"But you've made it now, I've heard all of your albums, I've been very touched by Christmas love songs, I once had a relationship similar to yours, and I naively thought it was forever, but I lost completely. There are a lot of things, and the reality and the ideal are completely different, aren't they? ”

The power of music is sometimes so wonderful, it's like a bridge that brings people closer together.

Si Lingyan seems to understand my music very well, or a lyric, or a melody, and she can always feel what kind of mood I want to express with music.

I looked blankly at the bright moon hanging in the air, and my heart became more and more empty, and I didn't want to fall into that memory again.

I lit another cigarette and let the cold wind lap on my cheeks, and over the years, my perception of music has changed in a different way.

"At first, I wanted to use my music to touch everyone, to resonate with their hearts, to find each other in the love that has long since faded in their memories. But I was afraid that others would be able to understand my songs, which would be equivalent to showing my most vulnerable side to them, so I didn't think it was a success. ”

"But there's always someone in this world who understands your heart, doesn't they?"

I stopped talking, and inhaled the cigarette in my hand in a dull manner, wishing that time would stand still forever in this moment, so that I could escape Si Lingyan's problem forever. I don't want to let the memories ferment anymore, and I don't want to toss and turn into insomnia for countless nights.

Seeing that I didn't want to continue on this topic, Si Lingyan didn't ask anymore.

"You take this, it will be regarded as a meeting gift from me, and to be honest with you, in fact, I don't have any feelings about marriage. In my eyes, the so-called marriage is just two people encouraging each other to make do with each other, human beings are always social animals, and no one can endure the loneliness of a person. ”

Looking at the situation, Si Lingyan held a jade pendant in his palm, which was polished with jadeite, with fine workmanship, and emitted an oily green glow in the faint light of the bright moon.

"I have been wearing this jade pendant for a long time, and at that time I thought that as long as I met a man who could be entrusted for life, I would definitely give it to him without hesitation. But later I found out that this person doesn't exist at all, how can there be love in the world, it's nothing more than two people of different genders making do with each other. I appreciate your music and you deserve it. ”

Just when I was stunned, Si Lingyan directly stuffed the jade pendant into my hand, "Don't look down on it, when you can't survive, you can still sell it for a few dollars." ”

I gave her a complicated look and put the jade pendant in my pocket.

Time passed by every second, and soon it was the second half of the night, and Si Lingyan never meant to leave, I couldn't help but look at her and asked, "How long are you going to sit here?" ”

Si Lingyan didn't look at me, she stared at the weeds swaying in front of her indifferently, and said softly: "You go first, I want to stay for a while." ”

I paused, straightened up, and walked out of the park without looking back.

The wind was colder, so I subconsciously wrapped my coat tightly and walked along the quiet road in the direction of home.

After walking for a while, I finally arrived at the community, and when I opened the door, I found Zhou Yao sitting on the sofa in the living room.

When she saw me, her frown slowly relaxed.

Zhou Yao looked at me and asked, "Where did you go?" ”

"I didn't go anywhere, I just walked downstairs for a while."

I calmly responded, and hung my coat on the hanger.

"You really didn't break your promise this time, it's rose tea brewed on the table, sleep in peace after drinking, I'll send Yin Lanlan to school tomorrow morning."

Just when I was stunned, Zhou Yao had already walked into her room and closed the door.

I was like a piece of rotten wood, stunned in place, looking at Zhou Yao's closed door with some blankness.

Zhou Yao's attitude towards me has changed a lot, and I know very well what the reason is.

From the moment Kong Mengfan received the due price, Zhou Yao's heart died.

Like a flower that has lost its moisture, Zhou Yao's heart begins to die from the roots, until all the petals wither, drifting away with the bitter wind.

The starry sky belonging to Zhou Yao stayed forever on that night.

Suddenly, I understood what was the nonsense that Zhou Yao said with a fever when she came to the rental house on the first day.

She and Kong Mengfan have completely different views on love, and their separation is also destined, but Zhou Yao is the victim of this relationship.

Heaven pays off, hard work will eventually pay off, these so-called sayings have no effect at all in the face of love.

No matter what you do in this world, as long as you put in hard work and sincerity, you will always be rewarded.

However, feelings are indeed very fragile, and the person who takes the lead in giving sincerity and emotion is often the one who loses the most.

However, Zhou Yao has always been lucky, at least she did not compromise with Kong Mengfan, she used her stubbornness and obsession to leave a complete self.

Zhou Yao is the most beautiful starry sky I have ever seen, and I always firmly believe that her obsession will always be guarded by her in the chest that still exudes residual warmth, and when the wind in March of the next year soothes the wounds in her heart, the starry flowers will bloom again.

This time the stars will be more dazzling and more brilliant, and they will never wither again.

After taking the last puff of my cigarette, I extinguished the cigarette butt, drank the rose tea from my glass, and went back to my room.

I slept soundly that night.

When I woke up the next day, the sun was already high in the sky, and after a simple wash, I went to the kitchen to cook the egg fried rice that Zhou Yao left for me over a small heat.

After breakfast, I leaned back on the couch and lit a cigarette.

Then, I took out the jade pendant that Si Lingyan had given me from my pocket, and squinted one eye at the sun.

The jade pendant is very beautiful, the jade is full, and there are no bubbles and flaws left in the process of polishing, just like Si Lingyan can not be desecrated.

After a while, I carefully took the jade pendant into my arms, walked to the corner and picked up the guitar again, and after auditioning, I found that the guitar didn't seem to match my heart.

Even though my mind is at peace, the notes on the guitar always sound cluttered.

After a few strokes, I put my guitar next to me, slumped back on the couch, closed my eyes and pondered.

I don't know if it's because of psychology, I feel guilty about Zhou Yao, and after I broke the guitar that Shu Yang once gave me, Zhou Yao handed me her most beloved guitar engraved with stars.

And that guitar is now in Shen Mumu's hands.