I heard that you crushed Zhou A's fingers? ”

In the room of the Hanzhou villa, Zhong Lei asked with a little curiosity.

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes." Crushed one. He promised never to return to China, but I caught him, so I should teach him a lesson. ”

"Very good."

Zhong Lei smiled.

"Hey, why don't you call me too cruel?" Chen Feng wondered slightly.

Zhong Lei shook her head, "I think it's okay, it's not cruel." I'm sure you have a reason for everything. A person like Zhou Ah should indeed make him unable to come back for the rest of his life. It's just that I don't think you need to be angry about this, it's not worth it, and it doesn't fit your current status. ”

Chen Feng shook his head, "Identity? What status can I have? Isn't it still a man with a nose and two eyes? But I'm not angry. You may not believe it, but I was thinking about the spirit of contract. He defaulted and should pay the price, it's as simple as that. ”

Zhong Lei burst out laughing, "The spirit of the contract? Your explanation is novel. But I just think your time is too precious to be spent on such small things. ”

Chen Feng smiled, "It only took less than three minutes to gather the total, and I still did everything that needed to be done." Besides, no matter who I am, then I have to eat and drink Lazar. It's like the outside world now regards you as a goddess, but as a goddess, you also have to go to the toilet yourself, right? ”

Zhong Lei blushed at first, and then laughed wildly.

After a long time, she poked Chen Feng's head and said, "Okay, you guy, now it's really full of sassy words, and there is no right way." ”

Chen Feng smiled.

A moment later, Zhong Lei said a word.

"Are you worried about losing your feelings? So deliberately to detach yourself from major events and return to ordinary life? ”

Chen Feng was stunned, "You found out." That's right. ”

Today, Chen Feng's biological lifespan is 138 years old, but his thinking has existed in the form of quantum life for thousands of years.

His mental age is actually very old.

His will is very strong, but the mind transforms into another life and lives for so many years, and the long time will eventually leave some traces in his heart.

These traces are wearing away his emotions little by little.

This is the active apathy of the personality, which is very different from the passive dissipation of the quantum life.

In these days, Chen Feng gradually found that he could only have relatively strong emotional fluctuations when facing Zhong Lei or listening to Zhong Lei sing, but when facing other people and things, although he could still speak in a complex and changeable tone, he looked quite like a person, but in fact, as far as he knew, this was all an illusion of his own disguise.

He is becoming as "cold" as the stars.

These are all the sequelae that we have to face after the quantization of thinking.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking, Zhong Lei knew that she had grasped the truth.

She leaned in gently and hugged Chen Feng's back.

"You're tired."

Chen Feng nodded: "It's a little, but it's okay." ”

"You need to take a break."

"But I don't have time to really rest, I always feel like I'm too busy every day."

Zhong Lei: "You're pushing yourself too hard. ”

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's okay, it's just that some things have become what they are now." ”

"Tell me what happened. I'm very resilient. ”

……

Half an hour later, Zhong Lei looked at Chen Feng with a distressed face, "You have lived alone in a black hole for a thousand years?" ”

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes." ”

"It's hard, isn't it? Lonely? ”

"It's okay, I had two people with me at the beginning, and I was able to listen to your songs. Later, I began to take the initiative to liaise with the Resistance outside and participate in the cause of the Resistance. For a while, I had a hard time, but then my mood gradually faded, and I didn't know what loneliness was. ”

He said things very plainly, but Zhong Lei unconsciously substituted herself into such a scene, her heart fluctuated, and she couldn't help herself.

"So what do you think will happen this time? Do you want to repeat it again? ”

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's very possible, if you want to win this war, humanity needs me." I'm going to have to keep watching the win to settle down. ”

Zhong Lei: "Is it in the form of a living person or in the form of quantum life?" ”

"If it's opportunistic, I can transform the form as soon as I get past it. But ......"

Zhong Lei: "But you have new worries? ”

"Yes, when I comprehended the Great Unified Formula of Xiaofu in the form of quantum life, my understanding of the universe reached a new stage. I've been thinking about a question since I came back, and then I discovered a little bit of the mystery of the energy that left and so I traveled through time and space. ”

"What mystery?"

Chen Feng: "At first, I thought it was the will of the universe that supported me to reset time, with infinite energy. But I found that this is not the case. What supports me is a force that conforms to the laws of science and the application of the laws of the universe, but we don't understand it in our current research. But there is a limit to this force. Since it is a finite thing, it will be exhausted sooner or later. ”

Zhong Lei: "What happens when you run out?" ”

Chen Feng thought for a moment, "Lose the ability to tamper with cosmic time." ”

"Huh? And then what? ”

Chen Feng smiled: "Then maybe this is the last attempt I can make." This time, when I die in the future, I probably won't come back. ”

Zhong Lei's face suddenly turned pale, "This...... You're leaving? ”

Chen Feng blinked, "It can't be said that I'm leaving, won't I still grow old with you?" The present is the present, and the future is the future. ”

Zhong Lei: "Uh...... So this time your life could be like this. Grow old with us in the 21st century, then resurrect in the 31st century, and then usher in real death? ”

It was a bit detouring before, she didn't understand, but after Chen Feng explained, she understood.

Chen Feng nodded, "So I didn't plan to rely on suicide to take advantage of the opportunism." I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet. I've always gambled like this, and if I lose, I'll lose nothing. I have a lot of knowledge, but my greatest talent is in the charge. I can do it alone. So, I'm going to fight with all my might, even if I'm getting a little old in the war. Then I will transform myself into a more stable quantum intelligence at the end of my life as an ordinary person, when I am about to die of aging, and I will live as long as I can. ”

Zhong Lei: "All in one battle?" ”

"Yes."

Zhong Lei pondered for a moment, "Why didn't you worry about this before?" ”

Chen Feng looked up at the ceiling, "The tone became melancholy, probably because I was finally old this time." This incident exposed the boundaries of the capabilities of the mysterious energy and proved some of the answers I wanted. ”

Zhong Lei asked in a solemn tone, "Then what should I do now?" ”

Chen Feng spread his hands, "Don't do it, the soldiers will come to block the water and cover the earth." Actually, I thought of every time as if it were the last. I always say, 'Next time,' but I just have to encourage myself." ”

Chen Feng confessed a fact.

He himself is probably the greatest pessimist in history.

Every time I think only about failure, and firmly believe that every time it may be the last.

But his thoughts in the past were not as strong as they are now.

Chen Feng took another deep breath and patted Zhong Lei on the shoulder, "So I have to adjust my state now, let myself continue to be perfect, and make the best preparations for the final war of my own and civilization." Tomorrow I will go to meet some old people, let go of all the baggage I once had, and then travel lightly and all the way forward. ”

Zhong Lei hugged her closer and closer.

"I'll write you a new song."

"What song?"

Zhong Lei: "The last millennium. I've thought of the first line of the lyrics. ”

"What?"

"Every time I open my eyes, I think today is my last."

"That's good."

"I'm going to make this one last time as if I was going to do it one last time. I hope my song can resound in the universe. This is what lives up to this life. ”

"Hahaha. Good! ”