Love is the hand that wants to touch and withdraw
In the countryside for half a month, Lu Jiuyang's life is quite happy, and she will go out every day to blow the wind and watch the sunset.
As the sun sets, the sky turns blue with blood orange. This is the mystery of the sky when it is just dark, a signal that all things are about to rest, and the breeze also carries a close coolness to sweep away the restlessness of the day.
Tall and low village houses in the distance, a tree standing in the sunset in the distance, and the light in the train flashed one by one, and the travelers on the train were always moving forward whether they were going or returning.
Watching the train move away from sight little by little, watching the sky darken little by little, and the traces of snowflakes falling everywhere in sight, life is really beautiful.
One evening, grandma sat next to Lu Jiuyang with a small stool, and she knew that her granddaughter had grown up and had her own little secret. Only people with secrets will always look at the sky in a daze.
"Why didn't you call your mom after coming back for so long?"
The elderly grandmother sat on a low stool with her waist bent, but who knew that she was also a tall and thin beauty when she was young. The old man's wrinkled hand caressed Jiuyang, and a kind smile appeared on his kind face.
Jiuyang looked at his grandmother and instantly had the urge to cry, although the years have never defeated the beauty, but the speed of her grandmother's aging made her sad.
"My mom and I had a fight, and now we're both angry."
Grandma looked at the tears flashing in Lu Jiuyang's eyes, and hugged her granddaughter in front of her distressedly. "Oh my baby, why are you still arguing with your mother when you're so old? Because of what, talk to grandma. ”
"Grandma, I can't figure out why Mom is so paranoid." Lu Jiuyang told his grandmother about the cause and effect, and did not hide her feelings for Yan Rin.
"My baby, my mother is also for your good. Grandma will tell you a story first. ”
The grandfather and grandson snuggled together until the stars appeared in the night sky and the smoke of the cooking houses rose.
Grandma said that when she was seventeen or eighteen years old, her father and mother met, and because of love at first sight, the two fell in love, and at the age of 20, she had Jiuyang. In the first few years, the relationship between the two was like glue, and gradually began to diverge.
The two quarreled all day and even started each other, and later the two agreed to divorce. Love at first sight when I was young came to a dislike of each other.
Grandma is a very fair person, she never takes sides, because she thinks that if there is a relationship problem, then both of them will be at fault.
She doesn't judge feelings, she just wants to tell Jiuyang through this story that she understands her mother's good intentions, she just doesn't want her to go her own way.
Jiuyang listened to the love of her parents when they were young, she thought that they must have loved each other very much, and they had already formed a family at the age of twenty. She understood why her mother was so resistant to her contact with Yan Rin.
"Grandma, I see. But do you think I'm wrong about Yan Rin's feelings? ”
Grandma knocked Jiuyang's head with pity, "Silly girl, how can there be right or wrong feelings?" If you think that he is a person who is worth spending your life with him, then you have to work harder to grow up. ”
"In my grandmother's view, feelings need to be managed. Grandma believes that Yan Rin must also be a good child, but the timing of fate is also very important. ”
"If you don't fully understand the meaning of feelings, how can you easily give your feelings to others?"
Grandma said a lot of things that Lu Jiuyang didn't seem to understand, but in her opinion, as long as she was an adult, she could bravely pursue her love. Grandma's feelings and hobbies are complicated, and she is starting to get confused.
Looking at her granddaughter's confused expression, grandma said to her again: "Good baby, grandma asks you, what kind of person is Yan Rin you like?" ”
Although Yan Rin was not in front of her, as soon as she mentioned Yan Rin, her eyes overflowed with light, grandma was a person from the past, and she could understand Lu Jiuyang's current emotional tendencies.
"He has a gentle, kind and beautiful personality, and is ambitious and responsible. Clear planning for the future, mature and considerate, in short, a very good person. Grandma: I like him a lot. ”
Grandma took Lu Jiuyang's hand and walked into the house, after all, it was cold outside and it was not suitable to stay for too long. Grandpa had been standing at the door waiting for them to come in.
Grandpa handed grandma a cup of hot water and sorted out her broken hair that was blown by the wind, probably it was these small details that have been the same for decades that turned grandma into an undefeated beauty for years.
The three of them sat by the fire and roasted their frozen palms, continuing the unfinished topic just now. "Grandma asks you a question, you like Yan Rin, Yan Rin is still so good, so why don't you try to take the first step?"
Lu Jiuyang didn't expect that her grandmother would actually stand by her side, she was shocked. She thought that everyone would stop her from being with Yan Rin, but she didn't expect that it was her grandmother who supported her the most.
"Grandma, don't you think it's unrealistic? Alas, in fact, I don't know if Yan Rin likes me or not. Lu Jiuyang held her cheeks and looked at the fire in a daze, yes, she was afraid that Yan Rin would not like her.
"Oh, my good baby has grown up, and I have already started to have people I like. In fact, it is not terrible to have someone you like, you have to learn to grow, and then be able to better face this love and take the responsibility that love brings. Can you understand what grandma said? ”
Lu Jiuyang knew that in the eyes of adults, she was always a child who didn't understand the world, and she didn't know how to deal with her feelings. Just when she thought that grandma and mother were talking about the same thing, grandma explained it to her again.
It is probably a very popular sentence on the Internet, love is the hand that wants to touch and withdraw. Grandma hopes that you can treat feelings carefully, and if you think you can face this feeling, the child will let go of love, after all, it is rare to meet. ”
After understanding what her grandmother said, Lu Jiuyang was silent, and then she calmed down and thought about the words of her mother and grandmother, and forgave the 17-year-old who only wanted to have.
True love should be a two-way street, firm choice is evenly matched, you come and go, you want to possess and endure each other, cherish each other.
After saying goodbye to her grandparents, Jiuyang apologized to her mother, and she understood her mother's good intentions. If she really loves Yan Rin, then there is no need to rush to prove it, she should change herself for the better, and then firmly express her feelings to him.
Year after year is like ungraspable flowing water, and in the blink of an eye, it is the New Year. I was woken up early in the morning by various New Year's calls, and my mother was busy preparing the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
Lu Jiuyang also turned on his mobile phone and began to send messages to relatives and friends, the steps are similar every year, but every year there is new fun. For example, this year, Lu Jiuyang's New Year's greeting list has more classmates from Class 5 and Yan Rin.
After sending the text message blessing, Lu Jiuyang began to prepare the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner for his mother, and spent the day preparing dishes. During this period, I received a call from my family, and even if I wasn't around, I could be reunited through the exchange of feelings. That's probably what the New Year is all about.
Until the evening, when Lu Jiuyang was about to rest, he received Yan Rin's news.
"Happy New Year, you open the window and look up."
Lu Jiuyang walked to the window and prepared to call Yan Rin, the moment he opened the window, the grand fireworks bloomed in front of Lu Jiuyang's eyes, lighting up the entire night sky in an instant, and with the blooming of fireworks, Yan Rin's voice came from the phone.
"Happy New Year, little girl."