Chapter 69: Impermanence
The nurse at the hospital called and said that Su Xiao was not eating well, and threw all the food on the ground, as if he was crazy, and Nanfeng hurried to the hospital with Sheng Xia.
"Su Xiao......" Midsummer walked in timidly, she had already heard Su Xiao's voice outside the door, but she still came in, approaching Su Xiao in the name of Nanfeng's body, and she was close enough to stop at a distance of less than twenty centimeters.
"How many times have I told to leave me alone?" Su Xiao roared hysterically, she stomped her feet and waved her hands in the darkness, she looked like a madman who had lost her heart.
"I can't ignore you, if you don't like it, I'll just do it for you, don't be so angry." Possessed by the Southern's body, Midsummer crouched down to pick up the broken plates, and then used the broom to sweep the still hot meals into the trash.
"It's okay...... I don't like the food here, I'll cook it for you...... Don't skip meals, it's not good for your health......" Sheng Xia said again, she was still worried that Su Xiao would not have anything to eat.
Midsummer and Yan Yue don't seem to look like her anymore, she's obviously a cold girl, but ...... She couldn't go without doing anything.
"I don't understand you, why are you near me, I'm just a waste, do you think your patience and kindness towards me can change anything?" Su Xiao bit her lip, tears fell uncontrollably like beads with broken threads, she sat down against the wall and leaned against the corner, she raised her head to look at the direction of the ceiling, but it was still the darkness that she couldn't see.
"Hmmm......"
Midsummer left Nanfeng's body, she watched quietly, she sat next to Su Xiao, she also tried to close her eyes to feel the same darkness as Su Xiao's eyes, opened her eyes and looked at the haggard and pale face of the person next to her, and her heart hurt a little.
"Xiaoxiao...... You are not a waste, you are Su Xiao, the Su Xiao I know will never give up......" Sheng Xia said loudly, but she knew that Su Xiao couldn't hear it, but she still couldn't help but say it.
"Midsummer, do you think I've always been ugly? You'd want me to be a good person, but I'm really sorry, but I still haven't been who I want to be. Su Xiao leaned against the wall and muttered, her fingers lightly brushing the mottled wall, she seemed to remember something.
Long ago.
"Why do you keep scratching the walls with your fingers in the middle of summer? Wouldn't you feel panicked in the middle of summer? Su Xiao was puzzled, just watched the slender hand slash across the wall again and again.
"I think a lot of times, I will unconsciously row over, and when I am unhappy, I feel cold things to feel more comfortable, I like the feeling of cold and cold." The sound of midsummer is accompanied by the hand that cuts across the wall, and she is like a dead leaf butterfly lingering in the world, special and alienated.
Later, Su Xiao also learned.
Midsummer just watched, she looked at Su Xiao, who had been thinking about her for so long, and didn't know whether she hoped that Su Xiao would forget or that Su Xiao would always remember.
"Xiaoxiao, if you remember that I am in pain, you might as well forget about me......"
It's a pity that yin and yang are separated, and the heartfelt heart of Midsummer is just talking to himself.
Nanfeng, who stood in place and woke up, caught a glimpse of the two women in front of him and couldn't help but think of the white roses and red roses in Zhang Ailing's mouth, she looked at her, she thought about her.
Midsummer is a cold and depressed white rose, like the white moonlight in everyone's heart, she doesn't seem to belong to the fireworks, but she loves everything and people in this world, just a glance is ten thousand years.
Su Xiao is a thorny and intense red rose, she is so sincere that it is a little frightening, she laughs wildly in the wind, even if she is spurned by everyone, her beauty is always impossible to ignore.
The coin is two-sided, and the world is relative and opposite.
Another "me" in the world.
In a trance, Nanfeng realized how could he disturb the beautiful scenery of Liangchen at this time, and remembered something, so he walked away silently, it was supposed to pay Su Xiao's medical expenses for the next month.
Nanfeng had just finished paying the fee and was stopped by the doctor, who had already found the doctor who operated on Su Xiao, but he was just ......
The text message on his mobile phone prompted the balance of the bottom, and he had withdrawn all the accounts he could withdraw.
Is it really worth it? Nanfeng's savings have all been gone in the past few days, and he thought about it for a while, he seems to be just an ordinary friend with Su Xiao, and he won't help with the expenses.
But whenever he thinks of the ethereal person around him, how can he bear to look at Midsummer sadly, how can he bear to look at Midsummer and worry?
Surgery abroad is expensive......
Su Xiao's surgery was close to one million, and Ren Nanfeng was a proud son of the sky, and he felt that he couldn't help it.
The doctor said that if he found a better doctor, the success rate would increase to 60 percent, and this time he found a doctor who was a well-known expert.
And the follow-up costs after surgery are like a bottomless pit.
Su Xiao's surgery is imminent, and if it drags on for longer and longer, there may never be an opportunity like this one again.
With Su Xiao's personality, how could she go to her family to ask for money, maybe she would pretend to be indifferent and say, "Anyway, I'm a wasted person, it's a big deal to be blind for the rest of my life." β
Nanfeng's mind was full of sorrow in the middle of summer, he sighed, and a ...... actually appeared in his eyes again
A: I don't want to see Su Xiao and never see this world again, right?
The ghost made a miraculous phone call from home.
"Nannan, why did you suddenly remember to call your parents, you are a busy man?"
Nanfang smoked a cigarette and processed the documents in his hand, and joked with a joke in his mouth.
"It's just that there are some things I want to tell you, but in fact, ......"
Nanfeng wanted to speak and stopped, but he didn't know who to go to except his parents.
"What's wrong? Look at what's wrong with your tone? β
Li Tian picked up the phone and said, she was afraid that something would happen to Nanfeng, this kid is more Nanfeng has always been a sensible child.
"Mom and Dad, I want to borrow a sum of money, and I need it urgently."
His cold voice carried a hint of embarrassment, and he didn't expect that he would ask his parents for money now.
"What do you want to do at home? How do you say borrowing? How much do you borrow? β
Nan Fang laughed when he heard this, saying that he thought it was a big deal, but it was just borrowing money.
"A million...... A friend of mine, she needs surgery?"
"A million? What a friend, a girlfriend? β
Li Tian was shocked and interjected, but Nanfang was still stunned.
"No, it's a friend of Midsummer."
"You're like a demon, it's just her friend, even if your father has it, he won't give it to you, it's really nonsense, tell me that you're already in your twenties, what's going on in your head? Why should you give money if you are not related to it? Nanfang is educating from the perspective of a father and a secular person, a child who is obviously very sensible on weekdays, in the past, he taught Nanfeng that he could dedicate himself to his friends, but now he tells Nanfeng that he should not help if he is not a relative.
"Well......" Nanfeng just listened silently, and didn't refute, but he was inexplicably a little sad, and he didn't hang up the phone until the phone was automatically turned off when there was no power.
Before he was 21 years old, his father always said that money is something outside the body, and you can give everything for your friends, because friends can accompany you for a lifetime.
The world's unconsciousness will erode people, and people will not be like themselves.
A few days ago, my father told Nanfeng that his company went public and became a multimillionaire, and my father talked about it with a smug smile, "From now on, you will not be called the son of a dentist who has broken the dentist's clinic by some people, and we will be half of the upper class in the future." β
One million is for the former father, the south wind will not speak, and one million is nothing more than the current father.
He walked back worriedly, but saw the midsummer that came looking for him not far away.
"Nannan, why don't you look so happy? What's going on? Midsummer saw the sadness on Nanfeng's face, and she asked to solve the problem, but Nanfeng didn't say anything.
The two of them walked on the road together, the south wind was like a frosted eggplant, always with his head down and hunched back, no matter how he asked the south wind in the middle of summer, he still didn't speak.
Midsummer also stopped asking, but walked very slowly, because the south wind walked very slowly.
When Nanfeng went to see Su Xiao again, he was carrying the meal made in midsummer.
"Su Xiao, I heard that you haven't eaten much, so I ......" Nanfeng entered the door and put the lunch box aside and said, but before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by Su Xiao.
"Sell my Qing bar, it should be able to sell hundreds of thousands plus my savings or something, just enough for an operation, my own injury is my own business I don't want to owe you, I know that your kindness to me now is because of Midsummer, but you are also the person Midsummer likes, and she doesn't want you to be so miserable." Su Xiao lowered her head and let go of the clenched fist in her hand, she bit her lip and spoke, it seemed that she still had to let go of all these years of hard work.
"How do you know that?"
Nanfeng didn't expect that this matter was still known to Su Xiao.
"Stupid Southwindβ" Midsummer finally understood Southwind's original sorrow, and she shouted at Southwind.
And after Nanfeng heard it, he just smiled at Midsummer, but he didn't expect Midsummer to understand everything all at once.
"My attending doctor saw that you didn't give an answer, and came to me to ask if I had surgery, so I know everything you've done these days, I don't need you, a good person, to take care of me, I hate to owe others."
Su Xiao raised her head, and there was still her unique stubbornness in her empty eyes, and she still said to Nanfeng in a very small voice.
"Thank you......"
Su Xiao's hostility towards Nanfeng was a little less, and her hostility was just a little bit.
"Do you really want to sell it? Isn't that your brainchild? β
Nanfeng still asked again, he seemed to have heard something terrible, and he also wanted to confirm whether Su Xiao was true or not.
"Well, you can pull it down, it's important for my eyes to be clear," Su Xiao nodded, and his mouth was poor.
"Then I'll go and help you post an advertisement now, just say you want to transfer!" Nanfeng couldn't wait to leave, and before leaving, he didn't forget to help Su Xiao open the meal made in midsummer.
The Qing bar that used to be like a city was still covered with ashes after all, and there were still some old customers standing, but then I heard that the proprietress had an accident, so I stopped asking.
The sunflowers in front of the door have long been gone, and the flowers on the cherry blossom tree not far away have gradually drifted away with the wind, and in the blink of an eye, there are not many left hanging on the branches.
And Su Xiao heard the door slam shut, fumbled out his chopsticks, picked up the food, put it in his mouth and took a bite.
"Hell...... Why does it taste so ......?"
Su Xiao ate the familiar and unpalatable meal, and the more he ate, the more he ate, because the taste was obviously made in the middle of summer.
Midsummer sat in front of the window, and she guarded Su Xiao like this.