The air, surprisingly quiet.

Even my breath was accompanied by an indescribable tingling.

I sat on the couch and smoked a cigarette in a dull voice.

The wedding dress in the gift box was still dusty and dirty.

A torn wedding dress is like a broken heart.

Together with Zhou Yao's unbearable history, she buried it in the deepest part of her heart.

Locked.

I can understand Zhou Yao's feelings.

Facts or slander.

In any case, what happened around her was like a trajectory, recording her life.

It's like the constellation Ursa Major that once gave the legend.

It became my memory forever, and it went through my mind again and again.

Upset!

The bright moonlight, shining through the window, stained my cheeks white.

I picked up the guitar in the corner and played note after note.

I never knew where the stars were.

It's like I'll never find the traces of yesterday.

This song is called Starry Sky.

As the last note fell, the living room returned to calm.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of crying coming from Zhou Yao's room.

It's getting stronger and stronger, and it's heart-wrenching!

I put down my guitar, lit a cigarette, and knocked on the door, "Zhou Yao, you come out, I have something to tell you." ”

"You me off, don't bother me, why are you all bullying me! What the hell did I do wrong, you say! Zhou Yao's cry sounded in the room.

I paused, and then knocked on the door, "Zhou Yao, calm down, you come out!" ”

"Get out! Get out of here! Everybody doesn't understand me, you don't understand me! That is right, I don't deserve to live in this world, I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy of Zhou Yao! ”

I panicked, smoked faster and faster, knocked louder and louder, and later, I kicked the door directly.

"Zhou Yao, are you fucking crazy! Don't say these discouraged words! Get out of here! I groaned.

I kicked the door hard, kick after kick.

Immediately after, I grabbed a chair from the side and slammed the door.

Because of the strength, the chair broke and the wooden blocks shattered to the ground.

Zhou Yao's crying still didn't stop.

I was already in a hurry, clenching my fists, and desperately slamming the door lock.

Thick blood flowed down my fingers, but I didn't care at all.

"Zhou Yao! You get out of here, Lao Tzu tells you to get out of here! ”

I yelled frantically, slamming my life against the door.

Clicks–

With a crisp sound, the door was slammed in two, half of it was a hole, and the other half was still hanging from the beam.

I bent over and got into the house.

When I saw the room clearly, my body shuddered.

Even the round of black eyes in the eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.

At this moment, Zhou Yao was holding a paper cutter and slashing his arm fiercely.

The wounds on his arms, criss-crossed, flowed with red blood.

I gasped, rushed to Zhou Yao desperately, pressed her whole body on the bed, and snatched the paper cutter in her hand.

"Are you crazy! What the hell do you want to do! ”

"Let go of me, scumbag, you let go of me, didn't you say I don't deserve to live? Then I'll die for you! Scum! Bastard! You let me go! ”

Zhou Yao struggled, she cried and screamed, holding my hand desperately, trying to pull me away.

Her strength is very great.

I directly relied on the strength of my knee and pressed against Zhou Yao's chest, restricting her movements.

I stared at her eyes tightly and yelled, "Zhou Yao, you fucking calm me down!" ”

"I'll calm you mother!" Zhou Yao shouted frantically.

In the next second, she grabbed my arm and bit it hard.

The face is pale in pain!

Beads of sweat the size of beans ran down my forehead, and I felt like I was about to collapse.

However, no matter what Zhou Yao did, I never let go.

I don't know how long it took, Zhou Yao relieved her mouth and cried bitterly, "Yin Xing, why are you treating me like this, I don't want to live anymore, is it so difficult to die!" Scum, why are you stopping me! ”

"Just because you saved me! At first, I couldn't think of it, so I jumped into the lake and committed suicide! If it weren't for you, I would have fed the fish a long time ago! Zhou Yao, do you know that you changed me! You are the one who has given me life and hope. However, why can't you hold on to the most cheerful first! Is it just because Qin Mei slandered you? Zhou Yao, do you know, once my team leader said to me, the person who wronged you knows better than anyone how wronged you are! In this world, everyone has had thoughts of suicide, but they have survived, think about your future, and then think about your family! There are so many people in the world, there are always people who love you, but you have to learn to love yourself first! ”

I yelled, screamed, and said almost all the words I had learned in my life.

I gasped for air, and my throat felt like it was going to smoke.

And Zhou Yao's mood gradually eased.

Seeing this, I let go of her and threw the paper cutter into the trash.

I bit open a pack of toilet paper with my teeth, grabbed a large handful, and wiped the blood on Zhou Yao's arm.

The paper cutter is not very sharp, and Zhou Yao's injury is not very serious, and it is only that the capillaries have ruptured.

However, I was still afraid of the risk of infection, so I opened the medical box and wiped Zhou Yao's wound with an alcohol swab.

"Yin Xing, tell me honestly, you already knew about this, didn't you, why didn't you ask me?"

"I don't need to ask, I just say what others like to say. It's like you call me a scumbag every day, am I really a scumbag? "I don't have a good airway.

"However, what that said is true, I did do those acts."

My body shuddered, and the alcohol cotton fell to the ground.

I looked at Zhou Yao's eyes, full of incredulity.

It took a long time for me to take out a new alcohol swab and calmly say, "Oh." ”

"But I have a clear conscience, and my conscience is not sorry not to do it, because they forced me to do it! If I could do it all over again, I'd do it again because they deserve to die! ”

Zhou Yao has been polluted by anger, and I didn't hear it the whole time, silently wiping her wounds.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhou Yao was a little annoyed, she pushed me hard, frowned, and said, "Don't you want to say something?" You don't scold me? Yin Xing, you should be like that group of people, scolding me for being a vixen, and scolding me for being a slut who pretends to be pure and high! ”

"I don't care what happened to you, those are not my business, as you said, we should look at the future, not the past!" I said seriously.

Zhou Yao was slightly stunned.

Her eyes were filled with tears, and even the look in her eyes revealed indescribable complexity.