140 A farewell may be a lifetime
Wang Jingshu left Wang's mansion angrily and annoyed, and did not return to the imperial city immediately. Instead, he went straight to the Qin family and knocked on the door of the Qin family's mansion, everyone was shocked, but they didn't think it was Princess Ning, she was still alone.
It happened that Qin Manying was at home, and immediately led Princess Ning to her yard, and she carefully saw that the other party was strange, so it was not easy to go to the restaurant.
As soon as he entered the house, he immediately cleared all his subordinates, and they were not allowed to approach the courtyard, and ordered all the subordinates to keep an eye on them, as if they were waiting for a battle, which made Wang Jingshu feel funny, and her face suddenly became much better.
Qin Manying invited her to drink tea and eat pastries, "It's newly made in the kitchen, I don't know how it tastes, Princess Ning and try it, but the taste is definitely not as good as the imperial food in the palace, it's just fresh." ”
At this moment, Wang Jingshu didn't have the heart to study food, "I'm here, are you surprised?" ”
Qin Man pulled her to sit down and replied honestly, "Accident, but not accident." ”
"How?"
"I'm not surprised that you met me, after all, you're about to go to the fiefdom. Ming'er is the sixth prince to welcome the family, I know that you are thinking about Jingmiao, and you will definitely go out of the palace to visit, so I think you will definitely make an appointment with me. But you opened the door of my house, which surprised me. ”
The two faced each other, still as before. Wang Jingshu was suddenly full of worries and didn't know who to talk to, and she wanted to cry first, and her tears were shining, "It's a pity that I had an unpleasant quarrel with her again." I'm dying of rage, and I'm dying of sorrow. ”
Qin Manying knows this close friend too well, if it weren't for the unhappiness and no one to complain, with her calm and self-contained personality, she would never come to tell her about this. "What's wrong? What did she do and what did she say? ”
She knew something about what happened before, and now there must have been something going on, she whispered softly, "You speak first, I'll listen." ”
Facing her handkerchief, Wang Jingshu finally couldn't help but cry out all the pain, loneliness, and grievances for so many days, but Qin Manying didn't say anything, only silently wiped her tears.
Long ......
For a long, long time......
In the end, Wang Jingshu regained her composure.
Qin Manying personally helped her redress her makeup, looking at the good sisters in the bronze mirror, who had been with her since she was a child, she was obviously a few years older than others, but she was not as good as her. I feel very uncomfortable, a tear falls silently from the corner of my eye, and I don't know when and where I see you next time, maybe this farewell is a lifetime. "The princess is going to leave soon, so let me dress up for the princess once, just for a good intention. On the seventeenth day, I did not give it away. I have sent you ten miles of red makeup to get married, if I send you to the fiefdom again, and look at your distant back, how can I bear it...... I don't want to see you lonely again this time. ”
Wang Jingshu couldn't help but cry when she heard this, "Sister Man is older than me, but she is behind me in everything. It's time to hurry up for a lifetime. ”
Qin Manying laughed.
There was silence in the room.
Finish dressing.
Wang Jingshu looked at herself in the bronze mirror and suddenly rejoiced, "Sister Man's grooming skills are becoming more and more lean. ”
Qin Manying smiled, "It looks like you're in a better mood...... It's time to tell me something. ”
Wang Jingshu gritted her teeth, and finally said, "My good brothers and sisters all wish that I would stay in the palace for the cold and lonely years, year after year, day after day, so that they can have a prosperous and prosperous future." Even whoever I have in my heart has to be in charge of it to the end. ”
In front of Qin Manying, this is the first time that Wang Jingshu has commented on her brothers and sisters like this, it was originally the same mother, and she never complained about anything in front of others.
Qin Manying was shocked when she heard this, and then she mentioned it, and Qinglingling's voice floated through the entire silent room, "I went to see Jingmiao today, and she mentioned that I recommended Xu Lexian to the prince, which means that I have him in my heart...... What is this ridiculous thing...... They are my brothers and sisters, how can they think of me like this. As she spoke, her tears kept welling up, "If I really ...... Don't say that I don't have others in my heart, even if I really have others in my heart, they shouldn't treat me like this. They never understood me, understood me, cared about whether my life in the palace was good or not, they just hoped that I would not make a mistake and not affect them, and they would lose their wealth and glory. ”
"This is my brother and sister, I am out with their mother, but they are ...... I only know and warn me not to have anyone else in my heart, only King Ning. I know that I can only have King Ning in my heart, I always keep my heart, I know that there is no one in my heart, but those days and nights are really lonely. My aunt is gone, I don't have children, they are the closest and dearest people in the world, and now I'm going to the fiefdom, and I don't know when I will see them again, but they ...... It hurts my heart to say such things. ”
"They only think about their own glory and wealth. Just ask me not to do anything wrong, and not to trouble them. ”
Wang Jingshu's heart is too tired and lonely, she really wants someone to comfort her, but the person closest to her heart still treats her like this, for fear that she will make a mistake and affect themselves, is she so untrustworthy? Will you trade the lives of the whole clan for the feelings in your heart? It's ridiculous!
Qin Manying only listened quietly, and couldn't help but sigh after listening, and was searching for what to persuade, and then heard her say again, "Even brothers and sisters are like this, this day is half meaningful... Sister Man, I don't know where my life is going. Dead, can't die, live, it's so hard and tired. Marrying into the royal family doesn't even have the freedom to die! ”
It seems that there is no hope in life, the road ahead is boundless, what if you go to the fiefdom, it is still the same difficulty, I am afraid that it will be even more difficult.
Qin Manying suddenly took her hand and nodded the position of the snack again, "Go to your own heart, follow your heart, that must be the right way, it must be the road without regrets." She knew that her sister-in-law was just at a loss, and she didn't know which way to go, and she needed guidance from the people around her.
Heart –
Wang Jingshuer raised her eyes, met her clear and firm gaze, and suddenly felt that her heart had a direction, but she was a little overwhelmed, "But there is nothing in my heart, nothing." There should be something and there should not be, there is none. ”
Qin Manying was a little more determined, "No, no, you have!" Everyone's heart has a direction. He took her other hand again, "In my heart, Sister Shu is a very strong and brave person, and she will never give up her life because of such a small setback. ”
Direction –
The direction of the heart –
Wang Jingshu was undoubtedly at a loss, but she felt ...... After a while, he replied, "Or, I know, what to do." ”
Everyone must follow the direction of their hearts, so that they will have no regrets.
After Qin Manying's words, Wang Jingshu became strong again, because she suddenly found that she had nothing else to rely on except for her own strong courage and good qualities, and people could only rely on themselves in this life. What family, what husband, what brothers and sisters...... It's better to rely on yourself.
This time, she said goodbye to Qin Manying in the noon sunshine, left the Qin family, and returned to the imperial city alone.
On February 15, the sixth prince Zhu Tan welcomed Yao, the daughter of Yao Zhong, the imperial historian, as a concubine.
The prince's house was once again blowing and beating festively.
The princesses all attended the wedding banquet. And this time, Wang Jingshu, as Princess Ning, always took Princess Zhu Yuan, a sister-in-law of Anqing, with her and taught her some scenes to usher in.
Zhu Yuan's marriage was also decided in private, but the emperor was reluctant to marry her daughter, and she wanted to build a princess's mansion, so she wanted to keep her for another two years, so the marriage was not officially announced, but it had already been rumored in the imperial city that it was the youngest son of the Wen family.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Zhu Yuan met the second son of the Wen family in private under the arrangement of the queen, and when he heard his name, he immediately read out a sentence 'Penglai article Jian'an bone, and Xiao Xie and Qingfa in the middle', and then article An also read a sentence 'Zhan Ru's people, Bang Zhiyuan also', so the fate of the two was achieved again and again. Destined to be a couple.
"Hey, I said, why is Princess Ning so busy...... This is the sixth prince greeting the family, and I don't know that I think it is her son marrying. Even Concubine Rong was not so busy. Princess Dan Du Tingrong was chattering crookedly behind her back again.
Today, the crown princess is unknown, so this is the longest status of the princess. Wu Ningfang immediately glanced at her, "Princess Dan is cautious!" Women come and go inside and outside, if they are heard, what kind of system! ”
It's also an individual system...... This person has been in the royal family for a long time, and the three sentences in his mouth do not deviate from the rules of the body. Du Tingrong was tired of listening to it, so she simply pursed her lips and lowered her head to say no more.
Princess Kang Fang Yingshui sighed lightly, "Tomorrow afternoon, it's time to go back to the fiefdom." "In this way, I tossed back and forth in order to participate in the marriage of a prince, which was really boring, tiring and annoying. What's more, she slipped off her already formed flesh and blood because she was raising a fetus in the imperial city. Now, this imperial city is even more reluctant to come.
Du Tingrong raised her head suddenly, what she heard from her own prince, "I heard that the crown princess suggested that the wives and concubines of the fiefdom should not run back and forth for trivial matters. ”
Bagatelle......
Afraid of this, it's a trivial matter.
In fact, even Wu Ningfang is annoyed by running back and forth like this, not to mention that she is pregnant now, so she really doesn't want to run back and forth because of these things, "That's it, it's okay." ”
This kind of thing is good and bad, Fang Yingshui doesn't think it's bad, just like this, I'm afraid it will be more difficult to see my parents and family, "But in this way, I can't see my parents and family anymore." ”
Wu Ningfang watched the bride's sedan chair fall to the ground, and the whole courtyard blew and beat again, personally watching the ceremony of the bride and groom, and couldn't help but feel nostalgic, "Marriage is the farthest 'going out' in this life, and there is no return date." "Until death!
Through the sound of blowing, blowing, and beating, Fang Yingshui heard her words and sighed for a while. I tried to justify 'marriage', but it was in vain. Du Tingrong's heart was also stunned, no one would be comfortable at this time.
The bride and groom walked through the ceremony, the bride was sent to the cave room, and the banquet began, and Wang Jingshu had time to sit down to eat and drink.
A table of princesses, Wu Ningfang hadn't said anything yet, but Wang Jingshu seemed to be happy and drank three glasses first, and then toasted each other. "Today, taking advantage of the marriage of the sixth brother, I am also happy, so I borrowed flowers to offer Buddha to the sisters-in-law and brothers and sisters with a glass of wine. After tomorrow, I will follow the prince to the fiefdom, and I don't know when we will meet again in the future, I will miss you when I am in Pingzhou. Xie and his sisters-in-law brought me gifts every time they returned to the imperial city from the fiefdom. Thank you, every time you play the leaf play, I can't play well, and finally let me win the gold and silver bowl. Thank you for keeping me young at every meeting, and for leaving me with all the good food and drink. In short, a thousand words of thanks are all in this wine. In the future, if you go to Pingzhou, I will definitely do my best to entertain all my sisters-in-law and sisters-in-law. ”
Immediately, Wang Jingshu drank a mouthful of wine, and drank ten glasses. asked the palace maid to add wine again and again, but in the end, Fang Yingshui on the side couldn't see it, and stopped the palace maid who wanted to add wine again, "Confused things, I don't have the eyesight to see, how can the princess get drunk just like this, don't go down quickly, don't add more." ”
"Third sister-in-law, I said that this is a thank you wine, how can I give up halfway, I'm okay and I'm not drunk." Wang Jingshu insisted on asking the palace maid to add more wine...... It took five more glasses before he stopped.
At this moment, Du Tingrong fully understood why Princess Ning was able to live like a fish in water in the imperial city, which was appreciated and liked by the palace people, and even the two concubines had no ill will towards her. She is the same princess as others, but her life in the imperial city is far worse than others.
This Princess Ning can not only speak sweetly, but also be a person, and even drink so boldly. This may be what it should look like after a famous family.
Wang Jingshu was eating and drinking at the table, talking and laughing, as if today was just a good day and had nothing to do with anything else. It seems that the approaching day of going to the fiefdom has not affected her good mood.
But only Wu Ningfang understands what this Princess Ning is trying her best to hide.
The two got out of the feast and paced to no man's land. Wang Jingshu became lonely, her whole person was very lonely, as if it was not her who was on the table just now.
She blushed, and Fang Cai's wine came to last, "Sister Ning Fang, I really envy you, you still have a child to look forward to." ”
"And I have nothing, alone." Wang Jingshu suddenly remembered what she heard when she went to Fengyi Hall to ask for peace in the early morning, and her heart was even more desolate, "I heard the queen mother say that my father has agreed to the princess's commitment, and the prince's wife and concubine are not allowed to return to the imperial city without major events." Even if the prince returns, the wife and concubine may not be able to return. ”
No major event - no return.
This major event refers to the need to keep filial piety after the death of parents, and the fact that the country has a funeral that the world knows. Whether he can return the rest of the time depends on the emperor's decree.
Wu Ningfang's heart was shocked, her parents had died, so the next time she returned to the imperial city, it should be... National mourning...... "This... I ...... "She really didn't expect it, she thought it was just a trivial matter, and it would be a good thing to avoid going back and forth." Actually...... That's it.
Wang Jingshu bit her red lip and looked at her, with tears in her eyes, "Sister Ning Fang, if there is anything you want to say this time, just see it." Perhaps, next time...... In this life, I will never see it again. ”
A farewell may be a lifetime.
- I originally wanted to persuade the emperor, but the emperor directly agreed to the princess's acceptance without making a sound, and in a few days, when the princes and princes went to the fiefdom, the will would be issued. Now that Princess Defu has come forward to persuade her, she is powerless to turn around, and it is difficult to say whether the queen mother is the emperor's mother or not.
- The fourth family, if you have anything you want to see someone you want to say or do, just take advantage of the fact that you have seen it for the past two days and say it, maybe next time...... In this life, I will never see it again. That would be a regret for this life.
In a corner not far from them, the man listened, a tear fell to the ground from the corner of his eye, and he said only one word softly, "Good." ”
I don't know how long it took, Wang Jingshu turned around, and saw someone in the corner, "Who is it?" Who's hiding where? ”
It took a while for a while to come out of the corner, it was Du Tingrong, she was red-eyed, she didn't mean to eavesdrop, she just passed on the word to someone, "Fourth sister-in-law, the fourth brother just called Ah Sui to pass the word, Ah Sui can't find you, bother me to come and convey it on my behalf, tell you to hurry back to the princess's house, the fourth brother is looking for you." ”
Now she sincerely calls the fourth sister-in-law.
Wang Jingshu adjusted her makeup, and immediately said goodbye to the two princesses and went back to the princess's courtyard alone.