Chapter 67: Send her home
There was a red light ahead, Lin Yunchuan stepped on the foot brake, lit a cigarette, took a puff, the heavy smell of smoke spread from his mouth, and he squinted his eyes lazily and looked at the road.
Choking on the strong smell of smoke, Yao Mujin furrowed his delicate eyebrows and asked in surprise, "When did you start smoking?" ”
Lin Yunchuan glanced at Yao Mujian, who was coughing, silently opened the window for ventilation, and then extinguished the cigarette in his hand, "Smoke occasionally." ”
"You didn't smoke before." Yao Mujin was not satisfied with Lin Yunchuan's answer.
"Later, when there are more troubles, I will smoke." Speaking of this, Lin Yunchuan glanced at Yao Mujin with ulterior motives, as if he was afraid that she would be worried, and added: "It's okay, I smoke but my lungs." ”
The bright light on the street outside the car sneaks into the car, coating the people and objects inside the car with a colorful coat, which is both mysterious and fascinating.
Yao Mujin turned his head to look at the man hidden in the streamer, the half-black and half-white night wiped away the hardness of the man's whole body, leaving only the loneliness and loneliness of the car, as if the man abandoned by the light felt pain in his heart.
In the five years since Yao Mujian left, Lin Yunchuan often remembered what Yao Mujian was like at that time, and at that time he usually frantically wanted to find her.
At first, he would look at pictures of the two of them to comfort himself, and later, he would look at the photos of them smoking to relieve the pain, and so many times that he unconsciously developed a habit of annoying himself to smoke.
It's not terrible to be lonely all the time, it's terrible to be lonely after going together, often lonely people don't feel anything bad about being alone, and people who are used to two people suddenly separating will become confused.
But every time he goes to find Yao Muhibiscus, he will touch a gray nose, he will be sad, and every time he tries to get close to Yao Muhibiscus and is ruthlessly pushed away by her, he will be sad.
These things today are the result of his own choices, but he does not regret it.
If a relationship develops too smoothly and puts the problem aside and does not deal with it, then there will be more problems, but they can carry these problems together, if they can't resist it, it can only mean that the two of them are inseparable.
Such a hypocritical idea Lin Yunchuan can't talk to Yao Mujian, just as Yao Mujin has many thoughts that can't talk to him, the two of them trace back to the source, that is, lack of trust.
There is love between them, but without trust, how to make each other dependent?
Yao Mujin thought that by the time they came back, Xiaoxiao and An An might have fallen asleep, and Lin Yunchuan should not have a chance to see Xiaoxiao.
Because of this fluke mentality, Yao Mujin acquiesced to Lin Yunchuan's practice of sending her back.
Speechless all the way, the two of them each thought about their own things.
As the old saying goes, Yao Mujin thinks it's good, and the organs are exhausted, but they can't withstand the mandate of heaven.
And she's still playing with fire.
Lin Yunchuan sent Yao Mujin to the door of the house in a familiar way, Yao Mujin breathed a sigh of relief and got out of the car before he could thank him, he was staggered by the little figure that pounced on him.
"Mom!" The children's voice with a thick nasal voice and a pitiful cry shouted, and Yao Mujian's heart shook a little, and a blank explode in his mind.
Yao Mujin squatted down and picked up his little body, and patted his little back with one hand, although his brain was clever, he still kept comforting: "Little is not afraid, mother is here, little good." ”
The little guy in his arms was crying and trembling, as if he was very aggrieved, sad and scared.
Yao Mujin was distressed, and he couldn't care about Lin Yunchuan anymore, so he frowned and hurriedly asked the nanny aunt who rushed out, with anxiety in his tone. What's wrong? Why are you crying like this? ”
"I'm afraid I'm scared by Mr."
"Today, Mr. somehow broke all the things in the house, and there was still blood on his hands, so he went out with Miss An An, the little master saw Mr. like this, and he was very scared, Mr. has been crying since he left, and he has to wait for you at the door, and he just saw you coming back, so he cried again."
When Yao Mujin heard this, she was even more anxious, and she was distressed and worried about Li Junsheng and An An, and Lin Yunchuan was waiting for her, she felt that she was unlucky, everything could happen together, and her brain was buzzing, "Why don't you call me?" ”
"I called, but you didn't answer the phone"
Yao Mujin didn't ask anything more, hugged Xiaoxiao and walked into the house, the more he walked, the more angry he became, the house was in a mess, TV, stereo, coffee table, sofa, vase, shop window, as long as it could be seen in the living room, nothing was good, some things in the middle were still stained with blood, especially on the shop window, a pool of bright red dazzling.
Yao Mujian's frightened body shook for a moment, and he almost let go of his little hand.
What can make the always docile brother become like this, where did the brother take An An, and what was he going to do? Yao Mujin didn't dare to think about it.
"Don't worry, I'll call Xinru to see if your brother and An An are with her, and you can coax the child first." Lin Yunchuan held Yao Muhibiscus's shoulders with both hands, stabilizing her crumbling body, and her low and gorgeous voice reassured Yao Mujian.
She didn't think about why Lin Yunchuan followed her into the house, and now she didn't have time to think about this, so she nodded and carried Xiaoxiao into the room, closed the door, and patiently gave Xiaoxiao a good breath.
"Little girl, mother's little girl, don't cry, the crying mother is very distressed."
Yao Mujin gently shook his little hand and patted his little back gently, "Are you okay?" The little cry gradually subsided, but Yao Mujian's heart stirred up a thousand waves, and the impatient mood surged into her heart, and its momentum was fierce.
Yao Mujin looked at the little face on his chest that was still full of tears with a complicated expression, and there was already a shadow of Lin Yunchuan between his eyebrows, and it was impossible for a person as shrewd as Lin Yunchuan not to guess.
Yao Mujin laid the little heart that was gradually falling asleep on the bed, pulled up the quilt and covered the little body, gently wiped the water marks on both sides of her cheeks, and kissed her little forehead.
Sigh softly, what should come will come.
Seeing Yao Mujin coming out of the room, Lin Yunchuan said to the person on the other end of the phone: "You pay attention to yourself and go to bed early." ”
just hung up the phone, his face was very calm, his dark eyes seemed to be the vast sea, and the undercurrent was surging under the calm.
Such an indifferent Lin Yunchuan made Yao Mujian's psychological structure that he had managed to do well slowly collapse again.
Unable to guess Lin Yunchuan's attitude, Yao Mujin stiffened his head and cleared his throat before he was about to ask a question, Lin Yunchuan opened his mouth, "Your brother left after sending An An to Xinru, and when he went, he was covered in blood, and An An was also scared." ”
When Yao Mujin heard this, he frowned, with a hint of worry in his sparkling eyes, "Where has my brother gone?" Did he tell Xinru? ”
Even though he knew that the other party was Yao Muhibiscus's brother, Lin Yunchuan still felt a little uncomfortable when he saw Yao Muhibiscus being frightened for other men.