Chapter 186: The Weakness of Human Nature

I hadn't taken a few steps before I heard footsteps behind me.

Immediately after, Si Lingyan grabbed my arm and jumped in front of me at once.

Through the bleak glimmer of the bright moonlight, I could clearly see that Si Lingyan's face was full of pain.

Crystal tears quietly flowed out of the corners of her eyes, and hot tears slipped down her cheeks in an instant, fell heavily to the ground, and disappeared into the dust in a blink of an eye.

Si Lingyan frowned, his upper teeth were biting his lower lip tightly, his eyes were full of begging, and he said helplessly: "Yin Xing, don't make trouble anymore!" You can't do this, you shouldn't be like this! ”

Looking at Si Lingyan's heartbroken appearance, my heart became even more irritable.

I gasped heavily, pulled my arm out of Si Lingyan's hand, and scolded angrily, "Don't touch me!" ”

But Si Lingyan didn't listen to my words at all, she ran over again, tugging at the corners of my clothes, and choked up: "Yin Xing, what do you want to do!" Where are you before! No, no, you really can't look like this! ”

"I told you not to touch me! Si Lingyan, let go! I roared.

"No...... Yin Xing, you can't ...... like this."

"Are you going to let it go or not to let it go!"

"She's still a child, you can't watch her suffer, she needs you, she needs your care!"

Yin Lanlan! Yin Lanlan! It's Yin Lanlan all day long!

Si Lingyan will mention Yin Lanlan in every sentence, just because she knows that Yin Lanlan is my weakness, and it is the last line of defense in my body.

Demonic sounds echoed in my head, and I felt like my whole head was about to burst.

I was immediately on fire, and I shook my arm violently, and my elbow hit Si Lingyan's chest hard.

Si Lingyan didn't react at all, and the whole person fell out, falling heavily to the ground, making a muffled sound.

My heart chuckled, and I instinctively wanted to go up and help, but this thought flashed through my mind in the blink of an eye.

I paused, relented, turned around and left.

"Yin Xing, you are a scumbag, you are a bastard, have you even given up on your own daughter!"

Si Lingyan's heart-rending shouts suddenly surged into the air, exploding above the city, and surging towards all directions.

I fumbled for a cigarette and lit it in my mouth, gulping it down, letting the feeling of drunkenness flood over my entire body.

More and more worries are like heavy mountains, pressing me.

I ran desperately, screamed desperately, I just wanted to vent!

Scum is good! Bastards too! I don't care!

I'm just protecting Yin Lanlan in my own way!

I just want to use my own means to get justice for Yin Lanlan!

I can't go see Yin Lanlan yet! I'm afraid that if I can't control my emotions, I'll cry!

I don't know what kind of expression I should use to face Yin Lanlan!

I ran like crazy, screaming desperately, until I was tired of running, and then I lay on the lawn gasping for breath, looking at the bright moon hanging in the air, in a daze.

Loneliness poured into my whole body like a tidal wave,

After a long time, I sat up, blowing a cold wind, looking at the bright moon hanging in the air lonely, and said quietly: "I always thought that only the sun is the warmest thing in this world, but now I understand that the sun will set, and you will always hang in the sky to accompany me." ”

Somehow, the scene of the quarrel with Si Lingyan just now came to my mind, and my heart felt as if I had been clawed by a cat.

I sighed sadly, lit a cigarette, and smoked it sullenly, listening to the crackling sound of the tobacco burning.

In a trance, a hurried mobile phone ringtone broke the long-lost calm.

I thought it was Si Lingyan calling, but just when I was struggling to think about whether to answer the call, I suddenly noticed that the caller ID on the phone screen was not Si Lingyan, but Zhou Yao.

As if I had been electrocuted, my body shuddered suddenly, and I quickly slid the answer button and put my phone to my ear.

"Hello? Zhou Yao, what's wrong, have you found anything? I said anxiously.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds, and then Zhou Yao's whisper came, "I have already done what I promised you, and I will send you the address later." ”

"Okay, give it to me quickly!" I muttered.

Just as I was about to hang up the phone, Zhou Yao suddenly spoke again, "However, I found out that Wang Cheng and Shu Yang live together. Yin Xing, tell me honestly, what do you want to do? You shouldn't be able to see Shu Yang's goodness, so you want to take revenge on Wang Cheng, your heart is too dark! ”

I didn't want to have anything to do with Zhou Yao at all, so I hurriedly said: "It's not what you think, just give me the address!" ”

Without waiting for Zhou Yao to respond, I hung up the phone in a hurry.

Zhou Yao really didn't break his promise, after a short wait, my mobile phone vibrated a little, and Zhou Yao had already given me Wang Cheng's address.

When I saw this address, it dawned on me, no wonder I have been looking for Wang Cheng for so long, and I don't know his whereabouts.

It turned out that Wang Cheng was no longer in the center of the city, but had moved to a small village on the border of the city.

After reading the address, I took it to heart and went back to the old neighborhood.

The moment I opened the door, the howling cold wind hit me so hard that I couldn't help but shiver.

After turning on the light, I went to the corner and turned on the electric heater, and sat down on the sofa like a puddle of mud.

Then I lit a cigarette and smoked it sullenly.

I don't know why, my head is always cranky, especially after I already know Wang Cheng's whereabouts!

I know very well in my heart that Shu Yang and I can't have any chances.

After several quarrels and the collapse of his heart, Shu Yang also completely gave up on me.

But despite this, I still can't accept Shu Yang and Wang Cheng returning to his hometown together.

As everyone said, I can't see Shu Yang's good! I don't want Shu Yang and Wang Cheng to be together! Just because she used to belong to me!

Suddenly, I was a little scared, I was afraid that I would slowly become Qin Mei's appearance, a madman who was swayed by feelings.

Perhaps, this is the ugliness of human nature! Only under certain conditions will these defects be exposed to the fullest.

I shook my head and threw all this nonsense behind me.

Immediately after, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, and when the cold liquid touched my skin, my tense nerves gradually relaxed......