It's about abandoning

There was a fine light rain at the bus station, Bei Bei didn't bring an umbrella, and walked from the station to the direction of the bathhouse, but fortunately, the rain was not heavy, it was as thin as cotton silk brushing her cheeks, and it felt like something, but it was not boundary, more like fog. The prefabricated house behind Peng Cheng's bathhouse is at the intersection next to the station, and it is there when you turn a corner. The place looked desolate, a large open space, surrounded on all sides like a construction site by makeshift iron plates, and near the side door of the bathhouse there was a hole less than a man high, covered with a rusty iron plate. The rain became more and more finely fluttering, and the iron plate had already been moistened, and the fingers felt cold and cold, even worse than the torrential rain.

Bei Bei is a little tired, she has been feeling more and more weak lately, and time seems to have slowed down when she is lazy, which makes her a little annoyed. It had been less than a month since Peng Cheng was released from the detention center, and the happiness of the rest of her life after the catastrophe had somehow disappeared...... That kind of hopeless pain, and memories, maybe all she looks forward is poetry and the distance, but how can it be her turn that she can't see anything?

She lifted the heavy iron plate, and the big guy rang diligently for a long time, and every time it changed shape, the iron plate seemed to be shouting, always a quantitative change followed by a sudden qualitative change, as if something had been broken.

Bei Bei lowered her head and got in, and the right side was the prefabricated house, she was not here for the first time, everything was familiar. Under the rain in the front row, there were a few pieces of clothes hanging, and a few pieces of clothes that had been hanging last week had fallen a thick layer of dust, like white spots sprayed by hand paint during decoration, uniform and huge dust, covering the surface of the clothes, densely packed.

She didn't rush inside, but craned her neck to look in. This prefabricated house has a window open near the door, a window with glass, but it is too close to the door and does not seem to function as a window. The girl craned her neck harder, but she could not see the inside, and the door was a little farther away, as wide as she had always come, presumably all year round, and she did not go any further.

Bei Bei took out her mobile phone and dialed Peng Cheng's phone, as soon as the ringtone was connected, she heard the sound of kicking and tapping shoes in the prefabricated room, and then watched the young man she was most familiar with come out of the big open door: "Daughter-in-law, you come." ”

Peng Cheng took two more steps and came to Bei Bei's eyes, he probably only smiled like this when he saw Bei Bei: "Daughter-in-law, you wait for me to get something, let's go out, I haven't eaten yet!" He seemed to be really happy, his eyes flashed with excitement, and at that moment, there seemed to be a little hope. After saying that, Peng Cheng turned back again, jumping like a child, jumping to the door, he turned around and said, "Why don't you come in and wait for me for a while! ”

Bei Bei smiled, shook her head and didn't say much, she was so gentle that Peng Cheng didn't let go. He ran back to the girl, half-pushed and half-hugged the person into the house, and pushed the person into the board room before he let go.

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"Daughter-in-law, look at you, what are you afraid of?"

It was a long house, square, with a long strip of rules. Leaning against a wall, there are many bunk beds commonly used in the dormitory, iron beds, placed next to the wall on the east side, how can there be seven or eight beds! On the other side are two lockers, near the end of the room, two side by side, four rows up and down, a group of eight rows of lockers, the small box is the size of A three papers, how can there be forty or fifty small cabinets, all with locks on them.

Peng Cheng pulled Bei Bei all the way to the innermost, and walked to the bed at the very end, he climbed on the top bunk, pouted on it and found something, and didn't forget to say: "Daughter-in-law, it's okay for you to sit down, there is no one." ”

Bei Bei came into the house for the first time, she knew that Peng Cheng's bed was on this top bunk, that time Peng Cheng forgot to bring the phone, Bei Bei once called him at the door once, that day when she poked her head to look inside, Liangzi sat on the bottom bunk of the bed next to her, wearing only a pair of briefs, and also turned her head to look at the door, I don't know why, he also stood up deliberately.

She was always a little nervous, after all, it was the men's house, and Bei Bei looked for it, and saw that almost all the upper bunks were asleep, and they hadn't woken up yet. Bei Bei turned around, the sound of shoes grinding on the concrete floor had a special tension, a stabbing sound, even she shrank her neck, a person on the bed next to her suddenly raised his head, he frowned and glanced at her, and impatiently covered the quilt and continued to sleep.

Bei Bei was a little embarrassed, and she didn't dare to move her steps more, she stood straight next to Peng Cheng, and no longer looked behind. She was tall, and she could just see Peng Cheng's bed, the young man's slender snow-white arms were busy working on it, folding the quilt, spreading the sheets neatly, scraping back and forth with her arms very quickly, scraping it flat, as if it had been swept with a broom, smooth. Then he took out the money from under the mattress, the odd dollar, the odd penny, and even the coins. Bei Bei hurriedly turned her head and didn't look at the money, just like every time she queued up for money before withdrawing, she would dodge the password entered by others.

"Daughter-in-law, sit down for a while, it's okay. Peng Cheng said again, he jumped down from the top bunk, pressed Bei Bei to the bed below and sat down. "I thought you were sitting! What are you doing standing so stupidly?"

The girl didn't sit on the bed stiffly, the whole person was so stiff that she couldn't do it. From this angle, she could see all the underneath the bed, under the legs of the steel pipe, empty, and the floor was full of shoes and boxes of instant noodles. Peng Cheng kicked twice casually, and then picked up the box of instant noodles and put them in a black plastic bag. Bei Bei suddenly felt a sour smell gushing out, which was impossible to avoid, no matter how she could feel it, the smell was wafting slowly, and she was a little disgusting. After a while, she felt more and more disgusted, it was like the smell of the toilet, the smell of the fresh toilet: "I'd better go out and wait for you!"

"Oops! you're been!" Peng Cheng hurriedly raised his head, carrying a broom in his hand. "Daughter-in-law, my child is in order, you wait for me to clean up, let's go out. ”

"Hurry up, then. Bei Bei reluctantly endured it, but she felt unbearable, and suddenly, she stood up: "No, I have to go out, you take it slowly, I'll wait for you outside." As she spoke, she hurried to the door.

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Bei Bei got out of the prefabricated house, and she still felt a strange smell scratching her nose, and she had to push open the iron plate at the gate and turn out of the fence to feel better. Peng Cheng followed her and came out, at a loss behind her, the girl took a breath on her back, and only saw him when she turned around: "Why don't you come out, you get it, I'll wait for you here." ”

"Daughter-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Peng Cheng frowned and looked at her, he really didn't seem to know what was going on.

"I'm fine, there's a smell in the house, I'm still here!" Bei Bei's tight brows still couldn't stretch, and she waved her hand to tell Peng Cheng not to worry.

"Daughter-in-law!" the young man was obviously not at ease, he looked at Beibei's face uncertainly, getting closer and closer, he was cautious, as if he was worried that Beibei would push him away like disgusted by the smell of the house.

Then he hugged her tentatively, slowly tightening his arms, and Bei Bei went up and hugged him tightly: "I'm really fine, look at you." Perhaps she is the only one in this world who can feel his fear, like a child sent to the door of kindergarten, who is reluctant to let his mother go away, because they feel that it is not just walking away, but abandoning.

"Go ahead, you're done, let's have something to eat. ”