Lin Yunchuan's chest rose and fell violently, he didn't want to be entangled with Yao Mujian anymore, this entanglement made him more and more angry, he handed Yao Mujian the divorce agreement that he had already asked the secretary to prepare, and said without emotion, "Yao Mujian, sign this divorce agreement, you get out, I don't want to see you again." ”

Yao Mujin looked at Lin Yunchuan's black eyes that seemed to hide all feelings, and once these eyes always looked at her with tenderness, making her feel that he would always indulge her and pamper her. Is it all delusion? She thought desperately.

Lin Yunchuan's tenderness never belonged to her.

This time, Yao Mujian no longer suppressed herself, she still crawled all over her face from tears, vertical and horizontal, but her eyes became more and more stubborn, she looked at Lin Yunchuan stubbornly, and said word by word, "Lin Yunchuan, I, Yao Mujian, have never done anything to be sorry for you, whether you believe it or not, we are all over here." Today is at this moment, it's you Lin Yunchuan, don't want me Yao Muhibiscus. ”

As he spoke, the tears became more and more ferocious, dripping down his chin and onto his clothes, shoes, and the ground.

Every time she said a word, her heart hurt more and she breathed less.

She felt dizzy and groggy, as if she couldn't stand.

Finally made up my mind to leave this person, my heart hurt more than I imagined, this person had long been integrated into her flesh and blood, if you want to leave him, you must remove the bones and flesh in order to be reborn.

Yao Mujin wiped the tears from his face with the back of his hand, as if he had exhausted all his strength before he bent down and signed the agreement tremblingly.

The three words Yao Mujin are so difficult to write.

Bye-bye, Lin Yunchuan.

Thinking like this, he endured a strong sense of dizziness, dragged out the suitcase that had already been packed, and left the Lin family without looking back in Lin Yunchuan's calm black eyes.

walked chicly, but turned around and burst into tears.

Yao Mujian, who was walking unsteadily, didn't see Lin Yunchuan's eyes behind her, and became painful when she turned around.

Lin Yunchuan saw the desperately suffocating back.

Many years later, Lin Yunchuan answered Yao Mujin like this.

She often thinks about the loss of family, friends, lovers, what else does she have?

In just half a year, her life has undergone earth-shaking changes, the person she loves betrayed her, her relatives have left her, and the people she cherishes have abandoned her, Yao Mujin doesn't understand, why is it a farce for her to live and live, she can't figure it out, what is the meaning of living when she loses everything?

People who are not worthy of nostalgia, goals that are not worth working for, living mechanically like the walking dead, continuing to live? Do you want to continue? The process of hurting and being hurt, being deceived and being deceived is constantly repeated.

Standing on the top of a tall building, Yao Mujin asked himself, do you want to continue to live? Looking at the cloudy sky, Yao Mujin remembered their days on the island, such a good time, is it gone forever?

Such a gentle and considerate person no longer belongs to him.

Such a distant happiness is really too illusory.

She thought, she didn't want to go on.

She didn't want to have another Xie Tiancheng, let alone another Lin Yunchuan.

She just wants to go back to the past, to the days without Xie Tiancheng and Lin Yunchuan, as long as there are parents who love her.

Are you afraid of death? She asked herself again.

Her parents who doted on her had gone to heaven, and there was nothing in her life that she was obsessed with, the world was so big, but nothing did not belong to her.

Is it time to leave? Yao asked herself.

Maybe, but she is still unwilling, she is unwilling to let her life start and end dismally, she is unwilling to let the people who hurt her go unpunished.

She's not reconciled.

She was so sincere to everyone around her, why did they hurt her like this? Xie Tiancheng is, Fang Wei is, and so is Lin Yunchuan! Is she really that worthless? Can anyone hurt me? She's not reconciled! But what if you are unwilling?

Can a lost loved one come back? Will a lost lover come back?

No, it's true that his parents left, and it's also true that Lin Yunchuan left.

These things made her upset and helpless.

So what? Get you back? Yao Mujin remembered that Xie Tiancheng had taken revenge on her.

Revenge does not bring happiness, revenge only makes her more miserable. Oblivion? But how could she forget those deep pains, forget those who were deeply imprinted in her life.

What should she do?

The wind gradually became stronger, Yao Mujian felt that he was going to be blown away, swaying in the wind, and at some point it actually rained lightly, and the cold raindrops fell on Yao Mujian's raised face, transparent, wanton slipping, like tears.

In the rain, people who used to be able to snuggle up can never be together.

What's going on? Why are they all so to her! Why, no matter what it is, she is always the one who is wrong! I never thought about hurting anyone! Didn't want to disappoint anyone! Trying to live, isn't she serious enough? Not trying hard enough?! Isn't she aggrieved enough? Why did so many people come to hurt her? Yes... yes

The strong screams seemed to exert all the strength of the whole body, and the pain contained in them really made people cry, as if to vent all the indignation and resentment, which was the helpless struggle of the most desperate people.

The knuckles of Yao Mujian's hand holding her hair have turned white, and the pain of her heart like a knife makes her unable to support herself anymore, she doesn't know how to stop herself from pain, she uses her head against the hard wall, the pain in her flesh, as if her heart is not so painful.

The blood was mixed with tears, making Yao Muhibiscus haggard and pale.

I don't know when she curled up on the ground, crying bitterly, only knowing that her world was black and white and gray that day, as if the world had just opened, full of chaos.

She felt a headache, a pain in her arms, a pain in her stomach, a pain all over her body, and the pain at that moment made her think that her body no longer belonged to her.

How long has it been? Yao Mujin couldn't say clearly.

Why is that? Yao Mujin couldn't say clearly.

Sadness, helplessness, nothingness.

Now, it's like she's stuck in a dead loop, miserable, desperate.

When she thought that her world would no longer be colorful, Lin Yunchuan saved her.

When she thought that she didn't have to be adrift, Lin Yunchuan left her.

Gone, all gone.

Yao Mujin can't remember how long she cried that day, but she only knows that the rain has been falling.

That's it, Yao Mujin looks forward to falling asleep.

I don't know when the rain stopped quietly, and Yao Mujin was also quiet.

There was water all around, and Yao Muhibiscus was drenched in the drizzle.

I wish I could faint like last time and wake up in the rain, but unfortunately, I finally came back to reality.