Chapter 223: Light Beyond the Haze

At this moment, Yin Lanlan's state is very bad.

It was as if she had an epilepsy, and her body was shaking wildly.

Not only that, Yin Lanlan's mouth couldn't help but drool outward.

It seemed to be very painful, her whole face was flushed, and her mouth was full of slurred words.

Shocking!

My body trembled suddenly, and the heart in my chest instantly rose to my throat.

Without any hesitation, as if I had lost my mind, I frantically ran to the bedside table, rudely pulled open the drawer, and rummaged through the cabinets.

After finding the medicine bottle, I trembled and poured out two pills and stuffed them directly into Yin Lanlan's mouth.

However, Yin Lanlan couldn't swallow it at all, but spit out all the pills.

"Water! Water! Shen Mumu, pour me a glass of water! I shouted.

And, this time, Shen Mumu seemed to be very cooperative with me.

After a while, she staggered over with a glass of water.

Seeing this, I didn't hesitate, snatched the water cup from her hand, stuffed the pill back into Yin Lanlan's mouth, and then poured the water down.

After feeding Yin Lanlan and taking the medicine, I looked at her condition with confusion.

Gradually, Yin Lanlan's mood calmed down, she gently leaned on the bed, half-squinted, sleepy eyes looked at me.

Her gaze was full of longing, which was a yearning for freedom......

Yin Lanlan's complicated eyes, like an invisible giant blade, stabbed at my chest fiercely, evoking the unbearable memory in my heart.

"Is this what she looks like? She usually does this? ”

Shen Mumu's tone was a little excited, and even the eyes that looked at me were full of shock.

I raised my head, looked at Shen Mumu quietly, and said with a wry smile: "At least she's as docile as an orange cat now, isn't she?" ”

Shen Mumu squirmed her throat, as if she wanted to say something to me, but she still wanted to say something.

Immediately afterwards, Shen Mumu lit a cigarette and sat on the edge of the bed smoking sullenly.

I obviously noticed that the dark cloud in the center of Shen Mumu's eyebrows was getting thicker and thicker, and by the end, her forehead was already gray.

She took the last puff of her cigarette, looked at me and asked, "So what are you going to do now?" ”

I smiled helplessly, "What else can I do, it's nothing more than to find a stable job, leave a deposit every month, and barely live." ”

Before the words fell, I was refuted by Shen Mumu.

She stood up from the side of the bed all of a sudden, stared at my eyes tightly, and frowned, "What's the point of living like this!" Yin Lanlan is just a child, she should have enjoyed her time on campus, but she became a victim, why! Is it because she is a girl that she is easy to be bullied! It's going to ruin her! ”

As if poking at a sore spot, Shen Mumu's emotions became more and more excited.

Later, she could no longer control her emotions.

Bean-sized tears spilled from the corners of her eyes and fell quietly down her cheeks.

Smack-

With a slight muffled sound, crystal tears fell on the floor impartially, splashing waves and leaving mottled spots.

Shen Mumu's eyes were red, and she said aggrievedly: "Do you want her life to be clouded?" Aren't you really going to do something? Do you want her to be a victim of this world, just like me? ”

Shen Mumu said a lot, and every word she said sounded very hurtful.

The chatter, like a fly, echoed in my ears repeatedly.

I really felt a little upset, frowned and scolded angrily: "You don't want to say it, okay? Yin Lanlan is my daughter, what does this have to do with you, I can handle it myself, I don't need you to preach here! ”

"It doesn't matter anymore! Just because I was a victim before, I empathized with her! ”

"You're not the same!" I retorted.

"How different! We are all victims, don't you have to put them together because the same thing happened? ”

What Shen Mumu said is reasonable, and I know this truth very well in my heart.

I already knew that Shen Mumu was still going to sprinkle salt on my wounds.

I don't want to dwell on her anymore!

After lighting a cigarette, I stood up and walked straight to the kitchen.

After unscrewing the gas canister, I poured some oil into the pot and lit a fire.

Then, I took the ingredients that Shen Mumu bought to the kitchen in one go.

Maybe it's because of the ups and downs of my mood, and even I'm a little absent-minded when I'm cooking.

After an hour of hard work, some dishes that lacked heat were also served to the table.

Then, I walked into the bedroom, hugged Yin Lanlan, took her to the kitchen, gently sat her on the sofa, and said gently: "Lanlan, it's time to eat." ”

Yin Lanlan raised her head, the corners of her mouth rose, revealing a miserable white smile, "Hmm." ”

My heart trembled, and the desire for grief spread through my whole body once again.

I wiped my face heavily, trying my best to leave all these negative emotions behind.

I repeatedly served Yin Lanlan vegetables and gulped down the rice.

I know I'm not in good shape today.

However, the excessive sadness also made it impossible for me to taste anything in my mouth.

The air around is surprisingly quiet.

In addition to the ping-pong sound of chopsticks plucking the bowls, I could even hear each other's heartbeats rising and falling.

"Yin Xing, I have something I want to tell you."

The sudden sound broke the atmosphere that had not been seen for a long time.

I raised my head, looked at Shen Mumu suspiciously, and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"Luo Hao has a vacant position there, I want you to go."

As soon as the words fell, my heart chuckled.

Even the round of black eyes in the eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.

"Go to Luo Hao, what are you kidding!" I exclaimed.

"Yin Xing, I know it's hard for you to accept. But that's the best I can think of for you. Although, Luo Hao and I had some small friction abroad, but he is not the kind of person who holds grudges, as long as you are willing, I can take you to work today. ”

Shen Mumu's expression was full of seriousness, and it didn't look like he was lying at all.

However, my heart was still full of entanglements.

Shen Mumu suddenly leaned his head, stretched out a finger, and said softly: "Yin Xing, I can guarantee that you will have an income of 10,000 yuan every month, and it will only take up part of your time at night, and everything you want to do during the day is all yours." Yin Xing, you have to think clearly, after this village, there is really no next store. ”