There were not many people who came to the funeral, they were all relatives and friends, but even if you count these relatives and friends, there were only a few people. These also show that A really didn't have many friends before his death, and A didn't make friends at all in his first year of high school, and he didn't know Nanfeng's brother until his sophomore year of high school.

Sheng Xia suddenly remembered something and asked Gu Jing for a pair of headphones. Midsummer suddenly said to everyone: "There are some recording files in A's mobile phone, it should be what he wants to say to others." Sheng Xia plugged in the headphones on her mobile phone and gave the phone to Su Xiao, she said softly: "This is what A only wants to give you alone." ”

The name of the recording file for Su Xiao is "My Little Mushroom Su Xiao (I hope you are the only one when you listen to it)", Su Xiao turned on the play button and heard A's voice.

At first, A says in the recording, "Hi, little mushroom. After a long pause, he continued, "I think that when you hear this recording, it should be when I give up on you completely, and then I will listen to it for you." ”

"How do I begin to say that? Little Mushroom, I haven't liked you for a long time, but I really like you. Even if you've never had me in your eyes......" A's voice choked, Su Xiao thought A must have been sad when he said these words, right?

Even if you've never seen me in your eyes...... This sentence pierced Su Xiao's heart deeply, and the feeling was like a wound that had just healed opening again.

"You and I are so stupid, why do you like Midsummer? She already has the south wind, haha, why should I like you, little mushroom, you already have the middle of summer? What were you doing when you heard this recording? Did you confess to Midsummer? Or do you have someone by your side who I don't know? ”

"Don't you hate me? suddenly appeared in your world, and said that he liked you, but he couldn't give you happiness and could only take the trouble to wipe your tears. I know that feelings have to be paid equally, but I still unconsciously humbled down, little mushroom, do you think I'm so stupid? ”

"I'm really stupid, love comes and goes, and in the end I'm going to let go of you, I'm sorry I really have to let go this time. Because I want to give you the courage to love bravely, and remember to be strong in the future, your Angel can't wipe your tears every day. A sigh followed.

Su Xiao listened to this recording in its entirety, and even let go of the last sigh, Su Xiao clicked the delete button to keep this recording in her memory forever.

Su Xiao knew that A was the Angel given to her by the world, but Su Xiao ran away with her Angel.

A's next recording was for his mother, and A's mother's hand trembled slightly, but she still clicked on the recording file called: "MyMom".

“darlingMom，Missme？ There''ssomethingIreallywanttosaytoyou。 Mom，Imustbeabadkid，right？ Alwaysmakingexcessivedemands，IsaidIwanttowearamaleservantcostume，Youopenedawestpointshop。 (Dear Mom, don't you think I?) There are some things I want you to say to you. Mom, I must be a bad boy, right? Always making some excessive demands, I said I wanted to wear a deacon robe, and you opened a pastry shop. ）”

“Daddiedearly，Alltheseyears，it''s beenuptoyou，mom，tosupportthisfamily，Thankyou。 IhopeI''llbeyourpride，IfIcould，I''dlikeittobemewhogivesawaymyyouth。 (Dad died very early, this is the year is all dependent on Mom, you support our family, thank you.) I hope I will be your pride, and if I can, I want to make the person who gave his youth to support this family be me. ）”

“MymotherteachesEnglish，sothistimeIchoosetoconfessmymotherinEnglish。 (My mother is an English teacher, so this time I chose to confess to my mother in English.) ）”

After A's mother unplugged the headphones, she actually fainted in collapse, and Gu Jing helped A's mother to the bedroom.

Nanfeng gave the phone to Midsummer, and Midsummer was surprised and said, "A He also recorded it for me?" Immediately, Midsummer also plugged in the headphones and clicked on a recording file called: "Midsummer Harvest".

At the beginning, A said like this: "Midsummer, I had an unpleasant time with you, I hope you don't hate me......"

"You are an unlucky and lucky girl, you don't have many friends, your childhood is not good enough, but God is equal. Fortunately, you have your favorite Nanfeng, as well as the reliable Su Xiao, and even Gu Jing, who was once infatuated with you. There are too many people around you, so I want you to look behind you, okay? Su Xiao behind you, maybe you feel that love and friendship must be trade-off, but why should Su Xiao be snubbed by you? ”

"You and Nanfeng have experienced a lot of things together, I believe in the relationship between you and Nanfeng, Nanfeng has some small problems, you should tolerate him more, he eats soft and not hard."

The recording of less than a minute is all admonition, can't this person say it face-to-face? Midsummer had to hand the phone to the south wind for a while.

The name of Nanfeng's recording file is: "Nanfeng Knows My Mind", Nanfeng couldn't help but complain about this name, and later thought about it, and he and he knew each other in the first place.

Nanfeng didn't click on the file and deleted it directly, because he knew what A would say to him, and he also knew that the file might be empty.

I've memorized those bits and pieces, really.

When it came to Gu Jing, Gu Jing directly pulled out the headphones and said, "I know what A is going to say to me, it's nothing more than preaching, and I don't need to listen alone." ”

In fact, what A said in the recording file was all preaching.

"Gu Jing, don't be too blind if you like girls in the future, you can't like midsummer before, you know? Also, don't always fight with Nanfeng, you are you, he is him, you are not as smart as me. In the future, you have to learn to see the world by yourself, don't ask me everything, because sometimes I don't know at all, these words themselves are like saying to you, afraid of your glass heart, so in the recording. ”

"Also, in fact, Nanfeng's file is empty, Nanfeng knows what I want, don't tell him!"

Gu Jing looked up and saw that everyone was crying.

The south wind knows what I want, and blows dreams to Xizhou.

Maybe you can still see that young man in the dream, the young man with blue eyes, he is very poisonous and arrogant, but his existence is undoubtedly beautiful, and his departure is so reluctant.

And the person who originally seemed to be okay was probably the most uncomfortable.

"a, you're not afraid, mom is here to accompany you." This is the mother of a dead son, who always has a weird smile on her face, but her eyes are full of despair and pain.

The mother began to think back to her life, divorced as a young man and abandoned by her husband, and now she has lost her son in middle age, and when her husband leaves, she will only have a son in the world. Later, her son was gone, and she had no reason to live, and she should have broken herself.

"A, you must wait for your mother......"

As he spoke, the tears in his eyes continued to overflow, and the silver-white fruit knife in his hand slashed hard at his wrist.

Dark red blood continued to gush out from his wrist at this time, staining the blade red and silver-white......

——If life is destined, life and death are separated, yin and yang are separated, and finally, I am willing to present the saddest concerto for the thorny hell.

Blood was sprinkled all over the ground, and in the middle of the night, the neighbor Xiao Wang came to borrow something, but accidentally found the proprietress of the 'You and Xia' pastry shop who had passed out.

"Boss, what's wrong with you? I've come to borrow something from you, wake up. Xiao Wang tried to call a few times, but the people on the ground still didn't move. Xiao Wang touched his own inch and looked around, the blood stains on the ground were particularly dazzling, and Xiao Wang suddenly found the wound on the wrist of the proprietress and a shiny fruit knife.

"His grandmother's, everything has made Lao Tzu bump into it, and I will bump into it when people commit suicide." Xiao Wang gritted his teeth and cursed a few words, quickly took off his T-shirt and bandaged it around the wrists of the people on the ground. Xiao Wang carried the man who had just committed suicide shirtless, and called a car to send him directly to the hospital.

The first thing I knew about the news of A's mother's suicide was Midsummer.

Let's start with the morning of the second day when A's mother committed suicide, that morning, Su Xiao asked Midsummer to see A's mother's situation, on the grounds that A's mother didn't want to see Su Xiao.

"Please, Midsummer! If I had gone to see her, Auntie, she would have smashed the door for me. ”

"But I have to go by myself, the dean of teaching, she's very good, and she's always in good health."

"Didn't you see it the other day? Auntie, her mental state is not very good, and her spirit is also very important, you should go and see her. ”

In this way, Midsummer went to the 'You and Xia' pastry shop that was no longer in business, but when she went, the door was closed, and she saw a pool of blood through the glass door.

A bad premonition swirled in his heart, and at this time, Su Xiao's phone call suddenly came.

"Aunt Midsummer, is she okay?" Su Xiao asked expectantly.

"Ahhh......h What do you say? Midsummer was suddenly stunned by Su Xiaowen, and she was completely stunned.

"I said Auntie, is she okay?" Su Xiao didn't hear it clearly when he was in the middle of summer, and he didn't notice the panic of midsummer at all.

"It's okay...... We'll talk about it later, okay? After hanging up the phone, Sheng Xia finally breathed a sigh of relief, she couldn't imagine how crazy Su Xiao would be when she knew that the teaching director might have an accident.

Midsummer didn't have A's mother's phone number, but she saw the paper on the wall that said Transfer. Sheng Xia thought to herself, the transfer must write the phone number, she called the phone number in the transfer form, and finally got through.

She anxiously rushed to the person on the other end of the phone and said, "Where have you been, dean?" I saw a pool of blood in your house, what happened? ”

"Who are you?" The person who answered the phone was actually a male voice with a strong voice, and just when Midsummer thought he had made the wrong call, the male voice on the other end of the phone suddenly spoke again, "Are you a student of the boss?" My name is Xiao Wang, are you a student at the boss's school?"