Xia Yangyang asked about the situation.

Dr. Ammy said, "I am emotionally stable at the moment, but one of the bad things I found was that Ms. Zhang never took her medication on time. ”

Xia Yangyang's brows furrowed.

It seems a little worse than expected.

Xia Yangyang walked in.

Zhang Xinyi was sitting on the bed.

Directly in front of the bed is a floor-to-ceiling glass window.

And outside the window is the endless river view.

This makes the whole room look very open.

The floor of the room was covered with a thick carpet.

Xia Yangyang walked in without a sound.

Zhang Xinyi didn't seem to notice it at all.

That look is very similar to the depressed patient Xia Yangyang has been in contact with.

It's like they're living in their own world.

People and things outside have no effect on them.

Even if you are in the middle of the city, the gloom and loneliness that cannot be discharged are like a ghost, like a shadow.

"Miss Zhang." Xia Yangyang shouted softly.

Over there, Zhang Xinyi turned her head expressionlessly.

When she saw Xia Yangyang, there seemed to be something flashing in her eyes.

"Yes." Zhang Xinyi spoke.

"It's me." Xia Yangyang walked to Zhang Xinyi's side.

Zhang Xinyi looked at Xia Yangyang fixedly, but suddenly laughed: "I told Brother Gu that I wanted to see him, but I didn't expect him to really bring it over." ”

Xia Yangyang spoke: "I'm sorry, that news must have hurt." ”

Zhang Xinyi spoke: "Brother Gu has already explained to me, I know that the news was not released by Miss Xia, and Miss Xia is not that kind of person." ”

Xia Yangyang looked at Zhang Xinyi with some surprise.

Zhang Xinyi seemed to trust her very much between her words.

Zhang Xinyi seemed to have seen through Xia Yangyang.

Zhang Xinyi spoke: "Because in the past few years, Brother Gu has always talked about things unintentionally, Miss Xia and I have the same impression. ”

Xia Yangyang spoke: "Xinyi, can I call it that?" I know that those things are terrible, but if you can't escape it, you can only face it, no one in this world can hurt you except yourself, and you have to believe that everything will be fine. ”

Zhang Xinyi said: "Do you think that people like us are very hypocritical, joking with their lives at every turn, but who can they scare, who cares, obviously living a life of brocade clothes and jade food and the stars holding the moon, but always learning Lin Daiyu to moan without illness." ”

"No, I wouldn't think so, the great movie Titanic, when Rose wanted to jump into the sea, she asked the same question to Jack, and she said a sentence that impressed me, she said: Everything around me forced me, but I couldn't resist, and suddenly, I felt like I was standing in a crowd, even if I shouted heartbreakingly, no one paid attention. Like her, I can understand the feeling, it's not hypocrisy, it's just sick, my brain is sick. ”

Zhang Xinyi looked at Xia Yangyang fixedly, but tears couldn't help but fall.

No one but the psychiatrist knew what she was feeling inside.

Even as a psychiatrist, she was always evaluating her condition and prescribing her various medications.

She didn't get a sympathy.

In this world, no one seems to understand her, everything is cold and dark.

She lost all courage and faith in the future, forcing herself to force a smile in front of the public every day.

But only she knows how tired she is behind such a smile.