Chapter 292: Letting Go is Getting
Although she had long known that "Across the Stars" would become the germ of her artistic career, Chen Feng did not expect it to come so quickly.
He remembered the change of this song in the last timeline to Lu Wei's life, and secretly felt some emotion in his heart.
Three years later, she will break with her family once and for all and follow the path of the founder of Star Rock, living a different life that she would never have taken again.
In fact, she has begun to awaken now, but it was not until three years later that she broke up and exploded in her creativity, and she must have gone through a lot of difficulties and struggles in these three years.
"This time I wrote you another song, which is different from the style of "Across the Stars", but I think it suits your voice very well."
Lu Wei came up interested, "What's the name of the song?" β
Chen Feng: "Continuation in the Afterlife". β
Lu Wei was stunned.
I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air.
Smart people think about things very quickly, and they are especially good at brain supplementation.
She wasn't sure if Chen Feng had discovered something, and she couldn't be sure if the title of the song meant what she had guessed.
She was a little aggrieved.
In fact, she didn't think about what she wanted to fight for from beginning to end, but gradually things took a turn for the worse.
It was a strange feeling, and she didn't know exactly when it started.
The first time I saw this introverted and bold young man in the company, and his eyes were very clear, I was a little curious about him, and I wanted to know what level of songs this kind of person could write.
Then there was an indescribable amazement, and he felt a little lost because of the incompatibility of his style, and then helped him recommend it to Chen Li.
Later, because he always wrote songs from a female perspective, she had a strange misunderstanding with him, and made some little jokes that she couldn't help but laugh at every time she thought about it.
Then at his birthday banquet, he watched him and a civilian fight with Zhou A in order to protect Zhong Lei.
Then there was a night when he wrote six songs in a row, and he was amazing.
Lu Wei thought this was the end, but who knew that his talent had just begun.
She gradually got used to standing far away like this, asking for some news about him, quietly listening to the songs he wrote repeatedly, singing the songs he wrote repeatedly, and doing something for him when she had the opportunity to do something, which was enough.
It was so easy for Lu Wei to get everything she wanted in her life that she never thought of taking the initiative to fight for something.
I have never tried to fight hard, and I have quietly developed the habit of taking a step back when encountering problems.
Her personality is strong, but in fact she is very passive.
She also knows that with her family situation, love and marriage have nothing to do with each other.
Since she was very young, when she observed the conversation between husband and wife whose parents seemed to be raising eyebrows, but in fact they were full of distance, she understood the second half of her life.
When she said the words "I wish you all to grow old together" to Chen Feng, she had already quietly made up her mind not to disturb the two of them.
She didn't want to lose Zhong Lei, a friend who was familiar at first sight, and she didn't want to embarrass Chen Feng.
Of course, Lu Wei also knows Chen Feng, and with his temperament, I'm afraid he won't be too embarrassed, he will only reject himself straightforwardly.
Chen Feng's deliberate estrangement in the past few days, how could she not understand?
She even knew why.
It's just that she didn't have extravagant hopes from the beginning, and she naturally learned to be strong.
So she can control her state very well, and she is still the lady of the past after the famous family that has both a sense of intimacy and a sense of appropriate distance.
Until this time, she had always been able to make people feel friendly, but not too close, and she had just the right handle.
But if you want to ask her if she regrets going to Beijing for help, her answer is just three words, "No regrets." β
But even if she was mentally prepared, when Chen Feng said the four-character song title "Continuation in the Afterlife", she still felt a little shaky and faint.
The most powerless thing is that she is not even qualified to accuse the other party of being so indifferent and ruthless.
But she was Lu Wei after all, accustomed to self-control, and her powerlessness only lasted for less than three seconds, and then quickly adjusted.
Lu Wei smiled, "Sounds like a very touching love song?" β
Chen Feng nodded, "Yes." The level of this song is not inferior to "Across the Starry Sky". Of course, it's hard to say what kind of realm I can sing. β
"I'll look at the lyrics and sheet music, I'll sing if it's suitable, and forget if it's not suitable."
"Okay." Chen Feng handed her a brand new notebook.
An hour later, Lu Wei closed her notebook and closed her eyes.
After exactly ten minutes, she opened her eyes, "I want this song." β
Chen Feng: "That's good. β
Lu Wei: "I'm not sure what kind of feeling you expect, but I'm sure I'll sing well." β
Chen Feng smiled: "I believe in your ability. β
"The song sounds a little sad, but there is a very peculiar sense of freedom in it, very chic, which gives me a feeling that I get it when I put it down."
Lu Wei gently rubbed the notebook, with a calm smile on her face, as if she was a little intoxicated.
In fact, her words are still not fully explained.
This song, which also has a female perspective, also has Zhong Lei's shadow in it, but it is the kindest reminder that Chen Feng wrote to himself.
Buddhism only cultivates the afterlife, and the title of the song reminds her of a Buddhist proverb.
Bodhi has no tree, where to stir up dust.
Lu Wei suddenly realized something.
Chen Feng doesn't owe him anything.
He didn't do anything to be sorry for himself.
Of course, I don't owe him anything.
But the relationship between men and women, in addition to that layer, there is friendship.
What you do, even if it's just friends helping each other, doesn't cross the line.
I haven't done it for anyone else before, it's just that I didn't have any real friends before.
Chen Feng's attitude is actually just right.
He cherishes friendship more than I do, so he tries harder to keep his distance and remind himself again and again.
He's a good guy.
It's me who is not greedy enough.
I disguised myself well, but the feeling of weakness I had betrayed my greed.
I'm still not true enough to my heart.
I'm lost.
I always find such and such excuses for my quiet retreat, in fact, there is only one real reason, he doesn't like me, he chose Zhong Lei first.
I knew this from the beginning, but I needed him to stress it over and over again.
He is the man who has responsibility.
This may be the friendship of men, I can learn from it.
"Alas, I like 'Afterlife Again' very much, but I can't seem to write love songs of this realm. I used to think I was very good at writing lyrics, but after reading the layers of this song, I realized that the things I used to write were just innocent moans. β
Lu Wei sighed again.
Chen Feng is not modest, "Everyone's personality is different, and the style they are good at is also different. You have your characteristics, you don't have to force them. β
His judgment of Lu Wei was not surprising.
After all, "Continuation in the Afterlife" is a work created by Zhong Lei after sitting firmly in the top ten of the millennium, Lu Wei is very hard working and talented, but after the last epiphany, she could only climb to the top 100 with all her strength.
"But I'll try to be on my way and write something that doesn't lose to you. I'll see if I can do it in my life. β
After letting go of some things, Lu Wei, who became relieved, quickly regained her former stubbornness and pursuit.
Chen Feng was slightly surprised.
She got into the groove again.
The real object she wants to win is of course not Chen Feng, but another Zhong Lei.
These two people have a bit of the entanglement of fateful enemies, and Lu Wei also has a bit of the strength to defeat and defeat again and again.
In short, it's really good that she can think about it, and it won't be in vain to waste her hard work.
From a personal standpoint and a civilized standpoint, Chen Feng certainly hopes that Lu Wei will jump out of the love entanglement of the small pattern, burst out a stronger light in the field of art, and make the pattern of the new Renaissance more diversified, and don't always let Zhong Lei's family dominate.
He didn't expect to be unintentionally planted in the willows.
"That's good, I'm happy for you. I'm sure you can. β
Chen Feng smiled and looked at his watch again, "It's almost noon, let's go out for dinner together?" β
Lu Wei shook her head, "Wait, I have a question for you too." β
"Say it."
Lu Wei pondered her words for a moment and said slowly: "That's it...... What do you think if someone wants a piece of your business right now? β
She spoke very tactfully, but Chen Feng still understood what she meant in seconds.
Last time, she helped prevent a disaster, but now when she wants to ask in person, it means that the origin of the "someone" is a little too big to hold.
Chen Feng sighed secretly, not feeling strange.
It's a blessing or a curse, and it's a disaster that can't be avoided.
This was still what he expected, but it was inevitable that he would be a little disappointed.
In the previous timeline, this didn't really happen.
After Lu Wei blocked the first disaster, the "people" all stopped, and then a few years later, when the Xingfeng Research Institute broke out with real strength, Chen Feng had already turned Hanzhou into an ironclad country, and the water could not be splashed.
His personal influence at home and abroad has also reached new heights, and his personal prestige and hidden power are in the limelight for a while.
Even if anyone thinks about him, after careful consideration, they all close the stall.
But this time, he once again changed the timeline on a large scale, a qualitative change has occurred, and he has to face a new time backlash.
If it was still Chen Feng in the past, he might be angry about it.
But after serving as a civilization leader himself, his mind changed a lot.
Everything has its own cause and effect, thinking through the motives of others and understanding the evolution of the times, Chen Feng looked down on the world again, but there was a kind of Lingyun transcendent state of mind, as if the whole world had become naΓ―ve.
Laurson and Elen's contempt didn't anger him at the beginning, nor did the Los Angeles agent's forced stay anger either, and the matter here couldn't anger him either.
Chen Feng spread his hands, "Before I talk about this, I have to criticize Sister Weiwei first." β
Lu Wei: "Huh? β
Chen Feng said happily: "Which of us is with whom, you can just talk about it directly, you don't have to hide it, you can talk to me directly." β
Lu Wei defended again and again, "Hey, no, no, no, it's not ......"
Chen Feng shook his head, "Of course I know it's not you." I also believe that you are not all the way with those people, you are just helping them to pass the word, and you are also worrying about me. I understand you and thank you. β
Lu Wei breathed a sigh of relief, it was scary.
This brother is not easy to be!
She pouted her lips in a rare way, and complained slightly, "Really." β
Chen Feng shrugged: "You were tricked out by me again." β
"Huh?"
"Hey, I wish it was you. Then [Dawn] I'm really not bothered. β
Rao is Lu Wei is well-informed and familiar with the big scene, but Chen Feng's seemingly relaxed words hide too many interests, so that she is a little confused.
Chen Feng immediately answered her doubts, "You are different from others, we are real friends." You helped me a lot when I was down. β
"No, no, no, it's still your own ability."
Chen Feng: "Let's not blow each other in business, anyway, that's how it is." If you want it, 10% of the shares of Xingfeng Research Institute, I will give it with both hands. I am willing and want to give it to you, and with your help, I can save a lot of worry. But I also know that with your character, you can't have it. β
"Even if you lie to me, it's useless, it's not your intention. So, if someone else wants it, then please help me tell them, it's impossible! Every penny of mine has a place to go in the end, and no one wants to take advantage of me. β
Lu Wei was not surprised by his strong answer, "Alas, I know. β
"It's really not my petty family. Money, life doesn't bring death, and I don't have any material desires. But every penny of my money has an important place. It is very likely that my current 100,000 yuan will be able to support ...... in the future Ahem, in short, no one wants to take advantage of me! And once I let go of my mouth, those people won't be satisfied easily. β
Lu Wei: "Yes, you see it very thoroughly. But the adult world is inherently full of compromises. Alas, I will try to help you, but I am still afraid that you will suffer. β
Chen Feng asked rhetorically: "Do I look like someone who will compromise?" Am I going to be scared? β
Lu Wei couldn't cry or laugh, "Okay, okay, I know that you can endure it, you weren't afraid of Zhou Ah when you were poor, and now you are even more capable." I heard you're almost sideways over there. β
"yes, so it's not like I'm crazy what I was doing over there the other day. They wish I had been wronged here. Because they know very well that although I say that I treat the entire human civilization equally, I still have tendencies in my heart. But if others bear me first, naturally I can't blame them. β
Chen Feng said this very seriously.
Lu Wei understood exactly what he meant.
"Okay, okay, I know what you mean. I'll think of a way to let you know in a few days. β
"Okay, but don't push it either. Trust my abilities, I'm a million times tougher than you think. β
Lu Wei was shocked: "Why do you have a good chat and suddenly drive?" β
Chen Feng: "Poof! β
Sister! As soon as you let go, the road was suddenly widened by you.
Sister Lu Wei's cold conversion style almost didn't give him an internal bleed when he was pretending to be in a state.
He hurriedly slipped away: "Eat!" Let's go eat! I booked a private room at the Michelin-starred restaurant outside the Cultural and Creative Industrial Park. Let's go, let's go. β
Looking at his deserted appearance, Lu Wei quietly blushed.
Feel like it's good to be a brother?
It's so much easier than ever!
At the dinner table, Lu Wei quietly took out a document bag from her satchel.
"This was originally a gift to you after someone said you agreed. Although you have refused now, I have to tell you about it after thinking about it. β
Seeing her serious attitude, Chen Feng became nervous, "The matter has not been negotiated, so I don't want a meeting gift." β
"If it's something else, you don't have to, but I must tell you about it. It means a little bit special to you. β
"How?"
"After I told you, you decide if you want to watch it or not."
"Hmm."
Lu Wei: "About your biological parents. β
Chen Feng, who was picking up vegetables, shook his hand violently.
"Don't look!"
Lu Wei: "Really? β