Chapter 24: The Heart

Inscription: Have you ever seen her so desperate in the middle of summer? Have you seen the emptiness of fate in the middle of summer? If you have seen the emptiness of fate, you must know the love between the brother and sister of Kasuga Wild Dome and Kasuga Wild Yu, and there is also her unspeakable to you in the cool south breeze in midsummer. Do you know? Midsummer, you are really lucky, there is a very good girl who likes you, although she seems heartless on the surface, but the person she cares about the most is always you.

- Stranger A

I'm so crazy that I can't laugh or cry, I never thought I could do this for one person, and I saw your eyes smiling when the cool south wind rose in the middle of summer. I'm me, I'm not me, because it's less and less like me, I'm me, I'm still me, just love you and become crazy and demonic. Do you know? I have no heart and lungs, but I secretly pretended to be you, I like your name very much, because it is poetic, about the name: you said that our names are all called SX, we are each other's other self, do you remember Midsummer?

- Su Xiao, who loves to become a madman

Su Xiao slowly climbed out of bed, she touched her hot forehead, she vaguely heard A's voice in her ears, A whispered, "Is Midsummer okay?" A breathed a sigh of relief when he learned that Midsummer was fine, and turned his head to see Su Xiao staring straight at him.

"Sheng, Xia, she, what, what, what?" Su Xiao bit hard word by word, and she was very worried now...... Don't have anything to do with her summer, if there is anything, she will be finished, and her heart will die.

A said softly: "Su Xiao, listen to me, don't worry about her now, worry about yourself, you still have a high fever now." A patted Su Xiao's head helplessly, and comforted again, "Don't worry, it's really going to be fine." ”

"A don't do that, you tell me what's wrong with Midsummer! As long as I know what's wrong with her, I'll be fine, really, I don't lie to you—a, what's wrong with her in the middle of summer? Where is she now? I'm going to see her. Su Xiao begged with a crying voice, and she shook A's hand.

At that time, Su Xiao didn't know why she used begging, Su Xiao only knew that there was only one thought in her heart at that time, there could be nothing in the middle of summer, if there was something, she would really go crazy - if you love someone to the point of madness, won't it become crazy and become a demon? Whoever says it, crying and laughing can't be one person, it's ridiculous and lamentable.

A still coaxed Su Xiao like a child, and wiped off the small droplets of water from the corners of Su Xiao's eyes: "Xiaoxiao, don't cry...... It's going to be fine in the middle of summer, you haven't got a fever yet......"

Hearing this, Su Xiao pushed A away coldly, and she roared angrily: "You said she was fine, then tell me where she is, I want to see her." A was also a little angry by Su Xiao's roar, "Su Xiao, you are enough, Midsummer and you are just friends, why do you care about her so much, you don't deserve to do this for her, she already has the south wind." ”

A's words crackled like shaved ice and smashed on Su Xiao's heart, smashing her original self-esteem, and her heart was smashed to the ground, yes, Midsummer doesn't need me at all, everything is my own passion......

Su Xiao knew that waking up from a dream was not a difficult thing, but he still couldn't let go. I know that Midsummer has a south wind, and I also know that Midsummer will never like me, I know that in the eyes of everyone, Midsummer and Su Xiao can only be friends, I, Su Xiao, know everything, but I don't know why I love you so much.

A dream, not waking up. One love, become a demon.

A knows that Su Xiao will not stop here, she will definitely persistently ask about Midsummer, Su Xiao will fluctuate as long as she knows that there is something in Midsummer, and sometimes A feels that Su Xiao and Midsummer are like a couple. A took a deep breath and said, "When Midsummer went to buy you medicine, she was kidnapped, and now she has been rescued but is still in a coma. ”

What the? Midsummer is to buy medicine for her to have an accident, damn, Su Xiao, why do you want to get sick, if you don't get sick, Midsummer won't rush to buy medicine and won't be kidnapped, Midsummer, you must not be fine, you must be fine. Su Xiao fell into deep self-blame and worry......

Su Xiao got up to leave, A looked at Su Xiao suspiciously, stopped her, and said to Su Xiao: "Calm down, you are not in good health now, and the high fever does not go away, you have to rest well." ”

It is impossible for A to calm down, Su Xiao saw that A stopped herself, Su Xiao simply broke the can and broke regardless of her friendship with A, "Who are you, why do you care about me?" Between me and Midsummer, you don't understand at all that we are not only friends but also each other's only. ”

In Su Xiao's eyes, no matter who she is, she can't stop her liking for Midsummer, and neither can Midsummer herself. and as a desire to hinder her, it is to be an enemy of her.

A At this time, his heart was also full of twists and turns, just now Su Xiao said why should he care about her, isn't he worthy of it? He was so angry with Su Xiao that his heart hurt now, but he didn't expect that he would confess to Su Xiao impulsively, and he also didn't expect Su Xiao to resist himself so much.

"Why do I care about you, just because I like you, I have been silently paying for you, can't you see all of them?" After A finished speaking, he was also surprised, and in a hurry, he actually told his long-hidden crush.

In the next second, A only felt that his left cheek was hot, he had thought about what Su Xiao would do when he received his confession, but he never thought that he would be slapped by Su Xiao.

Su Xiao slapped A, but her hands were shaking, she trembled but said without the slightest hesitation: "You, no, match." ”

Su Xiao didn't know why she was so impulsive, maybe she was empty-hearted, they who didn't love each other were destined to be as A said, she was really unworthy, because she didn't want to admit it, so she would be so right to A, right?

A didn't know why before, everyone knew that he liked Su Xiao, Sheng Xia knew that Nanfeng knew Gu Jing knew that everyone knew, but Su Xiao didn't know that he had never just regarded himself as an ordinary male friend. Now A finally knows, it's not that he doesn't love it enough obviously, it's all because Su Xiao can't like him, so he pretends not to know.

A was stunned by the door frame, and Su Xiao rushed out with a smoke.

It was still raining heavily, Su Xiao stumbled and walked on the corner of the wall, the rain gradually drenched her hair, and Su Xiao felt that her scalp was tingling with itchy hair.

The rain was falling on her cheeks, and she felt very uncomfortable right now. He felt cold and swishing, and there was a hot and cold air intertwining there.

Su Xiao thought of Midsummer and couldn't help but feel a surge of power in her body, and she quickened her pace.

When A, who was stunned on the sidelines, reacted, he rushed to the window with an arrow, and the window was still raining from time to time. Fortunately, he could still vaguely see Su Xiao's back, Su Xiao hadn't gone far, A took an umbrella and hurriedly chased over.

Su Xiao didn't know how long it took to get to the hospital, or to climb, Su Xiao didn't have the strength to climb into the hospital gate with the corner of the wall, but he fell off guard. A nurse kindly helped Su Xiao up, and the nurse took her hand and said anxiously, "Why are you so hot, go to the doctor with me." ”

Su Xiao declined, shook her head and insisted that she was born with this kind of physique, Su Xiao asked the nurse about the ward in the middle of summer, and was about to leave when she was grabbed by the nurse's arm.

Miss Nurse smiled and said to Su Xiao amiably, "I'll go with you, the hospital will get lost." Su Xiao stared at the nurse's smile for a long time, and said to herself: "You smile beautifully, like a friend of mine." ”

Miss Nurse is a young lady who has just interned in the hospital, she is not very old, Miss Nurse said that she has seen a very sensitive boy before, and Miss Nurse feels that the confusion and stubbornness in Su Xiao's eyes are very similar to that boy.

Miss Nurse helped Su Xiao forward, Miss Nurse did not take Su Xiao to take the elevator, but simply took the stairs, perhaps because she wanted to talk a little more. Su Xiao heard the nurse say that she wanted a boy, and asked with some curiosity, "Is that boy similar to me?" ”

The nurse laughed and said, "Yes, he told me that he liked a girl, and he became a very handsome boy for the girl, and the boy that the girl liked was also very handsome and handsome, and he used to think that if he changed that girl, he would like him." ”

Su Xiao sneered and laughed, his already red face became redder and redder, and Su Xiao said, "How can there be such a stupid person? No matter how much you change, that girl has someone in her heart, and that boy will not like anyone else no matter how much she changes. ”

Miss Nurse nodded in agreement, and echoed, "Of course that girl didn't like him, he was called the big bad wolf by that girl, he used to be very stubborn and stubborn to treat that girl as everything, and finally brought harm to himself and troubled that girl." When he was rejected again, he turned his liking into cherry blossoms and blew them to the other side of the world......"

Su Xiao asked, "Cherry blossoms, what do you mean?" ”

The nurse thought for a moment and said, "I told him, 'Since you can't make sunflowers, let's make cherry blossoms, and the cherry blossoms will skip everything, and the sun and sunflowers will know.'" For me, cherry blossoms are just seven seconds of love, and they are both short and beautiful. ”

When Su Xiao heard this, she already knew who the boy was, and she said to the nurse: "I know the boy you are talking about, do you know?" The boy didn't love the girl anymore, and they became very good friends...... How ridiculous......"

When love forgets the past, does the name of the remaining friends still have the sound and smile of the year......

Miss Nurse shook her head, "Love is not rewarded by heaven, but none of your mountains and rivers are my destination after all, and it is about the same when you pass by." After speaking, the nurse pointed to a ward at the end of the corridor and said, "That's what you're looking for, I can only accompany you here." ”

Su Xiao rushed into the ward like crazy, looked at the unconscious Midsummer and cried, and A also hid outside the window.

Su Xiao's tears fell like beads with broken threads, and she roared, "I like you in midsummer, I like you so much, I like you so much, I always like you so much, but I don't deserve it, I like everything about you." ”

A's heart outside the window and Su Xiao's heart in the window actually hurt the same, only A and Su Xiao knew the feeling of heartbreak.

A felt that Su Xiao's slap was still swirling in his ears, and there was that sentence: You are not worthy.

You don't deserve ......

I don't deserve ......

It turns out that none of them deserve love.

Postscript:

A left, and the nurse in Chaban found that there was a cup of hot milk tea and a special antipyretic medicine outside the ward in midsummer.

Nurse: Who put this here?

Probably only A knows that the milk tea that has been covered is still hot, and the special medicine brought out has been protected, the milk tea is hot but the heart is cold, and the good special medicine that has been protected is still there, but the person who is sick no longer needs it.