I'm not going to give up

Lu Jiuyang sat quietly in front of the ward guarding her mother, she held her mother's hand and hoped that she would wake up quickly.

There was silence in the white room, except for the ticking of instruments.

Yan Rin sat on the side and watched Jiuyang holding her mother's hand, and she pressed her face to her mother. The 17-year-old girl has been through a lot in the past year, how could his little girl suffer so much.

"Do you want to sleep first, I'll keep watch." Yan Rin looked at the cyan color in her eyes, worried that the little girl would be physically exhausted. After all, he was injured before, and the little girl hadn't had a good rest for several days.

"I'm fine, Yan Rin. You go back to the ward first, I'm afraid my mom will wake up and see you get emotional. Lu Jiuyang urged Yan Rin to leave, firstly because she was afraid that her mother would be emotional, and secondly because she was afraid that Yan Rin's injury would worsen.

"I ...... All right. If there is an emergency when Auntie wakes up, remember to call me. ”

"Well, I know. My stepdad will be here soon, don't worry. ”

Lu Jiuyang didn't look at Yan Rin, she just kept looking at her mother. Yan Rin knew that he would get in the way here, so he had to withdraw from the ward.

But he did not return to his room and sat on a chair outside the room. He was not worried about the condition of the aunt on the road, and he was even more worried about the state of the little girl.

Two people are both worried and scared for each other, and life is really an unexpected reversal and imagination. Now I can only hope that Aunt Lu is all right.

"Mom, I was wrong. Are you waking up? I'm definitely obedient. Lu Jiuyang looked at his sleeping mother on the hospital bed, it turned out that his mother's face was still calm when she fell asleep, but there was a haggard that could not be concealed in the tranquility.

She wished her mother would wake up sooner, and this time she was really scared. She knew that she was wrong, and it turned out that only when she really faced the loss did she know how to cherish it.

Lu Jiuyang looked at her mother carefully, and she stroked her mother's hand over and over again. She had been crying unconsciously after Yan Rin left, and she wanted to control her emotions, but she couldn't.

Lu Jiuyang lay in front of his mother's hospital bed and began to think about his grandmother's words, it turned out that his grandmother had warned her a long time ago not to let the whole thing develop to the point of no return.

But she didn't really understand what her grandmother meant until today. After a while, just when Lu Jiuyang thought that her mother would not wake up, her fingers shook slightly.

Lu Jiuyang saw that the heartbeat on the instrument began to show a certain amplitude, and she immediately ran out to find a doctor.

When she ran to the door, she was stunned when she saw Yan Rin sitting on a chair outside the ward.

She thought that Yan Rin had returned to the ward, but she didn't expect him to be here. "You? Why didn't you go back. Yan Rin saw the little girl's hurried appearance and knew that something must have happened to Aunt Lu.

"I'll talk about that later. I'll go to the doctor, and you're guarding your aunt in the ward. Yan Rin didn't answer Lu Jiuyang's question, he hurried to the nurse's station.

Later, when Yan Rin came to the doctor, Lu's mother was already awake. He saw that Lu's mother woke up and silently withdrew from the ward, afraid of another conflict.

Lu Jiuyang saw Yan Rin standing behind a group of doctors and nurses, and then quietly exited the ward. She knew that Yan Rin always thought a lot about her, and even suffered a lot of grievances that she shouldn't have suffered.

"Sister An, what's wrong with you? We were shocked to see that you were shocked, but fortunately it wasn't a big deal. How are you feeling right now? ”

Lu's mother is a doctor in brain surgery, and she has also dealt with doctors in other departments. So for Lu's mother's fainting, colleagues thought it was caused by work fatigue.

"I'm fine, I'm sorry for you. It's just that my heart is a little uncomfortable, but I didn't expect to faint. ”

Mother Lu was half-leaning in front of the hospital bed weakly, and her voice was a little trembling. After a few words of care, the colleagues went to the department to get busy, and only the mother and daughter were left in the ward.

Lu Jiuyang knew that his mother was a strong woman, and the tearing between himself and her outside the ward would definitely make others laugh. She's sorry for Mom.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I didn't expect ......" Lu Jiuyang looked at his mother and cried as she spoke, she didn't know how to express her feelings now.

"Jiuyang, mom is fine. It's none of your business, Mom's body knows best. She saw her daughter's panicked appearance and whispered softly to soothe her daughter's emotions.

Lu Jiuyang was even more sad when he heard what his mother said, it was her who was lying here, and she was the one who fainted with anger, but her mother acted as if nothing had happened.

Parents are always the biggest safe haven for their children, they don't care about gains and losses, they don't care about returns, and they give everything with their parents' love. When Lu Jiuyang realized this, she became more and more unable to control her emotions.

"Mom, I was really wrong. I will never fail to listen to you again. Don't leave me, I'm afraid. Lu Jiuyang cried breathlessly, and there was a clenched pain in his heart.

The mother hugged her crying daughter, and she also felt sorry for the piece of meat that had fallen from her body. "Don't cry, Mom, it's fine. I'll never leave you, today's thing is that mom is impulsive. ”

During the time she was unconscious, she sank into the endless darkness, and she walked for a long, long time to find that she still couldn't find the exit.

She was afraid that she would be in chaos forever, afraid that she would not see her daughter. After walking for a long time, she heard Jiuyang's crying in a trance. Why does my daughter cry? She heard staccato words.

She had a picture in her mind of the scene before she fainted, she was arguing with her daughter, and the reason for the quarrel was because of a man. All the scenes flashed before her eyes, and she thought it was a premonition before death.

Is it right that she began to reflect on her actions? Does she have to use her lessons to frame her daughter? What if Yan Rin and Lu Jiuyang's father are different?

She was afraid that she would never wake up in nothingness, and she was afraid that her daughter would live with self-blame and guilt for the rest of her life. She wanted to wake up, so she struggled for a long time. She thought that even if there was a big quarrel, it would not be worth the love of the mother and daughter.

She wants to wake up and have a good talk with her daughter, and she wants to wake up and stop hearing her daughter cry. Then Mother Lu woke up, so her mood is much calmer now.

"Yangyang, mom heard you crying in my dream just now, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to see you again. Mom should really ask about you and Yan Rin, Mom is too arbitrary. ”

Mom held Lu Jiuyang in her arms like when she was a child and gently stroked her head. She wants her daughter to know that she will always love her, more than anyone else.

"Mom, don't say it. It was my fault, and I won't be angry with you again. Lu Jiuyang lay in her mother's arms, she greedily absorbed the taste of her mother's body, and her mother's taste has always made her stable and reassured.

"Silly girl, you are indeed at fault in this matter, but your mother is also at fault. Mom is really out of control and shouldn't be so impulsive. But I still hope that at this stage you can focus on your studies. ”

"Mom also experienced the emotions of her youth, and she also has very good memories, and even Mom was even more vigorous than you at that time. It's not that young relationships are necessarily bad, but impulsiveness, the unknown, and the dissipation of freshness will draw an imperfect end to this relationship. Mom hopes that you can treat it calmly and make your studies the focus of your life at this stage. ”

Mother's voice sounded above Jiuyang, talking to Jiuyang gently and calmly. She has experienced a lot of things in the past two days, and compared to her previous impulses, she has now exhausted the energy to confront her mother.

She calmly listened to her mother's persuasion, yes. When you are young, you have never met someone who is too amazing, but no one can always be young.

This is a fact that everyone has told her, but she does not believe in evil. So she bravely gambled with her love, but in exchange for her mother's fainting and strict accommodation.

She began to shake her feelings in a trance, if she put away her liking for Yan Rin, then they would still be the same as before. Yan Rin will still take care of her, and they can still get in touch. They can be like a brother and sister, and they will never have to worry about future relationship problems.

But Lu Jiuyang is reluctant, how can he take back the heart he has paid? She is a person who admits death, and she will not give up if she recognizes Yan Rin.

Since the reality does not allow her to be presumptuous, she will put away her feelings until the day when she can prove it. Lu Jiuyang listened to her mother's advice, and her tears wet her mother's clothes.

Forgive my mother, I can only hide my feelings for Yan Rin, but I won't give up unless he doesn't like me.