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"Okay, I'm not going to play with you here." Ah Man threw away the last stone, watched the little girl clapping her hands and screaming happily, I don't know when she was getting closer and closer to the river, and quickly pulled a thin little arm to pull the person back, and then began to continue washing and washing: "Hurry up and finish it, otherwise your father will use the air to kill me and torture me mentally, and I can't stand it." ”
Izuki stood beside him, picked up a stone and threw it into the water, and sank to the bottom with a grunt, his expression a little confused, and he didn't understand why he couldn't make a beautiful splash. Hearing Ah Man complaining, he turned half of his body and opened his mouth: "Oh? ”
"Don't you understand? Air kills like that. ”
Ah Man made a calm expression in the style of Zhan Changran, and imitated her father's non-fluctuating tone in her voice: "You are all air in my eyes, and air can't make any fluctuations in my heart at all." ”
It seems that there is no offensive power, but once Zhan Changran uses this expression and glances at people lightly, it is really inexplicably ashamed that he can't wait to turn into air immediately, and he begins to blame himself for not doing a good job.
This imitation is too godlike, just like Dad squatting in Aman's skin to wash meat.
Yi Yue's mouth slowly opened round, and her eyes opened wide, looking at Aman.
The man coughed twice, his eyebrows raised, and he looked like a fierce rakshasa again, and his voice became fierce: "What, uncle doesn't like it?" ”
Ah Man was very gentle when he was happy, but at this time, as soon as this expression was made, that mountain-like sense of oppression and surging danger came to his face.
It's like a huge beast ready to choose someone to devour.
The little girl swallowed her saliva, there was some fear in her eyes, she took two steps back, stepped on the mud porphyry twice, and her voice trembled a little: "Uncle, fierce." ”
Ah Man was stunned, lowered his head, remembered some bad memories, and the whole person looked depressed, silently speeding up to wash the meat.
is like a big boy who is full of grievances after being misunderstood, and stubbornly digests his emotions by himself.
Picking her hands, realizing that she was overreacting, Yiyue was a little aggrieved, she was very instinctively afraid, her small body faced with adults who couldn't resist, and any small emotions they didn't have to mention would be enlarged countless times and then applied to her immature body, without a trace of room for error.
"Uncle." She softened her voice and reached out to pull his hand, but he shrank away.
The man shook the water in his hand and piled the meat into a hill in the mussel shell, and he leaned over the mussel shell the size of a millstone, put it on his shoulder, and walked steadily towards the fire with his feet in the muddy water.
Ah Man walked, and heard the anxious milky uncle behind him, without looking back, just by the light and heavy porphyr, he knew that she must not be able to walk this way, snorted, and stopped in place.
The muddy water was too slippery, and Yi Yue chased after him so quickly that he almost didn't fall, thinking that he couldn't keep up with Ah Man, but he didn't expect him to stand still.
The big thick hand on Aman's left supported the mussel shell, his shoulders were carried against the bottom of the shell, and his empty right hand seemed to be hanging by his side unintentionally.
Holding the adults made Yiyue walk more steadily, without worrying about slipping and falling on the soles of her feet, and not stepping on deep and shallow mud puddles to maintain her balance and wrestling.
Ah Man led the little one forward in a muffled voice, and the big man matched Yi Yue's pace, a bit like a big bear jumping small steps.
The big bear was a little twisted, and after holding it for a while, he asked a little lowly, "Is Uncle really fierce?" ”
Yi Yue clenched his fingers and looked up at him, his clean round eyes were full of seriousness: "Uncle is big, I'm small, I'll be afraid." ”
Ah Man paused, walked to the dry and hard land, took Yi Yue to stop, put a large shell of meat aside, squatted down and shrunk as small as possible, with a little uncomfortable, "If Uncle also becomes smaller......"
Before he finished speaking, he was hugged by a small ball.
A soft voice sounded in his ears: "I'm small, my father is big, my uncle is big, it's all good, I'm not afraid." ”
If the child says that you are fierce, it is not necessarily that he is afraid of you, but he has not had time to feel your goodness.
Ah Man is a soldier, and he can't go home when he is out of the house, so he finally has a leave to go back, buys the cake that his wife said is the youngest daughter's favorite, and carefully takes it out, but only the child's resistance due to strangeness.
When he went to the bathroom, he saw through the crack in the door that his daughter was smiling very happily at the cake without him.
The holiday was not long, and every time he tried to approach, the child would cry and resist, trembling and saying that his father was so fierce.
The son didn't cry, and he didn't say that his father was fierce, but he didn't get close to him either, and he was equally helpless about his sister's fear.
The wife tried hard to improve their father-son relationship, but the strange gap caused by too little company for the children was not so easy to bridge.
Until the day he left, the child was reluctant to come out to see him off.
- Is Uncle really fierce?
- You are too big, and for children, they will instinctively be afraid.
Ah Man thought that he seemed to be standing to contact his children, he thought that it would show his strength and give the child a sense of security, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating.
- If I get a little smaller......
- I'm very young, no matter how old my father and uncle are, I know that you are good to me, and I will not be afraid of you.
Ah Man thought of looking at the contact device for the last time before leaving the mission, and his wife sent him a picture of the child.
The daughter drew a family of four on the prairie, her father was a big one, standing up to the sky, she sat on her father's shoulder like a bird perched on the branches, and her brother held her mother on the ground and smiled.
The son's brush is immature to depict improvised warships, the father is wearing a uniform and looking at the front with a serious face, and he himself is being inspected by his father in a soldier's uniform.
Love can be perceived, and fear is because he is not sure whether he will be hurt, saying that he is fierce may not know how to express his emotions with his father, and he is not willing to send him off, perhaps because he is unwilling to accept that he will be separated not long after he met his father.
He misses the child so much, and when he thinks of it, when he recalls the child's resistance to him, he can't think about it, and he can only fall into layers of self-blame, complaining about why he can't do better, better.
And his children may not be as repulsive as he thinks.
There's just a generation gap between them, he's a dad and it's his responsibility to solve it.
The heavy heart suddenly came alive.
Ah Man gently patted the little girl's back, gave her a big hug, and directly scooped her up and placed her on his arm to sit.
Push your toes against the shell of the mussel and prop the other side with your other hand, making it easy to bring the meat back onto your shoulder.
Zhan Changran, who was talking to Muqiaoshan about the identification of the ancient city, tilted his head slightly.
He received a wisp of spiritual power from Aman.
- Captain, if this little Wallon makes any mistake and wants to kill her in the future, please don't let me go, I think...... I really can't do anything to her......
Zhan Changran quietly talked to Muqiaoshan, and at the same time connected with Aman's spiritual power with two hearts.
- Huh?
As an iron-clad man, of course he won't say that he is homesick, and when he sees the child, he can't help but think of his own fragrant and soft little girl, if he attacks Yiyue, he will imagine how painful it would be if his little baby was killed.
So Ah Man found another way to cry out.
- She's your daughter, Captain!!
Zhan Changran frowned unconsciously, cutting off the connection of spiritual power.
Why is it that the boss himself always can't understand what his subordinates are thinking, and he doesn't know what medicine to advise them to take so that he doesn't say inexplicable things.