, he took out a roll of gauze, a bottle of red potion and some common medicines from the sink, and carefully treated his wounds.

Red Potion...... It hurt so much, he gritted his teeth, and covered the wounds all over his body with gauze by the way. He opened a vial of medicine and swallowed two pills. This is cold medicine, and it is strange to think that he has been sick because he has not taken care of himself in the past few days when he has been "missing". He is so good at taking care of Midsummer, why can't he take good care of himself?

After all the injuries on his body, he put on a casual black shirt and a pair of dark black trousers, black, the color he used to disdain the most, but now it fits so well.

He ripped the hair from his ears, revealing four long-hidden ear piercings (two on each side). Probably only A knows that he has pierced ears, how can a good student like him have his ears pierced in the eyes of others? He wore black ear drills for both of his ears, which were made of obsidian.

"I like your eyes the most, like obsidian......" said Midsummer, who liked his eyes the most because his eyes were as bright as obsidian.

Fool, how can obsidian be eyes......

Look blank.

In order not to attract attention to the bloodshot on his neck, he wore a black figure-eight clavicle chain. It was a long time before he was dressed, and when he was about to go out, he grabbed a large black baseball jersey jacket and draped it over his body.

The long sleeves of the coat just blocked the bandages on the arms, as long as you didn't look closely...... It shouldn't be noticeable. When he went out, he picked up the white shirt he had taken off and threw it at the trash can, when the girls around him took the initiative to look at him.

Passerby A: "Who is that boy?" It's so handsome, it's like a Shura from hell, and he exudes evil suffocation all over his body! ”

Passerby B: "Those eyes are so hollow, but I like them the most, blackened!" Such a handsome boy must not have a girlfriend, no one is worthy of him! ”

Passer-by: "Yes, I know who that boy is, that boy is from Mingyu Middle School, and he is still a top student in the first grade, and when he first came to Mingyu, there were many girls who liked him." However, it is rumored that he already has a girlfriend, but it seems that he is not as sunny as rumored, full of danger......"

He gradually left under the discussion of nymphomaniacs, and got into a taxi without looking back, and arrived after a while.

Library.

"South Wind!" Midsummer was first surprised and then stunned when he saw him, "What's wrong with you lately, why have you become so different?" She couldn't believe that the person in front of her could be Nanfeng, with the same face, but there was a strange aura of despair emanating from her body. Midsummer frowned, she noticed Nanfeng's arm deliberately hidden by the sleeve, "What's wrong with your hand?" ”

He apathetically avoided Midsummer's gaze, his black coat and his sun-yellowed hair flowing in the wind, and his hair was slightly blindfolded by the wind, and Midsummer couldn't see those eyes clearly...... Except for the hollow or the hollow...... Is this still you? Southerly.

"It's none of your business." Now he said coldly.

The white-shirted boy she once loved the most was now in a black mature cardigan shirt, his brown eyes were so hollow, and his body was wrapped in gauze;

He had never worn studs, but he wore bad and dangerous ear drills, and even the familiar scent of sunflowers on his body turned into a strong smell of men's cologne. South Wind, have you changed or do I don't know you've changed?

She looked at him in a daze now, inexplicably uncomfortable. At this time, the school radio station played Nanfeng's favorite "Little Lucky" again, I don't know when this song will be played every Monday, but unfortunately it was his favorite before.

She didn't know what kind of feelings she had, and hummed along with the original song: "It's so lucky to meet you......" I don't know why the voice is getting more and more hoarse the more she sings, once Nanfeng and her were also here. It was and still is so real, once he sang Little Luck for her, now she is him, and now she is still wearing that white dress.

But the young man in the white shirt has already changed into a black dress, and he has not seen the shadow of the original, has it been time and can not move back to the past?

And he said, Let's go apart. And he didn't look at her from beginning to end, but just said it without saltiness.

She answered neatly, and she said, "Yes."

He said again, go back to class, and you will be fine in the future.

She also told him not to touch the water.

He didn't speak, looked up at the sky that was about to rain, silently took off his coat and gently draped it over her: "It's very windy, it's going to rain." ”

She took a step back and tightened her coat at his sudden move. The wind blew away the black hair, and she turned around. In this way they diverged in different directions, separated like two parallel lines, and both he and she walked fast.

Midsummer didn't look back either, and well, he didn't either.

She must not know why he didn't look at her all the time, because he was afraid that he would not be able to restrain himself and would hug her tightly. Why, so love her so much but leave her? Because now he can't get out at all.

Facing the siege of the city, in a dilemma.

In the summer, it rains a lot, and the sky suddenly rains heavily, and it is very big, and it can be called drifting heavy rain. Just as their backs turned to each other and couldn't see each other, she suddenly turned around and shouted at Nanfeng's back, "Nanfeng......"

He forced a troublesome expression, turned his head to look at Midsummer, this glance was so heart-wrenching, one glance was enough to hurt his heart. Her eyes were red, and her face was full of water that she couldn't tell if it was rain or tears.

She said many, many things in one breath, and she said, "South Wind...... Thank you for coming to my whole world...... I used to love you so much...... I have been in love since the third year of junior high school...... It's terminally ill...... But thank you...... Woke me up from my dream...... If you don't wake up again...... It will never be recovered...... Thank you...... I really love you...... See you then. She turned again, this time walking faster.

She hugged Nanfeng's coat tighter, so cold and cold, she couldn't tell whether the heart-wrenching cold was rain or him.

Do you know why I'm going so fast? Because I don't want you to see my sorrow, the rest of my love and affection is left to you as a blessing.