Chapter 37: Maybe You Shouldn't Be So Selfish

He thought it was the waiter of the hotel who delivered the breakfast and opened the door without thinking too much, and when he opened the door, he was dumbfounded, it was none other than Li Tian who delivered the breakfast.

"Nannan, it's breakfast. Originally, the hotel also had it, but I was afraid that they would not do it clean, so I prepared the materials at five o'clock today, and made them for you and your father. I made your dad's favorite pork intestines, and you should like it too, right? Li Tian didn't wear makeup today, he looked very haggard, and the fine lines on his face became more and more obvious, but his eyes were full of tenderness.

Maybe it was because he knew that the last person he wanted to see was her, Li Tian put down his things and left.

When Li Tian left, she silently pulled Nanfeng's door, she smiled and said to herself: "This is your child, no matter how much he hates you, you should be good to him." ”

Nanfeng opened the lunch box, and the smell of meat rushed to his face, Li Tian didn't know that only his father liked pork intestines, and he hated it the most. He took a bite, it was different from the kind of pork intestines he had eaten before, it was really delicious, he finished eating, and there was nothing left.

Li Tian's inexplicably delicious food is unique, is this unique to his mother?

He was confused, and the images in his mind began to contradict. Li Tian is a shrewd and capable woman in front of outsiders, a mother with no sense of responsibility in his heart, and a little girl who doesn't know her mistakes in her father's heart, which one is her? Li Tian, his mother, conceived him at the age of twenty-five, abandoned him and his father at the age of twenty-six, and now suddenly said that she wanted to save him and his father after many years.

"Midsummer, do me a favor." He still made a phone call, and the existence of midsummer is a lover and a safe haven and home.

"Huh?" Midsummer bit the bread and said, Midsummer knew that the south wind was confused. People like Nanfeng, who have borne the name of genius since childhood, will always be plotted out of a path, but this road is too smooth, and there will always be fewer things than others, and it is easier to get lost.

"You tell me what to do, there is a person I used to hate her, but I don't know why I can't hate her now......" Nanfeng told Li Tian and his father about it to Midsummer, but he didn't say that Li Tian wanted to remarry his father.

Midsummer was at a loss when she heard this, the bread in her hand fell with a snap, she got up and picked up the bread, in fact, she didn't know how to answer Nanfeng. But she knew that she had to help Nanfeng relieve her feelings, and Nanfeng's confusion would always have to be answered.

Midsummer put down the bread, paused and said: "If I were you, I would be relieved, it doesn't matter if you hate it now or not, anyway, sooner or later you will have to let go." Look down, there are two sides to everything, why don't you go to the bottom of the truth? I'm not speaking for your mother, and I don't have much affection for your mother, but I just don't want you to be haunted by the so-called hatred in your heart all the time. After saying that, Midsummer hung up the phone without waiting for Nanfeng to respond, she felt that Nanfeng would be relieved, and she would definitely be.

Nanfeng went to the hospital and saw Li Tian talking and laughing in his father's ward, and his father looked very good today, and his face was a little ruddy. The father smiled and took Li Tian's hand, and at that moment he seemed to have seen his father who had been together for a long, long time, and the sunny and refreshing boy he used to be.

Li Tian called him in, Li Tian gently let go of his father Nanfang's hand, peeled two apples, one for his father and one for him.

Nanfeng took the apple, remembering that he had never eaten a peeled apple. His father didn't know how to peel apples, and his grandmother said that apples couldn't be peeled, and his apple peeling skills were still learned from A in his freshman year of high school.

Li Tian took a small notebook from the drawer of his father's bedside table in Nanfang, which contained a brand-new marriage certificate. Nanfeng didn't expect Li Tian and his father to remarry so soon, and his father Nanfang replied: "Nannan, in fact, I remarried your mother on the second day of my hospitalization, in fact, your mother left for a reason, and I don't want you to hate your mother." ”

Then Li Tian told a long-ago story, at least a past that Nanfeng never knew:

At that time, the appearance of your father was a miracle, and we were actually in Shenzhen when we were in high school, and the appearance of your father Nanfang caused a sensation in a small fishing village that had just become a special economic zone.

After meeting your father Nan Fang, I learned that he was the famous painting genius, and he won many awards at a young age, which is a strange story. Your father Nanfang is very good, but I am not good, I studied in a third-rate high school, and Nanfang studied in the best high school in Shenzhen at that time. It is said that when he came to our school as an exchange student, our principal begged him several times before he begged him.

Nanfang is a painting genius, and his mother is Nanfeng your grandmother, but she doesn't want him to indulge in painting, and Nanfang's mother changed Nanfang's volunteer to medical school in her third year of high school. Nanfang told me that Nanfang's father's greatest wish was for Nanfang to become a doctor like him.

When Nanfang was depressed about this, I was so happy at the time, because I enrolled in medical school, so that Nanfang and I could go into a little bit of it.

But I forgot that Nan Fang's dream was to paint, and since then Nan Fang has rarely spoken to his mother. Nanfang's mother thought it was my fault and thought I was doing something wrong.

I knew that Nanfang's mother hated me, and I told Nanfang that Nanfang was just because I was too sensitive. At that time, my parents didn't want me to be with Nanfang, because Nanfang was so legendary, "Our family can't afford to climb high, and you may not be happy in the future." "That's what my parents said to me.

I think my parents must have known that Nan Fang's mother didn't like me at that time, because when my parents knew that Nan Fang and I were going to get married, my mother deliberately told me: "Don't make your mother-in-law angry in the past, you know no." ”

When I was in college, Nanfang still won prizes in competitions, and of course I skipped a lot of classes. But the professors of the medical school can't do anything about Nanfang, and whoever asks Nanfang to compete is also to win glory for the school.

Nanfang has painted many paintings and won many awards, but he has never painted a single one for me. Whenever I wanted him to paint a portrait of me, he would always excuse himself by saying he was tired.

After graduating from college, I married him.

I knew that my parents didn't agree with me and Nanfang, so I deliberately waited until I got the marriage certificate before telling my parents. When my parents found out, they said that they wanted Nanfang to come and propose, and I went to Nanfang's house to find someone else, but Nanfang's mother turned me away.

I didn't expect it – he actually got on the plane the day after I got my license, and I knew he was going to race again.

I picked the wedding dress or something, I didn't have my husband's company or my mother-in-law's Zhang Luo, and even the wedding invitation was sent by myself. I was in a hurry, and later Nanfang's mother laughed at me for not being successful enough and more than failing, I was very popular at that time!

On the day of the wedding, he flew in a hurry from an unknown country, and when he first came back, he had a scruffy beard on his face, and I didn't know if he hadn't shaved for a few days, so I secretly took him to the toilet to shave him. He handed me a sketch from his briefcase, the only one he drew for me.

On the night of the candle night in the cave room, I called him Mr. stiffly, and he stammered. But he wasn't ashamed of that guy at all, he called my wife and then hugged me into his arms.

After marriage, I wasn't really happy. My mother-in-law still doesn't like me at all, and Nanfang is often not by my side, so I'm very lonely. At that time, I had already lost my job, and my husband was very capable and didn't need me to work at all, so he became a housewife.

The overly comfortable life and daily housework made me more and more impetuous, but when I was impetuous and even wanted to divorce Nanfang. I was pregnant with a child, and my mother-in-law knew that I had a child and took care of all the housework, and I went from being impetuous to being depressed. At that time, I thought in my heart: "I can't do housework, I'm waiting to die!" ”

I gave birth to the child safely, and Nanfang held the child and named the child Nannan. Nan Fang hugged the child and said, "Tian Tian, this child is really like you, and his eyes are so good." "I looked at you as a baby, and you were very clingy to me at that time, and you cried every time I went out.

For a while, I really felt that my children and I were dependent on each other, because Nanfang rarely accompanied us, and my mother-in-law still ignored me. After that period of time, I left because I needed a lot of money, but my mother-in-law wouldn't give me a penny.

I couldn't raise the money, and then my father died. Because there are no medical expenses, I have not had surgery...... Did you know the south wind? At that time, I knew your father Nanfang very well, and if he was by my side, your grandfather would not have ......

Later, I divorced your father Nanfang and came to Guangzhou alone, I don't know that your father Nanfang bought a house in Guangzhou for me. If I had known at that time, I might have returned to your father, Nanfang, to you......

After Li Tian finished speaking, she felt relieved, she didn't know if Nanfeng would no longer hate herself, but she had let go.

Nanfang suddenly said to Nanfeng: "Nannan...... Do you know? Actually, your name is your mother to get ......"

Nan Fang took out a yellowed notebook, turned the first page and read it: "I remember the day I gave birth to him...... Nanfang put a withered white withered flower at the head of my bed, which Nanfang said was called hyacinth...... I was just swept away by the scent of withered flowers...... I think hyacinths are very fragrant, so I casually named my child Nanfeng. ”

Li Tian said, "This is my diary, which was written on the day you took your name when you were a month old......"

Nanfeng's head that had been lowered suddenly raised his eyes, and the one in front of him who looked very similar to his eyes was his mother, and he was going to be relieved no matter what. The words of midsummer came to mind again:

"If I were you, I would be relieved, it doesn't matter if you hate it now or not, anyway, sooner or later you will have to let go. Look down, there are two sides to everything, why don't you go to the bottom of the truth? I'm not speaking for your mother, and I don't have much affection for your mother, but I just don't want you to be haunted by the so-called hatred in your heart all the time. ”

Nanfang was afraid that Nanfeng hadn't let go of the knot in his heart, so he persuaded with a pleasant face: "Nanfeng, you really should be relieved, there is a reason for her departure, she is back now...... So you should now say to your mom: 'Welcome home'. ”

Nanfeng closed his eyes and took a deep breath, remembering that his lonely father could not be so selfish, he opened his eyes and said to his mother, "Mom...... Welcome home. ”

Li Tian's tears fell, she is not just a shrewd and capable strong woman, she is also an ordinary mother.

Nan Fang patted Nan Feng on the shoulder and said, "I think clearly, my father will support you in all the decisions you make, and he will never impose his dreams on you again." ”