Chapter 270: I Didn't Save It
"Di-" The mother's electrocardiogram on the instrument has become a straight line.
Guo Xiang died before she could operate on her.
"Intestinal perforation has been delayed for too long...... Dr. Wu shook his head.
"It's not that mother-in-law yet, if she hadn't stopped her, she wouldn't have ......" An Zehan was indignant.
Guo Xiang looked at the people on the operating table, motionless.
"Guo Xiang......" An Zehan pulled Guo Xiang, saw her ugly face, and comforted her, "It's not your fault!" ”
Guo Xiang's eyes turned red, "I could have saved it." ”
It's not that she hasn't seen dead people in her previous life, on the contrary, she has seen too much, and she is even a little numb, but she can't save what she can save in front of her, and she feels very uncomfortable and angry.
"Shut your belly!" Dr. Wu sighed.
"I'll do it!" An Zehan said, pulling Guo Xiang aside.
When everything was sorted out, several people walked out.
The woman's husband hurriedly stepped forward, "Doctor, how is my daughter-in-law?" ”
"I'm sorry, we've done our best......" Dr. Wu said.
"W-What do you mean?" The mother's husband was shocked.
"What do you mean? Your daughter-in-law is dead! Do you know? He's dead! Don't you understand? Guo Xiang suddenly broke out, his eyes red, "It's because of your mother, no, and you, just because your mother stopped the operation, just because you, the husband, didn't help her, and she didn't survive after such a long delay!" She's dead now, are you satisfied? ”
"No, it can't be, it won't......" The pregnant husband squatted down in pain and shed tears, "Xiaoli, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
"What's the use of you crying now? What did you do just now? Guo Xiang roared.
"Xiao Guo, forget it!" Dr. Goh said.
"Guo Xiang!" An Zehan also went to pull Guo Xiang, Guo Xiang wiped his eyes fiercely, shook off An Zehan and walked out.
Back in the emergency room, the nurse who was holding the child just now came back, and Guo Xiang hurriedly asked, "How is the child?" ”
"It doesn't seem good!" The nurse shook her head, "The pediatrician said that it seems to have a brain injury, even if he survives, he ......"
An Zehan really wanted to say that they deserved it, but the child was innocent, and he couldn't have such thoughts as a medical worker.
He looked at Guo Xiang and saw that she was expressionless, not knowing what she was thinking.
"Keep working!" Guo Xiang only said one sentence.
An Zehan hurriedly followed.
The two of them were busy in the emergency room all day, and Guo Xiang didn't stop for a moment.
An Zehan wanted to persuade her to take a break, but it was difficult to speak when he saw her like that.
It wasn't until it was dark and all the patients were settled, that it stopped.
"Shall I send you home?" An Zehan said.
Seeing Guo Xiang like that, I was really a little uneasy.
"I'm fine!" Guo Xiang's face was expressionless.
"But ......"
"If my husband sees you sending me, he will probably beat you!" Guo Xiang said suddenly.
An Zehan was stunned for a moment, but breathed a sigh of relief, as long as she could still joke, it meant that she was fine.
"See you tomorrow!"
"See you tomorrow!"
When he got home, Gu Zhennan was already at home and was cooking.
"Coming back?" Hearing the movement, Gu Zhennan said.
"Husband!" Guo Xiang called.
"What's wrong?" Gu Zhennan heard that the voice was a little wrong, turned off the induction cooker and walked out.
Guo Xiang fell into his arms at once, his head on his chest, "I'm so tired!" ”
Gu Zhennan hugged her, "Busy today?" ”
"Hmm!" Guo Xiang nodded, leaning on his arms, still the most down-to-earth in his husband's arms.
"It's been a busy day in the emergency room today, accidents, a lot of injuries." Guo Xiang said.
"Then you rest for a while, and I'll call you when the meal is ready!" Gu Zhennan picked up Guo Xiang, carried her directly into the room, and put her on the bed.
"Husband!" Guo Xiang suddenly wrapped his arms around Gu Zhennan's neck, "Did I tell you that I love you!" ”
The corners of Gu Zhennan's mouth hooked a shallow smile, "I know." ”
"What about you?" Guo Xiang didn't let go.
"Me too!" Gu Zhennan said.
Guo Xiang pouted, why don't you say I love you too?
Forget it, I didn't bother to care, and lay down, "I'll lie down for a while!" ”
"Okay, I'll call you when the meal is ready!" Gu Zhennan kissed her on the face.
Guo Xiang was lying on the bed, he was very tired, but he couldn't sleep, and he always thought about the things during the day.
After a while, Gu Zhennan came over and asked her to eat.
"Didn't fall asleep?"
"Can't sleep!" Guo Xiang got up and went to wash his hands.
"Did anything happen today?" Gu Zhennan asked, he could see that something must have happened, otherwise his daughter-in-law would not be like this.
"There is a pregnant woman today who found a problem and could have been saved, but because her mother-in-law insisted on keeping her young, it was delayed, and she was not saved...... Guo Xiang said calmly.
Although she was calm, because of this, Gu Zhennan felt that something was even more wrong, and she usually wouldn't speak like this.
"It's not your fault!" Gu Zhennan comforted.
"But I could have saved her......" Guo Xiang's eyes were a little red, and he was watching her life disappear in front of his eyes at that time, which was not the same as those who were terminally ill.
Gu Zhennan held her hand, "You will have to go through a lot of these in the future, you have to get used to it slowly......" Gu Zhennan didn't know how to comfort her.
Accustomed to it? Actually, I was used to it in my previous life, right? It's just that this is the first time in this life, and in that situation, maybe the anger is greater than the sadness.
"I'm fine, I'm just a little sorry for the mother!" Guo Xiang smiled bitterly and continued to eat.
"Gu Zhennan, if I get pregnant in the future......" Guo Xiang raised his head.
"We don't have children, we don't have anything like that." Gu Zhennan said.
Belch? Guo Xiang looked at him strangely, was he serious?
"It's too dangerous to have a baby......," Gu Zhennan added, "I don't want you to be in danger." ”
Don't you want children because you're afraid that your wife will be in danger?
Guo Xiang didn't ask, anyway, he doesn't want children now, let's talk about it later.
When she went to bed at night, Gu Zhennan quietly hugged Guo Xiang and stroked her back, and she fell asleep at once.
The next day, I still went back to work in the hepatobiliary department.
When I went in, I saw a glass bottle on Song Tingshen's table, and there was a pair of livers soaked in the bottle.
"What is Mr. Song doing?" Guo Xiang asked An Zehan.
"I don't know." He shook his head.
"I'm thinking about how to get a liver out." Song Tingshen said.
"Make a pair? What do you mean? An Zehan asked curiously.
"It's just a fake." Song Tingshen said: "You also know that autopsied corpses are rare, and this liver is even more rare, but if we want to study the liver, we must use it every day." ”
"But there is no fresh one, and the one that has been soaked in formalin can't withstand our use a few times, I'm wondering if I can make a fake one, make it like the real one, and it will be convenient to use it in future classes or when there are cases."
"So that's what you do?" Guo Xiang nodded, there are many such fake viscera in later generations, and teachers often use them in class, but at this time there are really few of them, and the classes are explained through pictures.