Chapter 90: Choice
Even if I'm just a small person and can't afford to save China, the remaining two questions are still enough to make me feel lost.
If I really don't have any secrets in my body, even I can't believe it, if nothing else, it's just the dream that I grew up with that I can't explain.
The one in the dream I have no resemblance except for my appearance, then he wears a crown of heaven, wearing a dark robe, on which there are twelve embroidered texts such as the sun, moon and stars, the sun and moon are embroidered on both shoulders, the stars are embroidered on the back of the neck, the waist is tied with a jade belt inlaid with gold cloud dragon pattern, the feet are on the high-waisted red compass dragon heavy shoes, the hands are turned over for the clouds and the hands are for the rain, and the hands are held with authority to kill Si Sheng.
Obviously, from this person's temperament and attire, it can be guessed that he should be a generation of decisive emperors.
But from the details I observed in my dreams, it was not difficult to see that everything was far from simple.
I didn't seem to care about the power that everyone in the world was looking for, and more often than not, he would climb a high mountain alone, sit on the altar at the top of the mountain, and say something in his mouth, and look lonely several times, as if he was missing something.
And as I grew older, there were other images in this dream.
It was also the king who killed him, but there were a few more people around him.
One of the most striking was a woman.
This woman is on my side, wearing a vermilion silk silk phoenix skirt, a red gold corset in the waist, a pair of phoenix-entangled wooden shoes on her feet, a double phoenix chasing a dragon golden crown on her head, a beaded curtain hanging down, lined with a brocade handkerchief in front of her face, and the words graceful and luxurious are not even enough to describe this woman's dress.
In ancient times, everyone's dress had corresponding specifications, and they could not be crossed without permission, and this woman was obviously at the level of the emperor and queen when she dressed like this.
Although I didn't see this woman's face, I vaguely felt a hint of familiarity, and I also had an inexplicable intuition in my heart, which told me that there was an extremely complicated story between this woman and that me.
And besides this woman, there were other people in my dream.
Behind the two of them, a group of people lined up left and right in an orderly manner, with sincere admiration and awe between their expressions.
The people at the front of the two columns were dressed differently than they are today, but they were already very familiar to me.
The person on the left has a resolute expression, wearing a bright silver armor, carrying a cold-light sword at his waist, and a blood-red cloak behind him.
The man on the right, on the other hand, is very different, this man is gentle and elegant, dressed in a soap robe, holding a folding fan, his eyes are full of wisdom, and at the same time full of endless wanton romance.
When I first dreamed of these two people, I just thought it was just a dream, but now, after so many things, there are many people around me, and among them there are people who look the same as in the dream.
The person who seems to be a general is Chun Ting, who is by my side at the moment, and the gentle and elegant person beside him is the elusive Yebai.
In other words, in these dreams I had, there were people who looked exactly the same as me, Chunting, and Yebai, and when I thought of the fact that the two of them had existed as early as the Spring and Autumn Period, I really couldn't comfort myself, all of this was just a simple dream.
In addition to these secrets in myself, there was another thing that I couldn't let go of easily.
That's where my father is now.
When I first set foot on this road, in fact, I didn't really care about what Ling Xuan and Yebai said, what the world was born in, what the turmoil in Shenzhou, all of this was a bit too vague to say, and it was tantamount to a fantasy for me at that time.
And the fundamental reason why I chose to embark on this path in the end was to find my father's traces.
Although I was skeptical about the story they told at the time, I really didn't have any other clues at that time, so I could only embark on this road with a skeptical attitude, and the real thought in my heart was to run away when the situation was not good.
Even after hearing so many unbelievable stories, I remained skeptical, and it wasn't until I saw my father's message in the Vientiane Shrine that I truly believed that my father's disappearance was indeed related to the matter.
It was then that I was finally able to roughly sort out the real reason for my father's disappearance.
Whatever secrets I had, there was no doubt that my father was not ignorant of these things, but on the contrary, from the clues I had so far, he was firmly convinced of them.
That's why my father chose to leave alone at his own expense, just in exchange for my peace.
I don't know where my father is now, but since he made that choice, it's obvious where he's going.
As can be seen from the messages in the Vientiane Shrine, my father's safety is not a concern for the time being, and at the same time, because my father is convinced of my status as a son of fate, he will definitely go to all the places related to me before me, so that he can help me accordingly when we meet him in the future.
In other words, even if I really don't worry about the safety of Shenzhou, and I have no interest in the secrets of my body, for the sake of my original intention, I must continue on this path.
Because this road is the only way to find the whereabouts of my father.
And thinking of this, my expression gradually became firm.
When I was thinking about it just now, the expression on my face kept changing, and the Chunting next to me saw my confusion and entanglement, so he didn't bother, but chose to be silent.
It wasn't until now that he saw my determined look and knew that I had a plan of my own, so he slowly asked.
"Han Chuan, have you figured it out?"
I looked at Chun Ting's gaze and did not evade it at all, first took the mysterious mountain and sea ring from my left hand, and then took the Mu Gongzhen Qin Sword that was inherited from the Spring and Autumn Period, and then replied to Chun Ting.
"I figured it out."
"Blind speculation is useless at all, whether it is the tranquility of Shenzhou, or the secrets on my body, or the true whereabouts of my father, there is no answer."
"So, instead of guessing at a loss, it's better to move forward boldly, although I still don't believe that I am the reincarnation of Guigu, but since I saw Guiguzi in my dream, and at the same time he also admitted that he chose me, then there are some things that I can't escape from fate."