Suddenly, I felt a surge of blood and energy.

I raised my arm violently, eager to slap Shen Mumu's head fiercely.

However, the scene in the abandoned garden came to my mind, and the hand hanging in the air could not bear to fall.

Shen Mumu didn't dodge, let alone resist, she raised her head, stared at my eyes tightly, and said disdainfully: "Fight, why don't you fight?" Haven't you always liked to use violence to solve problems? Do you think that as long as you hurt me, I will tell you Wang Cheng's whereabouts? Yes, that's right, that's what you think, hit me! ”

"What's wrong? Why are you reluctant to do it? Aren't you trying to find Wang Cheng? Don't you want to protect Yin Lanlan? Even I am reluctant to fight, how can you deal with others, and how can you protect Yin Lanlan? ”

Every word Shen Mumu said was like a sharp giant blade, stabbing me in the chest fiercely, shattering it along with that hot heart.

My breathing became more and more rapid, and even the dark eyes in my eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.

"!"

At this moment, I could no longer control my emotions.

I roared and raised my fist and slammed it into my cheek.

With the muffled sound of my fists and cheeks, the burning pain instantly spread from my cheeks to my entire body.

It was like an open faucet, and crystal tears flowed down my eyes.

More and more, until it blurred my entire eye.

I clung to my head in pain, and my whole body fell the hard floor as if it were a mess of mud.

Those painful memories and thoughts, like a tidal wave, rushed into my mind in an instant, almost bursting me!

From beginning to end, Shen Mumu sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me expressionlessly.

It was as if in her eyes, all my actions were childish.

I crouched in the corner, only to feel more and more darkness enveloping the haze, like a nightmare, madly attacking my body.

The tragic memories that piled up in the depths of my heart and didn't want to talk about them were like crazy demons, devouring my flesh and blood with impunity, torturing my soon-to-be-shattered body little by little.

"I just counted you down a few words, and you became like this. Yin Xing, I really can't see that a dignified man is so fragile. ”

"Don't you have anything but self-defeating? Yin Xing, with the way you look now, do you think you can protect Yin Lanlan? ”

"I'm already in my thirties, I never speak through my own brain, and I don't have my own opinions about doing things, do you want to be naïve all the time?"

Every word Shen Mumu said was like a magic sound, echoing in my mind repeatedly, impacting my broken scars over and over again.

My emotions became more and more excited, and even my whole body was shaking wildly.

At the moment when Shen Mumu's words fell, I stood up and rushed forward, grabbed Shen Mumu's clothes, and couldn't wait to put my eyes on her face, and scolded angrily: "Shen Mumu, can you say a few words!" Do you know what I've been through! Do you know what's really going on in my heart! I just want to find Wang Cheng and get justice for Yin Lanlan! Yes, you're right, I'm impulsive, but impulsiveness must be wrong! I'm not forced by the world! I just want to have a stable life, what's wrong with me, don't you always say some high-sounding things to me, then you tell me, what's wrong with me Yin Xing! ”

I've been completely driven insane!

Driven crazy by everyone!

Driven crazy by this world!

And, Shen Mumu didn't say anything to me anymore.

She just sat on the edge of the bed, staring at me flatly.

The air around me gradually calmed down, and even the room was much quieter.

Vaguely, I could even hear the regular heartbeat in Shen Mumu's chest.

After a long time, Shen Mumu waved his somewhat sore arm and gently pushed me away.

Then, she took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag, skillfully opened it, took one out of her mouth, and lit it elegantly.

Blue-white smoke poured out of her fingers in an instant, slowly rising.

Shen Mumu frowned, took a big sip, and said softly, "You have never done anything wrong. However, what you lack is calmness, you only heard me say that I will take you to see Wang Cheng in three days, but you have never thought about why it was three days later. ”

As the words fell, Shen Mumu turned his head and focused his gaze on my eyeballs.

In an instant, I felt an indestructible light rushing into my face, rushing down my eyes and into my entire body, erasing all the haze that had been absorbed in every cell of me.

Suddenly, I felt a burst of shame, staring at Shen Mumu, but I couldn't say a word.

Just when I was dumbfounded, Shen Mumu threw a cigarette to me and said seriously: "Because Lin Xinyue hasn't come yet, in less than three days, Lin Xinyue will definitely go to Wang Cheng, only at that time, we will be able to catch them all!" ”

Hearing this, I frowned slightly, and even the eyes that looked at Shen Mumu were a little more complicated.

I still can't figure out what Shen Mumu wants to do.

When she was in the abandoned garden before, Shen Mumu was obviously able to make Lin Xinyue pay the price she deserved, but she let Lin Xinyue go.

And, at this time, Shen Mumu wanted to kill Lin Xinyue again.

This kind of cat-and-mouse trick seems very hypocritical to me.

From beginning to end, I listened to every word Shen Mumu said to me, and did not express my own opinion.

Shen Mumu is right, now I really have to stay calm.

Instead of running around like a madman, it is better to calm down and look for countermeasures and means.

I fumbled out my cigarette case from my pocket, took a cigarette out of it, and lit it in my mouth.

Then I went to the window, slammed the curtains open, and opened the screen.

The biting cold wind rushed into the whole room in an instant, and I couldn't help but shiver, only to feel that my consciousness gradually became clear.

Through the screen window, I could see the rice paddies swaying in the wind, as if I was immersed in my own dream.

No worries, no sorrows, and no endless pressure.

I smoked a cigarette depressed, trying my best to keep my mood calm.

"I'm going to take a shower now, do you want to be together?" Shen Mumu's gentle voice suddenly sounded behind me.

Hearing this, I couldn't help frowning, and I didn't look back: "Put away your cheap appearance, I'm not interested in messing around with you now." ”

As soon as the words fell, I suddenly felt a hand gently on my shoulder......